I Was Reincarnated Chapter 18

Rune's side

***Relations*** R18

For us who went to town, when that person appeared, s.h.i.+n-sama used his power to return (to the castle) in a moment

(That was, a knight……)

His whole body wasn't covered in armor like a beastman, instead he was just wearing armor that covered his torso and arms and a mantle

It gave off the feeling that it was easy to move in

His swordsmans.h.i.+p is probably above mine as well

Lately I've seen quite a few humans

Out of them that knight seems to be considerably powerful

Although I don't really understand what exactly a governor is, but Dea said it's a bigshot whose position is next to the king's

And a king is the top human among humans

Somewhat of a demon king-like feeling?

I've heard that there isn't just one demon king as well

Similarly there are several human kings

s.h.i.+n-sama seemed to dislike that knight and said he was a persistent guy

(Persistent, means what?)

It's a word I've never heard before

That knight called Sei, I think of the humans I've met up till now he's the scariest

I was only okay because s.h.i.+n-sama was holding my hand the entire time, but if he hadn't, I would have probably cried like Rau

I had heard that humans are dreadful things, his atmosphere was scary so I was excessively frightened by that probably

He was always so angry

It seems that we won't be taken to town for a short while, I'm a bit disappointed

However, meeting that knight again would be scary, if it's when I'm together with s.h.i.+n-sama it would work out, but if it's when we're separated I'll be beyond scared

"Rau, before going to town, I put playground equipment in the garden so go play. Dea, escort her"

"Yes"

Dea held Rau and headed outside

Speaking of which, in a place a bit separated from the field there's some sort of large thing

"The thing in the garden, is it a toy for Rau?"

"Aah(yeah)"

Such a big thing is also a toy

Even though it's size is even taller than me

Such an expensive toy is not something that should be given to a beastman child

(When I was a child) I could play with anything

Doing things like competing to pull out more weeds, or just running around………….

However, if there's anything that important, I'd help my parents with it

Like drawing water or carrying baggage, there were quite a few jobs

When compared to my childhood, Rau's is quite luxurious

Although the me now is the same (living in luxury)

There's no fear of going hungry or being attacked by humans or demons

Just that much would be plenty, but I was not even told to work

The only things I do are take care of the field and clean

Although I was told I was not a slave, I feel heartache that I have only been given things and haven't been able to give anything in return

Although it's just by chance that I resemble his acquaintance and am receiving such good treatment

I am just being pampered as a replacement for that person

However, occasionally there are times when I delude myself thinking isn't it actually me he's pampering

I, am not s.h.i.+n-sama's acquaintance, and when I think isn't it me being cherished…..

……Such a thing, there's no way that's true

"Have Rona's parents been killed?"

"No, they were sold. For spirits, the older they are the more their magic power increases, so they probably won't be killed for being older…."

s.h.i.+n-sama has already started talking about something else

Rona's parents, unlike Rona, seem to have been bought

"Any siblings?"

"I have an older brother"

It seems he has an older brother as well

"Do they all have the same eye and hair color?"

"Um, my hair is the same as my mother's and my eyes are the same as my father's"

"Hmm…..this color, is pretty"

He lifts a handful of his hair and looks at it closely

(Even though s.h.i.+n-sama's hair is so much prettier)

His glossy, long jet black hair

Without any damage, it smoothly flows through your fingers

It also smells nice

Every time I run my finger through it it's silky and rustles softly

Touching it is nice, so much that I want to keep touching it forever

For my hair that has had no maintenance done on it, it's completely different

It's not even worth comparing

"I've been up for a while and I have nothing to do"

Already no longer interested in Rona's hair, s.h.i.+n-sama leaned back in his chair and looked up

Speaking of which, I've never seen s.h.i.+n-sama do anything

Perhaps only about as much as playing with Rau or chatting like this

Even when we're doing something, he would just watch from a slightly separate place

Does he not have anything he wants to do?

