Pastoral Days Part 6

These are in.o.btrusive, silent testimonies; but they are here, and need only to be sought to unfold their prophecies.

But there comes a respite even in these late gloomy days. There is a lull in the work of devastation, in which the sunny skies and magic haze of October come back to us in the charming dreaminess of the Indian summer. A brief farewell--perhaps a day, perhaps a week; but however long, it is a parting smile that we love to recall in the dreariness that follows. The sky is luminous with soft sun-lit clouds, and the hazy air is laden with spring-like breezes, with now and then a welcome cricket-song or light-hearted bird-note, for, although long upon their way, the birds have not yet all departed. They twitter cheerily among the trees and thickets, and should you listen quietly you perhaps might hear an echo of spring again in the warble of the robin upon the dog-wood-tree. Here they have loitered by the way among the scarlet berries. Not only robins, but cedar-birds and thrushes are here, in successive flocks, from morn till night.

The fields are dull with faded golden-rods and asters, among whose downy seeds the frolicking chickadees and snow-birds hold a jubilee. The maze of twigs and branches in the distant hills has enveloped them in a smoky gray, and the sound of rustling leaves follows your footsteps in your woodland rambles. The fringe of yellow petals is unfolding on the witch-hazel boughs, and if you only knew the place, you might discover in some forsaken nook a solitary pale-blue lamp of fringed gentian still flickering among the withered leaves. Now a lively twittering and a hum of wings surprises you, and before you can turn your head a happy little troop of birds sweep across your path, and are away among the evergreens. They are white buntings, and their presence here is like a chill, for they come from the icy regions of the North, and they bring the snow upon their wings. The Indian summer is soon a thing of the past. Perhaps before another daybreak it will have flown. There is no dawn upon that morning. The night runs into a day of dismal, cheerless twilight, and the sky is overcast with ominous darkness. That angry cloud that left us, driven away before the conquering Spring, now lowers above the northward mountain; we see its livid face and feel its blighting breath--"a hard, dull bitterness of cold," that sweeps along the moor in noisy triumph, that howls and tears among the trembling trees, and smothers out the last smouldering flame of faded Autumn.

The final leaf is torn from the tree. The lingering birds depart the desolation for scenes more tranquil, and I too with them, for nothing here invites my tarrying. The Autumn days are gone, grim Winter is at our door, and the covering snow will soon enshroud the earth, subdued and silent in its winter sleep.

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WINTER.

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[Ill.u.s.tration: THE SLEEP]

[Ill.u.s.tration: A WINTER IDYL

Prologue

A chill sad ending of a dreary day.

The waning light in stillness dies away.

Bequeaths no ray of hope the void to fill But lends to gloomy thoughts more sadness still.

All nature hushed beneath a snowy shroud Darkness and death their sovereign rule decree O, reign of dread, of cruel blasts that kill Thy cycle brings a heavy heart to me.

How many thus their Winter's advent view Whose darkened faith no daylight ever knew.

Alas for him who thinks the grave his doom Or sees the sun go down behind the tomb.

"Seek and ye shall find". On every hand Mute prophecies their mission tell.

Yield but a listening ear and they shall say 'The dead but sleep, they do not pa.s.s away'

Else why mid earth and heaven on yonder tree That type of life in death, the living tomb?

Why the imago from dark cerements free Winging its upward flight from earthly gloom?

Why this device supreme unless a prophecy Of resurrected life and immortality.

Oh thou whose downcast eyes refuse to seek See! even at the grave the sign is given.

The snow-clad evergreen, eternal life Clothed in celestial purity from heaven.

Even thus life's Winter should be blest Not dark and dead but full of peace and rest.

