The Vicious Deep Part 1
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The Vicious Deep.
Zoraida Cordova.
This novel is dedicated to Marcos Medina: Caco, brother, uncle, and father all in one.
For your patience and love and for being everything that is Good in this world.
Oh, and for styling my bangs like Ariel when I was little.
Some things you learn best in calm, and some in storm.
-Willa Cather.
I hear the first wave before I see it- Hear the rumble of the sky that reaches down to the belly of the sea, hear the clouds that appear out of nowhere. They churn and curl inside themselves in big gray mouths across the sky. The sky that up to a few seconds ago was perfect and blue.
I'm standing at the bottom of the lifeguard tower. The white-washed wood is warm where I lean my arm. It's supposed to be mine and Layla's s.h.i.+ft, but I've given up my seat so she can sit with Maddy. Together they sit up top in that way girls do when they're joined in a single purpose-and that's loathing me with all their evil-eyed, purse-lipped, cross-armed att.i.tude. And I take it like a man, because after what I did to Maddy, that's the least I can do to make things right.
I can't shake the feeling of water stuck in my ear. But that could also be because I'm hungover, which means I shouldn't be swimming or actually trying to save anyone's life. I hate not showing up for work or a meet. I may be a lot of things, but flaky isn't one of them.
Behind me is a stretch of the Coney Island boardwalk, and behind that are Luna Park, Nathan's Hot Dogs, and the Cyclone. There's Sideshows by the Seash.o.r.e and the unused parachute tower, which is the best place to take a girl on a cheap date after all the rides are shut down. I've come here every day since I can remember. There's just something in the air that makes you want to be here. It's in the screams and thrills of the rickety rides that have been running longer than most people's grandparents have been alive. In the food courts that sell you questionable but delicious meat. It is beauty and grime all mixed in one, and I love being in the middle of it. Plus, chicks love lifeguards.
Chicks who aren't Layla and Maddy-at least, not anymore. I can hear Maddy whisper to Layla, and both of them scoff. A group of girls walks past me. They're the same bunch of girls who have been pacing back and forth in bikinis too small for their goods, and on any other day, I wouldn't be complaining. They hold paddling boards with Hawaiian flower patterns on them, even though their hair is ironed perfectly straight and their fake eyelashes haven't been touched by the water.
I know what Maddy and Layla are thinking-that I'm enjoying the way these girls tiptoe around sh.e.l.ls, winking in my direction. Sure, they're regular-hot, but they're doing the Lifeguard Catwalk from one end of the beach to the other. It's when girls are on the prowl to pick us up, and honestly, I'm not the only one they're checking out. No matter what a lifeguard looks like, the girls just go nuts. They're past our station now and halfway down to Jerry, who isn't exactly a girl magnet, but, hey, lifeguards are the more naked version of firemen-the girls just love the uniforms. In my case, the orange Speedo.
Suddenly, Layla's laugh cuts through the noise around us-girls giggling on beach towels taking turns pouring baby oil on their already browned shoulders, cops in a 4x4 giving some kids h.e.l.l because they're drinking, two little girls fighting over a pink plastic shovel. Layla's laugh has a certain effect on me. It always comes from her gut when she thinks something is really funny. When we were little, we'd have contests to see who had the best evil-villain laugh. She'd always win. I glance up at her, and my hungover stomach does a flip. She smirks with her heart-shaped lips, listening to Maddy, who wears a T-s.h.i.+rt over her bathing suit. I can practically feel their eyes rolling into the back of their heads. Probably about me.
Something catches Layla's attention on the sh.o.r.e. She lowers the aviators she "borrowed" from her dad right to the tip of her nose. I follow her stare toward some guy wearing only ripped pants and looking like he just washed up on sh.o.r.e from a sinking s.h.i.+p. The water bounces off his shoulders like light on gla.s.s. I really hate kids who wear clothes to the beach. It's the beach. If you don't want to tan, stay at home. That must be the reason she's staring. He stands with one hand blocking the sun from his eyes, scanning the crowd. What he needs to look for is a pair of trunks and a towel.
I blow my whistle lightly, even though no one is doing anything wrong. The little girls still fighting over the shovel think it's at them, and they stop, so at least that's something.
That's when my ears start feeling clogged and my head a little fuzzy, like when I sit too long on the lifeguard tower without a cap. That's when people start standing up and looking out at the water. That's when people start screaming.
