The Realm's Mystics Part 5

The Healer saw her expression and laughed, aNot quite the same, was it?a She looked to The High Queen, aI apologize High One, but I have some food for you, and I must change your bandages. Sleanela, why donat you sit upon the bed for a moment while I do this, then I can check yours as well when I finish with our Queen? I am glad to see you up though, as it is the moment. Both of you are looking much improved. I have brought juice. Please make sure to drink it as it will serve to replenish all the blood that you lost.a She helped Sleanela sit upon the bed, gave her some juice to drink, then helped The High Queen to rise. After removing her outer top garments, The Healer unwrapped the bandages. One layer after another, the bandages came off until the wounds were fully exposed. Sleanela watched, studying the womanas body, realizing that she knew it well and that it excited her. She saw the wound upon The High Queenas shoulder and arm, amazed at its length. As The Healer gently moved her to do so, The High Queen turned slightly around, her front away from Sleanela. Suddenly, Sleanela saw The High Queenas scar upon her back. She gasped. Her eyes opened widely as she just stared at it. The memories of the story behind the scar came flooding back to her, of her Queenas fight against the Mungardies, of the song the musicians sang of the event, of her former love falling over the cliff, and of Morainla.

The High Queen turned her head, noticing that Sleanela was staring at her scar. The Healer also halted and watched, sensing that something had stirred in Sleanela. Sleanela rose with great pain and went toward Sa.n.a.lrainathelainelna. She touched a finger to the scar, gently and slowly. She moved down it, feeling it, seeing that it was slightly inflamed, aShe needs her potion.a The High Queen smiled, not moving, not wanting to interfere with Sleanelas memories that were returning to her. She made a slight motion for The Healer to leave.

Softly, The Healer said, aI will return in a few moments, my Queen.a The High Queen nodded. Sleanela touched the scar once more, with a gentleness that surprised The High Queen. Then Sleanela moved to stand in front of The High Queen, staring at her. Both of them stood, just looking upon one another. Sleanela studied this woman once more, moving her hand to The High Queenas now bare arm, and once again, moving her hand down until she met The High Queenas hand. Sleanela was looking down at their hands when The High Queen squeezed Sleanelas gently. Surprised at recognizing the feeling, Sleanela looked up into her eyes. She moved her hand and touched The High Queenas cheek, leaving it there for a moment.

She frowned, trying desperately to bring her memories back, yet not remembering clearly. She knew this woman was familiar to her though, feeling the emotional intensity between them. She moved her hand toward The High Queenas breast, wanting to touch it, hoping that the feeling would bring back some memories, but hesitated, knowing it not correct to do so in such a moment. Instead, she moved closer to this Queen, giving her a soft kiss, only.

Sa.n.a.lrainathelainelna watched Sleanelas movements carefully, knowing the moment wasnat about pa.s.sion, but about hoping to restore some past memories. But The High Queen couldnat help but desire her, as her touch seemed most sensual. They held the kiss for a moment, then Sleanela moved more into it, recognizing the kiss as very familiar and desirable.

Sa.n.a.lrainathelainelna was careful not to interfere with Sleanelas process, knowing it might take many turns for her memories to be fully restored. While she certainly allowed the kiss, she made no move to take it further. As they parted, Sleanela looked upon her, smiling softly, but looking somewhat confused and dizzy.

Sleanela began to stagger, losing her grip on The Realm. The High Queen quickly grabbed her with her one good arm, seeing that she was fainting.

aHealer! Hurry!a The Healer came running in, then helped lay Sleanela upon her bed. Before she fully pa.s.sed out, she looked at Sa.n.a.lrainathelainelna, aTo our stars, my Queen.a The High Queen touched her cheek, aI love you, My Elf.a The Healer frowned, looking upon The High Queenas wounds that were bleeding slightly from the exertion. She pointed to them as The High Queen whispered to The Healer, aShe is returning to us.a The Healer nodded, beginning to rewrap the bandages. When she was done, she placed the garments back upon Sa.n.a.lrainathelainelna and then whispered that her High Counselor awaited her in her bedroom. The High Queen followed The Healer to the room in which Annawn had slept, but was now gone.

She saw Miladerain, aHigh Counselor. It is good to see you again.a Miladerain knelt and bowed her head deeply, aMy Queen.a aRise, My treasured one. How have you kept My lands?a Miladerain rose, aMy Queen. I am most relieved to see you. It is never the same without you. And I no longer wish your duty. It is most overwhelming, and it would seem that I am never able to do it as well as you to everyoneas satisfaction.a The High Queen sat upon one of the chairs at the table, aYou just are not as demanding. It is why I have become as sucha"to control their demands. Would you mind if I ate while we speak? Healer, could you retrieve My food? I suddenly find Myself hungry.a The Healer smiled, knowing it was because Sleanelas memories were returning.

Miladerain was a trusted friend and advisor of The High Queenas, and it was she who The High Queen would often eat her meals with prior to Sleanela. Miladerain was a beautiful woman, having a few more cycles than The High Queen, being slightly shorter than her, but having a perfectly proportioned body. The High Queen liked her because while she had an amazingly sharp mind, she made her thinking known only in the most gentle of fas.h.i.+ons, often catching others unaware of where she led them. They were old friends, and in truth, The High Queen trusted no other to mind the affairs of the Valley whenever she was gone. It wasnat easy for The High Queen to trust, but through many cycles and many intense moments in which Miladerainas loyalty was tested, she had proven herself as worthy of such trust. Upon many occasions, she willingly stepped into the face of danger in order to protect her Queen. But The High Queen also liked her for her understanding. More than anyone, Miladerain knew the pressures of what it meant to be queen. Because of such, she was The High Queenas strongest advocate against the Counselors whenever they wanted The High Queen more protected, and more kept in the Valley. Miladerain and The High Queen had also been trained together in preparation for their future roles. If The High Queen had ever been allowed a friend during her youth, it would have been Miladerain.

aHow are you feeling, Highness?a aImproved, I think.a She laughed, aActually, I lie. It hurts. But the pain just tells Me that I live.a aThe Counselors want you to remain more at home.a aI have heard this. I also know that you will tell them why I cannot.a aI already have done so. I hear there were over two hundred-fifty Dungaras and that, after using many of your powers, you personally killed over twenty-five with your sword. Your powers are most strong these turns. I am glad to see such. There is also rumor that you now use sword skills that have been long gone from our realm. And one of the older guards reported that they saw a long-dead master walking about in the town.a aRumors are strange. I can never understand why they appear so.a Miladerain knew more than she needed to say, aThe two guards that battled alongside you tell amazing stories of your sword abilities. There is rumor that a Master yet exists in The Realm, and that you are that Master.a The High Queen was well aware that Miladerain knew of her past abilities, but also knew she would never speak of them, understanding The High Queenas need for silence, aWhat do they know? They are just bragging and need to have a reason why an old woman such as Me would have better sword skills than theirs.a aI understand, Highness, but please know that the rumors will not easily die. How are the companions that accompanied you?a She knew that Miladerain was correct, but let it go, aAll seem to be recovering. I have not yet seen four of them, but hear good reports. Sleanelas memories seem to be returning.a aYou should bring her to your meetings with your counselors. You could use another on your side. Plus, she is intelligent and most capable.a aWhy donat you speak with her about this?