Silently, like thoughts that come and go, the snow-flakes fall, each one a gem. The whitened air conceals all earthly trace, and leaves to memory the s.p.a.ce to fill. I look upon a blank, whereon my fancy paints, as could no hand of mine, the pictures and the poems of a boyhood life; and even as the undertone of a painting, be it warm or cool, shall modify or change the color laid upon it, so this cold and frosty background through the window transfigures all my thoughts, and forms them into winter memories legion like the snow. Oh that I could translate for other eyes the winter idyl painted there! I see a living past whose counterpart I well could wish might be a common fortune. I see in all its joyous phases the gladsome winter in New England, the snow-clad hills with bare and s.h.i.+vering trees, the homestead dear, the old gray barn hemmed in with peaked drifts. I see the skating-pond, and hear the ringing, intermingled shouts of the noisy, shuffling game, the black ice written full with testimony of the winter's brisk hilarity.

Down the hard-packed road with glancing sled I speed, past frightened team and startled way-side groups; o'er "thank you, marms," I fly in clear mid-air, and crouching low, with sidelong spurts of snowy spray, I sweep the sliding curve. Now past the village church and cosy parsonage.

Now scudding close beneath the hemlocks, hanging low with their piled and tufted weight of snow. The way-side bits like dizzy streaks whiz by, the old rail fence becomes a quivering tint of gray. The road-side weeds bow after me, and in the swirling eddy chasing close upon my feet, sway to and fro. Soon, like an arrow from the bow, I shoot across the "Town Brook" bridge, and, jumping out beyond, skip the sinking ground, and with an anxious eye and careful poise I "trim the s.h.i.+p," and, hoping, leave the rest to fate.

Perhaps I land on both runners, perhaps I don't; that depends. I've tried both ways I know, and if I remember rightly, I always found it royal jolly fun; for what cared I at a bruise, or a pint of snow down my back, when I got it there myself?

The average New England boy is hard to kill, and I was one of that kind.

Any boy who could brave the hidden mysteries and capricious favoritism of those fifteen dislocating "thank you, marms," and _hang together_ through it all, and, having so done, finish that experience with a plunging double somersault into a crusted snow-bank, or, perchance, into a stone wall--if he can do this, I say, and survive the fun, then there is no reason why he should not live to tell of it in old age, for never in the flesh will he go through a rougher ordeal. I've known a boy who "_hated_ the old district school because the hard benches hurt him so,"

and who would rest his aching limbs for hours together in this gentle sort of exercise. "The fine print made his eyes ache, and he couldn't study;" and yet when one day he comes home with one eye all colors of the rainbow, "it's _nothing_." "Consistency is a jewel." Boys don't generally wear jewels. But they are all alike. Boys will be boys, and if they only live through it, they will some day look back and wonder at their good fortune.

At the foot of that long hill the "Town Brook" gurgles on its winding way, and pa.s.sing beneath the weather-beaten bridge, it makes a sudden turn, and spreads into a gla.s.sy pond behind the bulwarks of the saw-mill dam. In summer, were we as near as this, we would hear the intermittent ring of the whizzing saw, the clanking cogs, and the tuneful sounds of the falling bark-bound slabs; but now, like its bare willows that were wont to wave their leafy boughs with caressing touch upon the mossy roof, the old mill shows no sign of life. Its pulse is frozen, and the silent wheel is resting from its labors beneath a coverlet of snow. Who is there who has not in some recess of the memory a dear old haunt like this, some such sleeping pond radiant with reflections of the scenes of early life? Thither in those winter days we came, our numbers swelled from right and left with eager volunteers for the game, till at last, almost a hundred strong, we rally on the smooth black ice.

[Ill.u.s.tration: SNOW-FLAKES OF MEMORY.]

The opposing leaders choose their sides, and with loud hurrahs we penetrate the thickets at the water's edge, each to cut his special choice of stick--that festive cudgel, with curved and club-shaped end, known to the boy as a "s.h.i.+nney-stick," but to the calm recollection of after-life princ.i.p.ally as an instrument of torture, indiscriminately promiscuous in its playful moments. Were I to swing one of those dainty little clubs again, I would rather that the end were tied up in something soft, and that this should be the universal rule; otherwise I don't think I would play. I would prefer to sit on the bank and watch the sport, or make myself useful in looking after the dead and wounded.

