Matterhorn_ A Novel of the Vietnam War Part 35

As long as he could keep firing, the reinforcements were slowed, giving the platoon time to break through the line of holes. He looked behind him and saw Connolly running for a fighting hole with a grenade, and two other Marines on their knees firing at the hole to keep its occupants' heads down. A minute was all that was needed. The defenses would be pierced. If Third Platoon made it in time, they'd overrun the enemy lines.

The five NVA soldiers were now halfway across the LZ.

Vancouver poked his head above the rim of earth and emptied his belt at them. Two went down wounded. Two hit the earth voluntarily and crawled for another empty artillery pit. One turned back to join the officer and the machine-gun crew, who continued firing at Vancouver.

Vancouver's left shoulder was torn apart by one of the gun's bullets. His arm, already wounded, became a b.l.o.o.d.y, floppy, uncontrollable appendage.

One-handed, he fumbled awkwardly to reload his machine gun. Large spots of gray-black obscured the feed tray and cover. He shook his head, trying to clear his vision. His single hand wouldn't work right. It felt clumsy and slow. He heard Ba.s.s screaming at him but couldn't understand the words. He heard Connolly's grenade go off and saw Connolly rise from next to the hole and fire a burst into it. Muzzle blasts winked in the gloom along the line of holes.

The NVA officer shouted again. The two soldiers in the other gun pit rose once more to move toward Vancouver. Another group emerged from the same pit as the officer.

Just a few seconds were all Ba.s.s and Connolly needed.

Vancouver pulled his sword from his side. He had never really expected to use the d.a.m.n thing. He'd had fun joking with the new boot lieutenant and Ba.s.s and the gunny about it. He slipped out of his gun harness and emerged over the lip of the flat ground of the LZ snarling, his face black, his helmet fallen off, blond hair matted with blood. His left arm hung helpless, but in his right hand he held the sword raised above his head. He would run and scream for thirty seconds, and then it would all be over, one way or the other.

The NVA soldiers at the machine gun couldn't turn it on Vancouver, because he was already between their two comrades who'd started running across the LZ toward him. Both of them were now going down under his hacking sword.

A short, thickly built sergeant from the second group of NVA soldiers ran straight for where Vancouver and the two others were fighting and then stopped short. Vancouver finished the second soldier off and turned to attack the sergeant. The sergeant pointed his rifle and fired three quick shots. Two went into Vancouver's stomach. He sank to the ground. The sergeant fired again. Vancouver shuddered and crumpled over. The man waved his squad forward, running for the edge of the landing zone. One of the two NVA soldiers whom Vancouver had attacked cried weakly for help. Vancouver, his face in the mud, heard him and knew they would die together. That felt appropriate somehow.

The small group of NVA reached the edge of the LZ just as Samms fought his way through the wire on the south slope. Wild with despair and shame at having left First Platoon to go it alone, he hurled himself against the wire, not bothering to find the gate. Bullets churned the dirt around him; the dim light was foiling the NVA's aim. Samms tore at stakes, pulled the wire up, and shouted to his men through the gloomy fog. Finally, he tore free. Bleeding from his arms and legs, he rushed past the empty bunkers, heading for the line of new holes above him. Miraculously, bullets slammed past him.

Samms saw the NVA reinforcements silhouetted against the gray dawn light. Lunging to the earth, he fired two quick bursts, watching the flight of the tracers he had interspersed after every five bullets. He quickly adjusted his aim, sending the bullets into the small group of reinforcements. Luckily for Bravo Company, Samms thought, the NVA were thirty seconds too late.

The rest of Third Platoon went swarming past him as he emptied his magazine. His radioman, also bleeding after being torn by the wire, flopped down beside him. Samms, heedless of the radio operator, ran forward, heading toward the fire coming from First Platoon.

Some NVA soldiers were backing up the hill, firing as they went. Others stayed in their holes, fighting until the last.

Samms scrambled over the top of a small acclivity on the side of the hill and came into full view of First Platoon. One of the new kids snapped his rifle around and fired a quick burst.

Cortell jumped on the newbie, shouting, 'Friendlies! Friendlies on the left!'

Samms stared at the two of them. Two bullets were in his chest, one stopping his heart. 'You dumb f.u.c.king numby,' he said calmly as sick blackness swirled into his brain and his hands and forearms started to buzz. He sank to his knees and curled over in a ball like a child going to sleep.

