A Visible Darkness Part 13

'The Bible says that it was so,' he replied at last.

Hand in jacket pocket, my fingers caressed the nugget that Kati Rodendahl had been carrying. I marvelled again at its airy lightness, the smooth surface of the stone, the warmth that it seemed to emanate as I closed it in my palm. As it must have done inside the girl when she was living. It would have cooled down after her death. It was as if the amber had lived and died with her.

I pulled it from my pocket and held it out to him. 'I removed this from the corpse,' I said. 'Is this what the killer was looking for, do you think?'

The way Dr Heinrich swept it from my palm reminded me of Erika's hawk-like swoop at the honey-coloured bauble. He turned it over in his fingers, held it to the light from the window, s.h.i.+fted it from hand to hand as if to gauge its weight.

'A marvellous piece,' he said at last. Having opened his mouth, he seemed unable to stop. 'The colour, the size, the form itself, a perfect lozenge. Yet that is not all,' he said, looking up quickly. I had not seen such undisguised animation on a human face in quite some time. 'The insertion is absolutely unique. You may find wasps today, sir, but you'll not find one like this in G.o.d's Creation. They were drowned in the Flood. I myself believe that these creatures are far, far older. Older than mankind, in fact, despite what the Bible, that is, what Biblical scholars, say . . .'

He did not finish. His brow creased, he raised one eyebrow, and peered at me intently. 'When found, the corpse was naked, according to Colonel les Halles,' he said, his eyes fixed on mine. 'Evidently you have found her clothes, Herr Procurator.'

Had he been more open with me from the start, I might have told him. We were both obliged to work for the French, but that fact had not made us allies. We seemed, instead, to be standing on opposite banks of a very wide river, calling to each other from afar.

'Let's say, I found the secret hiding-place,' I said laconically.

'And the killer did not,' he concluded. 'Might that be why he vented his anger on the victim's face?'

13.

Helena dearest, I arrived safely on the coast and have now started work. I seem already to be making progress with my investigation, and I dare to hope that I will not be delayed here long. The French colonel in charge of the camp is doing everything in his power to a.s.sist me. And the local inhabitants appear to be more at ease knowing that a Prussian magistrate is asking the questions, and that he has their concerns at heart.

How goes it all with you at home? Is Lotte helping you, as she ought? And what about the children? Are they behaving themselves? I only pray that they are not too troublesome. They were so excited at the thought of a new baby brother. It will be a great relief for all of usand most of all, for you!when the child is born.

I miss you all, and Lotingen, too.

Has the situation improved . . .

I had never been good at writing letters to Helena on those rare occasions when I was away from home. I asked her only what I did not need to know, or knew already, and I lacked the courage to ask her what I really should have asked.

I wanted to say so much, instead I said very little.

I added a few lines regarding the general aspect of the coast and the state of the French camp where I found myself, a.s.suring Helena once again that I would not delay my homecoming by so much as one single minute.

What more was there to tell that would put her at ease?

The door flew back on its hinges, cras.h.i.+ng loudly against the wall of the cabin.

I looked up with a start.

A stubby forefinger was poking aggressively at my face.

'To night we'll dine together, Stiffeniis,' said Colonel les Halles. 'You can tell me what you have been doing all day.'

I had not heard him knock. Which is not to say that he had bothered to announce his arrival. Before he came, the only sound had been the m.u.f.fled rumble of the sea upon the s.h.i.+ngle sh.o.r.e below, the lesser rustle of a million pebbles as the retreating water tried to suck some back. If any knuckles had beaten against the door, I could not have failed to hear them. He barged in with the air of a superior officer who is inclined to see what his inferiors are getting up to in the privacy of their quarters.

