Fear And Loating In Las Vegas Part 8

Raoul Duke, leftfielder batting champion of the St. Loui sBrowns. Five days at $25 per, plus twenty - five cents a mile.His card was valid, so of course we had no choice . . . This is true. The car rental agency had no legal reason to ha.s.sle me, since my card was technically valid. During the next four days I drove that car all over Las Vegas - even the VIP agency's main office on Paradise Boulevard several times - and at no time was I bothered by any show of rudeness.

This is one of the hallmarks of Vegas hospitality. The only bedrock rule is Don't Burn the Locals. Beyond that, n.o.body cares. They would rather not know. If Charlie Manson checked into the Sahara tomorrow morning, n.o.body would ha.s.sle him as long as he tipped big.

I drove straight to the hotel after renting the car. There was still no sign of my attorney, so I decided to check in on my own - if only to get off the street and avoid a public breakdown. I left the Whale in a VIP parking slot and shambled self - consciously into the lobby with one small leather bag - a hand - crafted, custom - built satchel that had just been made for me by a leathersmith friend in Boulder.

Our room was at the Flamingo, in the nerve - center of theStrip: right across the street from Caesar's Palace and the Dunes - site of the Drug Conference. The bulk of the conferees were staying at the Dunes, but those of us who signed up fas.h.i.+onably late were a.s.signed to the Flamingo.

The place was full of cops. I saw this at a glance. Most of them were just standing around trying to look casual, all dressed exactly alike in their cut - rate Vegas casuals: plaid bermuda shorts, Arnie Palmer golf s.h.i.+rts and hairless white legs tapering down to rubberized "beach sandals." It was a terrifying scene to walk into - a super stakeout of some kind. If I hadn't known about the conference my mind might have snapped. You got the impression that somebody was going to be gunned down in a blazing crossfire at any moment - maybe the entire Manson Family.

My arrival was badly timed. Most of the national DAs and other cop - types had already checked in. These were the people who now stood around the lobby and stared grimly at newcomers. What appeared to be the Final Stakeout was only about two hundred vacationing cops with nothing better to do. They didn't even notice each other.

I waded up to the desk and got in line. The man in front of me was a Police Chief from some small town in Michigan. His Agnew - style wife was standing about three feet off to his right while he argued with the desk clerk: "Look, fella - I told you I have a postcard here that says I have reservations reservations in this hotel. h.e.l.l, I'm with the District Attorneys' Conference! I've already paid for my room." in this hotel. h.e.l.l, I'm with the District Attorneys' Conference! I've already paid for my room."

"Sorry, sir. You're on the 'late list.' Your reservations were transferred to the . . . ah . . . Moonlight Motel, which is out on Paradise Boulevard and actually a very fine place of lodging and only sixteen blocks from here, with its own pool and . . .

"You dirty little f.a.ggot! Call the manager! I'm tired of listening to this dogs.h.i.+t!"

The manager appeared and offered to call a cab. This was obviously the second or maybe even the third act in a cruel drama that had begun long before I showed up. The police chief's wife was crying; the gaggle of friends that he'd mustered for support were too embarra.s.sed to back him up - even now, in this showdown at the desk, with this angry little cop firing his best and final shot. They knew he was beaten; he was going against the RULES, and the people hired to enforce those rules said "no vacancy.

After ten minutes of standing in line behind this noisy little a.s.shole and his friends, I felt the bile rising. Where did this cop cop - of all people - get the nerve to argue with anybody in terms of Right Reason? I had - of all people - get the nerve to argue with anybody in terms of Right Reason? I had been there been there with these fuzzy s.h.i.+theads - and so, I sensed, had the desk clerk. He had airof a man who'd been f.u.c.ked around, in his time, by a good cross - section of mean - tempered rule - crazy now he was just giving their argument back to them: It didn't matter who's right or wrong, man . . . or who's paid who hasn't . . . what matters right now is that for at time in my life I can work out on a pig: "f.u.c.k you, I'm in charge here, and I'm telling you we don't have for you." with these fuzzy s.h.i.+theads - and so, I sensed, had the desk clerk. He had airof a man who'd been f.u.c.ked around, in his time, by a good cross - section of mean - tempered rule - crazy now he was just giving their argument back to them: It didn't matter who's right or wrong, man . . . or who's paid who hasn't . . . what matters right now is that for at time in my life I can work out on a pig: "f.u.c.k you, I'm in charge here, and I'm telling you we don't have for you."

