Silent. Part 10

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Busy making another mound, Seb glanced up for only a second, and I thought maybe the corner of his lip twitched before he was expressionless again.

And I still hadn't learned to stop asking him questions.

Without warning, he stood.

"It's lights out, huh," I said as I followed. "You got super hearing? Or you one of those genius r.e.t.a.r.ds who can't take care of himself but like always knows the time or something?"

His eyes bounced again.

"Well, anyways...thanks for letting me b.i.t.c.h for a while. Even if my problems ain't such a big deal, compared to others." I stuck out my hand and tousled his white-blond locks. "Too bad you can't actually understand me."

It wasn't really, though. I didn't want anyone in this house to have the satisfaction of knowing just how lost I was.

Chapter 8: Like You Wanna Kill Someone.

Watching the tips of my black Keds, I shuffled along in the lunch line. Someone jostled me from behind-by accident, probably-and I pushed back, making sure to give the offender a look that said he'd better not mess with me again. Then I returned to staring at my feet, absentmindedly tugging down the sleeve of the thin sweater I wore to keep my wrist hidden. Ms. Cecily had replaced the gauze with a rectangular bandage, but it still seemed best to keep it out of sight. The fact that it was on my d.a.m.n wrist really did make it look like I might've tried to off myself.

G.o.d, Hector was such a f.u.c.king a.s.shole.

I snagged a shrink-wrapped plate of tater-tots to add to the apple and chocolate milk already on my tray. The condensation along the top of the plastic film was starting to drip down onto the fried potato bits, and I knew by the time I got to a seat my food would be all soggy and gross. Not that I really ate much at lunch. I'd just make up for it later, 'cause as much as I couldn't stand Ms. Loretta, she did cook some f.u.c.king good meals.

There was probably another reason I didn't have much of an appet.i.te at lunchtime-that whole no-place-to-belong thing stood out here more than ever. Sometimes I skipped the meal altogether and went to sulk by the bathrooms, but today I spotted an empty table where I could keep to myself.

On my way, I pa.s.sed a laughing group of girls who had their eye on a guy in an athlete's jacket a few seats down. I'd have liked to have my eye on him, too, if I weren't feeling so sorry for myself. And besides that, I didn't think I could get away with being both a loser transfer student and and a creepy perv who stared at strangers. Without a social life to speak of, there really wasn't an excuse for me to look at or hang around any hot guys. a creepy perv who stared at strangers. Without a social life to speak of, there really wasn't an excuse for me to look at or hang around any hot guys.

I sat with my back to the crowds and tried to block out the happy sounds. At this point, I didn't know what would be worse-recognition that I was a f.u.c.king loser, sitting all by myself, or no recognition at all.

"Hey." A soft thunk accompanied the tray that suddenly landed to my right.

I looked up to see a thin black girl with hair done in careful braids and tied off with white ribbons.

Was she talking to me?

"Uh, I said hey," she repeated, eying me like I was a complete r.e.t.a.r.d. I wondered if I looked at Seb that way.

"Do I know you?" I returned the stare.

"I don't think you know anyone here."

Well, she certainly had me figured out. "So what?"

"So, is that what you want?"

"What do you care?"

She stuck her shapely legs into the bench and sat next to me. "Who says I do?"

"You're the one talking to me."

"I know. I must be crazy or something."

"Must be," I muttered, tearing the plastic wrap to get at my mushy tater-tots.

"You been here a while now, and I haven't seen you try to talk to anyone."

"Yeah, well I haven't seen no one try to talk to me, either. What's your point?"

"Maybe they would if you didn't walk around looking like you wanna kill someone."

I popped half a tater-tot into my mouth and turned to glare at her.

"Yeah, like that." She laughed. "That's the look."

All right, maybe she had me there.

I rolled my eyes, but grinned a little. She wasn't bad looking, really. Nice skin, pretty smile...I wondered if I should try to make something of this.

She probably took my half-smile as progress. "My name's Laloni."

"Alex." I gave her the cool Diego-style head nod.

"So, Alex, what's with the death stare?"

"I don't have a death stare." I rolled my eyes again.

"Don't you want to make new friends?"

"Not really. I was all right with the ones I had before I got here."

She nodded. "Fair answer."

"And what about you? Don't you have your own friends already?" I highly doubted a girl like her was unattached from a social crowd.

"Oh, I have plenty of friends...but I've been told I also have a thing for the charity cases."

"I didn't ask for no charity." I turned away, knowing my glare was back and not wanting to give her another thing to laugh at.

"'Course you didn't. I didn't say I liked the needy types."

I was out of things to say that made any sense. Could she really have picked me out of a crowd just to flirt with? I mean, I knew I was attractive enough, but this seemed a little out of the ordinary.

"Well, anyhow, I'm gonna go back over to my friends." She pointed to another table. "But maybe I'll see you around."

She left abruptly, and I watched her curvy rear as it swayed away. On second thought, she was more than just 'not bad looking.' Pretty, actually.

I ate one more soggy tater-tot before switching to the apple for a better texture. Chewing thoughtfully, I considered taking the opening Laloni had given me. I had to admit it was possible I could establish a new life for myself at this school...but did that mean I was giving up on my old one?

s.h.i.+t, not my old one. My real real one. one.

Still...being less of a loser at school wouldn't hurt. Maybe it'd make me feel more like myself, and help me get a grip on what it was I should be doing to make things right in my life again.

