Running Scared Part 27

"Halloween. h.e.l.l, I'd forgotten. Thanks." Eyeing the jack-o'-lantern cupcakes, he set the platter on the seat of an old rocker well past its prime. "Look good."

"The batter was." A ghost of a smile whispered over her lips. "If you want to know the truth, I feel pretty ridiculous bringing them over, you know, like I'm going to a PTA bake sale or something. It's-it's really not my style. Jon told me the idea was lame, but we don't have many trick or treaters clear out here and I thought you might like them and...to tell you the truth, it was just an excuse to tell you I appreciate the fact that you might have saved my son's life."

My son's, too.

She stuffed her hands into the pockets of her jeans and rocked back on her heels as she stared up at him. "Jon hasn't had a lot of men in his life. My dad died years ago and then Jim and...aside from Eli McIntyre, no one's ever taken an interest in him."

Don't tell me this. I don't want to know. "Is that so?" "Is that so?"

"Fact is, he scares most men off."

"Then they're fools." His throat was suddenly parched and he took another swallow. Her eyes, in the dark, seemed larger, a liquid gold that s.h.i.+mmered.

"Probably." She lifted a shoulder. "As I said, there haven't been all that many. And out here...it's pretty isolated, no close neighbors, town so far away."

"I thought maybe you liked it that way," he said, deciding she'd unwittingly presented him with an opportunity to get to know more about her.

"No," she said with a shake of her head. "The price was right and I was tired of the city."

"You're not from around here?" He knew better, of course, but wanted to hear her version of the story.

She leaned a hip against the porch rail. "No. I grew up in the Midwest-Iowa-got married and moved to...well later my husband died and Jon and I moved to Seattle where I finished school. Once I got the job at the community college, we settled in here. Haven't moved since."

"So you like it here?"

A breath of wind tugged at her hair. "It has its moments both bad and good."

"Every place does," he said, then held up his bottle. "Join me?"

She hesitated, then shook her head. "Not tonight, but thanks." Her gaze touched his for a fraction of an instant before she quickly glanced away. In the span of that single heartbeat he felt a tightening in his gut he didn't like and couldn't control.

"I think Jon's a h.e.l.luva kid."

"Do you?" Pride flickered in her eyes. "So do I." Tilting her head, she studied him with inquisitive eyes.

"He needs to learn how to fight."

"Or avoid them."

"Hard to do when an a.s.s like Neider hunts him down."

"You offering to help him?" she asked as little furrows of worry gathered between her eyebrows.

Daegan lifted a shoulder. "Why not?"

"No, the question is 'why'? Why would you bother with a kid you barely know?" she asked, pus.h.i.+ng herself upright. Some of the old distress he'd witnessed before tightened the corners of her mouth.

"I just don't like seeing a kid used as a punching bag. It's not good for his self-esteem." He finished his beer and set the empty bottle on the rail.

"You don't know a thing about-"

"I know what I saw," he cut in swiftly, his temper snapping. "Your boy was getting the c.r.a.p beat out of him. Either he learns to defend himself or he's gonna end up in the hospital if that Neider kid has his way."

"Jon seems to think he won't be bothered again."

"I wouldn't bet on it. That's one mean son of a b.i.t.c.h, lady, and he gets his jollies by picking on smaller kids in front of his friends. If I were you, I'd enroll my kid in karate, wrestling, and boxing lessons, then I'd swear out a complaint and press charges and let his folks know that you won't put up with this kind of backwoods att.i.tude!"

"Jon doesn't want me to talk to the police."

"Jon's a kid. What does he know?"

"You don't have to live with him."

"True enough, but if I did, you can bet that I'd be the boss."

"Do you have any kids?" she demanded, stepping closer.

Jolted, he just stared at her flushed face and the way her fists were planted on her hips. She didn't know what she was asking...or did she? "What?"

Waving impatiently, as if scooting away a bothersome insect, she said, "Just because you're not married doesn't mean you don't have a kid or two living with an ex-lover somewhere."

He couldn't prevent the slow, dangerous smile that crept across his jaw. If you only knew. If you only knew. "No way." "No way."

"Is that right? Then you must be 'Dear Abby' or have some license that makes you an authority when it comes to raising teenagers."

He held her gaze steadily, refusing to flinch beneath the anger that seemed to radiate from her in waves. "I believe in telling it like it is, lady, and it looks to me like your kid could use some instruction in defending himself. His mama isn't always gonna be around to bail him out nor will he be able to depend on help from a stranger like he got from me the other day. Now, did I hear you wrong or did you say you came over here because of some apology?"

"You're pus.h.i.+ng it, O'Rourke."

"I didn't start this."

She elevated a disbelieving eyebrow.

"You're standing on my porch," he reminded her. "Without an invitation."