I was enjoying this whipsong, but after a while I felt dizzy, nervous, and my impatience got the better of my amus.e.m.e.nt. So I stepped around the Pig and spoke directly to the desk clerk - "Say," I said, "I hate to interrupt, but I have a reservation and I wonder if maybe I could just sort of slide through and get out of your way." I smiled, letting him know I'd been digging his snake - bully act on the cop party that was now standing there, psychologically off - balance and staring at me like I was some kind of water - rat crawling up to the desk.

I looked pretty bad: wearing old Levis and white Chuck Taylor All - Star basketball sneakers . . . and my ten - peso Acapulco s.h.i.+rt had long since come apart at the shoulder seams from all that road - wind. My beard was about three days old, bordering on standard wino trim, and my eyes were totally hidden by Sandy Bull's Saigon - mirror shades.

But my voice had the tone of a man who knows knows he has a reservation. I was gambling on my attorney's foresightbut I couldn't pa.s.s a chance to put the horn into a cop:and I was right. The reservation was in my attorney's name. The desk - clerk hit his bell to summon the bag - boy. "This is all I have with me, right now," I said, "The rest is out there in that white Cadillac convertible." I pointed to the car that we could all see parked just outside the front door. "Can you have somebody drive it around to the room?" he has a reservation. I was gambling on my attorney's foresightbut I couldn't pa.s.s a chance to put the horn into a cop:and I was right. The reservation was in my attorney's name. The desk - clerk hit his bell to summon the bag - boy. "This is all I have with me, right now," I said, "The rest is out there in that white Cadillac convertible." I pointed to the car that we could all see parked just outside the front door. "Can you have somebody drive it around to the room?"

The desk - clerk was friendly. "Don't worry about a thing, sir. Just enjoy your stay here - and if there's anything you need, just call the desk."

I nodded and smiled, half - watching the stunned reaction of the cop - crowd right next to me. They were stupid with shock. Here they were arguing with every piece of leverage they could command, for a room they'd already paid for - and suddenly their whole act gets side - swiped by some crusty drifter who looks like something out of an upper - Michigan hobo jungle. And he checks in with a handful of credit cards! Jesus! What's happening in this world?

3. Savage Lucy . . . "Teeth Like Baseb.a.l.l.s, Eyes Like Jellied Fire"

I gave my bag to the boy who scurried up, and told him to bring a quart of Wild Turkey and two fifths of Bacardi Anejo with a night's worth of ice.

Our room was in one of the farthest wings of the Flamingo. The place is far more than a hotel: It is a sort of huge underfinanced Playboy Club in the middle of the desert. Something like nine separate wings, with interconnecting causeways and pools - a vast complex, sliced up by a maze of car - ramps and driveways. It took me about twenty minutes to wander from the desk to the distant wing we'd been a.s.signed to.

My idea was to get into the room, accept the booze and baggage delivery, then smoke my last big chunk of Singapore Grey while watching Walter Cronkite and waiting for my attorney to arrive. I needed this break, this moment of peace and refuge, before we did the Drug Conference. It was going to be quite a different thing from the Mint 400. That had been observer gig, but this one would need partic.i.p.ation partic.i.p.ation - and a special stance: At the Mint 400 we were dealing with anessentially simpatico crowd, and if our behavior was gross outrageous . . . well, it was only a matter of degree.this time our very presence would be an outrage. We be attending the conference under false pretenses and from the start, with a crowd that was convened for d purpose of putting people like us in jail. We - and a special stance: At the Mint 400 we were dealing with anessentially simpatico crowd, and if our behavior was gross outrageous . . . well, it was only a matter of degree.this time our very presence would be an outrage. We be attending the conference under false pretenses and from the start, with a crowd that was convened for d purpose of putting people like us in jail. We were were the Menace - not in disguise, but stone - obvious drug abusers, with a flagrantly cranked - up act that we intended to push all the way to the limit . . . not to prove any final, sociological point, and not even as a conscious mockery: It was mainly a matter of life - style, a sense of obligation and even duty. If the Pigs were gathering in Vegas for a top - level Drug Conference, we felt the drug culture should be represented. the Menace - not in disguise, but stone - obvious drug abusers, with a flagrantly cranked - up act that we intended to push all the way to the limit . . . not to prove any final, sociological point, and not even as a conscious mockery: It was mainly a matter of life - style, a sense of obligation and even duty. If the Pigs were gathering in Vegas for a top - level Drug Conference, we felt the drug culture should be represented.

