Running With Scissors_ A Memoir Part 2

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She smiled. "What do you mean, a white cap? You mean like a sailor's cap?"

"No," I said. "I mean like a regular doctor's office receptionist. At the hospital I go to in Springfield for shots, they all wear white caps like the nurses."

Hope laughed. "Oh, G.o.d. I'm not that kind of receptionist. We're a lot more casual here, can't you tell?" She reached across her desk and straightened the snow globe.

"Do you like working for him?" I asked. Maybe I could pry her for details.

"I love working for Dad."

"He's your father?"

"Didn't you know that?"

"No."

Hope got up from behind her desk and came to sit next to me on the sofa. "Yeah, Dr. Finch is my father. That's why I work here. I wouldn't work for just any doctor." me on the sofa. "Yeah, Dr. Finch is my father. That's why I work here. I wouldn't work for just any doctor."

I couldn't imagine working for my father. We could barely take care of the garbage together. "Do you have any brothers or sisters?"

Hope laughed again. "You could say that." Then she looked up, stuck out her left hand and began counting them off. "There's Kate, me, Anne, Jeff, Vickie and Natalie. We're Dad and Agnes's biological biological children. Plus Dad's adopted son, Neil Bookman. So that's seven of us." children. Plus Dad's adopted son, Neil Bookman. So that's seven of us."

Instantly, I was consumed with envy. "And you all live together?"

"Not quite. My sister Kate lives around the corner with her daughter and so does my sister Anne and her son. Jeff lives in Boston. Vickie lives with some friends. But Natalie is there a lot. I live there. Plus, we have a dog and a cat. And of course Mom and Dad. There's always someone over at Sixty-seven."

"What's Sixty-seven?"

"Sixty-seven Perry Street. That's where we live. You should come by sometime with your parents. You'd have a lot of fun there."

I had to admit, the idea of seeing a real doctor's house was nothing less than thrilling. I imagined walls hung with exotic and expensive tapestries, polished marble floors, columns that stretched for hundreds of feet. I saw water fountains out front with hedges trimmed into the shapes of zoo animals.

"Hey, do you want a c.o.ke?" Hope asked.

"Okay."

Hope got her pocketbook from under her desk. She pulled out her wallet and handed me a five-dollar bill. "I'll buy them if you run downstairs and down the street to O'Brian's drug-store to get them. You can even get yourself a candy bar." if you run downstairs and down the street to O'Brian's drug-store to get them. You can even get yourself a candy bar."

When I returned, Hope was sitting behind her desk, typing on a page she'd inserted into her black manual typewriter. "We've got to stay on top of these insurance forms," she said, "if we ever want to get paid. It's a lot of work running a doctor's office."

I felt guilty that I'd taken so much of her time, that I had been keeping her from doing her job. "I'm sorry," I said. "I didn't mean to bother you so much, asking you all these questions." I set the paper bag with the c.o.kes on her desk and handed her the change.

"Don't be crazy," she said. "You're not a bother. Jeepers, I'd much rather talk to you than fill out those dumb insurance forms." Then she pulled the paper from the carriage and set it on her desk. She reached into the bag for one of the c.o.kes and popped the top. "I can always do that stuff later."

The phone rang and Hope answered, using a voice so smooth and professional, you'd think she was wearing a white nurse's cap. "Dr. Finch's office," she said. She listened for a moment. "I'm sorry, the doctor is in with a patient right now. Shall I have him return your call?" She winked at me.

As we sat on the sofa drinking the c.o.kes, Hope asked me about my own family. "What's it like living at your house?"

"I don't know," I said. "I like to hang out in my room and do stuff there."

"I like your ring," she said, pointing to my pinkie.

"Thanks. It's from Mexico. It's real silver."

"It's very nice."

"Thanks."

"I have one almost just like that."

"You do?"

"Mmm hmm," she said. Then she showed me the ring on her left hand. "See?"

It was almost exactly like mine, except not very s.h.i.+ny. "You want me to polish it for you?"

"You could do that?"

"Sure."

She slid the ring off her finger and handed it to me. "Here you go then. You can bring it to me next time your parents come to see Dad."

I had only meant that I could polish it with my s.h.i.+rt. "You mean you want me to take it and polish it?"

"Well, sure."

"Okay." I slipped the ring into my front pocket.

Hope smiled at me. "I can't wait for it to be as new and s.h.i.+ny looking as yours."

As time went on, my parents' relations.h.i.+p became worse, not better. My father grew more hostile and remote, taking a particular liking to metallic objects with serrated edges. And my mother began to go crazy.