"Sleep"

That's right, as for what s.h.i.+n-sama wants to do, it's undoubtedly just sleeping

……ah—

"Eh-!? Sleeping?"

My voice unintentionally came out

After all, despite sleeping that much, even up to yesterday ……

Is he already sleepy?

"Do you have anything else you need to do?"

While standing up he asks me

There's nothing I need to do

However……

"Today, together….."

Even though yesterday he said we would sleep together

"Ah—….it's soon time to eat, Rune won't be sleeping yet, so come by later"

Like comforting a child, he pats my head

Is he treating me like a child?

Am I no different from Rau?

Since he said he died at 17, even if he has his previous life's memories it doesn't add on to his age

After all he's now only 0

(Even though, I'm, 22……)

Even though I'm older, s.h.i.+n-sama doesn't give off that sort of feeling (of being younger)

Is it because he's a demon G.o.d?

Was he like this even in his previous life?

He would have been quite mature for a 17 year old

Or is it, that I'm too childish

After all, I'm a weak beastman, if I'm not beside my protector, s.h.i.+n-sama, I can't be at ease

Separated I would be anxious, there is also the fact that I am a beastman and s.h.i.+n-sama is a demon G.o.d

"…..Can't be helped, huh, I'll stay so don't make such a face"

The standing s.h.i.+n-sama once again sits and pats my head

Am I really making such an anxious face?

I've made him worried

But as expected s.h.i.+n-sama is gentle

Although he keeps saying he's not a good person, from what I've seen no one is gentler

During the meal Rau sat on his lap and s.h.i.+n-sama fed her

It's like he was treating her like a baby

Although he said he died at 17, did he have a child?

"s.h.i.+n-sama, when you were human did you have a child?"

For beastmen, 17 is not yet an adult, they are considered children

"Didn't at all, in my previous world, although 20 was considered an adult, you could only marry at 18"

It seems he didn't have any children in his previous existence

In that case, why is he this accustomed to handling children?

"But, handling children, so skillfully….."

"Because I like children, they're honest and obedient"

s.h.i.+n-sama said so while patting Rau's head, he showed a gentle smile

(So s.h.i.+n-sama likes honest and obedient guys)

Am I, honest and obedient?

As for myself I'm not really sure

Finis.h.i.+ng the meal I go to bath

Normally after a meal I like to move my body a bit, but today we entered the bath together

I have to quickly finish so s.h.i.+n-sama doesn't go to his room alone

Although it's fine to go later, I thought he might lock the door again, so no matter what I hurry

When I get up in a hurry my arm is grabbed and in the next moment I am in s.h.i.+n-sama's room

Whenever I see it I think what a convenient power

As for Rona, if it's him alone it's fine somehow or other, but it seems teleporting together with someone else is a difficult magic

Rona told me that he couldn't do it

s.h.i.+n-sama with his hair shortened, got onto the bed and I followed him

"Ah, that's right, Rune, would you find it disagreeable to increase the number of people?"

He asks me like he suddenly thought of it

"I don't particularly mind…..Is there someone you want to bring?"

"Since the garden is so big, I thought I could make it into a living area. I was thinking I could buy some guys being sold as slaves"

"Eh? In the garden!?"

They won't be (living) in the castle?

Even though the garden isn't sheltered

"Will they stay there even when it rains?"

"Ah? …..Ah— you're misunderstanding, I plan to build them houses"

I thought they would just be sleeping in the garden

I was surprised

Building them houses, huh

"You won't let them into the castle?"

Even though there are still so many room remaining

"If I don't like them then even if they aren't slaves I won't let them be beside me. In the garden, I can let them live as they like. Let them make a small village sort of feeling, you know. There would also be no need to subordinate them"

"……for what purpose?"

"For me to waste time"

Buying people to waste time……..

However, those people would be safe here

They could only be attacked by flying demons and wouldn't have to defend otherwise

"When will you bring them?"