Beyond that, I'd been out, of my head for so long now, that a gig like this seemed perfectly logical. Considering the circ.u.mstances, I felt totally meshed with my karma.

Or at least I was feeling this way until I got to the big grey door that opened into Mini - Suite 1150 in the Far Wing. I rammed my key into the k.n.o.b - lock and swung the door open, thinking, "Ah, home at last!" . . . but the door hit hit something, which I recognized at once as a human form: a girl of indeterminate age with the face and form of a Pit Bull. She was wearing a shapeless blue smock and her eyes were angry . . . something, which I recognized at once as a human form: a girl of indeterminate age with the face and form of a Pit Bull. She was wearing a shapeless blue smock and her eyes were angry . . .

Somehow I knew that I had the right room. I wanted to think otherwise, but the vibes were hopelessly right . . . and she seemed to know, too, because she made no move to stop me when I moved past her and into the suite. I tossed my leather satchel on one of the beds and looked around for what I knew I would see . . . my attorney .. . stark naked, standing in the bathroom door with a drug - addled grin on his face.

"You degenerate pig," I muttered.

"It can't be helped," he said, nodding at the bulldog girl.

"This is Lucy." He laughed distractedly. "You know - like Lucy in the sky with diamonds . .

I nodded to Lucy, who was eyeing me with definite venom. I was clearly some kind of enemy, some ugly intrusion on her scene . . . and it was clear from the way she moved around the room, very quick and tense on her feet, that she was sizing me up. She was ready for violence,there was not much doubt about that. Even my attorney picked up on it.

"Lucy!" he snapped. "Lucy! Be cool, G.o.dd.a.m.nit! Remember what happened at the airport . . . no more of that, OK?" He smiled nervously at her. She had the look of a beast that had just been tossed into a sawdust pit to fight for its life . . .

"Lucy . .. this is my client; this is Mister Duke, the famous journalist. He's pairing for this suite, Lucy. He's on our side."

She said nothing. I could see that she was not entirely in control of herself. Huge shoulders on the woman, and a chin like Oscar Bonavena. I sat down on the bed and casually reached into my satchel for the Mace can . . . and when I felt my tumb on the Shoot b.u.t.ton I was tempted to jerk the thing out and soak her down on general principles, I desperately needed peace, rest, sanctuary. The last thing I wanted was a fight to the finish, in my own hotel room, with some kind of drug - crazed hormone monster.

My attorney seemed to understand this; he knew why my hand was in the satchel.

"No!" he shouted. "Not here! We'll have to move out!"

I shrugged. He was twisted. I could see that. And so was Lucy. Her eyes were feverish and crazy. She was staring at me like I was something that would have to be rendered helpless before life could get back to whatever she considered normal.

My attorney idled over and put his arm around her shoulders. "Mister Duke is my friend," he said gently. "He lovesartists. Let's show him your paintings."

For the first time, I noticed that the room was full of artwork - maybe forty or fifty portraits, some in oil, some charcoal, all more or less the same size and all the same face.

They were propped up on every flat surface. The face was vaguely familiar, but I couldn't get a fix on it. It was a girl with a mouth, a big nose and extremely glittering eyes - a demonically sensual face; the kind of overstated, embarra.s.singly dramatic renderings that you find in the bedrooms of young female art students who get hung up on horses.

'Lucy paints portraits of Barbra Streisand," my attorney explained. "She's an artist up in Montana.. ." He turned to the girl.

"What's that town where you live?"

She stared at him, then at me, then back at my attorney again. Then finally she said, "Kalispel. Way up north. I drew these from TV."

My attorney nodded eagerly. "Fantastic," he said. "She came all the way down here just to give all these portraits to Barbra. We're going over to the Americana Hotel tonight, and meet her backstage."

Lucy smiled bashfully. There was no more hostility in her. I dropped the Mace can and stood up. We obviously had a serious case on our hands. I hadn't counted on this: Finding my attorney whacked on acid and locked into some kind of preternatural courts.h.i.+p.

"Well," I said, "I guess they've brought the car around by now. Let's get the stuff out of the trunk."