The rest of Samms's platoon came storming around the shoulder of the hill. Some stopped when they saw him lying there. Ba.s.s shouted at them, pointing at the breach in the NVA lines with his short-timer's stick. The kids from Third Platoon, feeling disgraced at having let First Platoon down, charged through the gap, firing as they ran. They surged across the LZ, which was deserted now, and descended on NVA holes from above and behind. Whistles shrilled. Within seconds the NVA were retreating in an orderly fas.h.i.+on down the west slope of Matterhorn toward Laos.

Ba.s.s ran after Third Platoon, knowing he'd have to stop them from chasing the enemy all the way down the hill and exposing themselves to counterattack. Skosh, with a rib broken by a nearly spent bullet, struggled to follow Ba.s.s. Kendall, not knowing what to do, was following his platoon.

'Get them set up for a counterattack!' Ba.s.s yelled at him.

Kendall nodded and started shouting at them to stop and set in. Ba.s.s ran back to First Platoon to try to set up a defense, directing people with his stick, waving it in the air, pointing with it to weak spots. He saw Vancouver's body and the b.l.o.o.d.y sword. He turned Vancouver over quickly, saw the familiar face of the dead, and ran on, calling to Hamilton and Connolly to link up with Kendall's platoon at both ends.

Skosh, his chest still heaving, stopped to pull the sword from Vancouver's hand. Vancouver looked like a dog that had been run over. 'You big dumb gunjy f.u.c.king Canadian,' Skosh said. He keyed his handset. 'Bravo, this is Bravo One a.s.sist.'

Pallack answered immediately. 'Go, One a.s.sist.'

Skosh keyed the handset. 'The big Victor's dead. Over.' He let up on the handset.

Pallack quietly repeated the message to Fitch and Mellas. It was as if the company's soul had been taken away.

A minute later they heard the ominous sound of distant mortar rounds firing out of tubes. Then the NVA mortar rounds came whistling down out of the luminous gray sky.

The wounded lay exposed along the east side of Matterhorn. The mortar sh.e.l.ls walked with fiery feet among them, occasionally stumbling on one, leaving a meat-red footprint. Some of the wounded tried to crawl for cover. Others, unable to move, watched the sky in numb terror or simply shut their eyes, praying for a friend to reach them and drag them to safety. Their friends came.

With insufficient personnel to man the company's original perimeter, Ba.s.s moved everyone into the NVA's holes. There, the kids huddled against the earth and waited for the sh.e.l.ling to stop, and then, perhaps, for the counterattack to start.

Ba.s.s had another concern beyond the counterattack and evacuating his wounded. If attacked, they would be firing on their own dead who lay on the slope of the hill. Even dead, they were still Marines. He remembered Jancowitz giving his life to break the ring of interlocking fire that stopped the first a.s.sault on Helicopter Hill. He knew what Vancouver had done for them. The dead, for Ba.s.s, were not dead.

'f.u.c.k it,' he said to Skosh. 'If they attack now we'll fight 'em down there.'

He rose from his hole just as three NVA sh.e.l.ls erupted in a quick series. Shrapnel and dirt tore through the fog. 'Everyone up! Everyone up! We're not done yet. We got work to do, Marines. Get up!'

Frightened kids peered at him from their holes. He was waving his short-timer's stick. 'Get up! We're going to get the bodies. Get up!' He ran down the slope. They all rose from their holes, even Skosh with his broken rib.

It looked like an a.s.sault in reverse. Through the exploding sh.e.l.ls they called to each other, some with rebel yells, some shouting, 'f.u.c.k it! f.u.c.k it all!' They ran for their dead. Some fell to the flying shrapnel. They were picked up, having barely touched the earth, and dragged back up the hill with the dead bodies. In one minute the slopes were cleared.

Then, as if G.o.d had pulled a curtain, the fog lifted completely. The Marines on Helicopter Hill saw Matterhorn standing naked before them. Little figures in camouflage green scurried here and there, dragging other little figures in camouflage green behind them or walking with others hanging on to their shoulders.

'Get those f.u.c.king birds, Snik,' Fitch shouted gleefully.

Mellas could see Ba.s.s clearly, on the top of Matterhorn, pointing his short-timer's stick at something, shouting at someone.

With the fog gone, however, NVA on the ridge north of Matterhorn began laying automatic weapons fire in with the mortar explosions. All movement on the LZ was stopped.