Behind me is the world I've known since forever. The sliver of sun that is still out is s.h.i.+ning down on us, like the big guy in the sky is pointing a finger, going, There, down there, get 'em!
Around me are the first screams, the kind that start off at the top of a coaster before you take the deep plunge because you're actually enjoying the pull in the pit of your stomach. Like the whole world is pulled right out from under your feet, and even though, technically, you're safe in the harness, you're still scared of falling.
That was the first wave.
The second screams come from their guts-fearful, shrill, run-for-your-lives screaming. It's the biggest wave I've seen in person. Not tsunami big, not in the way they teach us in earth science. But for this beach, in the middle of June, in the middle of the most perfect day up to one minute ago, it sure feels tsunami big.
Someone knocks into me as he's running away from the water, red towel in one hand and shoes in the other. The smarter ones abandon their towels, their smuggled beer bottles, their half-built sand castles, their sandy cheese fries, and their garbage, which they would've left behind anyway, really.
They follow their instincts and they run away.
I catch on to the signal of whistles and blow my own. A little girl with white-blond hair and a red face from screaming runs to me. She's cold and shaking, and I pick her up because I don't know what else to do. I look around, but it's no use trying to find who she belongs to. The lifeguard whistles mingle with the screaming crowd. The sun that was burning my shoulders in that good kind of way is completely swallowed by mammoth clouds.
A haze on the horizon separates the gunmetal gray of the sky and the darkening sea. It's raining miles away. Pinp.r.i.c.ks of lightning flash against the sky. The storm is racing to our sh.o.r.e. The little girl hits my chest with her cold fists and points at the crowds wading in against the pulling of the tide, like the sea has hands and wants to drag them back in.
Between the undulating water and the stampede splas.h.i.+ng off the beach, I see a set of pale arms struggling against the current. She's close enough. I can make it.
Maddy climbs down the tower first.
"Take her." I shove the little girl at her.
"What the-"
I grab the buoy and sling it around my neck as I run toward the water. A whistle blows hard and clean through the noise. It's Layla. She climbs down the tower in the orange-and-white bathing suit she hates to wear, her long, rich brown hair swis.h.i.+ng in its ponytail. I don't know if it's the chaos of the storm or the adrenaline rus.h.i.+ng through my body, but I kiss her. Not on the mouth. Not the way I want to. I put my hand on the back of her neck and kiss the top of her head. Her hand closes around my wrist, panicked. She says something like, Nothing we can do. Let's go, and pulls me away from the sh.o.r.e.
But I don't listen. I can't listen. I only see the flailing arms, the face that comes up for air too quickly before getting sucked back down. I brace against the ice coldness of the water and dive. It takes me seconds to wait for the shock of cold to leave my lungs, breathe, and dive back in. I paddle with strength and speed I didn't even know I was capable of. The water pushes against me hard, harder than any water I've ever been in. I squint against the sting of salt water and sand in my eyes. I can hear my heart in the silence of the even strokes of my arms. For all the commotion on the surface, down here it's just a rustle.
When I surface for air, I'm a little more than halfway to her. The tide has risen severely in seconds, and it isn't stopping. I turn to look back at the sh.o.r.e. I can make out a cl.u.s.ter of orange and blue where lifeguards and cops crowd the beach. And then there's Layla screaming my name. It could be anyone, really, but it isn't. It's Layla, screaming my name.
Coach Bellini always says, "Know your finish line. It isn't getting to one end of the pool first. It's making it back first. Swim to it. Swim back." That's not what I've done. When I turn around to dive again, I can't see the set of arms waving at me in the distance anymore. I'm farther away from sh.o.r.e than I had thought. There is the second huge wave. Green, dark, and cold.
It swallows me whole before I can catch my breath.
I was born at sea.
Or so my mother said. They were in my dad's rented summer rowboat having one of their seaside picnics way out on the peninsular nook of Manhattan Beach and the rest of Brooklyn. That's when she went into labor. I've always pictured her in the middle of biting her sandwich, then dropping it and putting her arms around her stomach with me inside. And my dad all fl.u.s.tered with his gla.s.ses practically falling off his nose, not knowing if they'd make it to the dock in time. Mom said she grabbed at the sides of the boat, and he tried to row at the rhythm of her breaths until they reached the dock and she could start pus.h.i.+ng. But they didn't make it to the dock, and I was born right there in the water.
When I was little, my mom would tell me this story every night before I went to bed, after all the other fairy-tale books had been exhausted. It's funny-I haven't thought about that in a long time.
The morning sun lashes my eyes like a whip.