Not crazy in a let's paint the kitchen bright red! let's paint the kitchen bright red! sort of way. But crazy in a sort of way. But crazy in a gas oven, toothpaste sandwich, I am G.o.d gas oven, toothpaste sandwich, I am G.o.d sort of way. Gone were the days when she would stand on the deck lighting lemon-scented candles without then having to eat the wax. sort of way. Gone were the days when she would stand on the deck lighting lemon-scented candles without then having to eat the wax.

Gone, too, were the once-a-week therapy sessions. My mother began seeing Dr. Finch nearly every day.

My parents' divorce was explosive. But as with all things that explode, a clean, flattened area was created. I could see the horizon now. The fights between my parents would be over because they weren't speaking; the tension in the house would be eased because there was no house. The canvas was now clean. the horizon now. The fights between my parents would be over because they weren't speaking; the tension in the house would be eased because there was no house. The canvas was now clean.

Now, my mother and I would be on our own, like in the movie Alice Doesnt Live Here Anymore Alice Doesnt Live Here Anymore or my favorite show, or my favorite show, One Day at a Time. One Day at a Time.

She would get better in our new Amherst apartment. I would go to my new elementary school, then junior high, then high school, then Princeton and become a doctor or the star of my own highly rated variety show.

And our dog, Cream? She refused to move. We took her to Amherst with us, but she ran all the way back to Leverett to the old house. The new people who lived there said they'd take care of her. So even she would get a new life.

Life would be fabric-softener, tuna-salad-on-white, PTA-meeting normal.

THE MASTURBATORIUM.

D.

R. FINCH LEANED BACK IN HIS RATTAN SWIVEL CHAIR AND folded his arms behind his head. My mother sat across from him on the floral love seat and I sat in the armchair between them. My mother's razor-stubbled legs were tightly crossed. She wore leather sandals with thin straps and tapped her foot in the air nervously. She lit her third More. folded his arms behind his head. My mother sat across from him on the floral love seat and I sat in the armchair between them. My mother's razor-stubbled legs were tightly crossed. She wore leather sandals with thin straps and tapped her foot in the air nervously. She lit her third More.

I was twelve but felt at least at least fourteen, my parents had been divorced for over a year and my mother was seeing Dr. Finch constantly. Not just every day, but for fourteen, my parents had been divorced for over a year and my mother was seeing Dr. Finch constantly. Not just every day, but for hours hours every day. And if not in person, certainly on the phone. Sometimes, like now, I would get sucked into one of their sessions. My mother felt it was important that the doctor and I get to know each other. She felt that maybe he could help me with my school troubles. The trouble being that I refused to go and she felt powerless every day. And if not in person, certainly on the phone. Sometimes, like now, I would get sucked into one of their sessions. My mother felt it was important that the doctor and I get to know each other. She felt that maybe he could help me with my school troubles. The trouble being that I refused to go and she felt powerless to force me. I think it may have also distantly bothered her that I didn't have any friends my age. Or any age, really. to force me. I think it may have also distantly bothered her that I didn't have any friends my age. Or any age, really.

The two friends I had when we lived in the country weren't my friends anymore. My mother had angered their their mothers. So they weren't allowed to hang around with me. I was never quite sure what my mother did to p.i.s.s those mothers off. But knowing my mother, it could have been anything. As a result, I was isolated and spent all my time gazing out the window of our rented apartment and dreaming of the day when I turned thirty. Except when I was sitting in Dr. F's office. mothers. So they weren't allowed to hang around with me. I was never quite sure what my mother did to p.i.s.s those mothers off. But knowing my mother, it could have been anything. As a result, I was isolated and spent all my time gazing out the window of our rented apartment and dreaming of the day when I turned thirty. Except when I was sitting in Dr. F's office.

"As spiritually evolved as I may indeed be," Dr. Finch said, eyes twinkling with playfulness, "I'm still a human being. A male human being. I am still very much a man."

My mother blew a cloud of smoke over her head. "You are a G.o.dd.a.m.n sonofab.i.t.c.h," she said. She used her teasing voice, as opposed to her disturbing let's go to the mall in blackface let's go to the mall in blackface voice. voice.

Finch laughed, his face reddening.

"That may be," he continued. "Men are sons of b.i.t.c.hes. That would make you a sonofab.i.t.c.h, Augusten." He looked over at me.

"And you a b.i.t.c.h," he said to my mother.

"I'm the biggest b.i.t.c.h in the world," my mother said, crus.h.i.+ng her cigarette out in the soil of the potted jade plant on the coffee table.

"That's very healthy," Finch said. "You need to be a b.i.t.c.h."

My mother's face tightened with pride and she raised her chin slightly. "Doctor, if being a b.i.t.c.h is healthy, then I am the healthiest d.a.m.n woman on the face of the earth."