"Hmm I wonder, since I have a carriage that can hold a lot of people, I'll bring Dea to buy them tomorrow"

(Tomorrow, huh…..)

It seems he won't be bringing me along

"Will I be house-sitting then?"

"That's right. Besides, you don't need to see a place like that, where they sell slaves"

Are the conditions there really so terrible?

I nod as he pats my head

s.h.i.+n-sama often pats everyone's head

He gently pets my head for a while, also touching my ears

When he touches my ears they feel a bit ticklish

I unconsciously move my ears a bit

Whenever I do, he would take his hand off

However, today he didn't move his hand

At that point, I suddenly had a thought

(Will I, be embraced again?)

Once…..or should I say one night through, I was embraced

I thought his promise to sleep together was just simply that (sleeping), but I hadn't considered any other possibility

Of course, I don't find it objectionable

Though, before I wasn't really in any position to refuse

When I saw s.h.i.+n-sama's face, he gently looked at me as our eyes met

"…….do I really resemble s.h.i.+n-sama's acquaintance that much?"

He's probably looking through me to see that person

With that thought my chest hurts

"I wonder, both you face and general personality are similar, but I'm certain you are different people since there are also places that are different though"

Even the personality is similar, huh

That person was probably also a bit cowardly

Even then, to still kill s.h.i.+n-sama…..

Is the dissimilar place that?

I could never kill s.h.i.+n-sama

"Today, too, will you embrace me in place of that person?"

I involuntarily ask

s.h.i.+n-sama looks at me with a rare blank look

"…..You thought it was like that? I don't intend to embrace you as a subst.i.tute for that guy"

"Eh…..?"

I thought it must surely be like that

After all, although he was holding me tightly until he woke up, he seemed to call out (that guy's) name (before he woke up)

Was that unrelated?

"If I was embracing you as a subst.i.tute for that guy, then I would have called out that guy's name in the middle of it"

He told me so and I remember in the middle of being embraced he called out 'Rune'

"Then you are not embracing me as a subst.i.tute for anyone else?"

I suddenly feel like crying

"It seems it was thoughtless of me to say you resemble someone, so there's no helping you misunderstanding"

Patting my head gently, smiling at me gently, all of it was not at s.h.i.+n-sama's acquaintance, but at me?

"Although at the start I took advantage of you taking your hand, but Rune and that guy are different, so although that guy was cute, Rune is cute too"

"Eh? Cu…"

I really can't understand s.h.i.+n-sama's sense of aesthetics

For him to think I'm cute, there's not even a speck of such a thing

"Ah—…..because Rune says such cute things, I want to do it. If you don't want it say it now. If it's now I can stop"

(Eh?)

It seems he really didn't have such intentions today

Is it because I said something cute?

"You won't, make it an order?"

"I don't want to force Rune so if you don't want it I'll find someone else, for those sorts of s.e.x slave it wouldn't be a problem, right?"

(Certainly…..)

For s.e.x slaves, I've heard that buying them is common

However buying such things has nothing to do with me

Although I'm being taken care of, I'm not a slave

"Don't want to?"

If you ask like that I'll be troubled

I can't help but acknowledge the fact that I like s.h.i.+n-sama

"…..it's not that….I don't, want to"

However, I can't really refuse him like this

Although I'd hate it if he chased me out, for s.h.i.+n-sama it's not like he absolutely has to embrace me in particular

As he just said, if I refuse he'll just go find someone else

That would be, a bit…..unpleasant, really unpleasant

I don't think that s.h.i.+n-sama will come to like me though

Only, just being interested in me would be enough

Anyhow, since there's no way I'll come to like someone else, there's no problem staying like this

Although I would be happier receiving his love, but unlike s.h.i.+n-sama I will die

With no lifespan and without growing old, s.h.i.+n-sama will remain alone

So I can't wish for more than that

It's a wish I can't obtain

"……h, nn"

