Faith Gartney's Girlhood Part 29
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Mr. Gartney rose. "I will send Faith," said he.
"I do not _ask_ for her," answered Paul, a flush of feeling showing in his cheek. "I did not come, expecting it--my errand was one I owed to yourself--but Faith knows quite well how glad I shall be if she chooses to see me."
As Mr. Gartney crossed the hall from parlor to sitting room, a light step came over the front staircase.
Faith pa.s.sed her father, with a downcast look, as he motioned with his hand toward the room where Paul stood, waiting. The bright color spread to her temples as she glided in.
She held, but did not wear, the little turquoise ring.
Paul saw it, as he came forward, eagerly.
A thrill of hope, or dread--he scarce knew which--quivered suddenly at his heart. Was he to take it back, or place it on her finger as a pledge?
"I have been thinking, Paul," said she, tremulously, and with eyes that fell again away from his, after the first glance and greeting, "almost ever since. And I do not think I ought to keep you waiting to know the little I can tell you. I do not think I understand myself. I cannot tell, certainly, how I ought--how I do feel. I have liked you very much.
And it was very pleasant to me before all this. I know you deserve to be made very happy. And if it depends on me, I do not dare to say I will not try to do it. If you think, yourself, that this is enough--that I shall do the truest thing so--I will try."
And the timid little fingers laid the ring into his hand, to do with as he would.
What else could Paul have done?
With the strong arm that should henceforth uphold and guard her, he drew her close; and with the other hand slipped the simply jeweled round upon her finger. For all word of answer, he lifted it, so encircled, to his lips.
Faith shrank and trembled.
Hendie's voice sounded, jubilant, along the upper floor, toward the staircase.
"I will go, now, if you wish. Perhaps I ought," said Paul. "And yet, I would so gladly stay. May I come again, by and by?"
Faith uttered a half-audible a.s.sent, and as Hendie's step came nearer down the stairs, and pa.s.sed the door, straight out upon the gra.s.splot, toward the gate, and the long-tailed black horse that stood there, she escaped again to her own chamber.
Hendie had his ride. Meanwhile, his sister, down upon her knees at her bedside, struggled with the mystery and doubt of her own heart. Why could she not feel happier? Would it never be otherwise? Was this all life had for her, in its holiest gift, henceforth? But, come what might, she would have G.o.d, always!
So, without words, only with tears, she prayed, and at last, grew calm.
CHAPTER XXIV.
CONFLICT.
"O Life, O Beyond, _Art_ thou fair!--_art_ thou sweet?"
MRS. BROWNING.
There followed days that almost won Faith back into her outward life of pleasantness.
Margaret came over with Madam Rushleigh, and felicitated herself and friend, impetuously. Paul's mother thanked her for making her son happy.
Old Mr. Rushleigh kissed her forehead with a blessing. And Mr. and Mrs.
Gartney looked upon their daughter as with new eyes of love. Hendie rode the black horse every day, and declared that "everything was just as jolly as it could be!"
Paul drove her out, and walked with her, and talked of his plans, and all they would do and have together.
And she let herself be brightened by all this outward cheer and promise, and this looking forward to a happiness and use that were to come. But still she shrank and trembled at every loverlike caress, and still she said, fearfully, every now and then:
"Paul--I don't feel as you do. What if I don't love you as I ought?"
And Paul called her his little oversensitive, conscientious Faithie, and persuaded himself and her that he had no fear--that he was quite satisfied.
When Mr. Armstrong came to see her, gravely and tenderly wis.h.i.+ng her joy, and looked searchingly into her face for the pure content that should be there, she bent her head into her hands, and wept.
She was very weak, you say? She ought to have known her own mind better?
Perhaps. I speak of her as she was. There are mistakes like these in life; there are hearts that suffer thus, unconscious of their ail.
The minister waited while the momentary burst of emotion subsided, and something of Faith's wonted manner returned.
"It is very foolish of me," she said, "and you must think me very strange. But, somehow, tears come easily when one has been feeling a great deal. And such kind words from you touch me."
"My words and thoughts will always be kind for you, my child. And I know very well that tears may mean sweeter and deeper things than smiles. I will not try you with much talking now. You have my affectionate wishes and my prayers. If there is ever any help that I can give, to you who have so much loving help about you, count on me as an earnest friend, always."
The hour was past when Faith, if she could ever, could have asked of him the help she did most sorely need.
And so, with a gentle hand clasp, he went away.
Mr. Gartney began to be restless about Michigan. He wanted to go and see this wild estate of his. He would have liked to take his wife, now that haying would soon be over, and he could spare the time from his farm, and make it a pleasant summer journey for them both. But he could neither leave Faith, nor take her, well, it seemed. Hendie might go.
Fathers always think their boys ready for the world when once they are fairly out of the nursery.
One day, Paul came to Cross Corners with news.
Mr. Rushleigh had affairs to be arranged and looked to, in New York--matters connected with the mills, which had, within a few weeks, begun to run; he had been there, once, about them; he could do all quite well, now, by letter, and an authorized messenger; he could not just now very well leave Kinnicutt. Besides, he wanted Paul to see and know his business friends, and to put himself in the way of valuable business information. Would Faith spare him for a week or two--he bade his son to ask.
Madam Rushleigh would accompany Paul; and before his return he would go with his mother to Saratoga, where her daughter Gertrude and Mrs. Philip Rushleigh were, and where he was to leave her for the remainder of their stay.
Margaret liked Kinnicutt better than any watering-place; and she and her father had made a little plan of their own, which, if Faith would go back with him, they would explain to her.
So Faith went over to Lakeside to tea, and heard the plan.
"We are going to make our first claim upon you, Faith," said the elder Mr. Rushleigh, as he led his daughter-in-law elect out on the broad piazza under the Italian awnings, when the slight summer evening repast was ended. "We want to borrow you, while madam and the yonker are gone.
Your father tells me he wishes to make a Western journey. Now, why not send him off at this very time? I think your mother intends accompanying him?"
"It had been talked of," Faith said; "and perhaps her father would be very glad to go when he could leave her in such good keeping. She would tell him what Mr. Rushleigh had been so kind as to propose."
It was a suggestion of real rest to Faith--this free companions.h.i.+p with Margaret again, in the old, girlish fas.h.i.+on--and the very thoughtful look, that was almost sad, which had become habitual to her face, of late, brightened into the old, careless pleasure, as she spoke.
Old Mr. Rushleigh saw something in this that began to seem to him more than mere maidenly shyness.
By and by, Margaret called her brother to sing with her.
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