The Bloodshot One-Eyed Zombie Emperor Chapter 46

It’s over……
I defeated that guy……!

“Gafuu……s.h.i.+t……to this piece of s.h.i.+t……”

Writhing while puking blood……
I was supposed to have bisected him but, he’s starting to regenerate.
To possess even regeneration ability……
I have to finish him off.

“Father……”
“Sayaka!…… Are you going to save Father?”

Saya slowly moves closer towards her own father.

“……There’s no way that’s happening! Die! You s.h.i.+tty father!”
“Sayaka……? Guwaaaa”

Right after saying that, Saya bites into her father’s throat.

“Peh! It doesn’t taste good”

Oh my……Saya is scary……
It seems that the one week I wasn’t around Saya got completely stronger.

“Haーa!Haーa! Sayaka……wh, why……”
“Why? Think about something like that yourself! This s.h.i.+tty father! ……Onii-chan, with this Mother and my share is done so the rest is yours.”
“Aa, leave it to me”

My father’s share is still remaining.

“Oi”
“Hii”

The guy is holding on to his bleeding neck and stomach……

“You are already starting to regenerate…… Don’t worry, this time I will carve you into pieces so small it’s incomparable to being bisected in the middle”

If he can regenerate from being cut then, I just have to carve him up fine enough so that he can’t regenerate.

“St, stop……”
“The both of us are definitely going to h.e.l.l after we die…… So go ahead first and wait in h.e.l.l……”

I will carve him, leaving nothing of his original form.
So that he never again regenerate, so that he never again appear in front of Saya.
Emptying my heart, I silently get to work……

“U o o o o ……”

Focusing only on swinging my blade, carving him.

“……Onii-chan……Onii-chan!”

There’s nothing remaining of his original form when I got back to my senses and looked at him.
It wasn’t just me at first, Saya was also tearing him apart with her claws so it was a siblings’ group effort but, it seems that Saya stopped in the middle of it.

“Its, enough……”
“……You’re right”

I lost my cool……
This is no good……
Even though I have to be a strong and always level-headed, cool looking brother to Saya……

“……Saying this after doing it myself is a little off but, it became like negitoro¹”
“……I might not be able to eat negitoro anymore, what will you do?”
“Saya, there’s no problem since you won’t be able to eat negitoro under these circ.u.mstances anyway”

Quite the unrealistic conversation.
Right now, I certainly used this hand to carve him into small pieces.

……Speaking of which, this is the first time I directly killed someone.
Though I have killed indirectly and by ordering the zombies.
Well, it doesn’t matter.

“This, what do we do with it”
“Shall we pour gasoline and burn it, I can’t be at ease unless we destroy every trace of his existence in this world. He might be able to regenerate even in this state, if we don’t completely carbonize him……”

Seems like it’s time to use the gasoline that I thought might be of use and collected back at the gas station right before arriving at the business district.

“You’re right……what about Step-father and Mother?”
“In the past, they said something about wanting to be placed in the same urn, let’s bury them together, that’s about what we can to do”

That’s right, that’s about it……
Something that can be done for a dead person, that’s it.

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“Jin-san, are you alright……? It’s somewhat scary?”
“It’s fine, it’s fine so”

I told Aki-chan pair that the fight is over.
As well as me having let my parents die……

“Jin-nii, that’s a lie isn’t it, Saya as well! Aren’t you making a lifeless face as well! Please be honest with yourself! It’s fine to cry, you know? Your parents died so please cry!”

“That……”

Won’t do.
I can’t cry in front of Saya.
If I’m not a strong Onii-chan……
If I’m not a strong Onii-chan I can’t protect……
Our parents are both gone now so all the more I have to protect Saya……

To be crying is……

“Mother and Step-father are no longer here so, I can’t remain as crybaby Saya……I’m fine even without Onii-chan until now so……I’m fine……”
“……Saya-chan. Okay, gyuu”
“Eh, wai, Aki-oneechan!?”

Aki-chan hugged Saya closely.
It’s the charm that always cheers me up.

“It’s fine to cry you know? It’s painful that your mother isn’t around right? I can’t replace Saya’s mother but I can at least do something like this for you……”
“A, Aki-oneechan……u……Uwaaaan! Mother is! Mother is!”

Saya broke down……
Of course.
She’s still in elementary school.
Wanting to be spoiled by her parents.
It’s a natural thing to cry……

I move away from Saya slightly.
I’ll bring the gasoline over……

“Jin-nii? Where are you going?”
“I’m going to go grab the gasoline……”
“Fuーn? Jin-nii, shall I guess what you are thinking now? Something like ‘I’m a grown-up guy so I can’t cry’ right? And something like ‘I can’t cry in front of Saya’ as well?”

……!

“Jin-nii, come over here and squat down?”
“Why”
“Just listen! Okay, it’s not as big as Aki-nee but I have breast as well you know?”

I got hugged closely by Sakura-chan
It’s just as I squat down so my face got tucked into the not as big as Aki-chan Sakurack².

“There, there”

Somehow my head is being patted.

“Jin-nii? It’s fine to cry you know? Your face is hidden with my breast now so, it won’t be exposed to Saya so……okay?”

It’s useless.
My tear glands are becoming loose.

I who was abandoned by my mother before being able to understand what’s going on around me don’t have any memories related to my mother.
Even so, being like this gives the illusion of remembering back when I was a child.

I had nothing like a mother at that time.
That was the everyday.
That’s why it wasn’t lonely at all.
Even so……

“A,aa……”

It doesn’t seem to be holding back……
I shed my tears……

Whether it’s sad because my parents are dead now, or it’s sad because I didn’t have a mother in the past.
Without knowing which sadness I’m feeling.
I continue crying.

……It’s both, perhaps.