Prisoners Part 44
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"No, no, Maine. When Carstairs was hiding behind the screen he was not dying with anxiety to take the Marchesa's crime on his white shoulders--not at that moment. That explanation don't wash. I believe I know a better one."
Wentworth became very red.
"The d.u.c.h.ess's maid! Did you ever see her? No, evidently not. You've no time for looking at young maids. Taken up with contemplating an old maid in the gla.s.s. You miss a lot, I can tell you. She was the prettiest little baggage I've set eyes on for years. And she was not of an iron virtue. But she wouldn't look at a little thing like me. Can't think why. Come, now, don't look so demure. We aren't all plaister saints like you. _I'm_ not, in spite of my Madonna face. Wasn't that the truth? The Marchesa story is for the gallery. But you and I are behind the scenes.
Mum's the word. But wasn't that why Carstairs was hanging about the house after everyone else had gone just for the same reason that I was--to get a word with that little hussy?"
At that moment a tall, middle-aged man came into the room, and Lord John's roving eye fell upon him. He sprang to his feet.
"Lossiemouth," he said, seizing the latter's unwilling hand. "Why, you're the very man I wanted to see. Congratulations, my dear chap. All my heart. s.h.i.+p come in, and ancestral halls, and going to be married too, all in one fell swoop. Know Miss Bellairs a little. Jumped with her in the same skipping rope in childhood's happy hours, danced with her at her first ball. Madly in love with her. Never seen her since."
Wentworth escaped.
The chamber of his soul had been long in readiness, swept and garnished for the restless spirit that had returned to it--not alone.
CHAPTER x.x.xIV
Est-il indispensable, qu'on s'eleve a un point d'ou le devoir n'apparaisse plus comme un choix de nos sentiments les plus n.o.bles, mais comme une silencieuse necessite de toute notre nature.
The following afternoon Fay was sitting in the little morning-room at Priesthope, trying to write a letter, a long, long letter. Wentworth's last note to her, just arrived by the second post, was open before her, telling her that he could not return for two days. And then the door opened gently and he was before her.
She turned a white, miserable face towards the door. Then as she suddenly recognised him the colour rushed to her face, and she flew to him with a cry and locked him in her arms, kissing his shoulder, his coat, his hands.
He was thunderstruck. Could a few days' absence so profoundly move these delicate, emotional creatures, whom an all-wise Providence had made almost too susceptible to masculine charm! He had never seen Fay like this. But then, he had never seen anything like anything. She withdrew herself suddenly, and stood a little apart, her face and neck one carnation of soft shame.
"But you are in London," she said, her lip quivering, her eyes falling before his. "I have your own word for it that you are still in London."
And she pointed at his letter. "I was not expecting to see you."
A joy so great that it was akin to pain laid its awakening hand on him.
"I am glad you were not expecting me," he said, in a voice that he hardly recognised as his own. "I'm thankful."
And he drew her back into his arms more moved than he had ever been.
Yes. He was loved. He loved and was loved. He had not known the world contained anything as great as this. He had always thought that life at its best was a solitary thing, that pa.s.sion was a momentary madness with which he did not care to tamper, that celibacy was a cheap price to pay for his independence. But he and this woman were one. This was rest and peace and joy and freedom. This was what he had always wanted, without knowing he wanted it. One of the many barriers between them went down.
He thought it was the only one.
They sat a long time in silence, his head against her breast. Her face had become pinched and sharp, the lovely colour had faded. All its beauty and youth had gone out of it. Her terrified eyes stared at the wall.
"Speak! Speak now," said the inner voice. "You were too late last time.
Speak now."
"I am very miserable, Fay," in a whisper against her cheek.
Her arms tightened round him.
"Not so miserable now I am with you, but----"
It seemed to Fay that she was holding to her breast the point of the sword that was to stab her to death.
He raised his head, and she saw that there were tears in his eyes. Twice she had seen tears in those narrow grey eyes before: once when he had talked to her of Michael in prison, and once when Michael was exonerated.
They had drawn a little apart.
"When I came here I had not meant to tell you anything about it, I had decided not to, but--Fay, I can't believe it, I haven't slept all night, I have known for two days, I only found it out by the merest accident that that has happened which I never thought could happen, something impossible." Wentworth's lip quivered. "Michael has deceived me, not by mistake, not just for a moment, but systematically, purposely--for years."
There was anger as well as pain in his voice.
"It was about the murder of the Marchese," he said hoa.r.s.ely, "but I don't care what it was about. That is not the point. He has deceived me for reasons of his own. I don't know what they were. And I am afraid, my darling, he has not stopped there. I am afraid he has deceived you too.
I am afraid he hoodwinked you when he persuaded you to let him hide in your room. Why did he hide if he wanted to s.h.i.+eld the Marchesa? Don't you see that there was no sense in his hiding, though I never thought of it till--lately? I always believed in him implicitly, as you have done.
I thought him just the kind of person who _would_ sacrifice himself for a woman. I can understand doing it. It appeals to a nature like mine. I was deeply hurt by his reserve about it, since he came home, but I never thought, it never struck me for one single second that it concealed anything discreditable."
"It does not," said Fay suddenly.
"My dearest, I am afraid there is no doubt it _does_. What was Michael doing in the garden at that time of night. You forget that. I am the last person in the world to think him capable of anything disgraceful, but I can't resist the conclusion that he was waiting--Oh! Fay, your ears ought not to be polluted by such things--was waiting about in the garden because he was attracted by someone in the house."
He felt her hand quiver in his.
How womanly she was, how pure. How could any man have had the heart to throw dust in those innocent eyes. He kissed the cold hand reverently.
"I hate to speak of such a thing to you, and it somehow seems out of the question when I think of Michael's character. I had brought him up so carefully. I had impressed on him my own high code of morals from the first. And yet--and yet--I am afraid, dearest, that Michael must have been hanging about to have a word with--don't start so, why do you tremble?--with your maid."
There was a moment's silence. Fay shook her head. She was unable to articulate.
"Then why was he there? You must have been very much surprised and alarmed at his coming to your room so late. And unless he had given you some reason, you would not have tried to hide him. We always come back to that. Fay, why _did_ Michael hide?"
Fay struggled to speak. Her white lips moved, but no sound came forth.
"You and the Duke tried to save him from being discovered. We all know that. The Duke told me so himself."
Another silence. Fay's face became convulsed.
"You are no diplomatist, Fay, thank G.o.d. I see very well, my darling, that you know more than you will say. It is plain to me that in the goodness of your soul you are trying to s.h.i.+eld Michael--_for the second time_."
He kissed her on the forehead and rose to go.
"Stop!" said Fay, almost inarticulately. "It isn't the second time. I didn't s.h.i.+eld him last time. I let him slide. But I will now ... I want to tell you ... I must tell you ... Michael has been here, he came when you were away in London. And he has begged me,--Oh, Wentworth, he has implored me to--tell you everything."
Wentworth became very red. His face hardened.
"_He_ has begged you to tell me! He has gone behind my back and tried to depute you to do it, to plead his cause for him. He has not even the courage to come to me himself. No, Fay, I am going. It is no use imploring me to stay. I'm not going to listen to you making excuses for him. I don't blame you, but you ought not to have agreed to do it.
Whatever I ought to know I must hear from Michael himself. I shall go over and see him to-morrow morning. Even you, dearest, must not come between--Michael and me."
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