Lost Lords: No Longer A Gentleman Part 18
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"If you find it entertaining."
Watching him go, Ca.s.sie thought wryly that if he got himself killed in the streets, at least she wouldn't have to go to Summerhill.
Impatiently Grey changed into a nondescript coat provided by Mr. Powell, added an equally shapeless hat, and headed east. He wanted to stretch his legs, see more of London. Pull his cracked self together so he could be the son who was needed at Summerhill.
And somewhere along the way, he wanted to find a good fight.
Ca.s.sie had never visited Mackenzie's house, and it proved to be a handsome building right next door to his club, Damian's. As she waited for a footman to announce her to Kiri, she studied the furnis.h.i.+ngs, seeing attractive Indian accents that must have been added by the new mistress of the house.
"Ca.s.sie, what a pleasure!" Lady Kiri swept into the entry hall and hugged her guest. "I was writing letters, very tedious. Much better to hear of your adventures!"
Ca.s.sie gave her bonnet and cloak to the footman and followed Kiri to the pleasant morning room, which included a desk with papers and pen. "Adventures can come later," Ca.s.sie said. "First I must throw myself on your mercy, for I'm in dire need of your services."
"Perfume? Of course." Kiri settled gracefully into the chair by her desk and gestured for Ca.s.sie to sit opposite.
"Much more than perfume is required," Ca.s.sie said grimly as she took the chair. "Tomorrow I must accompany Wyndham to his family seat in the guise of his betrothed, and I need to be transformed into someone whom he might plausibly wed."
Kiri's eyes widened. "You are to be a false fiancee? Why?"
Ca.s.sie explained tersely. When she was done, Kiri said, "This is a difficult mission for many reasons, yes? Because this time it is more than playacting."
"You have put your finger on my uneasiness," Ca.s.sie said slowly. "I am too involved with Wyndham for this to be easy. Also ..." She looked down at her knotted fingers and realized she was feeling an anxiety very different from the straightforward fear of death or imprisonment that was a constant threat in France.
"Also ... ?" Kiri prompted gently.
"For the first time, I must enter the world I was born to, but lost," Ca.s.sie said haltingly. "I survived by accepting that that world was lost and moving forward, always forward. Now I must pretend to belong in that lost life, and the thought is ... terrifying." Her throat closed.
"I'm trying to imagine myself in your situation, and I can't. But I see it would be deeply unnerving." Kiri's eyes narrowed. "Might this be easier if you look in the mirror and see a stranger instead of yourself? That would be more like playacting."
"Perhaps." Ca.s.sie bit her lip as she recognized another possibility. "I don't want to lie to Grey's family since he'll have to live with them, so I should use my real name. That way if an old aunt asks about my family, I can give a real answer rather than make something up and possibly be caught out."
Kiri noted her use of Grey's personal name without comment. "I can have cards printed for you today so you'll have them to support your role."
"You can get cards made in a day?" Ca.s.sie asked incredulously.
"There are many advantages to being daughter and sister to a duke," Kiri explained. "Here's pencil and paper. Write down what the cards should say."
Ca.s.sie wrote out her birth name for the first time in almost twenty years. "This feels strange. I am no longer Catherine St. Ives."
"Part of you is, despite all that has happened. It may not be a bad thing to become better acquainted with Catherine." Kiri's brows arched when she saw what Ca.s.sie had written. "Next, appearance. Can that hair coloring you use be washed out? Not only is the color ugly, but it dulls your hair."
"The color can be washed out with vinegar, but I don't want to go to my natural color." Ca.s.sie made a face. "It's a violent red that was the bane of my childhood. I was happy to have a reason to dye it brown. I haven't seen the original color since I was a child, and good riddance."
The color had worn off when she was in prison. After her escape, she'd worn a head scarf and avoided mirrors until she could make and apply a batch of the coloring.
"If you wish to create a role that is not you, what better place to start than with Catherine St. Ives's hair? It will have darkened over the years so it will be a less alarming shade of red now." Kiri made a note on her list. "Clothing. You will need at least two good day dresses, another for evening wear, and a riding habit. Plus the undergarments and shoes and cloaks and other accessories."
Ca.s.sie sighed. "Which will be impossible to obtain by tomorrow. At least, not clothing of the quality the role requires. Even more middling garments will be difficult on such short notice."
"Nonsense. My sister, Lucia, is close to you in size. I shall ask her to send over several gowns she can spare that will suit your coloring. I shall also summon the splendid Madame Helier, modiste for all the women in my family. She may have partially completed garments that would suit you, and she has seamstresses who can do quick alterations." Kiri grinned. "This will be such fun!"
"I'll wager you liked playing with dolls when you were a girl," Ca.s.sie said dryly.
"Indeed I did. I turned them into beautiful warrior queens."
Ca.s.sie had no trouble imagining that. "Like you? But I am neither beautiful nor a warrior queen."
Kiri's eyes gleamed. "You will be when I'm finished with you."
