The Quadroon Part 42

How? you may ask. By lending me the money I required?

It could not be thus. I believed that he was himself without funds, or possessed of but little--far too little to be of use to me. My reason for thinking so was the reply he had made when I asked for his address.

There was something in the tone of his answer that led me to the thought that he was without fortune--even without a home. Perhaps a clerk out of place, thought I; or a poor artist. His dress was rich enough--but dress is no criterion on a Mississippi steamboat.

With these reflections it was strange I should have been impressed with the idea _he_ could serve me! But I was so, and had therefore resolved to make him the confidant of my secret--the secret of my love--the secret of my misery.

Perhaps another impulse acted upon me, and aided in bringing me to this determination. He whose heart has been charged with a deep grief must know the relief which sympathy can afford. The sympathy of friends.h.i.+p is sweet and soothing. There is balm in the counsel of a kind companion.

My sorrow had been long pent up within my own bosom, and yearned to find expression. Stranger among strangers, I had no one to share it with me.

Even to the good Reigart I had not confessed myself. With the exception of Aurore herself, Eugenie--poor Eugenie--was alone mistress of my secret. Would that she of all had never known it!

Now to this youth Eugene--strange coincidence of name!--I was resolved to impart it--resolved to unburden my heart. Perhaps, in so doing I might find consolation or relief.

I waited for the night. It was at night he had promised to come. I waited with impatience--with my eyes bent almost continuously on the index finger of time, and chafing at the slow measured strokes of the pendulum.

I was not disappointed. He came at length. His silvery voice rang in my ears, and he stood before me.

As he entered my room, I was once more struck with the melancholy expression of his countenance--the pale cheek--the resemblance to some face I had met before.

The room was close and hot. The summer had not yet quite departed. I proposed a walk. We could converse as freely in the open air, and there was a lovely moon to light us on our way.

As we sallied forth, I offered my visitor a cigar. This he declined, giving his reason. He did not smoke.

Strange, thought I, for one of a race, who almost universally indulge in the habit. Another peculiarity in the character of my new acquaintance!

We pa.s.sed up the Rue Royale, and turned along Ca.n.a.l Street in the direction of the "Swamp." Presently we crossed the Rue des Rampartes, and soon found ourselves outside the limits of the city.

Some buildings appeared beyond, but they were not houses--at least not dwelling-places for the living. The numerous cupolas crowned with crosses--the broken columns--the monuments of white marble, gleaming under the moon, told us that we looked upon a city of the dead. It was the great cemetery of New Orleans--that cemetery where the poor after death are _drowned_, and the rich fare no better, for they are _baked_!

The gate stood open--the scene within invited me--its solemn character was in unison with my spirit. My companion made no objection, and we entered.

After wending our way among tombs, and statues, and monuments; miniature temples, columns, obelisks, sarcophagi carved in snow-white marble-- pa.s.sing graves that spoke of recent affliction--others of older date, but garnished with fresh flowers--the symbols of lore or affection that still lingered--we seated ourselves upon a moss-grown slab, with the fronds of the Babylonian willow waving above our heads, and drooping mournfully around us.

CHAPTER FIFTY FOUR.

PITY FOR LOVE.

Along the way we had conversed upon several topics indifferently--of my gambling adventure on the boat--of the "sportsmen" of New Orleans--of the fine moonlight.

Until after entering the cemetery, and taking our seats upon the tomb, I had disclosed nothing of that which altogether engrossed my thoughts.

The time had now arrived for unbosoming myself, and half-an-hour after Eugene D'Hauteville knew the story of my love.

I confided to him all that had occurred from the time of my leaving New Orleans, up to the period of our meeting upon the Houma. My interview with the banker Brown, and my fruitless search that day for Aurore, were also detailed.

From first to last he listened without interrupting me; only once, when I described the scene of my confession to Eugenie, and its painful ending. The details of this seemed to interest him exceedingly--in fact, to give him pain. More than once I was interrupted by his sobs, and by the light of the moon I could see that he was in tears!

"n.o.ble youth!" thought I, "thus to be affected by the sufferings of a stranger!"

"Poor Eugenie!" murmured he, "is _she_ not to be pitied?"

"Pitied! ah, Monsieur; you know not how much I pity her! That scene will never be effaced from my memory. If pity--friends.h.i.+p--any sacrifice could make amends, how willingly would I bestow it upon her-- all but that which is not in my power to give--my love. Deeply, Monsieur D'Hauteville--deeply do I grieve for that n.o.ble lady. Oh, that I could pluck the sting from her heart which I have been the innocent cause of placing there. But surely she will recover from this unfortunate pa.s.sion? Surely in time--"

"Ah! never! never!" interrupted D'Hauteville, with an earnestness of manner that surprised me.

"Why say you so, Monsieur?"

"Why?--because I have some skill in such affairs; young as you think me, _I_ have experienced a similar misfortune. Poor Eugenie! _Such a wound is hard to heal_; she will not recover from it. Ah--never!"

"Indeed, I pity her--with my whole soul I pity her."

"You should seek her and say so."

"Why?" I asked, somewhat astonished at the suggestion.

"Perhaps your pity expressed to her might give consolation."

"Impossible. It would have the contrary effect."

"You misjudge, Monsieur. Unrequited love is far less hard to bear when it meets with sympathy. It is only haughty contempt and heartless triumph that wring blood-drops from the heart. Sympathy is balm to the wounds of love. Believe me it is so. _I feel it to be so. Oh! I feel it to be_ so!"

The last two phrases he spoke with an earnestness that sounded strangely in my ears.

"Mysterious youth!" thought I. "So gentle, so compa.s.sionate, and yet so worldly-wise!"

I felt as though I conversed with some spiritual being--some superior mind, who comprehended all.

His doctrine was new to me, and quite contrary to the general belief.

At a later period of my life I became convinced of its truth.

"If I thought my sympathy would have such an effect," replied I, "I should seek Eugenie--I should offer her--"

"There will be a time for that afterward," said D'Hauteville, interrupting me; "your present business is more pressing. You purpose to _buy this quadroon_?"

"I did so this morning. Alas! I have no longer a hope. It will not be in my power."

"How much money have these sharpers left you?"

"Not much over one hundred dollars."

"Ha! that will not do. From your description of her she will bring ten times the amount. A misfortune, indeed! My own purse is still lighter than yours. I have not a hundred dollars. _Pardieu_! it is a sad affair."

D'Hauteville pressed his head between his hands, and remained for some moments silent, apparently in deep meditation. From his manner I could not help believing that he really sympathised with me, and that he was thinking of some plan to a.s.sist me.

"After all," he muttered to himself, just loud enough for me to hear what was said, "if she should not succeed--if she should not find the papers--then she, too, must be a sacrifice. Oh! it is a terrible risk.

It might be better not--it might be--"