The Vicious Deep Part 8

I start to feel light-headed with all these smells mixing together. How the h.e.l.l can Kurt stand this all the time?

Ms. Pippen stands right in front of Kurt. Her peach mouth is pursed curiously, and a tiny part of me is annoyed that she never looks at me like that. When Wonder Ryan has finished, she says, "I wonder if our visiting Canadian gentleman would do us the honor?"

"Yes," Kurt says. He flips open to a page in the beginning and leans against the desk with his forearms. I try to picture him with his tutors, learning whatever merfolk learn-how to catch dinner, how to avoid human nets, how to fight a pirate? He'd have no one to pa.s.s notes to, no one to throw him a ball in between cla.s.ses. But he reads like a pro, enunciating everything as though he's up on stage and this is his own soliloquy.

"'Ozymandias' by Percy Bysshe Sh.e.l.ley."

I met a traveller from an antique land Who said: "Two vast and trunkless legs of stone Stand in the desert...Near them, on the sand, Half sunk a shattered visage lies, whose frown, And wrinkled lip, and sneer of cold command, Tell that its sculptor well those pa.s.sions read Which yet survive, stamped on these lifeless things, The hand that mocked them, and the heart that fed; And on the pedestal, these words appear: 'My name is Ozymandias, king of kings: Look on my Works, ye Mighty, and despair!'

Nothing beside remains. Round the decay Of that colossal Wreck, boundless and bare The lone and level sands stretch far away."

There's a silence in the room that has a lot to do with everyone staring at him. The scent of burnt sugar is so strong that it makes my stomach turn. Whatever. He's just reading. It's not that impressive.

"That was wonderful," Ms. Pippen says. She looks out the window, like she's trying to remember. Or maybe there's something she wishes to forget. Either way, she gives a small sigh and crosses the span of the room to the window. She cracks it open to let in the cool fog. "I believe it's your turn, Mr. Hart."

I look down at the book. I hate reading in front of people. I always stumble over the words. I'm great at making my own stuff up, but have me read Romeo's lines aloud and I fumble.

Kurt hands me the anthology, and the pads of my fingers flip through the pages, hoping to land on something written at least in the twentieth century. Then the bell rings.

"You can start us off tomorrow," Ms. Pippen says, stepping around her desk and sitting on the edge like an owl as she watches us leave her cla.s.sroom.

I'm the first one out of the cla.s.sroom and into the hall.

The lights flicker, poltergeist-style.

"That has nothing to do with you, does it?"

Kurt shakes his head. "Not unless I decided to play with electricity."

"This smell thing isn't getting much better."

"That's because we're not meant to live among humans for too long, especially in such close quarters. It's making me rather land-sick, to be honest." He leans in to whisper. "Like I told you. It's a predatory scent. It's different when you sense something underwater."

"Like a shark?"

"Oh! Like a typhon eel in the reefs," Thalia answers. "Oh! Or those nasty little Buccas near the British Isles. Or those giant electric jellyfish that are hard to see. But you can steer clear of them if you can sniff them out." She taps her little nose.

I hook him and Thalia with my arms. "I know we're in New York and all, but we're trying to keep this incognito." I change the subject. "Ms. Pippen was even weirder today than usual."

"I think she might be a seer," Kurt blurts out.

"A what?"

"A seer. She can see things that exist in other planes. There are all kinds of seers. Some can see the future, some only see the past, and some can only read your soul. In Ms. Pippen's case, I think she's a very rare kind that I've only heard about. She can see the future, but only when she's entranced in the words of others. For instance, when she had us read those poems, she was probably seeing at the same time. Either that or she gets extremely bored listening to you all butcher the poetic form."

"There's no way. She's, like, psychic? How-"

"Hey, guys! Wait up." Ryan jogs ahead of us and slows down to a backward trot. "You guys sure do walk fast."

I've got to give it to Ryan. As annoying as he is, he's persistent as h.e.l.l.