Ca.s.sie rolled her eyes. "I'm beginning to think coming here was a mistake."
"I promise you'll thank me for it later." Kiri's eyes narrowed. "Might you be ready to wear the perfume I created for you?"
Ca.s.sie's heart clutched as she thought of roses and frankincense, lost dreams and darkest night. Was she ready for that much truth? Haltingly she said, "Perhaps ... I am."
"Truly you will not regret it," her friend said quietly. "Now let me send off these notes to summon my troops, and then we'll go to work on that hair!"
Chapter 31.
Grey headed east across London at a ground-eating pace. He needed to burn off the seething anxiety induced by his imminent return to his family home.
After years of captivity and weeks of travel by horse, boat, and carriage, it felt good to stretch his legs. He also discovered a new kind of freedom in having no one know where he was.
To his surprise, it even felt good to be alone. After ten years of solitary confinement, he'd been hungry for human contact only to find that crowds sent him into a flat panic. Only with Ca.s.sie was he truly comfortable, though he could manage a few friends like Pere Laurent or Lady Agnes or Kirkland.
He hoped he'd be able to retrieve Regine soon. He'd need her company because soon he wouldn't have Ca.s.sie. The thought of living without her was a pain so deep he didn't have words to describe it. But even her superb kindness couldn't hide her impatience to be free of her nursemaid duties so she could return to her real work.
He was a little ashamed of invoking her promise to stay with him as long as she was needed so that she'd come with him to Summerhill. Though not ashamed enough to wish he hadn't done it.
With his father critically ill, of course he must return home. The prospect had been paralyzing even before he'd learned of his father's illness. Now it was worse.
He didn't doubt that they'd welcome him. The problem was facing them. Even more than his lifelong friends, his family had expectations and memories of him. They were the people he'd hurt the most. He couldn't bear the thought of hurting them more by being so different from what they remembered.
The situation was made much more difficult by his father's critical illness. If Lord Costain died ...
Grey shuddered, not wanting to think of it.
He suspected that once his family's initial shock was over and all the explanations had been made, he'd be able to manage, with Ca.s.sie's help. Then he'd prepare himself for the even more devastating challenge of saying good-bye to her.
He set aside his worries about returning home and concentrated on London. He'd reached the busy stretch of the Thames called the Pool of London, which stretched east from London Bridge. There was a forest of masts from the sailing s.h.i.+ps moored two and three deep at the public quays. Sailors of many nations walked the streets and exotic scents and accents overlaid the usual smells of London.
He found that the crowds didn't bother him much as long as he stayed on the edges. Apparently his fear of crowds was diminis.h.i.+ng.
He paced along the quays, studying the s.h.i.+ps. Once he'd dreamed of boarding such a vessel and sailing to distant lands. France had been his first venture from England's sh.o.r.es. It had not turned out well.
He wondered if he'd ever regain that desire to travel. At the moment, the idea of never setting foot out of Great Britain was immensely appealing.
He walked and explored for hours. It was well into the afternoon before he realized that he really should eat. He was walking past a tavern called the Three s.h.i.+ps, which seemed as good a place as any. Grey entered, inhaling the tang of hops and good English ale mixed with the scent of fish and meat and baking. England. Home.
Eight or ten men were cl.u.s.tered in small groups in the taproom. Stevedores by the look of them. Kirkland had given Grey cash to tide him over until he had his affairs sorted out. In a mood of reckless generosity, Grey called to the landlord, "I'm just back to England after too many years abroad, so I'll stand every man here a drink. Including one for you, sir." He laid coins on the counter.
That raised a murmur of approval from the other patrons. A grizzled older man raised his refilled tankard. "Here's to your health, sir, and welcome home!"
Most of the customers collected their drinks with thanks, but good will wasn't universal. A particularly burly stevedore sneered, "What's a flash cove like you doing in our tavern?"
So much for the disguising effects of a shapeless coat and hat. "Buying beer for my fellow Englishmen," Grey said mildly. "Would you like one?"
The man spat. "I don't need nuthin' from a so-called gentleman like you."
"What kind of fool doesn't want free beer, Ned?" the grizzled man asked indignantly. "I'm happy to drink the gentleman's health."
The significant glance he cast at his tankard had Grey putting more coins on the bar. "Seconds all around for those who want them."
This suited everyone except Ned. He swaggered up to Grey, smelling like sour gin. "Don't need you here, puttin' on your airs!"
Using his most supercilious voice, Grey drawled, "I do believe that you are looking for a fight. Am I correct?"
"b.l.o.o.d.y right I am!" Ned swung a furious punch.
Fierce joy coursed through Grey's veins. He'd been spoiling to smash his fists into someone, and finally his opportunity had arrived.
He dodged to one side so he wouldn't be trapped against the bar. Ned was taller and three or four stones heavier, but his fighting was based on strength, not skill. Grey easily blocked or avoided his punches while landing several good hits himself.
