Kate Burkholder: Her Last Breath Part 12

"I'll be gentle, Mattie. I promise."

She leads me back into the boy's room. David is lying on his side, looking out the window, rubbing absently at the cast on his arm. He looks at me when I approach the bed and smiles.

"Is that cast starting to get itchy already?" I ask.

"Mamm told me not to scratch, but I can't stop. It feels like that time I got poison ivy."

I pull the chair closer to the bed and lower myself into it. "Do you feel up to answering a couple of questions?"

He lifts his uninjured shoulder in a shrug, as if he doesn't know what information he could possibly have that would be valuable to me. "Okay."

"I was wondering if you remember anything about the buggy accident."

His brows knit, his eyes skating away from mine, and he picks at the cast with a fingernail. "Alls I remember is eating an ice cream cone and botching with Norah."

"You know, I used to like to botch."

"It's a girl game."

"I bet Norah was good at it."

"She was the best."

"Were you botching when the accident happened?"

"We were singing the botching song. 'All Around the Mulberry Bush.'"

"I like that one." I smile at him. "Do you remember seeing a car or truck?"

"No."

"What about people? Did you see anyone before or after the accident?"

Shaking his head, he sinks more deeply into the bed and pulls the covers up to his chin. "I dunno."

"Do you remember anything at all about the accident?"

"I remember lights."

His voice is so soft, I have to lean forward to hear him. "What kind of lights?"

"The kind on English cars."

"You mean like headlights?"

"Ja."

"What color were they?" I ask him to specify to make sure he's not confusing headlights with the emergency lights afterward.

"White."

Many traffic accident victims that sustain head injuries don't recall the minutes, hours, or even days before or after the event. That David remembers seeing headlights could be significant.

"What else can you tell me about the lights?"

"There were two of them and they were bright."

I smile. "You have a good memory."

"That's what Datt always says." His expression is so sweet I want to pull him out of the bed and hug him to me.

"Did you see the vehicle that hit the buggy?" I ask gently.

He looks away from me to stare out the window, his expression troubled. His fingers scratch absently at the cast. "No. Just lights."

"So you didn't notice the color? Or if it was a car or truck? Anything like that?"

"No."

"Did you see any people?"

"No." He glances at Mattie, and for a moment I'm afraid he's going to crawl out of the bed to get away from me and my questions. "Mamm, did I do something wrong?"

The words go right through me, as sharp and hurtful as any blade. "No, honey. You did great." I reach out and squeeze his hand. "Thank you."

Then Mattie is next to the bed, bending and pulling him to her. "You didn't do anything wrong, sweetheart. Katie is a policeman and it's her job to ask questions."

Feeling like an ogre, I rise and go to the window. I listen as Mattie coos to him, calming his fears. I try to remember if my own mamm ever did that for me and I can't.

A child's heart is a tender thing that never forgets. I can't imagine what it would have been like to lose a family member at such a formative age. When you're Amish, your family is the center of your universe. Jacob and Sarah had been my best friends, my confidantes-and partners in crime. I didn't have a perfect childhood, but I consider myself lucky to have had those few magical years.

I turn from the window and address Mattie. "Will you let me know if you need anything?"

She pulls away from her son and crosses to me. "Thank you, Katie, but we are fine."

I feel myself stiffen when she embraces me. I close my eyes against the rush of emotion. For her. For the boy. For everything they've lost. For what I lost somewhere along the way.

I pull away first. Her hands slide down my arms and she eases me to arm's length. Her gaze finds mine and for the span of several heartbeats our eyes hold.

"Gott segen eich," she whispers. G.o.d bless you.

I turn away without responding.

CHAPTER 12.

I arrive home to a dark house that smells of coffee and stale air. I go directly to my bedroom, removing my holster as I go and dropping it along with my .38 on the night table. My s.h.i.+rt finds its place on the floor. I step out of my trousers, toss them on the bed. Boots are kicked into the closet. In the dresser, I find a pair of ratty sweatpants and an oversized tee-s.h.i.+rt and put them on.

The evening is cool, so I spend a few minutes walking the house, opening windows to let in some fresh air. I startle when I spot the orange tabby sitting on the brick sill outside the kitchen window, looking at me expectantly. He's a stray that's been coming around for months now. I'm no cat person, and this particular feline is neither pleasant to be around nor pleasing to the eye. But he's a survivor and he's loyal, two traits that usher me past the old battle scars and nasty personality.

