The Best of Ruskin Bond Part 50
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It is difficult to fall asleep some nights. Apart from the mosquitoes and the oppressive atmosphere, there are the loudspeakers blaring all over Pipalnagar-at cinemas, marriages and religious gatherings. There is a continuous variety of fare-religious music and film music. I do not care much for either, and yet I am compelled to listen, both repelled and fascinated by the sounds that permeate the midnight air.
Strangely enough, it does not trouble Suraj. He is immune to noise. Once he is asleep, it would take a bomb to disturb him. At the first blare of the loudspeaker, he pulls a pillow or towel over his head, and falls asleep. He has been in Pipalnagar longer than I, and has grown accustomed to living against a background of noise. And yet he is a silent person, silent in his movements and in his moods; and I, who love silence so much-I am clumsy and garrulous.
Suraj does not know if his parents are dead or alive. He lost them, literally, when he was seven.
His father had been a cultivator, a dark unfathomable man, who spoke little, thought perhaps even less, and was vaguely aware that he possessed a son-a weak boy, who resembled his mother to a disconcerting degree in that he not only looked like her but was given to introspection and dawdling at the river-bank when he should have been at work in the fields.
The boy's mother was a subdued, silent woman-frail and, consumptive. Her husband did not expect that she would live long. Perhaps the separation from her son put an end to her interest in life-or perhaps it has urged her to live on somewhere, in the hope that she will find him again.
Suraj lost his parents at Amritsar railway station, where trains coming over the border disgorged themselves of thousands of refugees-or pulled into the station half-empty, drenched with blood and piled with corpses.
Suraj and his parents were lucky to escape the ma.s.sacre. Had they been able to travel on an earlier train (they had tried desperately to get into one) they might easily have been killed; but circ.u.mstances favoured them then, only to trick them later.
Suraj was clinging to his mother's sari, while she kept close to her husband, who was elbowing his way through the frightened, bewildered throng of refugees; looking over his shoulder at a woman sobbing on the ground, Suraj collided with a burly Sikh and lost his grip on his mother's sari.
The Sikh had a long, curved sword at his waist, and Suraj stared up at him in terror and fascination, at his long hair, which had fallen loose, and his wild black beard, and the blood-stains on his white s.h.i.+rt. The Sikh pushed him out of the way, and when Suraj looked round for his mother she was not to be seen.
He could hear her calling to him, 'Suraj, where are you, Suraj?' and he tried to force his way through the crowd, in the direction of her voice, but he was carried the other way.
Seven.
At a certain age a boy is like young wheat, growing, healthy, on the verge of manhood. His eyes are alive, his mind quick, his gestures confident. You cannot mistake him.
This is the most fascinating age, when a boy becomes a man-it is interesting both physically and mentally: the growth of the boy's hair, the toning of the muscles, the consciousness of growing and changing and maturing-never again will there be so much change and development in so short a period of time. The body exudes virility, is full of currents and counter-currents.
For a girl, p.u.b.erty is a frightening age when alarming things begin to happen to her body; for a boy it is an age of self-a.s.sertion, of a growing confidence in himself and in his att.i.tude to the world. His physical changes are a source of happiness and pride.
There were no inhibitions in my friends.h.i.+p with Suraj. We spoke of bodies as we spoke of minds, and discussed the problems of one as we would discuss those of the other, for they are really the same problems.
He was beautiful, with the beauty of the short-lived, a transient, sad beauty. It made me sad even to look at his pale slim limbs. It hurt me to look into his eyes. There was death in his eyes.
He told me that he was afraid of women, that he constantly felt the urge to possess a woman, but that when confronted with one he might just as well have been a eunuch.
I told him that not every woman was made for every man, and that I would bring him a girl with whom he would be happy.
This was Kamla, a very friendly person from the house run by Seth Govind Ram. She was very small, and rather delicate, but more skilled in love-making than any of her colleagues. She was patient, and particularly fond of the young and inexperienced. She was only twenty-three, but had been four years in the profession.