And Laloni was hot, which could only help my reputation. I'd also never been with a black girl before, though I didn't think my mother would've been too pleased.

If she only knew the half of it.

As it turned out, I didn't have to wait very long to meet up with Laloni again. I caught sight of her leaning against the light pole in front of the school that afternoon, one knee turned in like she was posing for a picture. A few guys pa.s.sed by to talk to her, and she tilted her hips, swinging her braids around as she laughed at whatever it was they were saying. With that level of easy confidence, no doubt the girl knew she looked good.

Conflicting emotions rose in me immediately. Did I really want to start another pointless relations.h.i.+p? And even if I did, should I make contact again so soon? It might seem a bit desperate, and I'd kind of wanted to talk it over with Seb and a cigarette before taking any action.

Then I shook my head violently, trying to clear the cobwebs from my mind. Talk it over with a r.e.t.a.r.ded mute? That was the kind of behavior that was contributing to my loser image in the first place.

"Hey, Laloni." I called out to her, keeping my hands in my pockets and walking over slowly.

"Hey, Alex," she responded with a knowing smile. It kind of unnerved me, but I figured it was just because I was out of practice.

"So, uh...you a freshman?"

Brilliant conversation-starter. Of course she was a freshman, since we shared a lunch period.

"Mhm. I think I have English after you...saw you leaving the cla.s.sroom late the other day."

"Oh." I shrugged. "Why rush out of cla.s.s? Only losers do that."

She laughed. "Whatever you say, Alex."

I was striking out here, and I knew it. I didn't usually have to work this hard to get a girl interested. Maybe since I'd never really wanted a girl interested in the first place.

"So...uh...I just moved here. Neighborhood seems kinda lame. What do you guys do for fun around here?"

When she laughed, the ribbons on the ends of her braids danced back and forth. "Hang out with friends, mostly. What was so great about the neighborhood you came from? They had some kind of under-eighteen club or something?"

"Uh..." I kicked at a white scuff on my Keds. "No. We'd throw our own parties, I guess."

"And there's a rule that says you can't do that here?"

There was, actually. Ms. Loretta only allowed birthday parties, and mine wasn't for another few months.

"Oh, guess you'd need friends for that," she added, her face straight but her eyes mocking.

I cringed. Maybe she hadn't liked me at all. Maybe the whole reason she'd talked to me at lunch was for her own amus.e.m.e.nt.

Either way, it was seriously time to make my exit from this train-wreck of a conversation.

"I'm gonna go home now," I mumbled. No reason to wait around for Dwayne and Brandon, since they liked to loiter in the hallways after cla.s.s. I didn't really see the appeal in that, but then again, I didn't see the appeal in going back to the house, either.

"I'll walk with you," Laloni said, and without hesitation fell into step beside me.

Now I was really really confused. She was going to follow me home? I didn't even know Ms. Loretta's rules about having girls over. Didn't sound like something she'd go for. confused. She was going to follow me home? I didn't even know Ms. Loretta's rules about having girls over. Didn't sound like something she'd go for.

"Uh, sure," I stammered, as if she needed my permission. We were already on our way, anyhow. "You don't got nothing better to do?"

She lifted one shoulder in a half-shrug. "Not today."

We crossed several squares of sidewalk before I could come up with something else to say. "So...you know of any parties happening around here?"

"If there are any, I'll be sure to let you know about 'em."

Finally, a f.u.c.king inkling of a chance with her. Though when I thought of having to go to a party, my guts rolled around in protest. I wished there was a way to be cool without having to plaster on a fake smile and act like you enjoyed drunken morons. Which reminded me...

"You guys drink and stuff?"

She shrugged again. "Depends on the party, I guess. But I don't do that s.h.i.+t."

I might've stopped walking for a second.

"What, that surprises you?" she asked, crossing her arms as her head darted from side to side.

"Sort of. Usually the girls that stay clear of that stuff are...losers...and you don't seem like that."

"Huh. That's funny. Because you do do seem like a loser, and I'm gonna take a wild guess and say you don't stay clear of seem like a loser, and I'm gonna take a wild guess and say you don't stay clear of that stuff that stuff."

I stuck my hands out defensively. "Whoa. What the h.e.l.l. I wasn't trying to insult you."

She smiled brightly, braids bobbing. "Neither was I."

We'd almost reached the house, and I was torn between an overwhelming urge to be rid of her, and a desire to know just what it was she'd seen in me that had caused her to approach me in the first place.

"Look, I don't really get you," I said-one of the most honest things I'd told anyone in ages. "Why exactly are you hanging around me right now? Do you, uh..."

My question was cut off when caramel-colored arms suddenly encircled her from behind, then whirled her around to sweep her into a kiss.

"Heya, baby." When he was through sucking on her mouth, Brandon draped his arm over her shoulder. "I see you met the new kid."

And that would've been the perfect moment for an earthquake. Not a really horrific one, of course...but just enough to knock Brandon flat on his a.s.s and give me a chance to get the f.u.c.k away from my total humiliation.

"Uh huh." Laloni's laughter cut sharply into my wounded pride. "He's been really shy so I thought I'd talk to him today."

"I ain't shy, b.i.t.c.h," I snapped.

Brandon stepped in front of her. "You better watch how you f.u.c.king talk to my girl."

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