And yet, it was difficult to think of him as my superior in any respect. His dark blue jacket was creased and crumpled. A pale tuft of lining sprouted from a jagged rip at the shoulder seam. His once-white trousers were stained, scuffed and filthy. His boots appeared to be sopping wet; he left a trail of sandy clots behind him as he entered the room. His face was wet with sweat. It had trickled down his temples and neck, and left white dribbles on his dusty skin. He might have come from some inhuman struggle which had wrung every single drop of every possible fluid from his body. Traces of fatigue were layered over his person. Oil, sweat, dirt and sand spoke out loud in spots and patches which dotted his skin and marked his clothes.

But the smell of him was worse. The damp, salty sea air, which had filled the hut before he polluted it, seemed like all the balms of the East in comparison. If the breeze had fought to get in through the cracks, I could easily believe that it redoubled the fight to get out and escape from him. The odour of his unwashed body inundated the atmosphere. And yet, clearly, he was pleased with himself. The expression on his face declared that a day spent mounting a new engine was a day well spent.

On my own face, I knew, a less happy expression reigned.

'I must finish writing . . .' I began to say.

Les Halles waved his hand dismissively.

'Finish it later,' he snapped, then conceded with brusque magnanimity: 'If it's on my desk by tomorrow evening, that will satisfy me.'

Evidently, he believed that the paper in my hand was meant for his eyes.

The urge to tell him that his professional concerns came a poor second to my domestic worries welled up in me, but I crushed it swiftly. The opportunity to dine with him, and tell him between mouthfuls what was on my mind, was too good to miss.

My letter could wait.

'I accept your generous offer,' I said, as if I had been invited to a formal dinner at the General Quarters. 'If you'll grant me the time to clean myself up, I would be grateful.'

'To judge from the stink in here,' he grunted, 'you've been crawling through the drains of Nordcopp.' He held up his hooded lantern the better to see my face and clothes. 'But be quick about it. When hunger takes hold of me, it tends to swallow up my patience. In twenty minutes, hut three.'

An invitation? It was an order.

'Most kind,' I murmured, as he went out, leaving the door wide open.

Was I the one who stank? Was I the one who needed to spruce himself up?

As I put away my quill and closed the bottle of ink, stowing them carefully away in the travelling necessaire that Helena had purchased for my thirtieth birthday, I felt the anger welling up in me.

Should I wash?

A bucket had been provided for my ablutions. It contained cold water from the sea. The bucket was not particularly clean. Nor was the water fresh. In something of a pa.s.sion, I stripped off the s.h.i.+rt I had worn all that day and the day before, dipped it into the water and sponged my face, arms and chest with it.

What about my hair?

I wear my hair long, and loosely tied. It was dry, clogged and clotted with the sand that was carried on the persistent breeze. With a curse against French colonels and their sudden invitations to dine, I dropped down on my knees, took a breath and dipped my head into the bucket. Helena had put a towel into my bag, but I had acted without thinking. It was too late to start rummaging inside for a towel. I used the soiled s.h.i.+rt to soak up some of the water, brus.h.i.+ng my hair back with my hands, tying it up tightly with the same strip of black ribbon that I had worn all day.

My beard?

Each attempt at improvement urged me on rashly to the next. And all in the desire to outdo Colonel les Halles. No Frenchman would outs.h.i.+ne me. I shave each morning at home, but I had not shaved once in Nordcopp. I took the cut-throat razor out from my shoulder-bag, dipped the blade into the water-it looked less inviting every time I was required to use it-and made some darting correction to the stubble on my face and cheeks.

Again, I used the dirty s.h.i.+rt to rub my cheeks and dry my hands.

Now, what was I to do with the s.h.i.+rt?

I rolled it into a bundle, and stuffed it into the bucket, leaving it there to soak, while I went to look for the spare linen s.h.i.+rt that was rolled up somewhere in my travelling-bag. I had been intending to wear it the following week if the investigation dragged on so very long, but I was left with no choice.

Time was drawing on, but as I shook out the fresh linen, time stood still.

I held the garment to my nose, and took a deep breath. I closed my eyes, and inhaled the heady perfume of lilac and rosemary from Helena's garden. For one moment I was back in Lotingen. Thank Heaven for the little cotton bags of crushed flowers which Lotte always put between the clean clothes in the drawers at home to take the edge off the smell of burnt ashes. When the maid washed on a Monday, the entire previous week's supply of ashes went into the tub with the dirty garments.