Color swept up her neck and her lips compressed in a silent fury he found fascinating. The night seemed to close in around them, dark and seductive. He noticed the sweep of her eyelashes against her cheek, the way her lips curved into a s.e.xy pout, the angle of her chin as she glared up at him. Dangerous thoughts crept into his mind and he wondered how her lips would feel against his, how easily her body might press against the harder contours of his muscle and bone. You're getting in way over your head, O'Rourke. Remember why you're here, what's supposed to be happening. You're getting in way over your head, O'Rourke. Remember why you're here, what's supposed to be happening.

But it was too late. Much too late. Already that age-old chemistry was stirring in his blood, and desire, so long dormant, was awakening, starting a fire deep in his loins, sending warm jets of want through his limbs. He wondered what it would be like to make love to her all night long, only stopping when dawn was peeking over the horizon and they were exhausted.

"About that apology," she said and she seemed to have trouble breathing. Her eyes moved to his lips again, and he was d.a.m.ned sure she was wondering what it would feel like to kiss him.

Don't do it. Be smart.

"I was coming over to thank you for saving Jon's skin today, for stepping in and helping out. Despite what I said earlier, I'm thankful you were there to break it up. I, um, I...Oh, G.o.d, this isn't easy. I've told Jon to stay away from you, that he shouldn't trespa.s.s or bother you." She gathered in her breath. "But it wasn't for all the right reasons."

"You're afraid for him. Because he said I killed someone."

"Yes," she admitted, her eyes searching his.

It was all he could do to keep from reaching forward and dragging her close to him. His jaw worked. His heart began to pound. "Look, Kate, I'm not going to stand here and pretend that I'm a saint, because I'm not, but you have to believe me, I'm not a cold-blooded killer."

She looked up at him with soft whiskey-colored eyes. "I'd like to believe it."

Yearning and self-loathing throbbed through his veins because he was going to lie to her, and d.a.m.n it, if she didn't leave soon, he'd try to kiss her and things wouldn't stop there. "Do, Kate." He reached forward and brushed a strand of hair from her cheek, his fingertips brus.h.i.+ng her skin, the fire in his blood nearly boiling. Despite the deception, despite the knowledge that he'd lied to her from the start, despite his own convictions that getting involved with her was unthinkable, he couldn't back away. His words-so treacherous as they reached his own ears-echoed into the night. "Trust me," he said, when he couldn't even trust himself.

Chapter 15.

Fifteen years.

She folded her long legs, salon-tanned against her tennis whites, and sipped the bottle of Perrier, oblivious to the flurry of activity at the juice bar of Boston's most elite racquet club. The dreadful news from VanHorn had thrown her for a loop, distracted her to the extent that she'd pounded through her lesson with the tennis pro. It had been a wasted session; Vito had worked his cute derriere off calling out instructions and bounding around energetically, but her mind had been stuck on images of Robert Sullivan signing his fortune over to some wide-eyed orphan boy. A regular Oliver Twist.

For fifteen years there had been yet another b.a.s.t.a.r.d child running around out there with no one the wiser, and now, Robert Sullivan had hired this seedy investigator to track the boy down. Robert must have lost his mind, thinking he needed to look outside the family for an heir. It was utter insanity, and the most unfortunate part was that Robert, as patriarch, still pulled the strings. If he wanted to pa.s.s his fortune on to a clown from the circus, not a soul could stop him.

She knew about these things. G.o.d knew, she was the only Sullivan with a head for numbers, though it wouldn't take a financial genius to realize that Robert's a.s.sets were the ones worth inheriting now that Frank Sullivan had run his share of the business into the ground.

d.a.m.n Robert for searching out this b.a.s.t.a.r.d child...and d.a.m.n Bibi for getting herself knocked up by someone who must have been a complete and utter loser. Bibi had always played the forlorn bleeding heart, adopting strays and sighing over kittens and puppies. Who knew she'd turn out to be such a s.l.u.t, too, having a secret baby. Everyone had always wondered about Bibi the year she'd dropped out of sight. Off to some camp...or was it a student exchange program abroad? Whatever the lame story, it had reeked of cover-up, though at the time no one really cared enough about Bibi to pursue it.

Glossy red fingernails tapped the green bottle of mineral water as she considered this new development. The old patriarch who should leave well enough alone and his stupid daughter who should have crossed her legs. Morons.

Not to mention the private detective who thought he was going to take her money and play her against Robert Sullivan. She felt sullied having had to spend thirty minutes with VanHorn. Was.h.i.+ng down the bitter taste in her throat with the mineral water, she wished she could swipe out VanHorn with as much ease. Such an unpleasant man with beady little eyes and yellowed fingernails flicking nervously over that matchbook. He thought he was going to gain a small fortune and a modic.u.m of control if he found the b.a.s.t.a.r.d boy, but he was wrong.

He didn't realize he was messing with a Sullivan, but he would soon learn. Oh, he'd learn.