Kamla's hands and feet are beautiful. That in itself is satisfying. A beautiful face leaves me cold if the hands and feet are ugly. Perhaps this is some sort of phobia with me.
Kamla first met me when I came up the stairs shortly after I had moved into the room above the bus stop. She was sitting on the steps, eating a melon; and when she saw me, she smiled and held out a slice.
'Will you eat melon, bhai sahib?' She asked, and her voice was so appealing and her eyes so mischievous that I couldn't help taking the melon from her hands.
'Sit down,' she said, patting the step. I had never come across a girl so openly friendly and direct. As I sat down, I discovered the secret of her smile; it lay in the little scar on her right check; when she smiled, the scar turned into a dimple.
'Don't you do any work?' she asked.
'I write stories and things,' I said.
'Is that work?'
'Well, I live by it,'
'Show me,' she demanded.
I brought her a magazine and began turning the pages for her. She could read a little, if the words were simple enough. But she didn't get as far as my story, because her attention was arrested by a picture of a girl with an urchin hair-cut.
'It is a girl?' she asked; and, when I a.s.sured her it was: 'But her hair, how is it like that?'
'That's the latest fas.h.i.+on,' I protested. 'Thousands of women keep hair like that. At least they did a year ago,' I added, looking at the date on the magazine.
'Is it easy to make?'
'Yes, you just take a pair of scissors and cut away until it looks untidy enough.'
'I like it. You give it to me. I'll go and get scissors.'
'No, no!' I said. 'You can't do that, your family will be most upset.'
She stamped her bare foot on the step. 'I have no family, silly man! I have a husband who is happy only if I can make myself attractive to others. He is skinny and smells of garlic, and he has given my father five acres of land for the favour of having a wife half his age. But it is Seth Govind Ram who really owns me; my husband is only his servant.'
'Why are you telling me all this?'
'Why shouldn't I tell you?' she said, and gave me a dark, defiant look. 'You like me, do you not?'
'Of course I like you,' I hastened to a.s.sure her.
I think I hate families. I am jealous of them. Their sense of security, of interdependence, infuriates me. To every family I am an outsider, because I have no family. A man without a family is a social outcast. He has no credentials. A man's credentials are his father and his father's property. His mother is another quant.i.ty; it is her family-her father-that matter.
So I am glad that I do not belong to a family, and at the same time sad, because in our country if you do not belong to a family you are a piece of driftwood. And so two pieces of driftwood come together, and finding themselves caught in the same current, move along with it until they are trapped in a counter-current, and dispersed.
And that is the way it is with me. I must cling to someone as long as circ.u.mstances will permit it.
Having no family of our own, it was odd and even touching that Kamla should have adopted us both as her brothers during the Raksha Bandhan festival.
This is the time of year when sisters tie the sacred thread to the wrists of their brothers. As a token of affection, the brother makes her a small gift of money, and promises her his protection.
It was a change to have Kamla visiting us early in the morning instead of late at night; and we were surprised, and rather disconnected, to be treated as her brothers.
She tied the silver tinsel round our wrists, and I said, 'Kamla, we are proud to be your brothers, and we would like to make you some gift, but at the moment there is no money with us.'
'I want your protection, not your money,' said Kamla. 'I want to feel that I am not alone in the world.'
So that made three of us. But we could hardly call ourselves a family.
Kamla visited us about once a week, when she found time to spare from her professional duties.
Though I was the more accomplished lover, I think she preferred Suraj. He was gentle and he was beautiful, and I think she felt, as I did, that he would not live very long. She wanted to give him as much of herself as she could in so short a time.
Suraj was always a bit embarra.s.sed with her. At first I thought it was because of my presence in the room; but when I offered to leave, he protested. He told me that he would havebeen completely helpless if I was not present all the time. In fact, I think he slept with Kamla only in order to please me.
Eight.
Suraj and I were sitting in the tea-shop one night. Most of the customers were outside on a bench, where they could listen to the shopkeeper, a popular story-teller. Sitting on the ground in front of the shop was a thick-set youth, with a shaved head. He was dumb-they called him Goonga-and the customers often made sport of him, abusing him and clouting him over the head from time to time. The Goonga didn't mind this; he made faces at the others, and chuckled derisively at their remarks. He could say only one word, 'Goo,' and he said it often. This kept the customers in fits of laughter.