Kurt nods. I push the cafeteria double doors and am thankful for the smell of sloppy joes and curly fries mixing with whatever my sixth sense is picking up.

"He has a good heart," Kurt says, nodding slightly toward where Ryan talks to Thalia. Ryan's eyes are lit up so that they're almost as blue as mine. He runs his hand through his hair with a kind of confidence I've only seen him give his science-fair projects and election videos for student council. I wonder if I should warn him he'll never be president if he has to keep his wife in a fish tank.

"Is that a mer-thing she's giving off?"

Kurt considers this for a moment. "No, I believe it is just his pure heart."

I grab a tray and hand it to him while we wait in line. "Pure heart?"

"As in all of his intentions are pure, and that radiates off him. In other times he would have been the queen's right-hand knight, a just leader, an honest politician."

Figures. "But she's definitely glamoured?"

Kurt nods once. "Our kind is naturally alluring to humans, since humans have weak minds. Her beauty, his pure heart-they're like magnets."

"Is that supposed to be like magic?"

"It's not magic, per se. It's a trace of it. Our father had true magic. Some have more. In the old days, we were more part of the sea than human. Our powers are rooted in the elements. My father could summon fires that melted sand into gla.s.s. He was one of the main architects who rebuilt Gla.s.s Castle after a battle with some nasty fey."

"So what do you do for fire now?"

"Barter with witches. Trade with dragons, the Chinese, not the Hungarian ones, of course-" He presses against the Styrofoam tray so hard that it cracks on either side and we have to get another one. "Sometimes pirates, but they're s.h.i.+fty."

Pirates! The eight-year-old boy in me is jumping for joy. Okay, the thirteen-year-old. "You and Thalia don't have any powers?"

"Thalia can speak to her sea horse, Atticus. Our father could do that too. Thalia and I can completely s.h.i.+ft into fish form. We get it from our mother. It's temporary but useful when you need to get into tight s.p.a.ces. I believe because of that, we are most valuable to the king-"

"Like in the bathtub?" I stick out my tray, and Lunch Lady Lourdes ladles a mess of chili onto my plate. "Which I'll never forgive you for, by the way."

Kurt smiles at me and then at the extra curly fries Lourdes gives him, along with her fake-eyelashed wink. I grab two apple juices from the cooler and a water bottle. He grabs an orange juice and two water bottles. Lourdes winks at him and gives him an extra ticket for dessert.

"You know," I tell him as we make our way to where Ryan and Thalia have found the rest of the swim team, "you're going to be bad for my image."

We walk into Jerry leaning too hard against Thalia. "I bet Italy was off the hook. Angelo went one time, and he came back with hickeys everywhere."

"I'm pretty sure you're confusing hickeys with bruises," Ryan corrects.

They laugh and it makes me feel easy again. Bertie leans closer to Thalia and goes, "You like it here best, though, right? I mean, it's Brooklyn, baby."

Thalia licks the sloppy joe off her wide smile. It has the same effect on all the boys, a deep sigh I don't think they're even aware of. "It's my favorite place," she tells him.

"Really?" Kurt says. His mouth is full of fries and chili sauce, and his violet eyes glint mischievously in the cafeteria light. "I always enjoyed the Galapagos Isles."

"What's in the Galapagos?"

Her voice sends a jolt right down my center. Layla pulls up a chair beside me. The suddenness of her voice makes me jump, and I squeeze the packet of ketchup outward. A big red blob lands on a girl at the next table.

"Ugh!" she squeals. And before I can apologize, she runs off in the direction of the bathroom.

Bertie pulls over her tray of fries. He shrugs. "What? It's not like she'll have time to eat them now."

I start mixing mayo into my mound of ketchup, until the swirls of red and white become a pale orange. I dip a fry and push the tray in the middle of the table so everyone can have some.

