Daisy in the Field Part 32
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"It _is_ Mrs. Randolph's daughter," I said, withdrawing my hand from his arm. "I pray you not to forget it."
"Pray, forgive me!" he said eagerly. "I was bewildered, and am yet. I did not know where I was. It seems to me I cannot have heard you aright."
"Quite right, Mr. De Saussure."
"But just reflect!" he said. "These creatures, whose cause you are advocating, they are but half human; they cannot take care of themselves; their very happiness is identified with their present position."
"It is not the view they take of it."
"They are incapable of forming any judgment on the matter."
"At least they know what _they_ mean by happiness," I said; "and in their mouths it is not a synonym with slavery. And if your words are true, Mr. De Saussure, in the case of some of those poor people, - and I know they are, - it is one of the worst things that can be said of the system. If some of them are brought so low as to be content with being slaves, we have robbed them of their humanity."
"It is absolutely Northern radicalism!" said Mr. De Saussure to himself.
"No," I said, - "it is Christian justice and mercy."
"You will allow me to represent to you, without any presumption, that there are very many Christians, both at the South and North, who do not look at the matter with your eyes."
"I suppose they have never really seen it," I answered sadly.
"People that have always lived close to something, often do not know what it is. My father has never seen it - nor, my mother. _I_ have."
"They would not agree with you; your views would not harmonise with theirs."
"And therefore I trust to your honour to keep silence respecting mine."
"I am bound," he answered gloomily; and we walked a few minutes in silence.
"You will change your manner of thinking, Miss Randolph," he began again. "Yours is the vision of inexperienced eyes and of impulsive generosity. It will not remain what it is."
"Inexperienced eyes see the clearest," I answered. "The habit of wrong is no help towards judging of the right."
"You will think differently by and by."
"Not while I am a servant of G.o.d and He commands me to break every yoke, to do as I would be done by, to look not on my own things, but also on the things of others. We owe our poor people not liberty only, but education, and every advantage for restored civilisation; - a great long debt."
"And is this the reason why you will not look favourably on my suit?" he said after another interval.
"It is a reason why you will not wish to prosecute it, Mr. De Saussure."
"You are very severe!" he said. "Do you really think that?"
"You know it is true. I do not wish to be severe."
"Have you then no kindness for me?"
"Why do you ask?"
"You are so dreadfully calm and cool!" he said. "One has no chance with you. If this matter were not in the way, would you have any kindness for me, Daisy? Is this all that separates us?"
"It is quite enough, Mr. De Saussure. It is as powerful with you as with me."
"I am too late, I suppose!" he said, as it seemed to me, rather spitefully. As he was too late, it was no use to tell him he could never have been early enough. I was silent; and we walked on unenjoyingly. Vexation was working in his countenance, and a trace of that same spite; I was glad when we came to the end of our way and the other members of our party closed up and joined us.
As I cared nothing for the house they had come to see, I excused myself from going any nearer, and sat down upon the bank at a little distance while they gratified their curiosity. The view of the lake and lake sh.o.r.es here was very lovely; enough to satisfy any one for a long while; but now, my thoughts only rested there for a minute, to make a spring clear across the Atlantic. Mr. Thorold was very close to me, and I was very far from him; that was the burden of my heart.
So close to me he had been, that I had never dreamed any one could think of taking his place. I saw I had been a simpleton.
Up to that day I had no suspicion that Mr. De Saussure liked me more than would be convenient; and indeed I had no fear now of his heart being broken; but I saw that his unlucky suit made a complication in my affairs that they certainly did not need. - Mamma approved it; yes, I had no doubt of that. I knew of a plantation of his, Briery Bank, only a few miles distant from Magnolia and reputed to be very rich in its incomings.
And, no doubt Mr. De Saussure would have liked the neighbourhood of Magnolia, and to add its harvest to his own.
And all the while I belonged to Mr. Thorold, and n.o.body else could have me. My thoughts came back to that refrain with a strong sense of pain and gladness. However, the gladness was the strongest. How lovely the lake was, with its sunlit hills!
In the midst of my musings, Hugh Marshall came and threw himself on the ground at my side. I welcomed him with a smile; for I liked him; he was a friend; and I thought, - This one does not want me at any rate. I was a great simpleton, I suppose.
"I was afraid you had deserted me to-day," he said.
"I am sure, it is I who might rather have thought that of you," I answered; and indeed I had wished for his company more than once.
"You could not have thought it!" he said.
"Have you satisfied your curiosity with Eugene Sue's house?"
"I do not care to look at anything that you don't like," he replied.
"Cigars? -" I suggested.
"No indeed. If you disapprove of them, I shall have no more fellows.h.i.+p with them."
"That is going quite too far, Mr. Marshall. A man should never give up anything that he does not disapprove of himself."
"Not to please somebody he wishes to please?"
"Of course," I said, thinking of Mr. Thorold, - "there might be such cases. But in general."
"This is one of the cases. I wish to please you."
"Thank you," I said earnestly. "But indeed, I should be more pleased to have you follow your own sense of right than any notion of another, even of myself."
"You are not like any other woman I ever saw," he said smiling. "Do you know, they all have a pa.s.sion for command?
There are De Saussure's mother and sisters, - they do not leave him a moment's peace, because he is not at home fighting."
I was silent, and hoped that Mr. De Saussure's friends might now perhaps get him away from Geneva at least.
"You think with them, that he ought to go?" Hugh Marshall said presently with a shadow, I thought, on his words.
"I would not add one more to the war," I answered.
"Your mother does not think so."
"No."
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