Demos Part 48
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'Yes.'
But even now Alice could not speak. She found a way of leading up to the catastrophe.
'Oh, mother has been going on so, Emma! What do you think? She won't have anything to do with the house any longer. She's given me the keys and all the money she had, and she's going to live just in her bedroom.
She says she'll get her food from the kitchen herself, and she won't have a thing done for her by any one. I'm sure she means it; I never saw her in such a state. She says if she'd ever so little money of her own, she'd leave the house altogether. She's been telling me I've no feeling, and that I'm going to the bad, that I shall live to disgrace her, and I can't tell you what. Everything is so miserable! She says it's all the money, and that she knew from the first how it would be. And I'm afraid some of what she says is true, I am indeed, Emma. But things happen in a way you could never think. I half wish myself the money had never come.
It's making us all miserable.'
Emma listened, expecting from phrase to phrase some word which would be to her a terrible enlightenment But Alice had ceased, and the word still unspoken.
'You say he sent me a message?'
She did not ask directly the cause of Mrs. Mutimer's anger. Instinct told her that to hear the message would explain all else.
'Emma, I'm afraid to tell you. You'll blame _me_, like mother did.'
'I shan't blame you, Alice. Will you please tell me the message?'
Emma's lips seemed to speak without her volition. The rest o her face was fixed and cold.
'He's married, Emma.'
'He asked you to tell me?'
Alice was surprised at the self-restraint proved by so quiet an interrogation.
'Yes, he did. Emma, I'm so, so sorry! If only you'll believe I'm sorry, Emma! He _made_ me come and tell you. He said if I didn't you'd have to find out by chance, because he couldn't for shame tell you himself. And he couldn't tell mother neither. I've had it all to do. If you knew what I've gone through with mother! It's very hard that other people should suffer so much just on his account. I am really sorry for you, Emma.'
'Who is it he's married?' Emma asked. Probably all the last speech had been but a vague murmur to her ears.
'Some one at Wanley.'
'A lady?'
'Yes, I suppose she's a lady.'
'You didn't see her, then?'
'Yes, I saw her. I don't like her.'
Poor Alice meant this to be soothing. Emma knew it, and smiled.
'I don't think she cares much after all,' Alice said to herself.
'But was that the message?'
'Only to tell you of it, Emma. There was something else,' she added immediately; 'not exactly a message, but he told me, and I dare say he thought I should let you know. He said that of course you were to have the money still as usual.'
Over the listener's face came a cloud, a deep, turbid red. It was not anger, but shame which rose from the depths of her being. Her head sank; she turned and walked aside.
'You're not angry with _me_, Emma?'
'Not angry at all, Alice,' was the reply in a monotone.
'I must say good-bye now. I hope you won t take on much. And I hope Jane 'll soon be better.'
'Thank you. I must go up to her; she doesn't like me to be away long.'
Alice went before up the kitchen stairs, the dark, narrow stairs which now seemed to her so poverty-stricken. Emma did not speak, but pressed her hand at the door.
Kate stood above her on the first landing, and, as Emma came up, whispered:
'Has he come?'
'Something has hindered him.' And Emma added, 'He couldn't help it.'
'Well, then, I think he ought to have helped it,' said the other tartly.
'When does he mean to come, I'd like to know?'
'It's uncertain.'
Emma pa.s.sed into the sick-room. Her sister followed her with eyes of ill-content, then returned to the kitchen.
Jane lay against pillows. Red light from the fire played over her face, which was wasted beyond recognition. She looked a handmaiden of Death.
The atmosphere of the room was warm and sickly. A small green-shaded lamp stood by the looking-gla.s.s in front of the window; it cast a disk of light below, and on the ceiling concentric rings of light and shade, which flickered ceaselessly, and were at times all but obliterated in a gleam from the fireplace. A kettle sang on the trivet.
The sick girl's hands lay on the counterpane; one of them moved as Emma came to the bedside, and rested when the warmer fingers clasped it.
There was eager inquiry in the sunken eyes; her hand tried to raise itself, but in vain.
'What did Alice say?' she asked, in quick feeble tones. 'Is he coming?'
'Not for Christmas, I'm afraid, dear. He's still very busy.'
'But he sent you a message?'
'Yes. He would have come if he could.'
'Did you tell Alice I wanted to see her? Why didn't she come up? Why did she stay such a short time?'
'She couldn't stay to-night, Jane. Are you easy still, love?'
'Oh, I did so want to see her. Why couldn't she stop, Emma? It wasn't kind of her to go without seeing me. I'd have made time if it had been her as was lying in bed. And he doesn't even answer what I wrote to him.
It was such work to write--I couldn't now; and he might have answered.'
'He very seldom writes to any one, you know, Jane. He has so little time.'
'Little time! I have less, Emma, and he must know that. It's unkind of him. What did Alice tell you? Why did he want her to go there? Tell me everything.'
Demos Part 48
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