The Lost Kafoozalum Part 3
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However what strikes me this time is that he looks tired, three-days-sleepless tired with worries on top.
I guess he is real, at that.
He says, "Don't look so accusing, Lizzie, I only just got on this s.h.i.+p myself."
This does not make sense; you cannot just arrive on a s.h.i.+p twenty-four hours after it goes on Ma.s.s-Time; or can you?
M'Clare leans back and closes his eyes and inquires whether I am one of the Morse enthusiasts?
So that is the name; I say when we get back I will learn it first thing.
"Well," says he, "I did my best to arrange privacy for all of you; with so many ingenious idiots on board I'm not really surprised that they managed to circ.u.mvent me. I had to cheat and check that you really were on the list; and I knew that whoever backed out you'd still be on board."
So I should hope he might: Horrors there is my first answer screwed up on the floor and Writing side top-most.
However he has not noticed it, he goes on "Anyway you of all people won't be thought to have dropped out because you were afraid."
I have just managed to hook my heel over the note and get it out of sight, M'Clare has paused for an answer and I have to dredge my Sub-threshold memories for--
WHAT?
M'Clare opens his eyes and says like I am enacting Last Straw, "Have some sense, Lizzie." Then in a different tone, "Ram says he gave you the letter half an hour ago."
What letter?
My brain suddenly registers a small pale patch been occupying a corner of my retina for the last half hour; it turns out to be a letter postmarked Excenus 23.
I disembowel it with one jerk. It is from my Dad and runs like this:
My dear Liz,
Thank you for your last letter, glad you are keeping fit and so am I.
I just got a letter from your College saying you will get a degree conferred on you on September 12th and parents if on Earth will be welcome.
Well Liz this I got to see and Charlie says the same, but the letter says too Terran Authority will not give a permit to visit Earth just for this, so I w.a.n.gled on to a Delegation which is coming to discuss trade with the Department of Commerce. Charlie and I will be arriving on Earth on August 24th.
Liz it is good to think I shall be seeing you again after four years. There are some things about your future I meant to write to Professor M'Clare about, but now I shall be able to talk it over direct. Please give him my regards.
Be seeing you Lizzie girl, your affectionate Dad
J. X. Lee.
Dear old Dad, after all these years farming with a weather-maker on a drydust planet I want to see his face the first time he sees real rain.
h.e.l.l's fires and shades of darkness, I shan't be there!
M'Clare says, "Your father wrote to me saying that he will be arriving on Earth on 24th August. I take it your letter says the same. I came on a dispatch boat; you can go back on it."
_Now_ what is he talking about? Then I get the drift.
I say, "Look. So Dad will be on Earth before we get back. What difference does that make?"
"You can't let him arrive and find you missing."
Well I admit to a qualm at the thought of Dad let loose on Earth without me, but after all Uncle Charlie is a born Terrie and can keep him in line; h.e.l.l he is old enough to look after himself anyway.
"You met my Dad," I point out. "You think J. X. Lee would want any daughter of his backing out on a job so as to hold his hand? I can send him a letter saying I am off on a job or a Test or whatever I please and hold everything till I get back; what are you doing about people's families on Earth already?"
M'Clare says we were all selected as having families not on Earth at present, and I must go back.
I say like h.e.l.l I will.
He says he is my official guardian and responsible for me.
I say he is just as responsible for everyone else on this s.h.i.+p.
I spent years and years trying to think up a remark would really get home to M'Clare; well I have done it now.
I say, "Look. You are tired and worried and maybe not thinking so well just now.
"I know this is a very risky job, don't think I missed that at all. I tried hard to imagine it like you said over the speaker. I cannot quite imagine dying but I know how Dad will feel if I do.
"I did my level best to scare myself sick, then I decided it is just plain worth the risk anyway.
"To work out a thing like this you have to have a kind of arithmetic, you add in everybody's feelings with the other factors, then if you get a plus answer you forget everything else and go right ahead.
"I am not going to think about it any more, because I added up the sum and got the answer and upsetting my nerves won't help. I guess you worked out the sum, too. You decided four million people were worth risking twenty, even if they do have parents. Even if they are your students. So they are, too, and you gave us all a chance to say No.
"Well nothing has altered that, only now the values look different to you because you are tired and worried and probably missed breakfast, too."
Brother some speech, I wonder what got into me? M'Clare is wondering, too, or maybe gone to sleep sitting, it is some time before he answers me.
"Miss Lee, you are deplorably right on one thing at least. I don't know whether I was fit to make such a decision when I made it, but I'm not fit now. As far as you personally are concerned...." He trails off looking tireder than ever, then picks up again suddenly. "You are again quite right, I am every bit as responsible for the other people on board as I am for you."
He climbs slowly to his feet and walks out without another word.
The door is left open and I take this as an invitation to freedom and shoot through in case it was a mistake.
No because Ram is opening doors all along the corridor and ten of Russett's brightest come pouring out like mercury finding its own level and coalesce in the middle of the floor.
The effect of release is such that after four minutes Peter Yeng Sen's head appears at the top of a stairway and he says the crew is lifting the deck plates, will we for Time's sake go along to the Conference Room which is soundproof.
The Conference Room is on the next deck and like our cabins shows signs of hasty construction; the soundproofing is there but the acoustics are kind of m.u.f.fled and the generator is not boxed in but has cables trailing all over, and the fastenings have a strong but temporary look.
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