But to the "average New England boy" it makes a great deal of difference who swings the club, and what it is swung for. If it is whirled in _play_, and takes him with a blow that _ought_ to kill him, and _would_ if he were not a boy, why then he laughs, and thinks it's good fun, and goes in and gets another. But if the parental guardian has any reason to swing a stick even one-tenth the size, the whole neighborhood thinks there is a boy being murdered. So much depends upon a name sometimes.

[Ill.u.s.tration: THE OLD MILL-POND.]

How clearly and distinctly I recall those toughening, rollicking sports on the old mill-pond! I see the two opposing forces on the field of ice, the wooden ball placed ready for the fray. The starter lifts his stick.

I hear a whizzing sweep. Then comes that liquid, twittering ditty of the hard-wood ball skimming over the ice, that quick succession of bird-like notes, first distinct and clear, now fainter and more blended, now fainter still, until at last it melts into a whispered, quivering whistle, and dies away amidst the sc.r.a.ping sound of the close-pursuing skates. With a sharp crack I see the ball returned singing over the polished surface, and met half-way by the advance-guard of the leading side. The holder of the ball with rapid onward flight hugs close upon his charge, keeping it at the end of his stick. Past one and another of his adversaries he flies on winged skates, followed by a score of his companions, until, seeing his golden opportunity, with one tremendous effort he gives a powerful blow. To be sure, one of his own men interposes the back of his head and takes half the force of his stroke; but what does that matter, it was all in fun? besides, he had no business to be in the way. The ball thus r.e.t.a.r.ded in such a trivial manner instantly meets a barricade of the excited opponents, who have hurried thither to save their game; but before any one can gain the time to strike the ball, the starters rush pell-mell upon them. Now comes the tug of war. Strange fun! What a spectacle! The would-be striker, with stick uplifted, jammed in the centre of a boisterous throng; the hill-sides echo with ringing shouts, and an anxious circle with ready sticks forms about the swaying, gesticulating mob. Meanwhile the ball is beating round beneath their feet, their skates are clas.h.i.+ng steel on steel. I hear the shuffling kicks, the battling strokes of clubs, the husky mutterings of pa.s.sion half suppressed; I hear the panting breath and the impetuous whisperings between the teeth, as they push and wrestle and jam. A lucky hit now sends the ball a few feet from the fray. A ready hand improves the chance; but as he lifts his stick a youngster's nose gets in the way and spoils his stroke; he slips, and falls upon the ball; another and another plunge headlong over him. The crowd surround the prostrate pile, and punch among them for the ball.

When found, the same riotous scene ensues; another falls, and all are trampled under foot by the enthusiastic crowd. Ye G.o.ds! will any one come out alive? I hear the old familiar sounds vibrating on the air: whack! whack! "Ouch!" "Get out of the way, then!" "Now I've got it!"

"s.h.i.+nney on yer own side!" and now a heavy thud! which means a sudden damper on some one's wild enthusiasm. And so it goes until the game is won. The mob disperses, and the riotous spectacle gives place to uproarious jollity.

There are other more tranquil reflections from that old mill-pond. Do you not remember the little pair of dainty skates whose straps you clasped on daintier feet; the quiet, gliding strolls through the secluded nooks; the small, refractory buckle which you so often stooped to conquer; and the sidelong grimaces of less fortunate swains--sneers that brought the color tingling to your cheeks with mingled pride and anger? Ah! things so near the heart as these can never freeze.

Yonder, just below that cl.u.s.tered group of pines, where the water-weeds and lily-pads are frozen in the ice, we chopped our fis.h.i.+ng holes, and with baited lines and tip-ups set, we waited, wondering what our luck would be. With eager eyes we watched the line play out, or saw the tip-up give the warning sign. And as with anxious pull we neared the end of the tightening cord, who shall describe that tingling sense of joy at the first glimpse of the gaping pickerel?