When he mewls, I walk to the pantry and snag the bag of dry food I keep on the shelf in the back. I find his bowl in the sink strainer, fill it, and push open the screen. "You know you eat better than I do, don't you?"

I hear him purring as I set the bowl on the sill.

I'm standing at the refrigerator with the door open, hoping I can find something edible inside, when a tap at the back door startles me. I spin, my hand going automatically to where my .38 usually rests. Then I spot the familiar figure through the window and the stress of the day falls away.

I walk to the door, swing it open, and smile at Tomasetti. "You know you're on the verge of becoming predictable, don't you?"

"What can I say, Kate? I've got an addictive personality, and at the moment you're at the top of my most-wanted list."

"You're putting it out there this evening, aren't you?"

"Or piling it on, depending on your point of view." His voice is light, but he's looking at me a little too closely. He's worried about how I'm reacting to the discovery of Daniel Lapp's remains, I realize, and what that discovery could mean if they're identified.

"You busy?" he asks.

I roll my eyes. "Come in."

He enters the kitchen and goes to the table. I feel silly because I was expecting ... something else. Pretending I wasn't, I join him at the table.

"I thought you might want to talk about those remains," he begins.

"You mean in addition to the possibility that I'm in deep s.h.i.+t?"

He scowls at me. "Who's the investigating agency?"

"Coshocton County."

"You know them?"

I shake my head. "I've met the sheriff, but I don't know him. We're not friends."

"We received a call from someone down there today," he tells me. "Bones are already at the lab. They want DNA."

Of course I'd known that would happen. But hearing the words spoken aloud sends a quiver of anxiety through my gut. "What are the odds that they'll get it?"

"Seventeen years is a long time for DNA to survive, but it's not out of the question." He shrugs. "It depends on how well the bones fared. The pit is dry, and that bodes well for the preservation of DNA. If it was a wet, muddy area, probably not. There might be DNA in the teeth." He gives me a direct look. "Since I've worked this area in the past, it won't be deemed unusual for me to stay on top of it."

While it will be good to be kept abreast of any developments, forensic or otherwise, we both know there's nothing we can do about the outcome.

"Kate, do you think Lapp had dental records? I mean with him being Amish?"

"The Amish generally don't have a problem with going to the dentist if they're having problems, like a toothache or something. That said, they're not big on preventative tooth care. Daniel was young; I'm betting he hadn't yet been to the dentist."

"That could work in our favor."

"Even if they are able to extract DNA," I say, "don't they need something to compare it to? A hair root or something?"

"Or a close relative."

"He's got a brother. Benjamin."

"Keep in mind that because of the relatively small gene pool, that kind of a.n.a.lysis could be difficult to interpret," he points out.

"Benjamin knows Daniel worked at my parents' farm that day," I tell him.

"Are the parents still around?" he asks.

"They pa.s.sed away a few years ago."

He falls silent, thinking. "Do you know if they filed a missing person report when Lapp disappeared?"

"They did, but waited almost forty-eight hours before going to the police."

"Why did they wait so long?"

"Lapp was on rumspringa. I guess it wasn't unusual for him to stay out all night. By the end of the second day, they got worried and started looking, went to the police when they didn't find him."

"Was he a drinker?"

"Sometimes."

"Devout?"

"Not really."

"So as far as anyone knows, anything could have happened to him. He could have fallen in with bad company. Gotten involved with drugs. Met with a bad end somewhere else."

I nod, understanding. "There was talk that he'd wanted to leave the Amish."

He considers that for a moment. "Do you have access to the file?"

"Yes." I don't tell him I've pulled the file a hundred times over the years, that I've memorized every detail and if he asked, I could recite every word of it verbatim.

"Don't take this the wrong way, Kate, but you know you can't alter that file in any way, right?"

"I can't believe you felt the need to say that."

"Just covering all our bases."

I realize he's only trying to help me, that he's taking a certain risk himself by getting involved in this mess. But I need for him to know there are certain lines I wouldn't cross. Compromising my ethics is one of them.

"Tomasetti, for G.o.d's sake, I'm not a criminal." I raise my hands to my temples and ma.s.sage at the headache that's beginning to rage.