When Ned swung a particularly wild blow and became unbalanced, Grey caught his wrist, then flipped the man onto his back. Ned landed with a mighty "Ooof !"
"Take it outside!" the landlord barked.
Grey balanced lightly on his toes, ready to move in any direction. "Had enough?"
"No, by G.o.d!" The stevedore lurched to his feet. "No skinny gent like you can lick Ned Brown!"
"Then let us move outside." Grey made a sweeping bow that he knew would irritate the stevedore, then exited before Ned could attack again.
They resumed their fight outside on the windy street. The patrons from the Three s.h.i.+ps followed, beers in hand and placing bets on the outcome. Ned was apparently a well-regarded street fighter and he was favored at first over the "skinny gent."
But Grey had been trained well at Westerfield, where sparring with other boys was the favorite sport. Later he'd had boxing lessons at Jackson's Saloon before traveling to France. His muscles remembered the feints, strikes, and kicks.
He reminded himself that this was no fight to the death, just a tavern brawl as an outlet for his churning emotions. Though he was careful not to cause real damage, he gloried in the physical release.
Ned managed to connect with a few glancing blows that would leave bruises, including one across Grey's cheek, but Grey was faster and more agile. When Ned started wheezing dangerously, Grey decided it was time to end the brawl.
He threw Ned onto his belly, put a knee in the stevedore's back and twisted the man's arm up behind his back. "Well fought, sir!" he panted. "Shall I break your arm, or buy you a drink in the Three s.h.i.+ps?"
After a startled pause, Ned chuckled hoa.r.s.ely. "You're the d.a.m.nedest fellow, but you sure as b.l.o.o.d.y h.e.l.l can fight. I'll go for the drink."
"You're likely right about the d.a.m.ned part." Grey released Ned. When the big man got up, the two of them led the parade back into the tavern.
The older man asked, "Where were you in foreign parts?"
"France." Grey took a swig of ale, testing how he felt about saying more. Since these men were strangers, he decided to continue. "Ten b.l.o.o.d.y years in a French prison."
The grizzled man gave a low whistle. "No wonder you're so glad to get home! Here's to a healthy future here in England!"
Even Ned drank to that. Grey bought several more rounds, downing his share. He'd always been good at talking to men from every station in life, and he found that he hadn't lost the knack.
When his head started feeling disconnected from his body, it was time to leave. Evening was coming and he wanted to get back to Ca.s.sie. He emptied his tankard, then called out, "My thanks to you gentlemen for helping me celebrate my homecoming."
He left the tavern followed by a chorus of invitations to return to the Three s.h.i.+ps any time. Maybe he'd do that, too. It had all been blessedly uncomplicated.
Summerhill would not be uncomplicated.
Grey took the direct route home, but it was nearly dark when he reached Exeter Street. Even though his feet were sore, he was whistling and pleased with life. By most standards, it had been a wasted day-but he felt better able to face Summerhill.
His step quickened as he went up the steps to the front door. Surely Ca.s.sie would be back by now. It was absurd to yearn for her company so much when it had been only a few hours, but the world felt right when she was near.
He had to fumble a bit to find the key to the house. He probably should have stopped a drink or two earlier. He finally managed to open the door and he stepped into the lamp-lit foyer.
Grey was removing his coat when he heard light steps coming down the staircase. The steps sounded like Ca.s.sie's, so he looked up hopefully, but the woman was a stranger.
Granted, she was a stunner, with bright auburn hair and a splendid figure. Even though Grey was out of touch with current fas.h.i.+on, he recognized that the elegant blue-green gown had to have come from one of London's best modistes. It took talent to make a woman look ladylike and deeply provocative at the same time.
She must be one of Kirkland's agents. If so, that decolletage made clear how she coaxed information from the enemy. Trying not to stare too obviously at her neckline, he bowed as well as he could without falling over. "Good evening, mademoiselle."
She stopped three steps from the bottom of the stairs and said in an icily aristocratic voice, "I beg your pardon, sir, but have we been introduced?"
That voice ...
He gasped. The perfect height and proportions, the delicate, vulnerable features, the blue eyes with unknowable depths. "Ca.s.sie?" he asked incredulously.
"I'm surprised you recognized me, given where you were looking," she said with tart amus.e.m.e.nt.
"Ca.s.sie." He moved forward and embraced her. Since she was standing on the stairs, his arms went around her waist and he rested his head on the delicious softness of her b.r.e.a.s.t.s. Lilac and rose blossoms and other scents he couldn't identify, all of them adding up to make her smell even more like Ca.s.sie. "I've missed you."
Smiling, she looped her arms around his neck. "It's only been a few hours."
"Too many hours." He slid one hand over her perfectly curved backside. Yes, everything was just as it ought to be.
"What do you think of my fine feathers?" she asked shyly.
He pulled back and surveyed her from bright hair to slipper-shod feet, missing nothing in between. "I have an intense desire to make mad, pa.s.sionate love to you," he said with complete sincerity.
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