Near by I see the yellow-fringed witch-hazel bending in graceful spray over the flaky, bordering ice, that mystic shrub whose feathery winter blooms we gathered as a token for the little one with dainty skates.

Still farther up the pond the marbled b.u.t.ton-wood-tree, with spreading limbs and knotty brooms of branchlets, rises clear against the sky, its little pendulums swinging away the winter moments. At its very roots the dam spreads into a tufted swamp, thick-set with alders. How often have I picked my way through that wheezing, soggy marsh in quest of the rare Cecropia coc.o.o.ns; treading among glazed air-chambers, whose roof of ice, like a pane of brittle gla.s.s, falls in at my approach--a crystal fairy grotto, set with diamonds and frost ferns, annihilated at a step.

Here, too, the sagacious musk-rat built his cemented dome, and along the neighboring sh.o.r.e we set the chained steel-traps, or made the ponderous dead-fall from nature's rude materials. Yonder, in the side-hill woods, I set the big box rabbit-traps; with keen-edged jack-knife trimmed the slender hickory poles, and on the ground near by, with sharpened, branching sticks, I built the little pens for my twitch-up snares. Can I ever forget the fascinating excitement which sped me on from snare to snare in those tramps through the snowy woods, the exhilarating buoyancy of that delicious suspense, every nerve and every muscle on the _qui vive_ in my eagerness for the captured game! Even the memory of it acts like a tonic, and almost creates an appet.i.te like that of old.

And then the lovely woods. How few there are who ever seek their winter solitude: and of these how fewer still are they who find anything but drear and cold monotony!

We read the literature of our time, and find it rich in story of the home aspects of winter; of Christmas joys and festivals, of holiday festivities, and all the various phases of cosy domestic life; but not often are we tempted from the glowing hearth into the wilds of the bare and leafless forest. We read of the "drear and lonely waste, the cheerless desolation of the howling wilderness," and we look out upon the naked, s.h.i.+vering trees and draw our cus.h.i.+oned rockers closer to the grateful fire.

[Ill.u.s.tration: THE FIRST SNOW.]

Not I; bitter were the winds and high the piled-up drifts that shut me in from out-of-doors in those glorious days; and whether on my animated trapping tours, or hunting on the crusted snow, with powder-horn and game-bag swinging at my side, or perhaps pressing through the tangled thickets in my impetuous search for those pendulous coc.o.o.ns, now stopping to tear away the loosening bark on moss-grown stump, now looking beneath some prostrate board for the little "woolly bears"

curled up in their dormant sleep: no matter what my purpose, always I was sure to find the winter full of interest and beauty. How distinctly I recall the thrilling spectacle of that glad morning when, awakening early, and jumping from the little cot so snug and warm, I tripped across the chilly floor and scratched a peep-hole on the frosted window-pane; looked out upon a world so changed, so strangely beautiful, that at first it seemed like a lingering vision in half-awakened eyes--still looking into dream-land. All the world is dressed in purest white, as soft and light as down from seraphs' wings. The orchard trees, the elms, and all the leafless shrubs, as if by magic spell, transformed to shadowy plumes of spotless purity, and the interlacing boughs o'erhead vanis.h.i.+ng in a canopy of glistening, feathery spray. I look upon a realm celestial in its beauty, unprofaned by earthly sign or sound. A strange, supernal stillness fills the air; and save where some unseen spirit-wing tips the slender twig and lets fall the scintillating shower, no slightest movement mars the enchanted vision. Above, in the far-off blue, I see the circling flock of doves, their snowy wings glittering in their upward flight--apt emblems in a scene so like a glimpse of spirit-land. A single vision such as this should wed the heart to winter's loveliness, a loveliness inspiring and immaculate, for never in the cycle of the year does nature wear a face so void of earthly impress, so spirit-like, so near the heavenly ideal.