He nodded eagerly. "Absolutely, let's get the stuff." Hesmiled at Lucy. "We'll be right back. Don't answer the phone if it rings."

She grinned and made the one - finger Jesus freak sign. "G.o.d bless," she said.

My attorney pulled on a pair of elephant - leg pants and a glaze - black s.h.i.+rt, then we hurried out of the room. I could see he was having trouble getting oriented, but I refused to humor him.

"Well . . ." I said. "What are your plans?"

"Plans?"

We were waiting for the elevator.

"Lucy," I said.

He shook his head, struggling to focus on the question.

"s.h.i.+t," he said finally. "I met her on the plane and I had all that acid." He shrugged. "You know, those little blue barrels. Jesus, she's a religious freak. She's running away from home for something like the fifth time in six months. It's terrible. I gave her that cap before I realized . . . s.h.i.+t, she's never even had adrinkf'

"Well," I said, "it'll probably work out. We can keep her loaded and peddle her a.s.s at the drug convention."

He stared at me.

"She's perfect for this gig," I said. "These cops will go fifty bucks a head to beat her into submission and then gang - f.u.c.k her. We can set her up in one of these back - street motels, hang pictures of Jesus all over the room, then turn these pigsloose on her . . . h.e.l.l, she's strong; she'll hold her own."

His face was twitching badly. We were in the elevator now, descending into the lobby. "Jesus Christ," he muttered. "I knew you were sick, but I never expected to hear you actually say that kind of stuff."

He seemed stunned.

I laughed. "It's straight economics. This girl is a G.o.dsend!" I fixed him with a natural Bogart smile, all teeth .. . s.h.i.+t, we're almost broke! And suddenly you pick up some muscle - bound loony who can make us a grand a day."

"No!" he shouted. "Stop talking like that!" The elevator door opened and we walked toward the parking lot.

"I figure she can do about four at a time," I said.

"Christ, if we keep her full of acid that's more like two grand a day; maybe three."

"You filthy b.a.s.t.a.r.d!" he sputtered. "I should cave your f.u.c.king head in!" He was squinting at me, s.h.i.+elding his eyes from the sun. I spotted the Whale about fifty feet from the door. "There it is," I said. "Not a bad looking car, for a pimp ..

He groaned. His face reflected the struggle that I knew he was having, in his brain, with sporadic acid rushes: Bad waves of painful intensity, followed by total confusion.

When I opened the trunk of the Whale to get the bags, he got angry. "What the h.e.l.l are you doing?" he snapped.

"This isn't Lucy's car."

"I know," I said. "It's mine. This is my luggage."

"The f.u.c.k it is!" he shouted. "Just because I'm a G.o.dd.a.m.n 'I lawyer doesn't mean you can walk around stealing stuff right in front of me!" He backed away. "What the h.e.l.l is wrong with you? We'll never beat a rap like this."

After much difficulty, we got back to the room and tried to have a serious talk with Lucy. I felt like a n.a.z.i, but it had to be done. She was not right for us - not in this fragile situation. It was bad enough if she were only what she appeared to be - a strange young girl in the throes of a bad psychotic episode - but what worried me far more than that was the likelihood that she would probably be just sane enough, in a few hours, to work herself into a towering Jesus - based rage at the hazy recollection of being picked up and seduced in the Los Angeles International Airport by some kind of cruel Samoan who fed her liquor and LSD, then dragged her to a Vegas hotel room and savagely penetrated every orifice in her body with his throbbing, uncirc.u.mcised member.

I had a terrible vision of Lucy cras.h.i.+ng into Barbra Strei - sand's dressing room at the Americana and laying thisbrutal story on her. That would finish us. They would track us down and probably castrate us both, prior to booking I explained this to my attorney, who was now in tears at the idea of sending Lucy away. She was still powerfully twisted, and I felt the only solution was to get her as far as possible from the Flamingo before she got straight enough to remember where she'd been and what happened to her.

Lucy, while we argued, was lying on the patio, doing a charcoal sketch of Barbra Streisand. From memory this time. It was a full - faced rendering, with teeth like baseb.a.l.l.s and eyes like jellied fire.

The sheer intensity of the thing made me nervous. This girl was a walking bomb. G.o.d only knows what she might be doing with all that mis - wired energy right now if she didn't have her sketch pad. And what was she going to do when she got straight enough to read The Vegas Vist.i.tor, as I just had, and learn that Streisand wasn't due at the Americana for another three weeks?