I could feel his tongue wriggle inside my mouth and my breath became rough

It's my first time doing something like this with s.h.i.+n-sama

I'm far from a woman as surely only s.h.i.+n-sama knows

Even though I thought that being the side embraced should be unpleasant

Even though I thought that I shouldn't want it

Previously when I was embraced as well, I was embraced without any resistance

With even a sign of resistance it wouldn't have happened

Differently from last time where I just went with the flow, this time the sensations I felt made me self-conscious

Like before I'm not scared not knowing what's going on, instead while s.h.i.+n-sama's hand and tongue caress over my body, I only feel good

"Fu, hh, s.h.i.+n-sama-…….Eh? Th,that-! No, good! There's, dirty—"

"You just bathed, right?"

His mouth went down towards my erection, and drawing my waist closer, he deeply engulfed me in his mouth and I could only let him do so

I experienced a feeling I have never tasted before and I could not last long

"Let, let go—hh, I'm about, to come"

As I somehow try to separate from him, s.h.i.+n-sama didn't even flinch

"Hih— Pleas…..let, go-!"

I try to push his head off, but his sucking becomes even stronger

"Ah——hh!!"

I very quickly ended up coming in his mouth

Shocked at releasing into his mouth, while I was in a daze, he put a pillow below my waist and spread my legs

Thank to the pillow my tail wasn't hurt, but a place even I have never seen was exposed to s.h.i.+n-sama's eyes

Having this appearance seen so thoughtlessly, I was so embarra.s.sed I couldn't take anymore

Even though I tried to close my legs, but since s.h.i.+n-sama was between them I couldn't

He smeared a large amount of some slippery substance on me and inserted his finger into me

I saw it

Even though I averted my eyes, for some reason I looked

He increased the number of fingers inside each time, and the feeling of pressure grew

However after a moment it soon felt good

"Hiyahh, aah-, s.h.i.+n, sama-, ha"

Each time his finger pressed that place I continuously let out an indecent voice

I truly couldn't feel anything like pain, rather I was feeling too much and my tears leaked out

While his fingers continued to wriggle inside me, each time his fingers moved I could hear a matching wet sound resound

Only when his fingers were removed could I no longer hear that

Instead he pressed something large against me there and when I could clearly see it I became frightened

"Sh,s.h.i.+n-sama, that's impossible-! It won't fit"

"This isn't the first time, you know"

Certainly he has embraced me before, so it should be able to fit, but……

I can't suddenly believe that

"Hey, I'm going to put some power into it"

As he slowly entered there was a feeling of considerable pressure

"Uahh-!"

He entered deeply into a place his fingers couldn't reach, it was painful

But compared to the first time it was much better

"s.h.i.+n-samaah, it,s, deep-"

Firmly thrusting deep inside, but due to being face up there was an unavoidable impact he couldn't soften

However there wasn't just pain, I felt pleasure incomparable to what I felt with his fingers

"Hiih, hh, ……a, Yaah"

Without as much pain from before, I felt good

"s.h.i.+n-sama-, Sh,in-samaa!"

I held his shoulders as he began to move even faster, I could only call out s.h.i.+n-sama's name—

"Rune ——This, is dangerous, you're too cute"

"Hih-, ah, ah, aah-"

As he moves more and more intensely, I can only let out a high pitched coquettish voice

"Ya-, coming, ing——"

Even though my front wasn't touched at all, I still came

After that, I could feel him let hot stuff out in me

My body shook like it was convulsing

I couldn't speak at all

"Haa—Doing it with Rune, I come too fast"

What a shame…..I felt as he pulled out

"——hh"

Even just that stimulated me

"…….Rune? You alright?"

He asked me while removing the hair clinging to my forehead and I nodded

I showed s.h.i.+n-sama my smiling face while I stared at his face, feeling satisfied I surrendered myself to sleep

Just as I was about to lose consciousness, I could feel my head being petted

Rune side end