The Inglises Part 28

"He does not mean it, Davie!" he cried. "Papa knows you never could have done such a thing. Don't be angry, old fellow."

And then he put out his hand to clasp David's, and missed it partly because of their natural dimness and partly because of the tears that rushed to them. David regarded him in dismay.

"Are they so bad as that, Frank? Are they worse again?" said David, forgetting his own trouble in the heavier trouble of his friend. They were bad enough, and there was more wrong with the boy besides his eyes.

He was ill and weak, and he burst out crying, with his head on David's shoulder, but his tears were not for himself.

"You were wrong to come out to-day, Frank," said his father, surprised and perplexed at his sudden break-down; "you must go home immediately."

"Papa, tell Davie that you do not believe he took the money," cried the boy. "He _could_ not do it, papa."

"Indeed, I did not, sir," said David. "I know nothing about the matter except what Mr Caldwell has told me. You may believe me, sir."

"I do not know what to believe," said Mr Oswald. "It seems unlikely that you should be tempted to do so foolish and wrong a thing. But I have been deceived many a time. Who could have taken it?"

"It was not I," said David, quietly, and while he said it he was conscious of a feeling of thankfulness that he had not seen Mr Oswald in the first angry moment after he had known of his suspicion. An angry denial, he felt now, would have availed little.

"Papa, begin at the beginning and tell Davie all about it. Perhaps he will think of something you have forgotten--something that may help you to find out where the money has gone," said Frank, earnestly.

But Mr Oswald would do nothing of the sort. He was tired and perplexed with the matter, and he had come to the determination to pay the lost money, and wait till time should throw light on the circ.u.mstances of its loss, or until the guilty person should betray himself.

"You must go, Frank. You are not fit to be here," said he.

"I want to hear you tell Davie that you don't believe he is a thief."

A thief! That is a very ugly word, and David winced as it was spoken.

Mr Oswald winced too.

"Money has been taken from this room, and until the manner of its disappearance be discovered, all who had access to the place must, in a sense, be open to suspicion. Let us hope that the guilty person will be found out, and in the meantime, let nothing more be said about it."

"But why did you not tell me at once that you suspected me?" said David, in some excitement.

"It was not a pleasant thing to tell."

"No, but it is not pleasanter to hear it now. There is less chance that the guilty person may be traced now, than if the loss had been declared at once. And must I lie under the suspicion always? I do not think you have been just to me."

"That will do. The less said the better," said Mr Oswald. "Frank, you must go home."

"You will not go away, Davie?" said Frank.

"Not if I may stay. Where could I go?" said David.

"You will stay, of course. Let us hope the truth about this unpleasant business may come out at last. We must all be uncomfortable until it does."

"If you had only spoken to David about it sooner," said Frank, again.

But Mr Oswald would neither say nor hear more. Entreated by Frank, however, he asked David to go and stay at his house, till his mother returned home. But David refused to go even for a day, and no entreaties of Frank could move him.

"I don't wonder that you will not come," said Frank. "I don't blame you for refusing. And oh! what will Aunt Mary think of us all?"

"She will know that _you_ are all right, Frank," said David, trying to look cheerful as he bade his friend good-bye at the door. He did not succeed very well, nor did Frank; and David, thinking of it afterwards, was by no means sure that he had been right in refusing to go to stay with him for a while, and thinking of his friend's troubles did him some good, in that it gave him less time to think of his own. But he could not make up his mind to go to Mr Oswald's house, and he did not see Frank again for a good while after that.

CHAPTER THIRTEEN.

David had rather a hard time for the next few days. A great trouble had fallen on him. He could have borne anything else better he sometimes thought. His good name was in danger, for even a false accusation must leave a stain on it, he thought. Every day that pa.s.sed made it less likely that the mysterious matter of the lost money could be cleared up, and until this happened, Mr Oswald would never perfectly trust him again; and David said to himself, sometimes sadly and sometimes angrily, that he could not stay where he was not trusted. Nor was it likely that Mr Oswald would wish him to stay. They might have to leave the bridge house and Singleton, and where could they go?