I roll over and cough up sand and water. I pick at something stuck in my teeth. It comes off on the tip of my finger. It looks like a contact lens. I start to think of what I must have swallowed in that water, but it's really best not to.
My body feels like I've been pressed together by a set of boulders and then shaken-and then stirred.
I want to stand, but I can't figure out what hurts more-the dryness scratching its way down my throat, the salt burning at my tear ducts, or my legs aching all the way down to the bone. I want to burrow in the sand until the itch along my skin goes away. The back of my skull is heavy. I can only lift it for a moment to see where I am. The sky-overcast but still white-hot where the sun is hiding-spins. I catch a glimpse of the boardwalk and the Wonder Wheel, and I'm a little relieved that heaven looks a lot like home.
My ears pop, and there is a warm emptiness where the water was clogged. My heart pounds, and it feels like someone is playing a ba.s.s drum right beside my head. I can hear sirens and four-wheelers far, far away. I can hear crabs making their way up the beach, the surf racing to suck them back into the water. My eyelids are heavy but I fight to keep them open. For a moment, just a moment, I fear I'm not really alive, because I must have drowned. I must have.
I try to stand again, and everything hurts too much for me to be dead.
"Down there!" someone shouts. A dude's voice.
"Where?" A girl's voice.
"By the pile of garbage."
"Which pile?"
"Where all the wood is." He sounds exasperated, like he's too hot and too tired to be out here.
"OhmiG.o.d." I know her voice. "OhmiG.o.d. OhmiG.o.d. OhmiG.o.d."
"Layla, stay in the car!" he says. "You're not even supposed to be on patrol with me!"
Feet hit the sand and run.
Engine turns off.
Guy grunts.
Second set of feet on sand.
Hands on my chest. "Tristan?" Her hands on my chest.
I keep my eyes shut, which isn't hard to do, because I've never wanted to go back to sleep so bad before, not even during homeroom with Mr. Adlemare. My heart skips, because I know she's going to do it. She doesn't even press her ear on my chest or check the pulse at my wrist, which is the first thing we are certified to do. Good thing too, because the ba.s.s drum has moved from my head to inside my chest. Her fingers slide into my mouth and push my jaw open. Now, I can't say I haven't dreamt about this moment before, because when your best friend suddenly transforms into the girl every guy notices walking along the beach, believe me, it's the only thing to think about.
I press the back of my tongue to the roof of my mouth so her CPR doesn't choke me. I've had enough of nearly drowning for the day. Her lips are warm, like leaning your face up at the sky and wis.h.i.+ng the sun would kiss you, and it does. It really does.
I can't help it. I fight the ache in my arms and press her down against me. I touch my tongue against hers and taste the salt on her bottom lip.
Now, I should remember that the last time I tried to kiss her was on my seventh birthday during pin-the-tail-on-the-donkey. She pinned the sticker on my cheek, so I kissed her, because when you're seven, a kiss from a boy is the worst kind of punishment. That time she slugged me on the chest and ran to my mom. She's gotten stronger since then. Her fist comes down on my chest like a hammer.
"d.a.m.n," I go, "you hit like a dude."
Her lips are open, all shocked like whatever she was going to yell at me is lodged in her throat. I don't know if I'll ever be able to look at her without thinking of this moment. Her entire face is red, and her cheeks puff up in that way they do when she's so angry she can't stand it.
"On the bright side, you saved me," I go. I can't stop from grinning. "Right?"
"Looks like he didn't need CPR after all," says a strange guy's voice. I notice him for the first time, a guy so orange that his white hoodie radiates against his skin. He's got muscles that put boulders to shame, even though his face doesn't look older than mine by much. He brings his radio to his lips and mumbles something into it. The feedback pinches my eardrums.
"Hey, man," I say. I try to nod my chin up in the universal guy-salute, but my neck's too stiff and I must look like a spaz.
"Don't act like anything hurts all of a sudden," Layla says. Why's she so mad anyway? It was just a kiss.
"Look, I'm sorry. I didn't know it was you," I lie. "I thought it was some hot EMT coming to my rescue."
Orange guy chuckles and talks into his radio some more. "The actual EMTs are on their way if you want to play dead some more."
"Don't mind if I do." I avoid looking at her. I have to. I prop myself up on my elbows, though my muscles contract in protest. I don't need this guy telling other lifeguards that I'm a wimp. Though I guess I have that almost-being-mangled-by-the-ocean thing as an excuse. "Good to see you, though. That was some sick wave. Wish I'd had a surfboard. Oh, yeah, thanks for finding me."