Fitch and Mellas looked at each other hopelessly. The birds couldn't come in unless the weather was clear. But if it was clear, the NVA had the Marines pinned down with automatic weapons.

Then a cry went up from those on Helicopter Hill. 'Tubing! Tubing!' The Marines had been digging a second perimeter inside the first-they no longer had enough men to defend the outer one-but they stopped and began burying themselves in the dirt. They waited for the time it took between the sounds of the tubing, which went in a direct line to their ears, and the time it took the rounds to complete their high arcs. The mortar rounds crashed harmlessly, far down the hillside. Then the Marines were up again, digging furiously to complete the new perimeter.

Mellas felt a sickening dismay. The sounds of the tube pops had come from a different direction from the first ones.

Mellas ran down to the lines, diving into Goodwin's hole, from which he hoped to hear the second set of tubings and help Daniels with a cross bearing.

'You've got to hand it to them little f.u.c.kers,' Goodwin said to Mellas, waiting for the next volley of mortars. 'They're f.u.c.king pros. Too bad they ain't on our side.'

'Just wait a while,' Mellas said. 'They were on our side twenty-five years ago.'

'No s.h.i.+t. Who switched sides, us or them?'

'I think it was us. We used to be against colonialism. Now we're against communism.'

'I'll be G.o.dd.a.m.ned,' Goodwin said matter-of-factly. 'Whatever we're against, Jack, they're f.u.c.king pros.'

Mellas held up his hand, listening intently for the next sounds of tubing. As soon as they came, he took a bearing and radioed it back to Daniels on Goodwin's radio. Then he waited for the mortar sh.e.l.ls to complete their slow, high trajectory. He watched the top of the cloud bank that swirled beneath the two hilltops and obscured the valleys below them. Matterhorn seemed unattached to the earth, an ugly bulb rising out of silvery gray. Then the sh.e.l.ls. .h.i.t-all over and inside the perimeter. The Marines curled down, hands over their ears, and tried to squeeze inside their helmets.

The sh.e.l.ling continued for fifteen minutes. Just fifteen minutes. Then it stopped.

Mellas waited two minutes. He peered over the edge of the crater and then got up to check the damage. He found the senior squid already out patching someone up. Goodwin reported two more killed: they'd both been in the same hole. Otherwise, there were only minor shrapnel wounds.

Mellas walked back to Fitch's hole. Relsnik looked up, his face working. Pallack was looking away.

'What is it?'

Fitch broke the silence. 'Ba.s.s is dead,' he said quickly. As if he were trying to atone for this terse announcement, he added, 'We don't have enough effectives to cover both hills. As soon as we get the wounded off of Matterhorn, I'm pulling One and Three back here.'

It took Mellas a moment to register both pieces of information. Even then his next question was automatic. It was all he could say to fill the emptiness.

'How?' he asked numbly.

'Shrapnel. He bled to death.'

Mellas turned around and walked back to the edge of the lines facing Matterhorn. It was quiet. Matterhorn floated serenely above the fog. He saw Ba.s.s on Matterhorn just weeks earlier, teaching him, joking with him, b.i.t.c.hing to him. Ba.s.s wrapping him in a blanket one day after a patrol when he was so cold he couldn't stop s.h.i.+vering. Fixing a cup of coffee. Talking about home. The Corps. Ba.s.s. Dead. On this f.u.c.king wasted piece of earth.

Goodwin came up behind Mellas and put a hand on his helmet and rocked it back and forth. He didn't say anything.

'Thanks, Scar,' Mellas finally said.

Mellas's throat ached. Tears crowded close behind his eyelids. But the ache was never released and the tears never broke through. Emptiness filled his soul.

'Hey!' someone shouted on the south side of the perimeter. 'Here come the birds.'

Out of the fog to the south, a single CH-46 climbed upward toward the zone on Matterhorn. Someone on Matterhorn popped a red smoke grenade. The smoke spread slowly through the air, like blood in water.

Lazy puffs of darker smoke curled around the chopper as it came in-more mortar rounds.

Leaving the radios, Mellas picked up Fitch's field gla.s.ses and perched on a small mound. He watched Jackson standing all alone in the middle of the zone, directing the chopper with hand signals, the radio on his back, while mortar sh.e.l.ls burst around him. With Fraca.s.so and Ba.s.s both gone, Jackson took charge. There had been no orders and no questions.