"Pull yourself together!" Kate stared into the foggy bathroom mirror, barely able to see her reflection through the condensation. Standing in a towel, her wet hair dripping to her shoulders, she silently reminded herself that Daegan O'Rourke was off-limits, the worst man in the world for her and yet...

Trust me. Those two words had chased each other around her mind all night long. She'd barely slept a wink. A sense of foreboding, like the collection of storm clouds on the horizon, had been with her ever since she'd left Daegan standing on his porch, the light from one window throwing the hard-edged contours of his body in stark relief. Those two words had chased each other around her mind all night long. She'd barely slept a wink. A sense of foreboding, like the collection of storm clouds on the horizon, had been with her ever since she'd left Daegan standing on his porch, the light from one window throwing the hard-edged contours of his body in stark relief.

Brus.h.i.+ng her teeth, she reminded herself that Daegan O'Rourke was the kind of trouble she didn't need.

She heard the phone jangle in the kitchen. Quickly, she rinsed and wiped her mouth, then slipped her arms through the robe she'd hung near the door. On the third ring, she flew out of the room and was halfway to the kitchen when Jon, from his bedroom, yelled down at her.

"Hey, Mom, it's for you!"

"I'll catch it down here. Are you about ready?"

"I'm not going." She heard the squeak of his mattress as he rolled back into his bed. She didn't blame him, but she had mixed feelings about it. True, Jon would be the laughingstock at school, the object of much speculation and gossip, and Todd Neider would probably rub it in, but he had to walk through the hallowed doors of Hopewell High sooner or later, and facing his cla.s.smates wasn't going to get any easier as the days pa.s.sed.

"Wait a minute, Jon, don't you think-"

"Mom, I look like h.e.l.l and I feel worse," he yelled through the open door of his room.

"Fine-we'll talk later." This was no morning for a fight; besides, the restless feeling that something was wrong, or missing, trailed after her as she hurried to the kitchen and cinched the tie of her robe tight around her waist.

Snagging the receiver, she shoved aside the uneasiness that shadowed her mind. "h.e.l.lo?"

"Where were you-across town?"

"Very funny, Laura," she said, smiling at the thought of her sister. If only they didn't live so far away. Right about now she could use some of Laura's quirky bursts of suns.h.i.+ne.

"Hey, I think I got some information for you," Laura said brightly.

Kate's heart stilled. Her fingers clamped around the receiver in a death grip.

"About Jon?"

"No, about O'Rourke. I wanted to ease your mind. Doesn't look like he has a prison record, at least not here in Boston."

Kate's knees nearly gave way. She leaned against the ladder back of one of the kitchen chairs. "You're certain?"

"Yep. If he was ever charged or indicted, I can't find it, and he certainly was never sentenced. I checked the records going back forty years."

Kate let out her breath.

"So you can relax around the new neighbor."

Relax? Around Daegan O'Rourke? No way. Just because he didn't have a prison record didn't necessarily clear him of all bad intentions, but she felt her pulse jump a little and some of the barriers she'd built around her heart seemed to give way. "Did you find out anything about him? Did he come from Boston or ever live there? Was one of his cousins killed and-" Just because he didn't have a prison record didn't necessarily clear him of all bad intentions, but she felt her pulse jump a little and some of the barriers she'd built around her heart seemed to give way. "Did you find out anything about him? Did he come from Boston or ever live there? Was one of his cousins killed and-"

"Hey, slow down," Laura said, laughing, and Kate imagined her green eyes filled with mischief and amus.e.m.e.nt. "I'm still checking. I've weeded out a couple guys who couldn't possibly be your cowboy-"

"He's not mine," she said swiftly.

"Ooh, touchy about that, aren't we?"

"Go on," Kate replied, surprised how quickly she'd risen to Laura's bait.

"There are still two guys in the mix who fit the physical description and are about the right age. One guy was illegitimate, born to a Mary Ellen O'Rourke in South Boston and that's all I know about him. He left town before he was twenty. The other guy is the sixth of ten, a working-cla.s.s family who moved in the mid-seventies. I'm still looking into it."

Slowly, they were getting closer to the truth. "I owe you."

"I know, I know. You always owe me. That's why our relations.h.i.+p works so well. Hey, look, I've got to run. I'm on my break and have about forty-five seconds to get to a staff meeting. I'll talk to you later."

"Thanks." Kate hung up and her heart buoyed a little, even though there was still something wrong-an emptiness this morning.

Thoughtfully she poured a cup of coffee from the pot and walked to the bottom of the stairs. "Jon?"

No answer. Maybe it was just as well. Give him today and maybe tomorrow to heal, then wait until the weekend was over before he returned to school.

Rotating the kinks from her neck, she walked to the front porch and felt vaguely uneasy. Even Laura's good news or a fresh cup of coffee didn't help shake the sensation. Opening the door, she felt a rush of winter-cold air. Outside the sky was as gray as the worry playing with her mind. Thick, black clouds brought the first drops of rain just as the bus slowed at the mailbox then picked up speed again.