Miladerain nodded, placing it in her mind for later, aThe Counselors would like to meet with you as soon as you are able.a aPerhaps next turn. I leave the arrangements to you. But now I wish to discuss something with you.a The High Queen told Miladerain of Aalonalden, her lover, and their baby. She then told her of the Spirit Mothers and their deceit, as well as the High Wizard Sorcereras. She told her of their battle against the Dungaras. And finally, she told her that she would like her to push the forces to apply more pressure to the Dungaras.

aI want them defeated. Annawn now has the location of the villages that are the main holdings, so now is the moment for us to increase our efforts.a aI will see to it this turn that our efforts become our primary focus. Highness, I have a question.a The High Queen waited, curious. She knew that Miladerain kept on an issue until she was satisfied, which was seldom.

aYou said that the Dungaras you just battled were waiting for youa"that they knew you were traveling at that moment and would pa.s.s that location. Is that correct?a The High Queen nodded, now even more curious.

aHow is it that they knew you were going to be there? The guards found no signs of either a short or a long-term encampment.a The High Queen startled, knowing she had missed the obvious, aI should have thought of this myself. You catch Me unthinking and stupid.a Before The High Queen could answer, Miladerain responded, aI think you were overly busy with the Dungaras to yet put this together. It is only a guess, but why did the High Wizard Sorcerer depart alone? She may not be at fault, but someone must be.a The High Queen raised an eyebrow, aI trust you will manage this for Me.a Miladerain nodded, aThe Spirit Mothers will need to be approached again.a aGive Me a report as you can. Discount not Sumeanatinelatianon, but I think you most correct about the Spirit Mothers. I trust them not.a Their visit had been an extended one, but The High Queen had many affairs that needed attending. As usual, she had enjoyed her visit with her High Counselor, and had also tended to the most urgent needs of the Valley. When they completed their visit, The High Queen returned to her room, wanting to see Sleanela. She walked into the adjoining room only to find the bed empty. Wondering where Sleanela was, she went to one of the guards outside the door.

aWhere is Sleanela?

Upon seeing The High Queen, the guard knelt and bowed her head, aI know not, my Queen. I just came on duty.a Her panic instantly rose, aGet me Annawn and My Healer, quickly.a Within a few moments, both had appeared, aHighest? What is wrong?a aWhere is Sleanela?a The Healer looked puzzled, aShe was in her bed not some moments prior.a The High Queen looked at Annawn, but she only shook her head. The High Queen was most displeased, aI have My lover in the adjoining room, injured in battle, and now she is missing? What kind of protection is this? FIND HER!a Annawn gave orders to the guards, calling for an all-out search. She gave them mere moments or threatened them with the worst of punishments. Many dozens of guards were instantly brought into the search, aWe will find her quickly, my Queen. She couldnat have gone far.a The High Queen was becoming frantic, but hiding it, aAnnawn.a aMy Queen?a aFind her.a Annawn looked at her queen, aI guarantee it, my Queen. Trust me.a Annawn had a good idea of where to find her, overhearing some of the conversation between her and The High Queen. She went into The High Queenas Gardens with one guard in tow, following the path she knew they had taken prior. She didnat think that Sleanela had necessarily remembered it, but thought that she might have followed her instincts. After many moments of taking the path toward the lake, Annawn saw her sitting upon the bench. She turned to her guard, whispering, aGo inform The High Queen, and quickly so, that I have found her and that she is safe. I will bring her back when she is ready.a She watched her for a few moments, seeing only that Sleanela gazed upon the lake. She went to the lakeside so that Sleanela knew she was there. She crouched down at the wateras edge, looking out to the beautiful view of the great mountains in the distance and the beautiful lake scene. She watched the birds upon the lake for some moments, just resting.

After a while, yet looking at the lake, she spoke to Sleanela, aWe were worried about you.a Sleanela just looked at her, not wis.h.i.+ng to speak to this strange woman.

aI am surprised that you were able to walk this far alone. Do your injuries not hurt? The distance is quite far. How did you know to come here?a Again, Sleanela just looked upon her, studying her.

aI thought that Elves liked to speak.a aHow would I know?a Annawn heard something in her voice that made her wonder. She looked at her, seeing that she had been crying, aWhat is wrong, Elf? Do you cry because you are in pain?a She shook her head.

aI am considered an excellent listener, and as one who never tells a secret.a aI know you not.a Yet crouching, she turned slightly toward Sleanela, aAh, but you do. And well. Just a few turns prior I walked in upon you and The High Queen. I found myself in a most awkward position, and you laughed.a Sleanela smiled shyly, aThe High Queen gave me this image. It showed me that we are happy together, yet a memory comes to mind that tells me otherwise.a aOf you and The High Queen? You two are the happiest together I have ever seen.a She shook her head, aShe betrayed me.a aWHAT? What memory is this? She has not! Tell me of this memory.a aI overhead my lover with another, in bed together.a aTell me more of this memory.a aI left her. She now uses my loss of memory to gain me back.a aYou left her? Never. You love her more than life.a aWhile I was with child.a It finally dawned upon Annawn, aAh, now I know of what you speak of. This thing did happen to you, but it wasnat The High Queen. You were companions with another, and this indeed did occur. It occurred around the same moment in the forest, of what you spoke of with The High Queen. Would you like to hear of this story?a aBe it the truth?a The High Queen had received Annawnas message and had insisted on going to Sleanela. As she walked up to the forest just behind the seat in which Sleanela sat, she waited, listening to the conversation that she didnat wish to interrupt.

aWhile I would lie, I lie only for The High Queen. But I need not in this case.a aThen it is enough. I have sensed this love in The High Queen, but my memories are becoming all intermingled. I can make little sense of them.a aLet me tell you of the story so that you may straighten out your mind.a Sleanela nodded, and Annawn told her of what she knew of the story.

