Under the Greenwood Tree Part 20

"I don't think d.i.c.k ought to have gone to that gipsy-party at all when he knew I couldn't go," replied Fancy uneasily.

"He didn't know that you would not be there till it was too late to refuse the invitation," said Susan.

"And what was she like? Tell me."

"Well, she was rather pretty, I must own."

"Tell straight on about her, can't you! Come, do, Susan. How many times did you say he danced with her?"

"Once."

"Twice, I think you said?"

"Indeed I'm sure I didn't."

"Well, and he wanted to again, I expect."

"No; I don't think he did. She wanted to dance with him again bad enough, I know. Everybody does with d.i.c.k, because he's so handsome and such a clever courter."

"O, I wis.h.!.+--How did you say she wore her hair?"

"In long curls,--and her hair is light, and it curls without being put in paper: that's how it is she's so attractive."

"She's trying to get him away! yes, yes, she is! And through keeping this miserable school I mustn't wear my hair in curls! But I will; I don't care if I leave the school and go home, I will wear my curls! Look, Susan, do! is her hair as soft and long as this?" Fancy pulled from its coil under her hat a twine of her own hair, and stretched it down her shoulder to show its length, looking at Susan to catch her opinion from her eyes.

"It is about the same length as that, I think," said Miss Dewy.

Fancy paused hopelessly. "I wish mine was lighter, like hers!" she continued mournfully. "But hers isn't so soft, is it? Tell me, now."

"I don't know."

Fancy abstractedly extended her vision to survey a yellow b.u.t.terfly and a red-and-black b.u.t.terfly that were flitting along in company, and then became aware that d.i.c.k was advancing up the garden.

"Susan, here's d.i.c.k coming; I suppose that's because we've been talking about him."

"Well, then, I shall go indoors now--you won't want me;" and Susan turned practically and walked off.

Enter the single-minded d.i.c.k, whose only fault at the gipsying, or picnic, had been that of loving Fancy too exclusively, and depriving himself of the innocent pleasure the gathering might have afforded him, by sighing regretfully at her absence,--who had danced with the rival in sheer despair of ever being able to get through that stale, flat, and unprofitable afternoon in any other way; but this she would not believe.

Fancy had settled her plan of emotion. To reproach d.i.c.k? O no, no. "I am in great trouble," said she, taking what was intended to be a hopelessly melancholy survey of a few small apples lying under the tree; yet a critical ear might have noticed in her voice a tentative tone as to the effect of the words upon d.i.c.k when she uttered them.

"What are you in trouble about? Tell me of it," said d.i.c.k earnestly.

"Darling, I will share it with 'ee and help 'ee."

"No, no: you can't! n.o.body can!"

"Why not? You don't deserve it, whatever it is. Tell me, dear."

"O, it isn't what you think! It is dreadful: my own sin!"

"Sin, Fancy! as if you could sin! I know it can't be."

"'Tis, 'tis!" said the young lady, in a pretty little frenzy of sorrow.

"I have done wrong, and I don't like to tell it! n.o.body will forgive me, n.o.body! and you above all will not! . . . I have allowed myself to--to--fl--"

"What,--not flirt!" he said, controlling his emotion as it were by a sudden pressure inward from his surface. "And you said only the day before yesterday that you hadn't flirted in your life!"

"Yes, I did; and that was a wicked story! I have let another love me, and--"

"Good G--! Well, I'll forgive you,--yes, if you couldn't help it,--yes, I will!" said the now dismal d.i.c.k. "Did you encourage him?"

"O,--I don't know,--yes--no. O, I think so!"

"Who was it?" A pause. "Tell me!"

"Mr. s.h.i.+ner."

After a silence that was only disturbed by the fall of an apple, a long- checked sigh from d.i.c.k, and a sob from Fancy, he said with real austerity--

"Tell it all;--every word!"

"He looked at me, and I looked at him, and he said, 'Will you let me show you how to catch bullfinches down here by the stream?' And I--wanted to know very much--I did so long to have a bullfinch! I couldn't help that and I said, 'Yes!' and then he said, 'Come here.' And I went with him down to the lovely river, and then he said to me, 'Look and see how I do it, and then you'll know: I put this birdlime round this twig, and then I go here,' he said, 'and hide away under a bush; and presently clever Mister Bird comes and perches upon the twig, and flaps his wings, and you've got him before you can say Jack'--something; O, O, O, I forget what!"

"Jack Sprat," mournfully suggested d.i.c.k through the cloud of his misery.

"No, not Jack Sprat," she sobbed.

"Then 'twas Jack Robinson!" he said, with the emphasis of a man who had resolved to discover every iota of the truth, or die.

"Yes, that was it! And then I put my hand upon the rail of the bridge to get across, and--That's all."

"Well, that isn't much, either," said d.i.c.k critically, and more cheerfully. "Not that I see what business s.h.i.+ner has to take upon himself to teach you anything. But it seems--it do seem there must have been more than that to set you up in such a dreadful taking?"

He looked into Fancy's eyes. Misery of miseries!--guilt was written there still.

"Now, Fancy, you've not told me all!" said d.i.c.k, rather sternly for a quiet young man.

"O, don't speak so cruelly! I am afraid to tell now! If you hadn't been harsh, I was going on to tell all; now I can't!"

"Come, dear Fancy, tell: come. I'll forgive; I must,--by heaven and earth, I must, whether I will or no; I love you so!"

"Well, when I put my hand on the bridge, he touched it--"

"A scamp!" said d.i.c.k, grinding an imaginary human frame to powder.

"And then he looked at me, and at last he said, 'Are you in love with d.i.c.k Dewy?' And I said, 'Perhaps I am!' and then he said, 'I wish you weren't then, for I want to marry you, with all my soul.'"

"There's a villain now! Want to marry you!" And d.i.c.k quivered with the bitterness of satirical laughter. Then suddenly remembering that he might be reckoning without his host: "Unless, to be sure, you are willing to have him,--perhaps you are," he said, with the wretched indifference of a castaway.