I opened my eyes.

I pulled on the fresh s.h.i.+rt, carefully folding down the collar, knotting the linen bands in a fluffy bow at my throat. I was ready to dine. Except for the final touch. I took out a small ceramic bottle from my bag and unscrewed the stopper. The scent of Farina's finest Kolnwa.s.ser filled my nostrils with lime and lemon, orange and bergamot. While visiting Paris in 1793, I had purchased a perfume enriched with a distillation of rose petals from the shop of Monsieur Roget & Cie in Rue Lerebours, and I felt sure that les Halles would have something of the sort. As I slicked my hands over my hair, luxuriating in the perfume, I could not help but smile. Hut three would be a battlefield of contrasting, competing scents: essence of Prussia versus the Grande Armee of essences of France. I trusted in Helena's good taste to bring me safely through the conflict. By the time I knocked on the door, waiting for his gruff call to enter, I had convinced myself that the skirmish was already won.

A small, square table was laid with a plain white cloth embroidered with only a regimental emblem. The plates of fine bone china were also white, and adorned with the same red heraldic badge. The cutlery was heavy silver: worn, but very ornate. There were two seats, one on either side of the table, which was loaded down with a basket of bread, two bottles of red wine, cutcrystal goblets, a large salver on which a long boiled sausage lay, another dish containing meat chops in a red sauce, and dishes piled with potatoes and beet. The sight and aroma would have made a favourable impression in an eating-house.

Only one thing spoiled the scene.

Colonel les Halles was seated at the table, a napkin stuffed down the unb.u.t.toned neck of his uniform. He held a large chop to his lips with both hands, and gnawed on it like a starving hound. He dropped the bone noisily onto his plate, rattling his knife and fork, splas.h.i.+ng gravy over the tablecloth. With a loud sigh, he picked up his wine-gla.s.s and consumed half of the contents in a single draught. 'You have used the time to good effect, Herr Procurator. You look and smell like another man. And much more pretty than the old one,' he concluded with a raucous laugh, as if greatly satisfied with these ironic remarks.

I stood there like a jilted bridegroom.

He wore the same uniform. The same filthy trousers. The same sodden boots. His short hair stood on end, as if he had tried to scratch the sand from his hair, then given it over as a hopeless task. He did not sit at the table so much as slouch, his boots stretched out to one side, his head bending low to meet the food and drink before his hands could bring it up to his lips. The spotted mess on his napkin reminded me of a large map in my office in Lotingen which showed the shoals of the Nogat estuary in red ink, the s.h.i.+fting sandbanks in brown. He eased himself into a more comfortable position, sitting further back in his seat, and his boots left half-moon clumps of mud and sand behind them.

The smell of his sweat was more acrid and penetrating than before. Despite the aroma of warm food, I realised that I would be obliged to inhale it the instant I sat down opposite him at that small table. No Essence de Lavande Provencale would save me, and my mind flew back to lunches eaten in peasants' cottages when I went out hunting with my father and my brother, thirst and hunger sweeping away decorum as the unwashed serfs and their earthy wives rushed to lavish their best on their master and his pampered sons.

'Sit down,' les Halles commanded.

I did as I was told. Could I doubt where the power in Prussia lay? He had ordered me to clean myself up for dinner; I had run to obey. If he told me to sit, I sat. While he, in his unspruced filth, looked complacently at my clean s.h.i.+rt, washed face and combed hair, then added harsher salt to the insult of carelessness.

'I did not know that Prussians were such fops,' he said, grabbing up a bottle in his fist, slopping wine into the goblets. 'You see the menu before you, Stiffeniis. Pork chops braised in Pomeranian wine. A bit vinegary for my taste, but there you are. Meat sausage in a vegetable broth to follow. Potatoes baked in sea-salt. All washed down with Saxon wine. The best of France and Prussia.'

