Harvest Home Part 30
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"Because they won't- because somebody isn't just going to buy us out and move in."
"Why?"
"Because." She looked at me. "Because they won't let anybody. Not just anybody."
"Weren't we 'just anybody'?"
"No. We weren't. You know that. They wanted us."
"The h.e.l.l they did."
"Yes, they did. It took some time, but they did. The Widow wanted us."
"Did she?" I set my gla.s.s down rather sharply.
"You knew that."
"No, I didn't."
"Well, she did. That was the reason Maggie called us. It was all because of-"
"The Widow. You mean, she arranged it."
"Yes."
"She can arrange for somebody else, then."
"I don't think so."
"Bethany, listen. I don't know what's happening around here, but I don't like it. I don't know what's happened to you, or to us, or to anything. I want to get out. Now! Get the h.e.l.l out while we still have the chance. Can't we? Beth, remember Paris? And the lilacs?"
"I remember."
"We could go back to them again."
"You've got lilacs outside that window, if you can wait until spring. Besides, who can ever go back again? Can we?"
"Sometimes it's not a bad idea, going back."
"I want to go ahead."
"To where?"
"I'm not sure."
"Bethany?"
"Yes."
"Do you remember that night?"
"Which?"
"That night. The 'experience.'" night. The 'experience.'"
"Yes."
"That was arranged too."
"Who-?"
"Who do you think? When I came into our bedroom, you had been watching, hadn't you? I mean, you'd seen?"
"Seen what?"
"Whoever it was that came out of the cornfield."
"No. I didn't see anyone. I was waiting for you. I was-"
"What?"
"Dreaming, I imagine. Ned, listen. Some things are better left not talked about. Some things are better left-"
"Unsaid."
"I like it here. You've liked it here. Kate does, too. It's the first time I've felt-"
Safe. I saw it then. In Cornwall Coombe she had found a place. She was secure. And not only secure, but changed. It had become more and more apparent. Not only city mouse into country mouse; she seemed in some way on the brink of something, as though poised for some indefinable leap. I saw her as she had been, blazing with unfulfilled yearnings, something she had been searching for. Baby-loss- There are things women long for, and longin', ought to be given their way.
The Widow, Edna Jones, Asia Minerva, Ruth Zalmon.
Mothers. All of them, all mothers. For her. Mothers. And the Mother.
"You don't like me very much, do you?" I said the words before I realized it.
"I love you," she replied simply.
"It's not the same, is it? It's not the same at all."
"You make all the decisions," she said, "You always decide what's to be done. Even about coming here. You decided. I'd like to do my share."
"Is that what you want, to run things? Go ahead." I finished my drink. "Or do you want to run me? Some women do."
"I'm not that kind."
"Make sure you're not, or go find another fellow."
She gave me a long look, then drew out her needle again. "How was the rest of your afternoon?"
"All right. I-went for a swim. Can you beat that? This time of year."
"What happened to your lip?"
"Huh? Oh, I must have hit it on something. A rock, maybe." Remembering how I must look, I started quickly for the kitchen. "Guess I'd better change. What's for dinner?"
"Crab ca.s.serole. Ned."
"Yes."
"I don't want to sound like True Confessions True Confessions, but tell me it isn't true."
"What?"
"That you raped Tamar Penrose."
"Ohh-listen-Beth..." The Widow in her buggy. And I had thought the old lady wasn't interested in gossip. Beth was returning my look, waiting. I tried to fumble an explanation. I had no defenses. How could I explain what had happened? What excuse could I make? "Beth, listen to me, it's not the way you think. It's not that way at all. It happened- but it didn't happen that way."
"She says you raped her."
"It's not true true! Beth, listen listen."
"I am." Her tone was weary, as if she weren't really interested. I pushed the table aside and crouched, took her hands in mine. They felt unresponsive, lifeless. I had so quickly run out of anything to say. She faced my imploring look quietly with no sign of emotion.
"Why did you promise?"
"I meant it. I meant meant that promise. Honest to G.o.d I did." that promise. Honest to G.o.d I did."
"Then. But not now."
"Beth. Don't listen to them. Don't listen to what they told you. Let me tell you what they're like. I didn't want you to know. I didn't want to tell you. Because I know how you feel about her."
"About whom?"
"The Widow. Mary Fortune. But she's not like that at all." Now the words came spilling out, and I told her about Jack Stump, about the attack, about the paper from the One-B Weber's tea box, about finding the shears. She tried to pull away and I held her by the wrist, forcing her to listen. "And that's not the worst. They killed Grace Everdeen. Murdered her."