"I'm calling your mother."
"Aw, come on, Layla. I was just playing."
She stomps up the sandy hill until the only thing I can see is her ponytail swinging in place, taunting me and moving steadily out of my reach.
My favorite memory of Layla is when she told off a cop.
She was nine and change, because I was already ten and she still had some weeks to go. She hated that I was born on June 24, right smack in the best part of our Coney Island summers, and her birthday was all the way in August, when the water started getting cold and the trash piled up as tall as we were.
The cop, three times our heights and with a gleaming gun at his side, stepped right in front of me. I was pulling our raft toward the water by some moldy rope I'd found under the pier. We'd just read Huckleberry Finn and wanted to sail off onto the Mississippi, but all we had was the Coney Island Beach. The raft was my greatest accomplishment, wood planks supported by our boogie boards held together with Krazy Glue taken from the baby-sitter's desk drawer. The tips of my fingers were raw from having stuck them to each other and then pulling them apart.
"What do you think you're doing?" the cop said. He was too tall for me to read his badge, but I remember his face, fat and red with caterpillar eyebrows.
"Why?" Layla asked.
"Answer the question."
"We're not supposed to talk to strangers," she said, her hands on her hips, the same way she did when her dad told her she wasn't allowed to play with me so often. That she also needed friends who were girls.
The cop pulled out his badge. "See this? I'm not a stranger." And then the cop reached for me. Just to grab my shoulder, just to take us back to the boardwalk. But I struggled and Layla kicked him on his s.h.i.+n, and we left the raft that we'd worked on for a whole week.
Sure, another cop found us on the boardwalk and called our parents. I lied and said I was the one who had kicked the cop, and he didn't say different. Layla was p.i.s.sed at me for trying to cover for her, but I always have and I always will. Just like I know she'd do the same for me. She's my best friend. She's my Layla. She's my girl.
In the ambulance they give me extra-strength, hospital-approved painkillers that numb my muscles until they feel like putty and the stretcher feels like down feathers.
For a moment, I'm falling. It's one of those dreams where your mind zooms out and you're falling, falling, until you think it's actually happening, so you jump in real life, and that jolts you out of the dream.
But the nervous jolt lingers throughout my body like the world just dropped from under my feet and I still haven't hit the ground. I can barely keep my eyes open. What if I don't wake up? Why can't I remember anything? But my body is numb and sleepy and warm, and when I do push myself to open my eyes, I'm in the hospital. I'm hooked up to a bunch of beeping machines with screens that look like last week's algebra test I got a C on.
A nurse comes in. She's tiny, with a round face and eyes like the anime posters in the boys locker room. Except those anime girls are blowup dolls in Catholic school uniforms, and this nurse is just sweet. She comes up close, and I can see she doesn't have any makeup on, except for the pink on her cheeks. No one's cheeks can be that pink.
"h.e.l.lo, nurse." When I hear my voice, it sounds raspy, the voice I always think Rip Van Winkle would've had after he woke up in the wrong century. That's how I feel-like I've slept for too long. I look around the white room, but there isn't even a clock.
She fumbles with her clipboard, flips through some pages. Her lips open, but it's like she doesn't know what to say, because she just stands like that.
"You're awake?" she says. It's supposed to be a statement, but it sounds like a question. Or maybe the other way around. You never know with girls.
"Yeah. Couldn't sleep with all this beeping."
She gives me a look that certifies me as the biggest douche bag this side of Brooklyn, and that says a lot. "Oh, that's a joke." She looks down at the floor. She's wearing white sneakers with pink socks.
"Not a very good one, I guess."
"No, really. It's funny!" She gives me a truly pretty smile. She walks up to my bed and fixes the pillow. She smells like chemicals trying to smell like apples and vanilla, but it's still nice.
"What's your name?" I ask.
She points at her name tag. "Christine. You sure are popular. We had to put some of the flowers out at the nurses' station, because they don't fit in here."
For the first time, I look around the room. I've never been in a hospital before. I don't even remember having to go to the doctor before. This hospital looks just like the ones in the soap operas Layla's mom watches, all white with a TV running a basketball game in one corner and a little table full of yellow and white flowers. Except mine has bouquets on both windowsills, on the table beside my bed, and all along the wall on the floor. I can't even imagine who they'd be from. My mom wouldn't send flowers. She would be here. "I'm Tristan."
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