"So these are your cousins," Layla says. There's a tightness in her voice. It may be because she doesn't believe me, or because she hasn't been invited.

"Kurt, Thalia." I clear my throat. "This is Layla."

"Nice to meet you," Thalia says. "Would you like some of Tristan's special sauce?"

Layla shakes her head, ignoring the jeers from the guys. "No, thank you."

"Is there something else you would like?" Kurt goes.

She studies his face. I wonder if she remembers him from the beach. "No, I'm fine."

Bertie burps long and hard. "Ahh. Much better."

"How come you're flying solo, Layla?" Jerry takes a break from stuffing his face with curly fries and my special sauce. "Where's your other half?"

"Yeah, well, I've been without a lot of my friends lately." She isn't wearing any makeup, but her eyes look naturally bright and sparkly. She looks past me to where Kurt is sitting, eating curly fries and drinking water like he might just die of thirst. It's her way of avoiding my face. "So how long have you guys been here?"

Kurt instantly sits up straight and smooths out the front of his s.h.i.+rt. He tucks a loose strand of hair behind his ear. "A few days. We're visiting."

"Right. Canada. Ireland. Italy. I remember."

"Oh, you're so quiet in cla.s.ses that I wasn't sure you were listening."

She looks up at the great clock against the wall. "Does this mean you're tagging along to art next period?"

Kurt looks to me and I nod at him. "Yep, art is next with Mrs. Elise. It's basically a free period."

Part of my ignore-Layla-for-her-own-well-being plan isn't going to work as long as we're in school together. We have the same friends, the same cla.s.ses. I'm not going to outright diss her in public, but I can't let her in like I've always done. I can't say, "So guess what? I'm a merman. And I'm not just a regular merman. I'm a merman who can s.h.i.+ft into human form, and my grandfather, whom I've never met, is the King of the Seas." And even though I can feel the words on the tip of my tongue now that she's sitting here, something in me falters. I know I shouldn't. But she's my best friend.

"So what did you do yesterday?" I ask her. But between Thalia talking about which beach has the most naked people, Kurt explaining why surfing is underrated, Bertie showing off his supreme burping skills, and the general cacophony of phones ringing and iPods blasting, she doesn't seem to hear me.

This time I'm not in the middle of the sea waiting for the glint of silver that's going to attack me in the dark.

This time I'm not the one who's drowning.

I stand on a sh.o.r.e of white rock I don't have a name for. It isn't s.h.i.+ny like marble, but it still glistens, like sand that's been compacted together with tons of tiny crystal bits. There's a giant lake in the center, the edges blurry as dreams go. Just me on the white ground watching the water.

This time the same white arms aren't reaching for the surface as on the day of the storm. This time it's Layla. Her head breaks the surface, gasping for air before something pulls her back down. I feel everything at once-the sun on my back, fear in my veins, the pit of my stomach falling, because the ground feels like quicksand and I can't move. She opens her mouth to scream, but she gets sucked beneath the surface.

I take a moment and breathe in deeply, closing my eyes against the dark gray sky. I don't know what I was expecting. Maybe for the school to look different, because now I'm different. Like all of a sudden everyone else is going to change just to match me, a big, freaking under-the-sea world right in front of me. And I wonder how many other people are changing just like me, well minus the fins part, but keeping it to themselves.

My body aches from lack of sleep. There was no way I could fall asleep again after that dream about Layla. Drowning. And I didn't do anything to stop it.

Maybe it's because there are only a handful of days till the end of school. Maybe it's the weather. Whatever it is, the groups of students waiting for the first bell to ring are pretty thin. A group of girls walks past me. I don't know what they're doing with those bikini straps playing peekaboo from under their T-s.h.i.+rts, but I don't really mind. They walk a little slower past me and Kurt and smile their lip-glossed smiles. They smell like whatever perfume they doused themselves with this morning, and underneath that somewhere they smell like the freshness that comes with having zero to worry about.