Mellas watched the chopper settle in. Crewmen piled out while the Marines from Bravo Company ran up, carrying the wounded in any way they could manage, and throwing them into the tailgate. While crew members pulled the bodies forward, the Marines continued to run into and out of the bird with more dead and wounded. Then the chopper lifted, beating the air, as Marines ran from it and scattered for shelter. A figure appeared at the closing tailgate, hesitated a moment, then jumped out into s.p.a.ce and tumbled to the ground. It looked like Jacobs. The wry thought entered Mellas's head that Jacobs had probably stuttered too badly to get the pilot to stay on the ground, but then he felt bad for having such a thought. He watched as Jacobs lay there for a second; then someone darted out into the exploding mortar rounds and tugged on him. Then they both were up and running for cover.

'f.u.c.king Jake, man,' Mellas muttered out loud. 'He actually jumped back into this s.h.i.+t.'

He watched Jackson calmly direct another chopper in. Then the clouds closed out the zone and he could see no more.

A third chopper came straining up the south side of Helicopter Hill. Everyone listened to its progress. Pallack was talking to the pilot on the radio, and the senior squid was preparing the previous day's wounded for evacuation. Two of the five original emergency cases were still alive. One of them was Merritt, still saying he wasn't ever going to forget this. Sh.e.l.ler said he wouldn't either. Sh.e.l.ler and the corpsmen from Second Platoon put Merritt's foul-smelling body on a poncho strung between two sticks and carried him down to a torn piece of flat earth on the east side of the hill, away from the automatic weapons fire, to wait for the chopper.

Mellas watched the chopper emerge from the fog. Pallack popped a yellow smoke and the mortar sh.e.l.ls once again started falling on Helicopter Hill.

The pilot was talking to Pallack in a calm, steady voice. 'OK, son. Where are they shooting from from? I know where they're shooting at at. Over.'

'The finger just to our north, sir. Also tubes to d' northwest and due west just about on d' border. Over.'

'OK, son. I'll bring her in from the southeast. You're sure that f.u.c.king hole is big enough to get me in? Over.'

'Yes, sir. I walked right across it. It's a nice big flat s.p.a.ce. Over.'

'Nice big flat ain't helping me much. How about some numbers? Over.'

'One nice big flat spot, sir,' Pallack said. 'Over.'

'I ain't in the f.u.c.king mood for kidding around. Over.'

Pallack didn't want to tell the pilot how small the zone was; he was afraid the pilot would turn around and not try it.

'G.o.dd.a.m.n it, son, now I know you think I'm going to fly away if it's too small, but so help me, if you don't tell how big a spot you've got there, I am turning this f.u.c.king machine around. Right now. Over.'

Pallack hesitated. 'Ten meters, sir. But d'ere's no f.u.c.king wind. Over.'

's.h.i.+t.' The word was muttered, not intended to go over the air. Nevertheless the chopper kept coming in. Mellas could see the pilot, a large overweight man, probably a field-grade officer, hands moving deftly at the controls, large sweating face packed into the narrow plastic helmet. Mellas couldn't help thinking of Santa Claus.

By now small arms fire from the finger to the north could be heard crackling through the air above the landing zone; the chopper was flying straight into it. A second volley of tubing sounded through the fog, and everyone who was waiting for the chopper flattened out against the mud. More sh.e.l.ls exploded on the hill.

Sh.e.l.ler was sitting next to his wounded men, rubbing his face. Ridlow, still chalky white and with clammy sweat on his face, was bantering about whether or not to leave his .44 Magnum with Goodwin, but he and Goodwin were both worried. Ridlow had pa.s.sed out twice from loss of blood.

The pilot started talking as if to keep his own mind off the danger. 'Normally I wouldn't do this, son, but I was held up by some wild-a.s.s redneck staff sergeant right outside Delta Med who told me to drop off a huss for you guys when I went in or he'd shoot me out of the f.u.c.king sky.' The pilot laughed. 'You know that character? Over.'

'Yeah. It's d' gunny,' Pallack said. 'He would, too, sir,' he added. 'You're much better off with us. Over.'

'That's what I figured, son.' The radio lapsed into static.

The fire intensified, but the bird kept coming in a slow, straight, exposed approach. More mortar rounds. .h.i.t the hill behind the backs of the evacuation party. The bird loomed up on them out of the fog, its blades whapping and pounding, its turbines screaming. Suddenly there was chaos as the bird shuddered, hovering above the tiny level s.p.a.ce on the side of the hill, its blades barely missing the earth on the uphill side. Mellas saw that bullets had perforated the clear canopy around the pilot. The copilot was slumped over, held up only by his seat belt, his plastic helmet shattered and broken.