When Annawn finished, Sleanela shook her head, aWhy would this Woden Highest do this to me? Was I a bad companion?a Annawn laughed, aNo, not at all, at least from what I have seen of the way in which you treasure our most beloved Queen. The Highest betrayed you, most truly, but The High Queen tells me to have patience with her. She says that The Highest now grows into her role, and that she has been overly protected. I trust The High Queenas opinion, and hope she is correct on this.a aI was the companion of a highest, and now of a High Queen? Surely this is not truth. There in truth must be something wrong with me.a Annawn laughed loudly, aI think not, Elf. Judging from what I have seen myself, I would say that many would line up for you. In the ranks, the guards place bets on how many moments you and The High Queen have, well, uh, well a you know.a Sleanela ignored the statement, but The High Queen caught herself almost laughing, never having heard of such a thing. She turned and went back a ways, choosing to come up on them more noisily.

aWhy would The High Queen love me?a aAll the Valley loves you. You are an Elfin Faerie. But The High Queen fell in love with you that moment in the forest, long prior to knowing you a Faerie Princess. I think you also fell in love with her at that moment. Meera tells me that your Highest never did say she loved you. She tells me that she thought the companions.h.i.+p was fine, but finally could see that it was only one way.

aThe High Queen betrayed me not, then?

aCorrect.a aThe Highest betrayed me.a The High Queen came up at that moment, aYou remember this, My Love?a Sleanela turned, looking upon The High Queen. She didnat answer. Annawn knelt, bowing her head, aMy Queen.a aAs you were, Annawn. I see you have found her. My Love, I am glad you are found. Do you now recall the gardens?a aNo. But somehow I knew to come here. They are most beautiful.a The High Queen looked upon her, aYou look sad, My Desire. Are you feeling pain?a aNo. I think my sadness over. I was unaware I had a former lover and that she had betrayed me. I saw a memory of it, but thought it was you.a The High Queen laughed lightly, aThen you might consider speaking of these things, My Love, as you might confuse Me of wrong doing when I have not. What made you come here?a aI knew not where else to go. Do I even have a home? I feel confused. My body tells me to love you, but my mind tells me you betrayed me. I recognize your smell and your voice, but cannot place your face. I know not what to trust in myself, and it feels so lonely. I am afraid of my thoughts.a aDid Annawn help?a Sleanela whispered, aShe is humorous, and perhaps overly loyal to you. But she told me her version of the story between this Highest and me. Who is this Highest?a aMy sister.a Sleanela groaned, aOh, good. I was companion of a Highest, and now am the lover of her sister, a Queen. How twisted is this?a The High Queen smiled, amused, aDescribed in this fas.h.i.+on, it does make one wonder.a She laughed, aHave you thought that your perspectives also be distorted?a A memory returned to Sleanela. She mouthed the word, aPerspective.a The High Queen watched, intrigued, aWhat do you sense, My Love?a aPerspective. You told me to look upon the stars, and then to think of an anthill. We were outside. Sleeping outside. We slept side by side.a aOn our way to the Sorcerer Women of the Mountain.a A bird suddenly cried for its mate in the distance. Sleanela turned her head to it, listening. In a moment, the mate returned the call. She searched her mind, aYou and I have been here, prior.a aYes. A little after you found out that The Highest betrayed you.a aYou rescued me again.a aAs you also said then.a Sleanela shook her head, aI certainly hope my perspective is mixed up, as this story is a most twisted one. By the way, what did I call you, prior? I cannot recall.a The High Queen smiled, aYou called Me by My t.i.tles. I asked you why and you said you hadnat yet landed upon the name you wished to call Me.a aYou mean, my Queen and Highness?a The High Queen shrugged, aIt is so. It is most disconcerting, but it is up to you, only.a aMost twisted, indeed. Are you certain that you wish to love me? It would seem the most logical of moments to back out of this union. Why would your lover, one who is seemingly intimate with you, call you Queen? Am I as stupid as this?a The High Queen laughed, aYou do place a different slant on this reality, My Love. Perhaps it sounds most different than the moment itself. Perhaps you remove the background from the event.a The High Queen sat down, feeling tired as well as the pain from her injuries. Sleanela looked down upon her, wis.h.i.+ng for her memories to be returned. She bent down in front of her with great effort, aI came here because I remembered how much I loved you, but this memory became intertwined with my memory of this Highestas betrayal of me. I knew not where to turn and I was most frustrated. I am most sorry for causing you this worry.a The High Queen raised her hand to Sleanelas cheek, Feel My love.

Sleanela rose, finding another memory, aWho are the Sorrows?a aThey are part of your role in The Realm. They called to you and you became their keeper.a aYou saved me from falling into them. I remember you calling to me. But that is all I see. My memories come only in pieces.a The High Queen nodded, growing weaker and more pained. She responded softly, with pain well displayed in her voice, aHave patience, My Love. They will return as they are ready.a She was turning pale from her pain, and Sleanela saw this, aWe should return to our room. My pain returns.a The High Queen searched Sleanelas mind, sensing that she said this only to help The High Queen, aMine, as well. I could use the rest, but it is a long way back.a Upon their return, The Healer checked all of their wounds, then sent Annawn to her own room, helped The High Queen into her bed, and Sleanela into the other one. The High Queen lay in her own bed wis.h.i.+ng she could be with Sleanela, but would give Sleanela the s.p.a.ce she needed. It was now late eve and The High Queen wanted to return to the pattern of a normal turn, hoping to sleep through the eve.

She slept fitfully, as was her normal. Unknown to all except her Healer, The High Queen often experienced visions of the terrible events that occurred throughout The Realm. This eve, she dreamt of the battle they had just barely won. Her mind relived the event in painful detail. She saw each move she had made, seeing what she should have done instead. She had known since the battle that her skills were good, but not as they should be. Had they been better, Sleanela and the others may had gone unharmed.

Twice, someone shook her slightly awake, aShhhh.a She hadnat heard them, but torn from her torments, her sleep improved. She awoke in the early morn, unmoving, wis.h.i.+ng to hold the pain off for a few more moments. She lay listening to the sounds of the morn outside her door, hearing very little. She heard someone breathing near her, thinking it to be her Healer or one of her attendants. She opened her eyes, yet somewhat sleepy.

Sleanela watched as The High Queen re-entered The Realm from her eveas sleep. As The High Queen opened her eyes, she saw Sleanela lying next to her in their bed, looking at her. It startled her, remembering that Sleanela hadnat yet regained her memories, and remembering that she had left Sleanela sleeping in the other room. Sa.n.a.lrainathelainelna just looked upon her, taking pleasure in having Sleanela this close once again. Sleanela put her hand on Sa.n.a.lrainathelainelnas cheek, relis.h.i.+ng in knowing the touch of this oneas face. While she had few memories, she did remember some moments with her Queen.

Sa.n.a.lrainathelainelna watched Sleanelas shaking hand. She didnat know if Sleanela was shaking from nervousness at being this close to her, or if it were from the pain of her wounds. She entered Sleanelas mind for a brief moment, sensing her to be nervous as well as to be in some pain.

aWhy do you shake so, My Desire?a Sleanela listened to her voice, remembering it. She wished she could remember their life together, aIt is frightening to be without memories. I know not who to trust.a aAnd yet you come to My bed.a aI recall our battle against the Dungaras. My mind sees us fight together and your last words to me. You told me to remember you. I feel safe with you. I remember your touch and the sound of your voice.a Softly, Sa.n.a.lrainathelainelna said to her, aClose your eyes, My Elf.a Sleanela did so. Sa.n.a.lrainathelainelna touched her hand to Sleanelas face, then awkwardly, because of her injuries, moved her hand down Sleanelas good arm, feeling her s.h.i.+ver. She moved closer to her, with much pain, giving her as pa.s.sionate a kiss as could be expected with her injuries. Sleanela placed her hand softly upon The High Queenas breast, resting it only on top of her garments.