He raised his gla.s.s. 'Taste it.'

As I carried the gla.s.s to my lips, the heel of his boot kicked out at my s.h.i.+n.

'Not yet. I want to propose a toast. Here's to the success of Richard les Halles's . . . now, what shall I call her? "Shale-drill" sounds tame, don't you agree?' He clicked his tongue, smiled, emptied his gla.s.s. 'Coq du mer? Hm, that's better. Les Halles's Sea-c.o.c.k. With its long scrawny neck pecking away at the sea-bed. Will you drink to that?'

I raised my gla.s.s in the air, then drank a sip.

He sat forward, elbows on either side of his plate, and a nauseous stinking wave drifted into my face. 'You should have seen the way it pecked this afternoon! The Baltic tried to resist like a proud old Prussian matron, but I had my way with her. A bit b.u.mpy at first, but once we struck the-what do you Prussians call it, die blaue Erde?-there was no stopping her. As soon as my engineers get their pipes into the water, and the engines start pumping, we'll be sucking up amber like limonade. When the sorting-racks come into play, a new era will begin on the north coast. I expect to draft a report of my success to Paris within the week.'

He drained his gla.s.s and fixed me with a smile, waiting to hear what I would make of his industrial success.

I raised my goblet again. 'I wish that you could build a machine, monsieur, that would suck up all the merde and flies from the streets of Lotingen, my home town. All the citizens, my wife included, would thank you for it.'

The expression of triumph on his face gave way to dark brooding anger.

I had surprised even myself by this sarcasm, and I immediately regretted it.

He jabbed his fork into a chop that was swimming in red wine.

'Give me your plate,' he snapped, holding out his other hand, opening and closing his fingers impatiently until I obeyed. 'Bon appet.i.t, Herr Stiffeniis.'

Without waiting to see how I might react to the food, he hunched over his plate, head down, his knife and fork poking from his closed fists like daggers, and began to wolf his food.

'You come from a family of aristocrats, I have been told,' he spluttered, glancing up, an over-large piece of meat in his mouth. He chewed it greedily, his lips and his teeth engaged in a complex grinding operation that ought to have resulted in the swallowing of his tongue.

I had no intention of stepping onto the thin ice of my personal life. I did not wish that man's ghost to cross the threshold of my home. Not even during conversation at the dinner-table. 'That is not quite exact . . .'

Les Halles thrust his fork at my face, a potato impaled on the p.r.o.ngs.

'Don't lie to me! I've got a file. It's all written down. After the Gottewald ma.s.sacre investigation, Colonel Lavedrine reported on your character. Reserved in manner, sometimes brusque, it says. A tongue that is sharp, eyes that never flinch. You do not give yourself away, though your heart may be flailing wildly inside your breast.' The potato disappeared into his mouth. He drew the contour of my face in the air with his empty fork. 'You eat like a duellist, I would add, elbows close to your sides as you handle your irons, all very trim, no matter how tough the meat may be.'

He turned to the side and spat out the lump of meat in his own mouth.

'Inedible,' he said, 'but you eat on.'

I continued to chew. 'Our teeth make swallowing easier,' I replied.

He managed a smile as he ate.

'We come from different worlds,' he said. 'Anyone can see it. I will always be the unrepentant son of a Montgalliard sheep-herder. But you, Stiffeniis, even when you're hot and dirty, your hands black, hair knotted with sweat, you could ask a lady to dance and she would say yes. Aristocratic, as I said . . .'

Was it a compliment? Or was it the opposite?

'I own no land, nor have I ever served my country. I detest arms and armies. My principles . . .' I swallowed hard, having said more than I intended. I certainly did not mean to tell him that I had been disinherited by my landowning father. 'I chose to study the law, instead.'