The chopper hit the deck and the crew chief started throwing out bags as Sh.e.l.ler and Fredrickson, with the help of others, shoved the critically wounded into the belly of the bird. In seconds the chopper was moving and the kids on the ground were diving for holes, not caring what was in the bags. The next salvo came just as the chopper started curving away, gaining speed rapidly as it moved with gravity, sliding southward toward the valley. A hand poked out of one of the chopper's broken portholes. It held a Smith & Wesson .44 that barked out six heavy shots at the north finger.

Mellas lifted his head from the earth. He darted down to the satchels, hollering for help, and began dragging them up the hill to the bunkers. Inside the bags were several cases of IV fluid, several cases of machine-gun ammunition, fifteen gallons of water, a case of hand grenades, and, in a Marine seabag stuffed with melting ice, two cases of Coca-Cola.

'D' f.u.c.king gunny, man,' Pallack said.

First and Third Platoons filed back onto Helicopter Hill three hours later, having had to walk at the pace of the wounded for whom there hadn't been room on the medevac birds. Connolly had Vancouver's sword. He walked up to the CP and handed it to Mellas.

'What the f.u.c.k am I supposed to do with it, Conman?' Mellas asked, feeling its weight.

'I don't know.' Connolly looked out into the fog. 'All I know is if it went back with Vancouver, someone who didn't deserve it would take it. At least you could trade it for something.'

'That doesn't seem right,' Mellas said. 'Maybe we ought to send it home to his father,' he added lamely.

'What father?' Connolly said. 'He wouldn't want that, sir. What you think a f.u.c.king Canadian is doing in an American war if he had a home and a father he wanted to go back to?'

Connolly sat down in the mud and stared past Mellas, across at Matterhorn. 'He was my f.u.c.king brother, sir.' He started crying. Mellas looked at the sword, unable to speak. Snot and tears were running over Connolly's mouth and chin. He kept wiping them away with his filthy hand, smearing everything all together. He looked up at Mellas. 'He was my f.u.c.king brother.'

Mellas put the sword in the CP bunker. Then he walked down to First Platoon's position and took over the platoon without even asking Fitch.

There were now fifteen bodies stacked on top of Helicopter Hill, stiff with rigor mortis, several of them mutilated by a mortar sh.e.l.l that had exploded in their midst. Goodwin's platoon had lost fifteen: eight killed and seven medevaced. The other wounded of his platoon stayed behind and were still capable of fighting. Kendall had lost fourteen: six killed and eight medevaced, with ten others left behind functioning with minor wounds. First Platoon had twenty left out of forty-two-the addition of Mellas made it twenty-one. Of those, half had minor wounds but were still able to fight. With the CP group and the mortarmen, that left ninety-seven effectives in the company. Fifteen gallons of water divided by ninety-seven was roughly a pint and a quarter for each Marine. Everyone also got half a can of c.o.ke.

The time was only 1015.

They redistributed water, food, and ammunition from the dead, including the NVA. Some Marines kept the NVA water in separate canteens from their own. Others just dumped the two together. It made little difference. Machine gunners met and split their remaining rounds evenly.

All day they sat or stood in their holes, staring at the fog. Every so often someone would shout 'Tubing!' and they would squeeze down, knees up to their helmets, waiting for the sounds that would let them know they weren't the ones who were hit.

By evening, as a result of the hammering by the NVA mortars, Mellas's mind was running out of control. At some point he'd taken a second flak jacket off a dead body and put it on over his own. His mind wouldn't stop calculating: if one flak jacket will take fifty percent of the flak, then two will take seventy-five percent. If I wear three, that will be eighty-seven and a half percent, and four will be ninety-three and three-quarters percent. He would keep this up until his fogged mind could divide no further; then, for some reason, he would start up again. If one will block half, then two will block three-quarters . . . He tried to shut the calculations off. He walked from hole to hole talking to people. But then he would hear the tubing, and he would know more sh.e.l.ls were on their way. He would scramble for the nearest hole and once again go through the numbers, waiting for the explosions. He remembered a lecture about how mortars are fairly ineffective against troops that are dug in. But the lecturer hadn't mentioned the psychological effect on the troops.