'Goo,' he said, when he saw Suraj enter the shop with me. He pointed at us, chuckled, and said, 'Goo.'
Everyone laughed. Someone got up from the bench and, with the flat of his hand, whacked the Goonga over his bald head. The Goonga sprang at the man making queer noises in his throat, and then someone tripped him and sent him sprawling on the ground. There was more laughter.
We were sitting at an inside table, and everyone was drinking tea, except the Goonga.
'Give the Goonga a gla.s.s of tea,' I told the shopkeeper. The shopkeeper grinned but complied with the order. The Goonga looked at me and said 'Goo.'
When we left the shop, the full moon floated above us, robbing the stars of their glory. We walked in the direction of the Maidan, towards my room. The bazaar was almost empty, the shops closed, lights showing only from upper windows I became conscious of the sound of soft footfalls behind me and, looking over my shoulder, found that we were being followed by the Goonga. 'Goo,' he said, on being noticed.
'Why did you have to give him tea?' said Suraj. 'Now he probably thinks we are rich, and won't let us out of sight again.'
'He can do no harm,' I said, though I quickened my step. 'We'll pretend we're going to sleep on the Maidan, then he'll change his mind about us.'
'Goo,' said the Goonga from behind, and quickened his step as well.
We turned abruptly down an alley-way, trying to shake him off; but he padded after us, chuckling ghoulishly to himself. We cut back to the main road, but he was behind us at the clock tower. At the edge of the Maidan I turned and said: 'Go away, Goonga. We've got very little, and can't do anything for you. Go away.'
But the youth said 'Goo' and took a step forward, and his shaved head glistened in the moonlight. I shrugged, and led Suraj on to the Maidan. The Goonga stood at the edge of the Maidan, shaking his head and chuckling to himself. His body showed through his rags, and his feet were covered with mud. He watched us as we walked across the gra.s.s, watched us until we sat down on a bench; then he shrugged his shoulders and said 'Goo' and went away.
The beggars on the whole are a thriving community, and it came as no surprise to me when the munic.i.p.ality decided to place a tax on begging.
I know that some beggars earned, on an average, more than a chaprasi or a clerk; I knew for certain that the one-legged man, who had been hobbling about town on crutches long before I come to Pipalnagar, sent money-orders home every month. Begging had become a profession, and so perhaps the munic.i.p.ality felt justified in taxing it, and besides, the munic.i.p.al coffers needed replenis.h.i.+ng.
s.h.a.ggy old Ganpat Ram, who was bent double and couldn't straighten up, didn't like it at all, and told me so. 'If I had known this was going to happen,' he mumbled, 'I would have chosen some other line of work.'
Ganpat Ram was an aristocrat among beggars. I had heard that he had once been a man of property, with several houses and a European wife; when his wife packed up and returned to Europe, together with all their savings, Ganpat had a nervous breakdown from which he never recovered. His health became steadily worse until he had to hobble about with a stick. He never made a direct request for money, but greeted you politely, commented on the weather or the price of things, and stood significantly beside you.
I suspected his story to be half true because whenever he approached a well-dressed person, he used impeccable English. He had a white beard and twinkling eyes, and was not the sort of beggar who invokes the names of the G.o.ds and calls on the mercy of the pa.s.ser-by. Ganpat would rely more on a good joke. Some said he was a spy or a policeman in disguise, however, devoted to his work, would remain a beggar for five years.
I don't know how blind the blind man was, because he always recognized me in the street, even when he was alone. He would invoke blessings on my head, or curses, as the occasion demanded. I didn't like the blind man, because he made too much capital out of his affliction; there were opportunities for him to work with other blind people, but he found begging more profitable. The boy who sometimes led him around town didn't beg from me, but would ask 'Have you got an anna on you?' as though he were merely borrowing the money, or needed it only for a minute or two. He was quite friendly, and even came up to my room, to see how I was getting on. He was very solicitous about my welfare. If he saw me from a hundred yards down the street, he would run all the way up to enquire about my health, and borrow an anna. He had a crafty, healthy face, and wore a long, dirty cloak draped over his shoulders., and very little else. He didn't care about the tax on begging, that was the blind man's problem.