Finch exploded in laughter, slapping his thighs.

I failed to see the humor in the situation. As far as I was concerned, my mother was a b.i.t.c.h, period. She was a rare psychotic-confessional-poet strain of salmonella. concerned, my mother was a b.i.t.c.h, period. She was a rare psychotic-confessional-poet strain of salmonella.

"Do you actually use it?" I said, changing the subject from my mother and back to what we were talking about, namely the room in the rear of the office.

Finch turned to me. "Absolutely. As I was saying, I am a man and I have needs."

I tried to understand. "Do you use it, when? Between patients?"

Finch laughed again. "Between patients. After patients. Sometimes if a patient is particularly tedious, I will excuse myself to the Masturbatorium." He picked up a copy of The New York Times The New York Times from the low gla.s.s-topped rattan table in front of his chair. "This morning I have been reading about Golda Meier. An incredible woman. Highly evolved. Spiritually, she is the woman who should be my wife." His face flushed slightly and he adjusted his belt buckle. "So reading about her, well, it always has a powerful effect on my libido. Just five minutes before you came in here I was admiring her picture in the paper. As a result, I will need to relieve myself after the two of you leave." from the low gla.s.s-topped rattan table in front of his chair. "This morning I have been reading about Golda Meier. An incredible woman. Highly evolved. Spiritually, she is the woman who should be my wife." His face flushed slightly and he adjusted his belt buckle. "So reading about her, well, it always has a powerful effect on my libido. Just five minutes before you came in here I was admiring her picture in the paper. As a result, I will need to relieve myself after the two of you leave."

I looked at the closed door, could picture the ratty couch in the room behind it; the bookcases filled with drug samples; the ancient copies of The New England Journal of Medicine. The New England Journal of Medicine. I could picture the I could picture the Penthouse Penthouse magazines, columns of them, next to the sofa. The thought of fat Dr. Finch ditching a patient to go jerk off in the back room while he looked at pictures of airbrushed v.a.g.i.n.as-or worse, Golda Meier-was disturbing. magazines, columns of them, next to the sofa. The thought of fat Dr. Finch ditching a patient to go jerk off in the back room while he looked at pictures of airbrushed v.a.g.i.n.as-or worse, Golda Meier-was disturbing.

"Would you like a tour?" he asked.

"Of what?" I said.

My mother coughed.

"Of the Masturbatorium, of course," he roared.

I rolled my eyes. I did sort of want a tour, but it seemed sick to actually be excited. I looked at the poster of Einstein on the wall behind his head. It read: Boredom is an affliction of youth. Boredom is an affliction of youth. "No, I'm bored. I have to go." "No, I'm bored. I have to go."

"Well, alright. But it's your loss," he said. "You don't know what you're missing."

Actually, I did know because Hope had already shown me the room months ago. Although it seemed like I probably shouldn't let him know I'd seen it already. "Okay, let's go on a tour."

With great effort, he rose from his chair.

"May I bring my cigarette into your Masturbatorium, or do I need to put it out?" my mother asked.

"Smoking is a great privilege in my sanctuary. But for you, Deirdre, I will allow it."

My mother bowed. "Thank you."

But opening the door to the Masturbatorium revealed a surprise. Hope had left her post as receptionist and was napping on the seedy couch.

"What is this?" Finch bellowed. "Hope!" he boomed.

Hope startled awake. "Jesus, Dad. You scared the s.h.i.+t out of me." She blinked against the light. "Oh my G.o.d, what's the matter with you?"

Finch was furious. "Hope, you have no business being in here. This is my Masturbatorium and you're using my blanket." He pointed at the colorful crocheted throw Hope had wrapped around herself.

The ta.s.sels along the edge were stuck together.

"Dad, I was just taking a nap."

"This is not the place for naps," he bellowed.

My mother turned around to leave. "I think I'll get a fresh cup of Sanka."

"Wait a minute, Deirdre," Finch said.

My mother froze. "Yes?"

"Do you see how Hope's behavior is wrong?" he asked.

My mother brought her cigarette to her mouth. "Well, I really don't know."

Hope sat up on the couch.

"Deirdre, answer me," Finch demanded. "Do you see how Hope's sneaking in here and invading my private s.p.a.ce is wrong?"

After a moment of thinking about it, my mother said, "Well, I can understand not liking one's s.p.a.ce invaded. I can understand how it would be upsetting to have somebody messing with your things without asking."

"Then confront her!" Finch directed.

I stood back, not wanting to get sucked in.

"Well, I ..."

"Deirdre, speak up! Tell Hope what you feel."

My mother looked at Hope as if to say, What can I do? Then she said, "Hope, I don't think it's right for you to disturb your father's s.p.a.ce without asking."

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