Of course a constant indulgence in such thoughts and fears was very foolish on David's part, and almost always he knew it to be foolish. He knew that all this trouble had not fallen on him by chance, and that out of it some good must come. He said to himself that he had been growing proud of his good name, of being his mother's right hand, and of having the confidence of Mr Oswald, and perhaps this had been permitted to happen to him to remind him that he must be watchful and humble, and that he could do nothing good of himself. Gradually David came to see how right Mr Caldwell had been when he said that it was a very great matter how he bore his trial, and he grew ashamed of his anger and impatience and distrust.

Just as if the Lord who loved him, and whom he loved, were not caring for him all this time! Just as though this were a matter that could not be committed to His care--trusted altogether to Him! Yes, he acknowledged himself very foolish and wrong. A great many times every day he asked that his good name might be cleared from the stain that seemed to rest on it; but as often he asked, that whether it was to be so or not, he might have grace and strength given to bear his trouble well.

He did bear it pretty well, Mr Caldwell thought, and he watched him closely through these days. Mr Oswald thought so, top, and wondered a little. He could not really believe David Inglis to be guilty of theft, but it seemed strange to him that he should be so cheerful and patient under a false accusation. The only way in which he showed that he resented his suspicion, was by being firm in continuing to refuse the invitation to his house, which he again renewed. Frank told his father that he did not wonder at the refusal; he tried all the same to shake David's resolution, but he did not succeed.

David did not think he bore his trial well. In his heart, he was angry and desponding often. And, oh! how he wanted his mother! It would not have been half so bad if she had been at home, he thought, and yet he could not bring himself to write to her about it. When it should be made clear where the lost money had gone--so clear that even Mr Oswald would not have a doubtful thought, then he would tell his mother, and get the sympathy which would be so ready and so sweet. It would spoil her happy summer to know that he was in trouble, he thought, and, besides, he could not bear that she should know that any one had dared to speak of him as dishonest. This was foolish, too, but he could not tell her till afterwards.

His mother was not quite at ease about him. She knew he was in trouble.

She had gathered that from the changed tone of his weekly letter, and an inadvertent word, now and then, led her to believe that there was something more the matter than the loneliness to which he confessed after Jem went away. So, when an opportunity occurred for Violet to go to Singleton for a day or two, she was very glad that she should go, to see how Davie was getting on, and to give him an account of their manner of life in Gourlay.

And when David came home one night, to find Violet making tea instead of Mrs Lacy, was he not glad to see her! He was more glad to see her than he would have been to see his mother. He knew he never could have talked half an hour with his mother without telling her all that was in his heart, and he could keep it from Violet. At least, so he said to himself. But when tea was over, and Violet had told him all they were doing at Gourlay, and all they were enjoying there, she began to ask him questions in return, and, before he knew it, he was telling all the sad story of the last few weeks, and was looking with wonder at his sister's astonished and indignant face. For astonishment was Violet's first feeling--astonishment that such a thing could have happened to Davie, and for a little, it was stronger even than her indignation.

"And haven't you the least idea what may have become of the money, Davie? Don't you have any suspicion of any one?" asked she, after she had said a good many angry words that need not be repeated. "Have they not been trying to discover something?"

"They have been trying, I suppose."

"And what do _you_ think, Davie? There must be some clue, surely."

But David was silent.

"You do suspect some one?" said Violet, eagerly.

"No," said he, slowly; "I have no sufficient reason for suspecting any one."

"Tell _me_, Davie."

"No; I have no right to tell my suspicions, or to suspect any one. It came into my head one night; but I know it is foolish and wrong, and I have nothing to tell."

"When did it happen?" asked Violet, after a little.

David could not tell her the exact time. He had never been told the date of the receipt which Mr Oswald had given; but he thought it could not have been very long after his mother went away, though he had not heard of the loss till after Jem had gone.

Violet went here and there putting things to rights in the room, and said nothing for a good while. By and by she came and leaned over the chair in which David was sitting, and asked:

"David, when did Philip Oswald go away?"

David turned round and looked at her uneasily.

"A good while ago. Soon after you all went away to Gourlay. No, Violet--don't say it," said he, eagerly, as he met her look. "He could not do it. Why should he? He has all the money he wants. And, besides, he _could_ not do such a thing."

"David," said Violet, gravely, "was it Philip that you were thinking about?"