Sleanela moaned softly, aI remember this feeling with you, but cannot recall our life.a aIt will come, My Desire.a Hearing a sound in her room, The High Queen sat up, stiffly and sorely. She turned toward her healer who she had heard come in, aWhat is it, Healer? Must I be allowed no privacy?a aI am sorry, High One, but I must check yours and Sleanelas wounds again. And then you must eat. You are scheduled to meet with your counselors this late morn, so you must become prepared. Your attendants send me in to check upon you as they are overly frightened of you and your temper.a aAs you also should be, Healer.a The Healer laughed, aWhatever you desire, High One. Can you rise by yourself, oh Mean One?a The Healer examined, and then changed The High Queenas bandages.

aI need My arm free of these wrappings.a aYour arm is not yet healed, High One. You could reopen the wound if you move it overly.a aUnwrap it. I cannot face the Counselors looking as if I were yet dying. I must look recovered.a The Healer did as needed, allowing The High Queenas arm to be unbound, but took great pains to wrap it enough to support its great wound. The attendants were then called in to help prepare The High Queen for the meeting. It was a difficult task due to her wounds, but was eventually completed, yet with much pain.

The Healer then helped Sleanela rise, and examined her wounds. As the bandages were removed, The High Queen inspected them, aYou didnat report to Me that her wound is infected.a aConsidering the deepness of the wound, it is only minor and well under control, Highness. She is most improved and can begin moving about, but she needs to eat and drink far more than she presently does, High One.a aThen bring in some food and drink and we will eat together before I must leave. How is the swelling in her head?a aMost improved, Highness. The swelling has almost completed its process.a The High Queen was feeling better from her attendantsa tendings. She had been lightly cleaned and her hair washed and brushed. Now in her Queenas garments, she was beginning to feel almost fully returned to The Realm. Dressing into her garments had been a challenge and most painful, but now that it was complete, she felt ready to begin what she could of a normal turn.

She turned to her attendants, aReturn after I leave and tend to Sleanela. It will make her to feel improved to be prepared for the turn. After the meeting, I will return for her. We will take our late-after-midturn meal in the small dining hall. Please have My sister, Meera and her companion in attendance, along with Miladerain and Annawn, if they can. Have a sweet prepared for our Elf.a As they ate, The High Queen watched Sleanela again, wondering at how such a loss of memory would feel like, aDo you recall much of the battle, My Love?a aThere were some others with us. The Caitha woman was one, and Annawn was another. I know not who the others were, but I can recall four more. I recall not who we fought against.a The High Queen wondered if Sleanela would recall anything of Meera or her former lover upon seeing them at midturn. She watched Sleanela eat, curious if her mind yet desired the same types of foods. She noticed that she did, seeing that Sleanela preferred the small vegetable and pasta type dishes to any of the meat.

aYou gave me an image of Annawn walking in upon us. It wasnat this room.a aIt was at the Sacred Isle. We were visiting with our Spirit Mothers of the Valley. While there, we learned that you had been raised among them for a while. Your Birth-Mother was yet there and you met with her for a brief moment before she died. She gave you her memories, as well as your Elfin-Motheras memories and Elfin powers.a She sent an image of her Birth-Motheras funeral to her. Sleanela narrowed her eyes, focusing upon the image. It looked like a sad moment to her, but was nothing she could recall.

aAre we companions?a Sa.n.a.lrainathelainelna wondered about this term, then remembered, laughing lightly, aNo, My Love. We have no such thing in the Valley. Woden, the town in which you used to live, had as such. Your Highest was your companion for a short while. We have no such custom as this. But we are lovers. It is somewhat the same.a Sleanela nodded, not understanding, but accepting it as truth. She felt frustrated, aI feel trapped inside my own head. I know not what to do. I know not where to go, and I know not how to act. How am I supposed to act with you?a aWe are lovers. Although I am Queen, between us it means nothing. We are equals in our union.a She saw that Sleanela had eaten a great deal, surprised, aAre you feeling improved, My Love?a Sleanela was yet eating, feeling starved. She looked at Sa.n.a.lrainathelainelna, and in all seriousness said, aI remember that while in the Valley, there seems to be never enough to eat. Are the food reserves low?a Sa.n.a.lrainathelainelna laughed, clutching her hand to her side at the pain, finding the remark very humorous, aEat all you desire, My Love. We have much food. We just never seem to have the moments.a Nodding at the statement, Sleanela continued to eat, aYou go to a meeting. What be this meeting about?a She sighed, aMy counselors wish to reprimand Me for risking Myself.a aAre others allowed to attend this meeting?a Sa.n.a.lrainathelainelna raised an eyebrow, uncertain if Sleanela was strong enough. She also wondered if Sleanela would be able to understand the purpose of the meeting, aWould you like to attend?a aPerhaps.a The High Queen laughed, once again clutching her hand to her side, hearing Sleanelas word. Sleanela looked at her as if she had gone crazy, aWhy is this humorous?a aYou never say that word, My Desire. It is My word. You remembered it and took it for your own. But decide for yourself regarding the meeting. I must now leave. If you wish to come, the attendants will show you where it is.a The High Queen rose and kissed Sleanela on the top of her head, aI love you, My Elf.a * * * *

Sa.n.a.lrainathelainelna went to her meeting, walking slowly and mindfully of her wounds. While she looked much improved, The High Queen well felt her p.r.o.nounced pain and knew that this meeting would be a great test of her will. As she neared the door, she saw Annawn waiting for her.

Annawn kneeled, painfully, and bowed her head, aMy Queen.a aRise, you old fool. Why do you wait out here?a Annawn was usually a part of every counselor meeting so that the Counselors could update themselves on the battles and the Valleyas forces, as needed, aI await you only, Highness.a She studied Annawn for a moment, aSo, you became tired of their foolishness.a Annawn nodded, aBattling Dungaras is far easier.a The High Queen laughed lightly, aNot a good sign.a They entered through her door. As they did, the Counselors and High Counselors all stood from their seats, kneeling and bowing their heads to her, aHigh Queen.a aPlease rise. Good morn, Counselors. High Counselors. It is good to see you again.a The High Queen saw that she was forced to sit at the front of the round table with the Counselors seated away from her. She knew she was in for a long meeting and much complaining about what they considered as her lack of responsibility to The Realm. Forgetting momentarily about her wounds, she breathed in deeply. As she did, she clasped her side injury and groaned slightly at the pain, instantly sorry she did, seeing that her counselors shook their heads in dismay. She could see that they were well angered that she had placed herself at such risk.

The meeting began easily enough with the Counselors asking her to retell the story of the battle against the Dungaras, and of her moments in the Sacred Isle. She looked at Miladerain, knowing that Miladerain had informed them of the story, but Miladerain only shrugged and frowned. The High Queen guessed that she had told them of it to help, but that they now used Miladerainas version against her as further evidence. She sat and listened to them yelling at her, trying to believe what Annawn had said of them was true, that they did so only because they were afraid of losing her.

aAre you listening, Highness?a She wasnat.