"Is there a cut day that no one told me about?" Ryan climbs the steps in twos to get to us.

"I don't think so," I say, even though he's not paying any attention to me, because he walks past me and stands directly in front of Thalia. She's wearing a powder-pink ballerina tulle skirt and a white T-s.h.i.+rt with sequins on it. She has on these purple stockings on that got caught on something somewhere between leaving the house and standing here, because there's a tiny run on the knee. It doesn't look bad on her, though. I think she could wear a paper bag and still be able to pull it off. Her slightly green hair s.h.i.+nes, even in the overcast light. She sure as h.e.l.l spends enough time brus.h.i.+ng it.

Ryan looks like he's standing in front of a G.o.ddess. I wouldn't be surprised if he fell to his knees right now and asked her to marry him. The two of them smile like lunatics. Part of me wants to warn him. Part of me is glad that he gets to feel this way, even if just for a little while. The rest of me is just jealous.

The bell rings, and when I breathe deeply, I know it's Layla. I don't need a sixth sense to describe the way she smells today, like suns.h.i.+ne on this terribly cloudy day. I hesitate in turning around, but when I do, I only catch the tip of her swaying ponytail.

I keep in mind what Kurt said about Ms. Pippen. Today she wears an electric-blue dress that fits every single curve. It comes down to the knee, and it has sleeves and all, but man, I can't stop looking at her. There is no way that Kurt is right about her being like a psychic. I think I start to get an erection when she says, "Tristan, you're supposed to start us off today, if my memory serves me right."

And I wave good-bye to Mr. Happy.

She makes the motion of opening a book. So I flip open the Greatest Poems by the Greatest Poets anthology to any page and sigh. "The Young Man's Song."

"Yeats," she says, giddy. There's surprise in her eyes, and she leans forward, legs crossed, showing off her smooth calves. Her heels are yellow like sunflowers.

I whispered, "I am too young,"

And then, "I am old enough"; Wherefore I threw a penny- Thankfully, a voice crackles through the speaker. The feedback pierces my eardrums like needles. A shy voice clears its throat. "Sorry about that-microphone-I mean-Will the members of the swim team-varsity, that is-please report to the pool? Oh, at Coach Bellini's behest. I mean, request. Bye now."

I catch Ms. Pippen watching me from the perch of her desk. For just a moment, I think something pa.s.ses in her eyes. What if Kurt is right? Of course he's right, isn't he? Then I realize it's just light coming from the window, beaming down on her-a stray bit of sun that breaks through the cover of clouds and halos her.

"Curious," she says. "Very well, off goes the swim team-" and we do. I motion for Kurt and Thalia to follow me, but Ryan's already got hold of Thalia's hand. On the way down to the pool we meet up with the guys, who hoot and holler over being set free from their cla.s.ses.

I keep my eyes on the back of Layla's head. She doesn't even turn around to look at me. There is nothing like the silent treatment from the only girl you want to talk to.

Kurt grabs me by the elbow just outside the entrance to the pool. Bertie slides between us, and his sneakers squeak and echo against the cold tiles.

"Remember..." The stern violet eyes watch me steadily. "You will want to s.h.i.+ft the moment you're in the water. Don't do it."

"Kurt?"

"Yes?"

"Obviously."

We're the last ones to sit on the bleachers, since I couldn't find a proper practice Speedo for Kurt.

"Thanks for joining us, Hart. Hart's cousin."

Thalia pulls at the strap of her bathing suit and makes a face. "It itches my shoulders. Layla gave it to me."

My heart feels like a Hacky Sack in use when she says Layla's name.

"Now, listen here," Coach says. He hooks his thumb on the loop of his jeans and stands like the Vietnam navy vet he is. "I don't want no funny business out there. This isn't synchronized swimming. It's a G.o.dd.a.m.n race. We still got ourselves an important meet, and while schoolwork is important, you can make it up tomorrow. The meet cannot be postponed."