She pulled away again and jumped up. "Don't talk such rubbis.h.!.+" I had never seen her look so angry. "After what she has done for us, after saving our child's life, after the days and weeks she's spent in our house looking after us, cooking for us, helping us, you try to make me believe such things! You must take me for a complete fool. You made me a promise. Which obviously was impossible to keep. You had to have her. Not just have her, but against her will-"
"It wasn't against her will-"
"And then to get out of it you tell terrible things about the Widow. Everyone knows who attacked Jack. Everyone knows Grace Everdeen committed suicide-"
"She didn't. I can prove it. The Widow-"
"Stop. I don't want to hear any more about the Widow. Not another single word." Her face was drained of color, her mouth was pulled down in an angry curve, her body trembled. "Just because you've had a lark in the woods with the town s.l.u.t and you're sorry-oh, yes, you're sorry, not sorry you did it, but sorry you were found out. Did you think she'd never tell? Never say anything? And just because you were found out, you try to turn the facts all around, you try to besmirch the name of the finest woman who ever walked G.o.d's green earth."
"She murdered Gracie Everdeen. She and Tamar and the rest of the women. On Harvest Home."
"Don't speak about Harvest Home. You don't know anything about-"
"'What no man may know nor woman tell?'" I could not resist the taunt. She started forward, then managed to restrain herself. I could not believe what was happening. I fought down a feeling of panic. She was going to tell me again-as she had that other time-that she was going away, that she wanted to leave me, to take Kate, get a divorce. Just as it had happened then.
Still I could not resist. "They're murderers." The word hung there, sounding ridiculous. Murderers were people you read about in the paper, in New York or somewhere-not in Cornwall Coombe. I looked at her, then away, through the dining-room doors; my eyes absently traveled the Shanghai Tea Party-s.h.i.+ps in the harbor, coolies with paG.o.da-shaped hats-familiar and curiously real. I looked back. I went on. "I can bring you proof."
She was making visible efforts to keep herself calm. She pressed her palms together again, rotating one against the other. "Bring it. It won't prove anything." Her eyes were wet; her chin took on the stubborn tilt that had been her father's. "I will have the child... I will... I will..." In the blind and futile a.s.sertion, I sensed a kind of withdrawal. At that moment she looked quite strange, not only in her features but in her whole manner, her being. A sudden flash went through my mind that she wasn't Beth at all, but someone else entirely.
She stared back, saw, failed to recognize me. The stranger-husband. Each of us now was imprisoned behind the bars of mistrust, of doubt, of disappointment. What could heal the breach? For no apparent reason, I thought of the rainbow we had seen on that first day, bridging us between the life we had known and the life that was to be. This This was the life that was to be. This room would be peopled with ghosts, not of others who had inhabited it, but our own, future ghosts, relic-specters of a might-have-been. At that moment I knew we were doomed. She had already retreated from me spiritually; now it would be physically as well. She would leave me. was the life that was to be. This room would be peopled with ghosts, not of others who had inhabited it, but our own, future ghosts, relic-specters of a might-have-been. At that moment I knew we were doomed. She had already retreated from me spiritually; now it would be physically as well. She would leave me.
"I will... I will..."
With her free hand she struck the flat of her stomach. "If there is no child here, it's be'cause you couldn't put one there. I'm not the barren one-you are."
I looked at her again, backed away to the door. "Murderers," I said; said again I would bring proof.
Upstairs, Kate's door opened; her footsteps sounded along the hall. I opened the front door and stepped out. Kate was coming down the stairs. Closing the door, I heard from the other side the whispered word.
"Mother..."
But it was not Kate who whispered it.
I drove to the bait shack. Mrs. Brucie was doing things in the kitchen; Jack was in the chair by the fire. He seemed not to know me at all; I suspected they must be keeping him drugged on something the Widow had concocted. He looked at me as I fumbled inside his s.h.i.+rt, but showed no sign of recognition. Mrs. Brucie came and stood in the doorway, watching. I pulled out the red cloth bag and tugged it open, then inserted my finger and felt. It was empty. The ring was not there. The oddly shaped bone ring that had been not the Widow's charm but Gracie Everdeen's engagement ring, which I had seen hanging at her throat in the doctor's X-rays. I dropped the bag back inside Jack's s.h.i.+rt. Mrs. Brucie was smiling at me, saying nothing.
The evidence gone. Jack Stump cut and st.i.tched... by the women... because-because why? What were they trying to hide? The peddler had been silenced because he had found Gracie. Gracie had been murdered because, blighted, she had come to Harvest Home...
Harvest Home...
What happened on Harvest Home?
Suddenly I became terribly afraid. And as suddenly I felt certain that Worthy Pettinger had never left town at all.
At the Common, the street lights had been turned off, and in the dark the villagers waited expectantly for the bonfire to be lighted. I pulled my car up near the post office and went looking for Amys Penrose, stopping to stare up at the gigantic wood structure, towering thirty feet and more into the air. The doors of the firehouse were thrown wide and the beams of the engine headlights illuminated the applauding crowd as the apparatus was brought onto the turf and hoses were run to the hydrants. The ladders that had been used to build the pyramid and to set the scarecrows on it were taken to the curb and stacked, while the firemen, donning their helmets, walked around the base, moving the spectators back to a safe distance.