She couldnat lounge as she usually did, and found herself most agonized, aHuh? Oh, yes. My apologies, Counselor. My wounds just make sitting as long as this most uncomfortable.a She rose, choosing to stand for a while, instead, hoping they would take the hint.

They didnat.

She tried not to lose her patience with them, as their task was a most difficult one. Aside from her as Queen, they were the Valleyas leaders. She felt they had a right to become angry with her if they felt she placed the Valley in jeopardy.

Annawn rose, aMy Honored Counselors, I wish to speak on The High Queenas behalf.a Although Miladerain was the High Counselor, she didnat control the Counselors unless necessary. One of the Counselors spoke, aSit down, Annawn. We will hear you later.a Another Counselor began to speak yet again of The High Queenas misbehavior, aDo you understand why we are so upset, Highness? You placed yourself at great risk. The Valley and The Realm need you, yet you go wandering about, endangering yourself, and thus endangering us all.a Another Counselor spoke, aTell us why you think you needed to do this. I am curious as to why you think you should have gone. Could your forces not have taken Faralinaterail to the Spirits? And would you please sit down instead of pacing about?a The High Queen sighed, remaining as she was. One-by-one the counselors chastised her for what they considered was improper in her position as High Queen and Queen. She listened to them throughout the long morn as they voiced their concerns and displeasure of her actions, all the while feeling herself weakening from her now raging pain. Miladerain saw that her Queen was beginning to turn quite pale, guessing it was from the pain. The High Queen tried sitting again, struggling to remain alert to their needs, but was unable to find any position, sitting or standing, that allowed relief from the painas quickly growing intensity.

aHighness? Did you hear me? You may tell us your side, now.a She closed her eyes, forcing herself to remain alert. She focused on removing her pain for a moment, then focused upon her breathing. She breathed in as deeply as she dared, then opened her eyes, wis.h.i.+ng she were back in her bed. She rose, stiffly and sorely, feeling very unstable. She was uncertain if she could remain with enough strength to reach even the middle of her statement, aMy Counselorsa"a As she began, Sleanela stepped forward, having heard the last of the counselors concerns, and seeing Sa.n.a.lrainathelainelnas weakening condition. She had entered a few moments prior, aForgive my intrusion, Honored Counselors. I meant to come earlier but found getting dressed into garments a most miserable and painful experience. If I may?a The Counselors rose, then knelt and bowed their heads to her, aElfin Princess.a aOh, please rise. This be not necessary. Highness, may I provide the answer for you?a Sa.n.a.lrainathelainelna was fully surprised, wondering what her Elf was doing. She sat down, nodding to Sleanela, confused, and quickly losing touch with The Realm. She felt her head spinning out of control. But she was also pleased, knowing that this would give her a moment to regain her energy in case the Counselors overwhelmed Sleanela. The Healer had entered with Sleanela, quietly going to her High Queen, and even more quietly helping to remove some of her great pain.

She whispered, aFocus on your breathing.a The High Queen nodded, feeling quite ill, hoping her Healer could help.

Sam and Meera had also entered, standing near The High Queen. Sleanela introduced them, aI am most certain that you know Samarainathelainelna, the Highest of Woden, and Meera, the Warrior Woman of Woden, in charge of Wodenas forces. But allow me to begin, on The High Queenas behalf. I know full well that perhaps she shouldnat have take such risks as these, as more than anyone else in The Realm, I treasure her and wish her to live long as The High Queen of The Realm. But allow me to tell you the story of why we, The Highest, Meera and I, felt such a trip necessary.a Sleanela told the counselors of how the Old One had betrayed The Realm, of all the betrayals of Sam, of Jandra, of Woden, and of Sa.n.a.lrainathelainelna. Like a true Elf, she stood in front of them, unafraid, and told the tale of betrayal, of lies and corruption in the way only a true Elfin Faerie could do. She made the tale mesmerizing and compelling. She told of how the three sisters had been denied the pleasure of knowing one another, how the Old One had lied to everyone, including the Spirits of the Valley, of Aalonalden and Yyeoiraa, and their baby. She told of Ralodinalindor and the new flying unicorn within The Realm. She told every tale that she could piece together from what Sam and Meera had told her.

Then she concluded, aYou see, Most Honored Counselors, only The High Queen could have made the Spirits of the Valley and the High Wizard Sorcerer obey her commands. They were truly well out of control. Who else could have done as such? And even as we speak, while it is the truth that she shouldnat have battled over two hundred-fifty Dungaras and placed herself at such risk as this, this in itself has helped to uncover yet another betrayal, as these Dungaras knew that we were coming toward them at that moment. Someone told them of when we were to leave the Sacred Isle. So, Counselors, at some moments such risk is necessary, although should perhaps, as you suggest, be more closely considered. But I most humbly would suggest that The High Queen should decide some issues, especially when betrayal is all about. How would she know whom to trust? Would you have her trust every one of those that are about her? If she had done so in this instance, the betrayals would have been left uncaught. Thank you, Most Honored Counselors, for your patience with my overly drawn out account.a Her speech had taken many, many moments, as she hoped both to tire out the Counselors, as well as to concede to their concerns. They had listened attentively and with great interest, aThank you for your account, Princess. It did help us know the reason for The High Queenas action. I can see that we have much to consider. We hadnat known much about the betrayals.a Sam rose, aIf I may take just a moment, Counselors?a aOf course, Highest of Woden. You are recognized.a aI have prior long thought that a Queen such as my sister would never be as dedicated to The Realm as I have seen in her. Perhaps you but know this, but when we first met I approved not of her. After watching her ways in The Realm, I find myself in disbelief of her absolute commitment to The Realm. In truth, she has given up all possibility of a normal life and has foregone countless personal pleasures, choosing instead to remain focused upon her charge. I had thought myself dedicated to Woden, but after observing her, I know that I have been but a mere beginner as a leader. You have chosen well. Her few moments away from the Valley are only due to her commitment to her duty.a One counselor smiled at Sam, aOf this we know well, Highest. In truth, while we chastise our Queen, it is merely because she is so valued. But thank you for your thoughts, Highest.a The Counselors turned to each other, speaking amongst themselves for a moment. When they were done, they turned back to The High Queen, aHighness, perhaps we have been overly harsh this instance. While we hope for better communication, we can see the logic in your silence when a betrayal is involved. But we would hope that you keep our concerns at the fore of your actions.a The High Queen nodded, hoping she had yet enough strength to answer them, aI understand, Counselor, and will respect your desires. If I have erred or have senselessly been inconsiderate, you have My sincerest apologies.a aThank you, Highness. We understand that you have requested that our forces increase our attacks upon the Dungaras. We thank you for this. May we meet again in a few turns when you are feeling improved?a She rose, staggered from her pain for a moment, then nodded to them. Annawn offered her arm, as was considered proper for her to do with The High Queen. The High Queen gratefully placed her arm upon Annawnas, relying on it far more than she normally did, wis.h.i.+ng to find someplace that would allow her to rest. As she left, the Counselors all rose and bowed their heads to her.