In fact, the tax didn't affect the boys at all; with them, begging was a pastime and not a profession. They had big watery eyes, and it was difficult to resist their appeal.
'I haven't any small change,' I would say defensively.
'I'll change your note,' offers the boy.
'It's not a note; it's a fifty paise coin.'
'What do you want to change that for? Give me the coin and I won't trouble you for the rest of the week.'
'That's very kind of you.' But even if I gave him the two annas, he would accost me again at the first opportunity and wheedle something more from my pocket. There was a time when beggars asked for one or two pice; but these days, what with the rise in the cost of living, they never ask for anything less than an anna.
Friday is Leper day.
There is a leper colony a little way out of town, on the banks of a muddy, mosquito-ridden ditch, the other side of the railway station. They come into Pipalnagar once a week to beg, and wander through the town in small groups, making for wealthy-looking individuals who give them something if only to avoid being followed down the road. (Of course the danger of contagion is there, but if the munic.i.p.al authorities do not let the lepers beg, they will have to support them, and that would prove expensive).
Some of the leper girls have good faces, but their hands are withered stumps, or their arms and legs are eaten away: the older ones have lost their ears and noses, and the men shuffle about with one or two limbs missing. Most of the sufferers belong to the hill areas, where it is still widely believed that leprosy is punishment for sins committed in a former life; the victim is ostracized and often driven out by his family; he goes into the towns and, in order to get work, makes a secret of his affliction; it is only when it can no longer be concealed that he goes for treatment, and then it is too late. The few who get into the hospitals are soldiers and policemen, who are looked after by the State, and a few others whose families have not disclaimed responsibility for them.
But the tax didn't affect the boys or the lepers. It was aimed at the professionals, those who had made a business of begging over the past few years. It was rumoured that one beggar, after spending the day on the pavement calling for alms, would have a taxi drawn up beside him in the evening, and would be driven off to his residence outside town. And when, some months back, news got around that the Pipalnagar Bank was ready to crash, one beggar, who had never been seen to stand on his own two feet, leapt from the pavement and sprinted for the Bank. The professionals are usually crippled or maimed in one way or another-many of them have maimed themselves, others have gone through rigorous training schools in their youth, where they are versed in the fine art of begging. A few cases are genuine, and those are not so loud in their demands for charity, with the result that they don't make much. There are some who sing for their money, and I do not cla.s.s these as beggars unless they sing badly.
Well, when the munic.i.p.ality decided to place a tax on begging, you should have seen the beggars get together; anyone would have thought they had a union. About a hundred of them took a procession down the main road to the munic.i.p.al offices, shouting slogans and even waving banners to express the injustice felt by the beggar fraternity over this high-handed action of the authorities. They came on sticks and in carts, a dirty, ragged bunch, one or two of them stark naked; and they stood for two hours outside the munic.i.p.al offices, to the embarra.s.sment of the working staff and anyone who tried to enter the building.
Eventually somebody came out and told them it was all a rumour, and that no such tax had been contemplated; it would be far too impractical, for one thing. The beggars could all go home and h.o.a.rd their earnings without any fear of official interference.
So the beggars returned jubilant, feeling they had won a moral victory, conscious of the power of group action. They went out of their way to develop their union, and now there is a fully fledged Beggars' Union. Different districts are allotted to different beggars, and woe betide the trespa.s.ser! Beggars are becoming more demanding than ever, and it is rumoured that they intend staging demonstrations outside the houses of those who refuse to be charitable!
But my own personal beggars, old Ganpat Ram and the boys, don't take advantage of their growing power; they treat me with due respect and affection; they do not consider me just another member of the public, who has to be blackmailed into charity, but look upon me as a friend who can be counted upon to make them a small loan from time to time, without expecting any immediate return.
Nine.
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