I found myself caught up among them, and as I backed away with the others, the firemen ran to fling burning torches onto the pile. The bonfire began in clear limpid pockets of bright flame, glowing here and there. Then, as the wood and debris gradually caught, it became an awesome sight. I stopped where I stood, watching it grow, the flames slicing their way up the outside sh.e.l.l, orange, yellow, red, eating away at clapboards, boxes, beams, whatever they discovered, while from the wooden heart of the pile came the roar of the conflagration.
Of its own volition, the crowd retreated from the intense heat, and into this widened breach leaped a troop of living scarecrows, an array of ragged, wildly prankish straw-clad figures, bobbing and turning, doing a crazy dance while the onlookers joined hands and began circling the blaze in a clockwise direction, forming a great urgent chain.
Scornfully I watched. It was like a grotesque sports rally, and as they pa.s.sed, link after link in their human chain, I hated them, these hayseeds with their stupid dance, their stupid singing, their stupid beliefs. "The old ways"-how I despised the phrase. I moved aside as more came to break their way into the circle, which grew larger, spreading out toward the edges of the Common, moving counterclockwise now.
Then, without apparent signal, the moving circle bulged outward toward me. Hands parted, arms lifted over my head, and I was swept up into the line by two incredible straw-and-rag men, who seized my hands in an iron clasp, drawing me along with them. Their effigy heads nodded at me as I, too, was forced to partic.i.p.ate, moving faster and faster, the great blaze spinning past my vision. Another circle appeared before me, countering my own circle, and dark heads pa.s.sed before the flickering light like figures in a silent movie. I was pulled along; the circles broke and re-formed into a serpentine braid, human ropes weaving themselves together, while the fire mounted.
Within the labyrinth of movement, distinguishable faces appeared: Robert's, Kate's, Beth's; and faceless details: Mr. Buxley's clerical collar, his wife's hat, the Widow's bonnet, whirling, kaleidoscopic; another face, rubicund, choleric. "That's him," cried Irene Tatum, "that's the one let the hogs out! Debbie seen him! He let the hogs out deliberate!" I could I feel her hands s.n.a.t.c.hing at me from behind, tugging at my clothes, trying to yank me from the circle, but still the straw hands held me fast and w.i.l.l.y-nilly I was dragged away.
The line swept out again and, like a giant amoeba, divided itself from the larger circle to form a smaller one. Someone shoved me and I was propelled into the center; wheeling, I saw fire-washed faces, peripheral and with the sheen of exertion on their brows, now bright, now dim in the leaping light, all somehow sinister. They closed in on me with menace; I could feel the press of bodies, feel their hot breath, the air being pushed from my lungs by the sheer force of their weight. Quickly they moved toward me and as quickly withdrew, as if I were the b.u.t.t of some enormous joke, and all was merriment once more as they rejoined the larger circle, bringing me with them, a swirl of leaping forms, my scarecrow cronies gripping my hands as they circled the flaming heap. The rancorous hag-cry sounded again- "... let my hogs out!" -as I pa.s.sed, the voice fading, becoming lost; and pull as I might I could not free myself. I gave up all resistance. They took me where they might, and the scarecrow men were laughing and nodding at me as though I were not in thrall to them, their jester faces wild, looking upward at the whirlwind of fire and smoke-See! See!-their eyes glittering with ardor as they reflected the blaze.
I looked up, too. Saw a picture. A picture no man could paint, or scarcely dream. Saw a h.e.l.l of burning scarecrows: straw and sacking and b.u.t.ton eyes, cross-poles and uprights, hats and coats all lost in flame, a holocaust of straw men, saw in the picture one higher than the rest, arms outstretched in cruciform supplication, leaning backward into the fire that icked at the tattered war tunic, the tarnished epaulettes, the c.o.c.ked hat, saw the wind enfold the flames around the face as hough in a caress. "Worthy!"
The scarecrow in the field. The pigs gone mad with the scent...!
I shouted and struggled, but they held me and pulled me back as in the picture the giant structure seemed visibly to swell, to belch and heave in its last convulsive throes. Shouting with all my might, I saw it lean away from the wind, totter, tremble, and with a thunderous crash of flame and charred timber the hideous pile tumbled to earth. Still I shouted, saw people fleeing past me to safety, saw hot sparks spiraling upward in a fiery shower, saw the ashes borne like feathers on the breeze, sifting in a gray spectral snow among the tombstones in the churchyard, saw a hand raised over me, brought down on my head in a savage blow, saw the picture crack, break into fragments, saw...
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