My attorney finally agreed that Lucy would have to go. The possibility of a Mann Act conviction, resulting in disbarment proceedings and total loss of his livelihood, was a key factor in his decision. A nasty federal rap. Especially for a monster Samoan facing a typical white middle - cla.s.s jury in Southern California.

"They might even call it kidnapping," I said. "Straight to the gas chamber, like Chessman. And even if you manage to beatthat, they'll send you back to Nevada for Rape and Congensual Sodomy."

"No!" he shouted. "I felt sorry for the girl, I wanted to help her!"

I smiled. "That's what Fatty Arbuckle said, and you know what they did to him."

"Who?"

"Never mind," I said. "Just picture yourself telling a jury that you tried to help this poor girl by giving her LSD and then taking her out to Vegas for one of your special stark - naked back rubs."

He shook his head sadly. "You're right. They'd probably burn me at the G.o.dd.a.m.n stake . . . set me on fire right there in the dock. s.h.i.+t, it doesn't pay to try to help somebody these days ..

We coaxed Lucy down to the car, telling her that we thought it was about time to "go meet Barbra." We had no trouble convincing her that she should take all her artwork, but she couldn't understand why my attorney wanted to bring her suitcase along. "I don't want to embarra.s.s her," she protested. "She'll think I'm trying to move in with her, or something."

"No she won't," I said quickly . . . but that was all I could think of to say. I felt like Martin Bormann. What would happen to this poor wretch when we cut her loose? Jail? White slavery? What would Dr. Darwin do under these circ.u.mstances? (Survival of the . . . fittest? Was that the proper word? Had Darwin ever considered the idea of temporary unfitness? Like "temporary insanity." Could the Doctor have made room in his theory for a thing like LSD?) All this was academic, of course. Lucy was a potentially fatal millstone on both our necks. There was absolutely no choice but to cut her adrift and hope her memory was f.u.c.ked. But some acid victims - especially nervous mongoloids - have a strange kind of idiot - sapient capacity for remembering odd details and nothing else. It was possible that Lucy might spend two more days in the grip of total amnesia, then snap out of it with no memory of anything but ourroom number at the Flamingo . . . .

I thought about this . . . but the only alternative was to take her out to the desert and feed her remains to the lizards. I wasn't ready for this; it seemed a bit heavy for the thing we were trying to protect: My attorney. It came down to that.

So the problem was to work out a balance, to aim Lucy in a direction that wouldn't snap her mind and provoke a disastrous backlash.

She had money. My attorney had ascertained that. "At least $200," he'd said. "And we can always call the cops up there in Montana, where she lives, and turn her in."

I was reluctant to do this. The only thing worse than turning her loose in Vegas, I felt, was turning her over to "the authorities" . . . and that was clearly out of the question, anyway. Not now. "What kind of G.o.dd.a.m.n monster are you?" I said. "First you kidnap the girl, then you rape her, and now you want to have her locked up!"

He shrugged. "It just occurred to me," he said, "that she has no witnesses. Anything she says about us is completely worthless."

"Us?" I said.

He stared at me. I could see that his head was clearing. The acid was almost gone. This meant that Lucy was probably coming down, too. It was time to cut the cord.

Lucy was waiting for us in the car, listening to the radio with a twisted smile on her face. We were standing about ten yards off. Anybody watching us from a distance might have thought we were having some kind of vicious, showdown argurnent about who had "rights to the girl." It was a standard scene for a Vegas parking lot.

We finally decided to make her a reservation at the Americana. My attorney ambled over to the car and got her last name under some pretense, then I hurried inside and called the hotel - saying that I was her uncle and that I wanted her to be "treated very gently," because she was an artist and might seem a trifle high - strung. The room clerk a.s.sured me they'd give her every courtesy.

Then we drove her out to the airport, saying we were going to trade the White Whale in for a Mercedes 600, and my attorney took her into the lobby with all her gear. She was still unhinged and babbling when he led her away. I drove around a corner and waited for him.

Ten minutes later he shuffled up to the car and got in. "Take off slowly," he said. "Don't attract any attention."

When we got out on Las Vegas Boulevard he explained that he'd given one of the airport cab - ha.s.slers a $10 bill to see that his "drunk girlfriend" got to the Americana, where she had a reservation. "I told him to make sure she got there," he said.