Sam and Meera went to Sleanela, taking her arm, and escorted her out. Once outside the Counseloras Chambers, The High Queen turned to her Elf, aTo rest, or to the small banquet room for our midturn meal.a Sam spoke, instead, aIt has been arranged, Highness.a The High Queen was feeling overly pained from her wounds, and unbelievably worn out, but as she looked upon Sleanela, she saw her to be as pale and weary as she felt. The meeting had lasted well into the late after midturn, much longer than expected. In a normal circ.u.mstance, she would have long prior lost her patience with them, but was amused to watch her Elf capture their attention, as well as her sister, wearing them out. She considered it an excellent strategy and vowed to remember it for the next moment they were upset with her.

Sam, Meera and Caitha had taken charge of the midturn meal, wanting it to be special. Upon meeting The High Queen, they had all felt a sense of great awe, but after they had seen her abilities as a warrior, their awe was beyond description. Although they had been well injured, they were yet alive. They fully knew that had it not been for this High Queen, they would now most certainly be dead.

Sam had faced a moment of revelation upon the battleas conclusion. While she had begun to think highly of her sister while at the Sacred Isle, she had thought she knew her well. After watching her sister in battle, she realized what dedication and determination meant, knowing that she hardly compared. Although Sam was a great warrior and would never retreat from battle, as they had battled, never had she felt they could prevail against such odds. After the battle, she realized that her sister had never accepted losing as the answer, having every intention of winning. As did Jandra. She renewed her vows of dedication to The Realm, now knowing what commitment it would take.

The banquet was a small one, but well prepared, complete with the musicians. The Healer came to take care of Sleanela and The High Queen, giving them spells to help relieve their pains.

Miladerain came directly after the Counselors had completed their affairs, going directly to Sleanela, aA masterful job, Princess. The Counselors were well pleased to have The Realmas only Elf honor them so.a Sleanela nodded her head in acknowledgement while The High Queen looked over to Miladerain, aThey were quite upset with Me. I have never prior seen them so.a aAs I also am upset with you, Highness, but am greatly relieved that you live. You had me most concerned.a The High Queen raised her hand, palm up, aEnough lecturing, High Counselor. There was nothing else to be done about it.a aHighness, are you up to performing The High Queenas Audience next turn? I would be most pleased to scribe for you if so.a The High Queen nodded, laughing lightly, aNo one likes this duty. I will do so, with you there. At the least, I can just sit.a None of them were healed enough to dance, except Caitha. She grabbed Miladerainas arm, aI know you know me not, but any friend of The High Queenas be also mine. Dance with me, as Meera cannot.a Miladerain looked shocked, quickly glancing to Sa.n.a.lrainathelainelna, who was smiling, aGo. You will find her good company. And you have had enough of talking for one turn.a Food had been placed on small tables near The High Queen and Sleanela, and they ate their share. The Healer stood around watching over them.

After they finished eating, The High Queen noticed that Sleanela looked improved. She also felt improved, being allowed to rest as well as restore more of her energies with the meal, aIt would seem your memories have returned to you, My Love. How did this occur?a aA healer came in and gave a few of my memories to me. She said that the others would return as they worked their way through my confusion.a aAnother healer?a Not pleased, she turned to her own healer, aDo you know of this, Shradlerain?a The Healer shook her head, aNo one tends to you except me, Princess. No one.a She looked at The High Queen, aAnd no one certainly has this ability, of which I am aware.a The Healeras words meant nothing to Sleanela, aShe left a message for you.a The High Queen was concerned, wondering who had entered her room undetected, something she considered as an impossibility in the Valley. aDid she give you her name, My Love?a aUaAinea.a The High Queen jerked her head back, fully startled, her eyes widening in disbelief. She looked up at The Healer, who also knew the name. No words were spoken between them, yet they both knew what the name meant to The Realm, aWhat was the message, My Love?a aShe said you would know where to find it.a The High Queen raised an eyebrow, knowing where the message was hidden. She decided to wait until they were back in their room before retrieving it from Sleanelas mind. Even now knowing who had entered her room without detection, she yet wondered how. The late after midturn quickly became the eve, and Sa.n.a.lrainathelainelna was feeling in need of more rest. She had spoken with her sister, with Meera and Caitha, and with her High Counselor throughout the eve. Sleanela listened as she spoke, but offered very little in the way of conversation. The High Queen guessed that Sleanela had been correct in that only a few memories had been returned to her.

She turned to her Healer, aI need rest.a Wis.h.i.+ng all a good eve, they returned to their room with The Healer. The Healer changed their bandages, then turned to The High Queen, aDo you need me to find this message?

aRemain for a moment in case, but I think not.a She turned to Sleanela, aThe other healer that returned some of your memories to you has left a message for Me in your mind. May I retrieve it, My Love? It will not cause you any pain or discomfort.a Sleanela nodded, and was directed to sit upon the side of the bed. The High Queen placed a hand upon Sleanelas head as she instantly began searching for the message. It took only a moment and wasnat hidden far from sensing. She made a quiet surprised sound, looking at both The Healer and Sleanela.

aBring me Miladerain.a When Miladerain entered, The High Queen told her briefly of what had occurred with Sleanela and UaAinea, aShe informs Me that many now journey to Elafsandalle, but not all with good intent. She suggests I bring My forces, along with My sister. She asks Me to inform you that Llastrinall awaits at the Elfin gate, but that you should give her up to The Realm, as she has turned against The Realm, and against Me.a Miladerain spoke softly, aAs we had guessed then. I am most saddened to learn the truth by this report, but am not surprised. I often felt she pretended to love me only to obtain knowledge of you and The Realm. How do we know this message is not a trick, Highness?a The High Queen thought about it for a moment, aWe donat. I only know that the message seems to be from UaAinea, and feels like it is such. Sleanela saw her, and I know of no other who can slip through all our protection so easily as this. Forget not, Miladerain, she saved Me once long prior, and has always shown herself at certain moments, displaying her loyalty. But it is most certain that obtaining Elafsandalle will not be as easy as I initially thought. Our battleground seems to be set. There is one other item, Miladerain.a aYes, Highness?a aUaAinea sends you her best regards and would most enjoy some quiet moments in your presence.a aShe yet seeks me as her lover?a aSo it would seem.a aEven after all these cycles? Even after Llastrinall?a aUaAinea does seem to be most loyal, in all regards. Do you wish to go? I would most appreciate it. In these moments of betrayal, your presence and counsel would be most welcome. And it might prove of interest to you.a Llastrinall, who was also the High Master and one of The High Queenas former teachers, had been Miladerainas lover once long prior, for a short moment. The High Queen and Miladerain had guessed that she had lived through the Mastersa battle, but lived now against The Realm. Miladerain had never again taken a long-term lover, thinking that her position, so close to The High Queen, was overly at-risk from those who would betray The Realm. Just prior to the Mastersa great battle between themselves, UaAinea had informed Miladerain of her love for her. It amazed both of them that UaAinea yet declared this love.

aIf you would like my presence with you, I will do as bid. As you say, it might be of some interest.a aThen I am pleased. Good eve, Miladerain. Thank you.a She said her farewells, aHighness. Princess.a She left, taking The Healer with her.

