The Willoughby Captains Part 81

"I don't know."

"I was--and I wasn't. I couldn't make out what to do, that was it, so I stayed in bed. Was Silk there?"

"Yes."

"Did he say anything?"

"No; the doctor told him to come again at four."

Gilks took one or two uncomfortable turns up and down the room, and then said, "I may as well tell you, it's no use keeping it back any longer, for it's sure to come out. I was the fellow who cut the rudder-line.

Did you know that?"

"I had heard it."

"Who told you--Silk?"

"Yes."

"I thought so. I knew he would. And he'll tell Paddy this afternoon.

I don't care if he does."

"I scarcely believed it when he said so," said Riddell.

"Eh? I suppose you thought it was rather too low even for me. So it would have been once," he said, bitterly.

"But you backed the Parrett's boat all along," said Riddell. "Oh, that.

If that's all that puzzled you it's easily explained. Perhaps if you were doing a thing like that in the dark, expecting to be caught out every moment, you might make a mistake too."

"Then you meant to cut _our_ lines?" asked the captain, seeing the whole mystery explained at last.

"Of course I did; and so I should have done if the rudders hadn't been s.h.i.+fted, and Parrett's put into the schoolhouse boat." He took a few more turns, and then continued, "You may fancy what a pleasant state of mind I've been in since. I daresay you'll be glad to hear I've been miserable day and night."

"I'm very sorry for you," said Riddell, so sympathetically that the unhappy boy started.

"You wouldn't be if you knew it was all to spite you. I was as bad as Silk in that, though it was his idea about cutting the lines. The accident turned out well for us in one way--n.o.body suspected either of us. But Silk has led me the life of a dog ever since. I've not known what minute it might all come out. He was always holding it over my head, and I had to do anything he told me. I can tell you I've thought of bolting more than once, or telling Paddy."

"It must have been a dreadful time for you," said Riddell. "So it was.

But I'm glad it's all over now. I shall be glad to be expelled. I've been ashamed to look any one in the face for weeks. I used to be happy enough before I knew Silk, but I don't expect ever to be happy again now."

There was a tremble in his voice as he said this, which went to the captain's heart.

"I hope it's not so bad as that," said he, quietly. "Everybody here hates me, and they'll hate me all the more now," said Gilks. "You and young Wyndham are the only fellows that have been good to me, and I've done both of you nothing but mischief."

"I think," said Riddell, "the fellows will soon forgive. They would, I know, if they guessed how you have suffered already."

"You are right. I have suffered," said Gilks. Another long pause followed, during which the minds of both were full.

The one sensation in the captain's heart was pity. He forgot all about the crime in commiseration of the wretchedness of the criminal. Yet he knew it was useless to hold out any hope of a reprieve, even if that had been to be desired. All he could do was to let the poor fellow know at least that he was not friendless; and this sign of sympathy Gilks gratefully appreciated.

"I don't know why you should trouble yourself about me," he said, after some further talk. "You owe me less than anybody. I've been nothing less than a brute to you."

"Oh, no," said Riddell; "but, do you know, I think it would be well to go to the doctor at once?"

"I mean to go at once. Do you think he'll let me go off this afternoon, I say? I wouldn't dare to face the fellows. I've got most of my things packed up."

"I expect he would. But you stay till the morning. You can have my study. It's quieter than this."

Perhaps no more hospitable invitation had been issued in Willoughby, and Gilks knew it. And it was too welcome not to be accepted gratefully.

The captain soon afterwards departed, leaving the penitent behind him, subdued and softened, not by any sermon or moral lecture, which at such a time Riddell felt would be only out of place, but by sheer force of kindness--that virtue which costs so little, yet achieves so much.

In this new excitement the captain had for the moment forgotten young Wyndham, but he was soon reminded of that afflicted youth's existence on reaching the Big.

He was there, waiting impatiently. A glance sufficed to show that at any rate the worst had not happened, but Wyndham's face was such a mixture of relief and woe that the captain felt some misgivings as he inquired eagerly what was the news.

"He was frightfully kind," said Wyndham, "and talked to me like a father. I never felt so ashamed of myself. I'm certain it's what you said made him let me off so easy--that is, so what he means for easy.

He said nothing about expelling, even when I couldn't tell him the names of those two fellows. But he's gated me till the end of the term! I may only go out for the half-hour after first school, and half an hour after half-past five. And you know what that means," he added, with a groan.

"What?" asked Riddell, too rejoiced that his friend was safe to be over- curious as to the exact consequence of his sentence.

"Why!" exclaimed Wyndham, "it's all up with the second-eleven!"

It was a blow undoubtedly--perhaps the next hardest blow to expulsion-- but so much less hard that not even the boy himself could for long regard it as a crus.h.i.+ng infliction.

He had had his lesson, and after the suspense of the last few weeks he was ready to expiate his transgression manfully, if sorrowfully.

"Anyhow," said he, after pouring out all his disappointment into the captain's sympathetic ear, "it's not as bad as being sent off home. And if it hadn't been for you that's what might have happened. I say, and think of my brother coming down to umpire, too! What a fool I shall look! Never mind; it can't be helped. I'm sure to get into the eleven next season. I say, by the way, I've no right to be standing out here.

I shall have to go in."

And so ended the story of young Wyndham's transgressions.

Riddell had to officiate at yet one more investigation that eventful day.

Scarcely had Wyndham disappeared when a message reached him that the doctor wished to see him again.

With no doubt this time as to the purport of the summons, he obeyed.

He found Gilks standing in the doctor's presence, where Silk had stood an hour or so earlier.

"Riddell," said the doctor, whose face was grave, and whose voice was more than unusually solemn, "Gilks here has just been making a very serious statement about an accident that happened early in the term--the breaking of the line at the boat-race, which he confesses was his doing.

I wish you to hear it."

"Gilks told me of it just before he came to you, sir," said the captain.

"I never expected to hear such a confession from a Willoughby boy," said the doctor. "The honour of the whole school has suffered by this disgraceful action, and if I were to allow it to pa.s.s without the severest possible punishment I should not be doing my duty. Gilks has done the one thing possible to him to show his remorse for what has occurred. He has confessed it voluntarily, but I have told him he must leave the school to-morrow morning."

Gilks remained where he was, with his eyes on the ground, while the doctor was speaking, and attempted no plea to mitigate the sentence against him.

"I find," continued the doctor, "that if he tells the truth he has not been the only, and perhaps not the princ.i.p.al, culprit. He says he did what he did at the suggestion of Silk. Perhaps you will send for Silk now, Riddell."