Undead Seeks Warmth Volume 5 Chapter 1.5

My vision which is clouded with crimson, a girl stood in front of me.

Blonde hair that was evenly cut until her back.... different from nee-san's which was platinum blonde with slightly wavy hair, it was a straight long honey blonde.

I can see slight torn on her cuff, with her black nun outfit without a hood.

The cross that hanged around her neck, unlike the one when the first time I saw it, it was clearly purposely broken by her into two.

In this kind of place, a girl who wore an outfit unbefitting in this forest where a lot of monsters roaming about.

That girl who was once was the priestess of ?True Angel religion?'s believers ...... in other words the heresy that I let die without giving them any help, with that amethyst like eyes, fixated her gaze on me.

-......... It's been a long time right, tens.h.i.+-sama (angel-sama). I've been searching for you - 

After a gentle bow, sister had a smile on her face.

It was a gentle smile, filled with love.

.... Why?

For me who abandoned all of you, why did you give me such an expression?

Perhaps this girl didn't know about it.

That I, to you guys --- 

- Ah ....... I'll say this first okay - 

Whether she knew or not about such a doubt of mine.

The sister clasped both of her hands in front of her chest, the smile that was on her face became wider.

- I resent you, I really resent you - 

One can't feel any aura of resentment coming from her.

And because of that, I can feel her anger and grudge as if it was in my own hands, with that tone.

She declared.

For me who is already hard to just stand up due to resisting the encroachment, I incline towards the tree near me and sit down on the ground, then raised my chin slightly.

As expected. Well, that was reasonable.

After all it was obvious for her to have a grudge against me, you don't needed to explain that twice to me.

Thought it was nee-san who killed all of her friends, but I was there, and perhaps I could have tried something for stopping her.

But I didn't do anything.

And if she didn't hold any grudge toward me for that, then that was not out of kindness or something as such.

It was just that she was broken.

- ..... Then, what will you do? Kill me? - 

Of course, I still haven't fully broken.

If I want to escape ..... Perhaps it's possible.

if I take out my ice wing and fly away, for her which is just a human, she has no way of following me.

However, .... she, this girl has plenty of reasons to kill me.

I s.n.a.t.c.hed away her friends from her.

I personally lied to them, I deceived them.

How far does she resent me, it was not hard to imagine it.

After all, it's to the extent for her to search for me in this kind of place.

- Nevertheless, .... your appearance, it changed quite a lot, no? - 

Without answering my question, the sister said so.

I thought it was abrupt ..... in some meaning, it was obvious.

After all, the me that she knew, and the me right now have a really wide difference after all.

- If it was you from before, you look like a crystal of ice which was our saviour

But no ...... if I had to make a comparison, it was like a broken stained gla.s.s -

wha , at ?

The emotion that I felt from sister who was snickering, I don't understand.

It was not hatred. It was something else, even deeper than that.

That emotion which I felt some deja vu, the surge inside her chest.

- Aah, beautiful.

I also love your previous appearance which was a dreamlike beauty, but I more love this you which was somehow degenerated.

To that extent , I want to kill you immediately - 

I don't understand, what it is?

This unclear feeling that I felt from her.

Though I felt uneasy because of it, I didn't felt any objections towards it.

As if it was contradicting something, conflicting something.

In fact, it was something that resembled closely with something in my mind, coming from her.

Slowly step by step, the sister shortened her distance between us.

Her face was smiling like always.

Endless of hatred, and then there was one other emotion.

It's as if I was looking at a mirror, this deja vu is ..... kh ! 

- I always yearned for this.

The time when we can meet again - 

Is that, so

I understand,.... I understand it, that's right.

It was a mirror, just like a mirror.

No wonder I felt a deja vu.

After all.

She, and me.

- then, please die.

and then, become mine and only mine - 

is, same ----

*stab*

Before I know, in the hand of the sister who walked until the front of me, the thing that she was holding for who knows when.

It was something that was unbefitting for a girl's hand, a big handheld knife.

She stabbed, through my heart.

TL : Yandere again , and she literally tried to grasp the heart of our MC ~ =w=/