After they left, Sleanela said, aMiladerain is a beautiful woman, and amazingly intelligent and witty.a The High Queen nodded, smiling, aYes, My Love. She is all those things.a aIs she a former lover?a The High Queen didnat respond right away, thinking on her past, aNo, not this. Good friends only. When I desired her, she had someone else. When she desired Me, I was with another. When we finally did match our moments, we both knew we were not meant to be together. And she is needed as My High Counselor. We have a law that The High Queen cannot have union with her High Counselor. For one brief moment only I resented it, but soon saw its benefit. She must act both as My advocate and as My opponent when she thinks Me wrong. Such would tear apart a union.a The High Queen lay down upon the bed, aWhy do you hesitate, My Love? Do the memories of us frighten you in any way?a She sat upon the bed, aDid I do wrong in listening to this healer?a The High Queen shook her head as she held out her hand, aNo, My Love. You did well. Come to Me, My Love, and tell Me of what memories you have regained.a Sleanela stood where she was, unmoving, aThis healer told me that you love me beyond all else. Be this true? And how would she know of this? Do you trust her?a The High Queen looked at Sleanela, deciding to tell her, aYou just met one of My teachers, My Love.a As she made the statement, she saw that Sleanela once again shook with apprehension. She rose from the bed, not yet an easy task, and went to her, aWhat is it, My Desire? Why do you shake so?a aBe it truth about The Highest? She be the same person I met this turn?a aLet Me give you My memories of this, My Love.a The High Queen sent her the image of the forest. Of Sleanelas pregnancy and birthing, of their frantic trip to the Valley, Sleanelas illness, and of Samas betrayal. She then sent her other images of what occurred after, showing her of the Ancients, of their trip to the Sorcerer Women, and of their first turns together in the forest dwelling. She left out Sleanelas role as High Sorcerer until she returned that memory to herself.

Sleanela laughed softly, aPoor Sam. So this is why I felt so uneasy around her this turn.a The High Queen laughed. She sent one more image of them at the dwelling in the forest, aDo you know what I said to you then, My Love?a aI have no picture of you in my head, but remember your voice. You said, aI have gladly died a thousand deaths for this moment.a aI spoke truth. Now will you get in My bed before I fall into unconscious from this pain?a Sleanela placed her hand on the back of The High Queenas head, drawing her to her. She kissed her pa.s.sionately, as if they had been separated and now just returned. The High Queen didnat know where to place her hand for fear of hurting Sleanela, but settled for holding the back of her neck. The kiss was intense, causing The High Queen to moan, gladdened that her Elf was finally returning to her.

They slept peacefully throughout the long eve. Even The Healer was surprised at how deeply and quietly they both slept, knowing fully that both of them tended to have horrible visions of cruelty in The Realm. In the morn, The High Queen awakened to Sleanelas touch upon her face.

aMy Desire. Is it already the morn?a She was yet sleepy, but sensed that she had managed to sleep throughout the entire eve.

aYour Healer has asked me to awaken you. She informed me that you will need to prepare yourself for The High Queenas Audience responsibility. But she wanted you to have some private moments, whatever that means.a The High Queen felt grateful to her Healer, aIt means we have some moments alone. How are your wounds upon this morn? And your memories?a aWho are you?a The High Queen looked at her, aHave you forgotten again, My Desire?a Sleanela looked agonized, aWhere am I? This looks not like Woden.a The High Queen looked upon her, beginning to sense her mind so as to see what was wrong, when suddenly Sleanela moved not so gently onto her Queen, giving her a great kiss, laughing.

With her one good arm The High Queen held her love tightly to her, so pleased that her Elf was returning that she refused to acknowledge the pain in her side that Sleanela had just caused.

aYou are returning.a aI never left you, Sa.n.a.lrainathelainelna. Although I was confused, I sensed who we are, together.a An attendant walked into the room, aMy Queen, we must check your wounds prior toa"a Instead of listening to her, she decided to just be late for The High Queenas Audience, aLeave us. I will call you when I am ready.a aBut my Qua"a aLEAVE!a The attendant left, fully realizing that The High Queen had regained her strength and would no longer accept any of their suggestions. The Healer stuck her head in the door, listening, then turned to the attendants, aTell the guards to hold The High Queenas Audience for just a while. Sleanela returns to The Realm and The High Queen is overjoyed. Give them a few more moments.a aYou are fully returned?a Sleanela looked down upon her, touching her nose, her lips, her eyes, aI know not. But who cares? I seem to remember enough for the moment.a aDo you recall the battle?a aI do.a aThe Sorrows?a aYes.a aThe Sacrea"a aAre you done, now? Are there not more important things we could speak of, Sa.n.a.lrainathelainelna?a She looked surprised, aYou called Me by my name.a aDid I not, prior? Ever?a aPerhaps once, but certainly no more than twice.a Sleanela thought about it for a moment, aI can understand this. You are such a powerful Queen and lover that I can only hold you in awe.a aA powerful lover?a aOnly such a powerful lover as you could hold an Elfin Faiere. Why else would I be so captivated with you? How else would a mere Mystic capture an Elfas attention?a The High Queen laughed, causing great pain again, which she tried to ignore, aOh, please make Me not laugh so. It hurts, plus all the food you are beginning to eat makes you weigh down upon Me.a Sleanela also laughed as The High Queen moved her hand to Sleanelas face, removing some of her hair that had fallen all about. The High Queen had become serious, aAfter the battle, when looking down on you as you lay upon the ground, broken, I didnat think we would live. I had no more powers in which to save you.a Sleanela saw that a tear had left her Queenas eye, aBe not sad, my Queen. All is well, and we will continue to fight our way together through The Realmas evils and uncertainties. And besides, My Love, you did save me. You saved all of us. You killed many of them with your sword, and over two hundred others with your powers. Is it no wonder you had no powers left to heal us?a aPerhaps, but I know fully that you also killed many.a She paused a moment, then added, aWhen would you like us to journey to Elafsandalle?a aWhen you can do so.a She lowered her head to her Queenas, kissing her softly and quietly for many long moments, gladdened to be returned to her Queen. Both of them were yet overly wounded to do more than this, but it was enough.

The Healer walked in attempting to interrupt them, knowing that The High Queen needed to rise so as to prepare for the turn. She made much noise, but they remained in their embrace of each other. The Healer turned to them, watching and fully amazed at their ability to cast off all about them in their enjoyment of each other. Having prior given up in The High Queen doing so, The Healer was now pleased that she had finally found someone. While The Healer had hoped she would personally be the one for The High Queen long prior, she could now see for what The High Queen had searched. Sleanela provided the pa.s.sion, intelligence, and playfulness that The High Queen needed.