His face became an ugly sneer. 'What ever you say, you'll never cease to be what you are. What's the local term for it?' His eyes narrowed, his brow furrowed, he chased the word he sought across the ceiling. And all the while, he made the most appalling row as he chomped at his meat. 'Junker! That is, a proud and privileged troublemaker.' He might have been reading from a book that claimed to describe the people and the habits of East Prussia. 'People like you were driven out of France. The ones who dared to stay lost their heads in Paris.'

I bit my lip. I could have told him a lot about Paris. I had inhaled a new perfume there in 1793. I had seen the French mob murder their king. In the Place de la Revolution, my spirit had been overwhelmed by a bewitching essence: the smell of human blood. An unknown aspect of my character had risen to the surface. I had been fascinated by the simple mechanics of Death. A lever was pulled, the guillotine blade fell, a life was carried off for ever. Nothing was easier, nothing was headier.

'You refuse to believe that men like me will change the Prus sia that you hold so dear,' he went on, as if my silence p.r.i.c.ked him. 'The new breed of French egalitarians may be rough, but we are ready, monsieur. We know nothing of good manners, and care even less. Our generals are men of the people, yet they can whip the hide off a Prussian army led by men with surnames as long as the Rhine. How did it happen? You do not voice the question, but I can hear it all the same. French peasants with a little technical education will build machines and mould the armies that will sweep your world away. Baltic amber-Baltic "gold," as you so proudly call it-is just a small part of the process. The Teutonic Knights made Prussia great. Well, now it is ours!' He halted for a moment, then drank deeply. 'Its only purpose now is to serve our purpose.'

I cut a piece of meat with my knife, carried it to my mouth with my fork, and began to chew it slowly. I would not answer with my mouth full. I would not give him that small satisfaction. And yet, I privately conceded, he was right. We were different, and not on account of our table manners alone. He saw Kati Rodendahl as an impediment to his ambitious plans; he wanted to see the murderer caught for that reason alone. Killers and their victims must not hamper the harvesting of amber. French interests would not be sacrificed for anything so human, or so petty.

'My only purpose,' I said, intentionally echoing his own words, 'is to end the killing of Pruschewed women He clicked his tongue, and shook his head.

'You fail to understand the situation, magistrate. The killer must be found because we want him found. You will find him, because you have been ordered to do so.'

The words flew out of my mouth before I could stop them. I was thinking of Lotingen, the filthy streets, the buzzing swarms of flies, the discomfort, the illness that the French had brought upon us like a plague, the threat that they posed to my wife and my children.

'Such blind indifference may work against you in the end,' I said. 'As it has done in Spain, sir. If Prussia revolts, well, I hardly dare to think of what we Prussians would be prepared to do. You called us storytellers, and it is true. But you should remember, sir, we like our stories grim.'

We stared at each other across the table.

'We are always looking out for danger,' he replied sharply. 'We crush resistance without thought or pity. But this is petty politics, monsieur. I am interested in one thing only the amber of Nordcopp.' He let out a long sigh. 'I hate the stuff. Indeed, I cannot see its graces. What is it, after all? It is resin, nothing more. Centuries ago, it dripped from trees, then it solidified. Occasionally, a creeping insect was trapped inside. Which makes it more revolting, I say. The death throes of an ant, the agony of a spider! Only a mind profoundly cruel can admire it. And as for women wearing it upon their bodies . . . Amber does not come from the sea, it comes from h.e.l.l. It is the colour of sulphur.'

Of blood, I thought.

The sights I had seen that day came flooding back. The amber beads that Marta Linder had laid before me on the table. Like large red drops of congealed blood. Men's eyes lit up greedily, as if inflamed to possess them. Erika had attacked me like a ravenous hawk to get her hands on the amber containing the wasp and its eggs. She would have murdered me to have it. Certainly, she would not have hesitated to offer me the dubious joys of her tiny, monstrous body.

Les Halles wiped his mouth, planted his elbows on the table, and stared at me again with hard, stubborn eyes. 'So, let us be practical, Herr Magistrate. What have you found out today? What am I to tell General Malaport of his protege's doings?'

I bit my tongue, and sat back in my seat.