One of the most striking features of the winter ramble in the woods is their impressive stillness. But stop awhile and listen. That very silence will give emphasis to every sound that soon shall vibrate on the clear atmosphere, for "little pitchers have big ears," and wide-open eyes too. They will first be sure that the stick you hold is only a cane, and not the small boy's gun which they have so learned to dread.

Hark! even from the hollow maple at your side there comes a sc.r.a.ping sound, and in an instant more two black and s.h.i.+ning eyes are peering down at us from the bulging hole above. Tut! don't strike the little fellow. Had you only waited a moment longer, we would have seen him emerge from his concealment, and with frisky, bushy tail laid flat upon the bark, he would have hung head downward on the trunk, and watched our every movement; but now you've startled him, he thinks you mean mischief, and you'll see his sparkling eyes no more at that knot-hole.

Listen! Now we hear a rustling in the sere and snow-tipped weeds somewhere near by, and presently a little feathery form flits past, and settles yonder on the swaying rush. With feathers ruffled into a little fuzzy ball, he bustles around among the downy seeds, now prying in their midst, now hanging underneath, head up, head down, no matter which, it's all the same to him. Now he stops short in his busy search, turns his little head jauntily from side to side, lifts his tufted crest, and sets free his pent-up glee--"See! see! see me sing! Chickadee-dee-dee!"

Who has not heard that wee small voice ringing in the frosty air? and who, having heard it, has not longed to catch and cuddle that little feathery puff, the winter's own darling, whose little warm heart and sprightly song temper the chill and enliven the cheerless days?

[Ill.u.s.tration: MUTE PROPHECIES.]

The bending rush but lightly feels the dainty form, and, if at all, it must delight to bear so sweet a burden. How dearly have I learned to love this little fellow, perhaps my special favorite among the birds; for while the others one by one desert us with the dying year for scenes more bright and sunny, the chickadee is content to share our lot; he is constant, always with us, ever full of sprightliness and cheer. No winter is known in his warm heart, no piercing blast can freeze the fountain of his song.

How often in the woods and by-ways have I stopped and chatted with this diminutive friend as he nestled in some oscillating spray of golden-rod, or perhaps with jaunty strut shook down the new-fallen snow from some drooping branch of hemlock. I say "chatted," for he is a talkative and entertaining little fellow, always ready to tell people "all about it,"

if they will only ask him. He is generally too busy searching amid the dead and crumpled leaves for the indispensable _bug_ to intrude himself on any one; but once draw him into conversation and he will do his share of the talking--only, mind you, remove those big fur gloves and tippet, or he will put you to shame by crying, "See! see!" and showing you his little, bare feet. This pert atom can be saucy and cross if things don't exactly suit his fancy; and, for whatever reason, he always seems out of patience at the sight of a _man_ all bundled up and mittened. I have noticed this repeatedly. "Take off some of those things," he seems to say, "and let me see who you are, and then I'll talk with you," and with feathers puffed up like an indignant hen in miniature, he scolds and scolds.

Then there are the little snow-birds, too. When the sad autumn days are upon us, when the dying leaves with ominous flush yield up their hold on life, and are borne to earth on wailing winds, and all nature seems filled with mocking phantoms of the summer's life and loveliness; when we listen for the robin's song and hear it not, or the thrush's bell-like trill, and listen in vain; when we look into the southern sky and see the winged flocks departing behind the faded hills--it is at such a time, while the very air seems weighed with melancholy, that the snow-birds come with their welcome, twittering voices. All winter long these sprightly little fellows swarm the thickets and sheltering evergreens, frolicking in the new-fallen snow like sparrows in a summer pool. Sometimes they unite in flocks with the chickadees and invade the orchard, and even the kitchen door-yard, with their ceaseless chatter.

If you open the window and scatter a few crumbs upon the porch, they are soon hopping among the grateful morsels with twittering thankfulness. And on a very cold day, should you leave the kitchen window standing open, they will perch upon the sill and preen their ruffled feathers. Always trusting and confiding when appreciated, but often coy and distant for want of just such kindness.

[Ill.u.s.tration: THE TWITCH-UP.]