Finally, Sleanela let go her kiss and embrace, aIt seems, My Love, that all those about you in the Valley wish to take lessons of our pa.s.sions.a The High Queen smiled at Sleanelas ability to jest at the intrusions, aPerhaps The Realm would be a more contented place then, My Desire, as am I.a aThen, if we do this for them, I could call you The High Queen of Pa.s.sions.a The Healer laughed.

The High Queen looked at her, aAnd what, Healer, is so humorous about this?a The Healer went to break the two apart so that she could begin to check their wounds, aThe only pa.s.sion your Realm sees from you, High One, is when you are well angered. In your sad turns, you were called as The High Queen of Darkness. Rise so that I may tend to your wounds and bandages.a The High Queen rose, stiff, but feeling improved, aIt is better than having no pa.s.sion at all.a aThank goodness for our Elf, my Queen.a The High Queen looked to Sleanela and sighed, aYou speak truly, Healer.a The High Queen arranged to meet Sleanela for their late after midturn meal. Escorted to The High Queenas Audience, she found that all were waiting for her. She arrived to the Great Hall and allowed her guards to provide their fanfare. Miladerain was already waiting for her in a most beautiful but understated gown, designed to be slightly less than The High Queenas. They would walk in together with Miladerain slightly in back of The High Queen.

When someone thought that their own ruler wasnat providing fair practices, they could come to The High Queenas Audience. It differed from The High Queenas High Court in that the High Court held the final say, while The High Queenas Audience consisted of just The High Queen, and no court. The line outside the Great Hall was long, and The High Queen thought it would take longer than one turn to get through everyone.

aHow long has it been since I have provided this? Did we not just hold one?a Miladerain had also looked at the line, glad that The High Queen was returned to do this duty, aPerhaps you are thinking of The High Court, but it is truth. You performed this not long prior to make such a line as this. Something must be going on in The Realm. This is not usual.a aThank you for scribing this turn. It will make it less painful. I hope the seat doesnat become overly uncomfortable. Shall we go?a aMy Queen, where is your crown?a The High Queen rolled her eyes, aI have forgotten it.a Miladerain snapped her fingers at a guard and had them race back to retrieve it. As they waited, she spoke with The High Queen, aMy Queen. Something most curious has happened, and I wish your opinion but it is somewhat private and embarra.s.sing.a aPrivate, Miladerain? Have you found a new lover then? It is well past the moment.a aMy position is overly open to abuse by others to gain knowledge of you. It is not worth such a risk, and makes me suspicious of all the possible lovers. But someone momentarily intrigues me and has asked me to spend some moments with her, but I seek your permission first.a aWhoever it is, Miladerain, I am pleased for you. I hope whoever it is can make you as ecstatic as I have become with my Elf.a aMy Queen. It is someone you know well. Please think on this for me.a She sighed, aAs you will, Miladerain. Who is this surprise?a aYour sister.a The guard ran back with the crown. Miladerain placed it upon The High Queenas head, and the fanfare sounded once again. As they walked up to the front of the Great Hall in the small procession, The High Queen whispered back to her scribe, aMy sister? She asks to spend moments with you? Why does she intrigue you so?a aWe spent a few moments speaking after the celebration last eve, and I found her, well, fun. And she seems so lonely.a aI doubt if lonely is a good reason for you to be intrigued, but she couldnat do better than you. Are you aware that Sleanela was My sisteras prior lover?a aShe says that she has been completely honest and open with me, and has stated that she has been selfish, demanding, unloving, and immature in her past, but now seeks just good friends.h.i.+p. She told me of her betrayal, of her overly many past lovers in regard to her position, and says she would just like to spend some moments with me.a aWhat do you think of her?a aI know not. But I wouldnat mind spending a meal getting to know her a bit more. I informed her that I would seek your permission prior to any such meeting with her. She said that she understood and would accept your decision on this.a The path to the front of the Great Hall was a long one. When they had arrived, Miladerain took her place beside The High Queenas seat while The High Queen turned and faced her audience. All those waiting in the Great Hall now knelt and bowed to The High Queen, aHigh Queen.a aPlease rise.a Miladerain knew her part well, aThe High Queen now attends The High Queenas Audience.a As Miladerain called for the first complaint, The High Queen whispered, aI wish you well, then. You could do much better, but she certainly chooses well, as she did prior with Sleanela. Enjoy yourself, Miladerain. I hear she is quite a pa.s.sionate lover. I have only one need. To remind you that she knows Me not well, and I would like to keep it as such.a aI have already informed her that talk of you or Sleanela will not be permitted.a aYes. She has chosen very well. I am meeting Sleanela for the late after midturn meal. If you would like to join us with your new interest, feel free, but you are under no obligation. If you so desire, we could have My sister invited.a Looking down the long line, The High Queen sighed, aAre you ready for this long turn?a aThank you, My Queen. It might be interesting to do so. I will think on it for a moment, but would Sleanela mind?a The High Queen smiled at the thought, aSomething tells Me that she would be most delighted.a As the first complaint approached toward the front, Miladerain spoke softly to The High Queen, aThis is Straaila from the town of Bostraonella. He says that his leader commands overly many taxes. He has complained to the ruler, but says that the queen simply increased his taxes when he complained.a The High Queen laughed lightly, aWho could blame her?a

Chapter V.

Rnsadelna By late after midturn, The High Queen would have rather faced the Dungaras than face one more complaint from The Realm.

aHow many have we seen this turn?a aWell over two hundred, Highness, but only a little over half.a Sa.n.a.lrainathelainelna almost squeaked out her reply, surprised, aOnly half? I cannot take another turn such as this. This is what My beloved Counselors donat understand. Having to sit here turn after turn would send even them crazed to the point of murder.a aI will announce that we do this yet next turn and will complete the complaints at that moment.a aFor all the good it does. But go ahead. Next turn, then.a Miladerain went to the front of the raised platform, aThe High Queenas Audience is completed for this turn, and will begin again in the morn. All kneel to The High Queen.a Sa.n.a.lrainathelainelna rose stiffly from her great pain, moaning softly. She regained herself, then whispered to Miladerain, aPerhaps we should trade off during the turn. I know not how I can sit as long as this again, and I certainly understand not how you can stand this long. This is torture, and we are the ones being tortured. Perhaps the Counselors should have to do this a.s.signment.a Miladerain smiled mischievously, aI think this a most excellent idea, my Queen. In fact, it is quite brilliant. Let me see if we can find a replacement for ourselves for the next turn, and allow the Counselors to see what it is we must do.a aExcellent. But I thought you merely jested.a She laughed, aIt is quite brilliant, if only by accident. This might even make them more accepting of My needs. Has our meal together been arranged then?a aYes, Highness. They will be meeting us at the Commons near the river.a aGood. Then we go there now.a aPardon me for just a moment while I have a message sen