Marry! My Black Horse Chapter 39

The time Fei Jun was home, it was already ten o'clock. He had sent a message to Guan Xin Mu, told her that something suddenly happened, and needed him to handle it. He wanted to let her have dinner by herself, and if she was tired just sleep first without him. Yet when he was back he looked she was sitting on the sofa, and her both arms were hugging her knees. Her face was at loss.

Guan Xin Mu raised her head to look at Fei Jun. He had changed his clothes, his grey clothes was clean without any blood trace. Perhaps he didn't want her to look at it so he changed it.

"I know it, how is she?" Guan Xin Mu asked.

Fei Jun's dark pupil flashed astonishment, but he recovered his shock quickly, and said: "The surgery is successful, but she hasn't pa.s.sed through the danger period.

Guan Xin Mu's worry heart was unable to be calm, she gradually raised her body. She went in front of Fei Jun, and extended her hand to hug him. He felt her warmth, and smelt her sweet fragrance, he hugged her back.

"Perhaps I am selfish, from that moment until now, I keep on thinking, luckily the one injured is not you." Guan Xin Mu said.

"Don't think about it. Everyone will be okay." Fei Jun said with his usual low voice, "I said so many times, your little head didn't suit to worry to much."

"Fei Jun, she really loves you." Guan Xin Mu said, "For you, she is laying down at the hospital, are you emotionally touched?"

"Yes."

Guan Xin Mu felt her heart in flash like wrapping by thin plastic film, tightly, inhibited it to beat. In her process to feel depressed, yet Fei Jun's next said is:

"But being emotionally touched don't mean any other feeling."

…. Guan Xin Mu was silent.

"She is a mistake. I don't need these things." Fei Jun's long finger slid along Guan Xin Mu's hair. That soft hair let him felt comfortable.

Gu Xi Ran was in coma for several days, every day Fei Jun went to the hospital to look. Yet he didn't go there by himself, he brought Guan Xin Mu too. Gu Shu Ying ignored them completely, she was very uncommunicative, also sat stubbornly on the chairs along the corridors. They were waiting the intensive care's nurse to open the door. Not for long, it was time, the nurse opened the door. Gu Shu Ying just followed her to go inside. Fei Jun and Guan Xin Mu stood outside, because of the Gu Shu Ying's opposition, they were unable to visit her.

The white door was looked, Guan Xin Mu's was full of a kind of indescribable hurt feeling. This intensive care room was really bright and white, as if didn't have any liveliness and vitality. This place could be said as the common boundary between life and death, perhaps there is a moment the healthy people in split second will die. Gu Xi Ran was laying down inside it, she was there because of Fei Jun.

Toward Gu Xi Ran, Guan Xin Mu unable to clearly describe her feeling, is it dislike? Apparently it is, because she is tacky and petty woman. In regards to Fei Jun's past, she still somewhat ill-feeling toward it. Moved? Apparently she also had it, for Fei Jun, Gu Xi Ran even didn't want her life. If it was her, could she do it?" From her little age, Guan Xin Mu knew clearly about love and hate. If she liked her, she would love all of him. If she hated someone, she also hated him wholeheartedly. But toward Gu Xi Ran, she felt very complicated.

Fei Jun inclined his head, lowered his head and asked: "Are you tired?"

"Not tired." Guan Xin Mu shook her head.

They were coming like this to the hospital every day, they used this practical action to express their apologized toward Gu Shu Ying. Gu Shu Ying was stubborn and strong woman. She completely ignored them and said nothing.

Guan Xin Mu didn't know how Fei Jun's effort to handle the main stream reporter. This news unexpectedly didn't appear on any entertainment news. Gu Xi Ran's managing company already stated externally she was in unhealthy and uncomfortable situation that she needed a rest, and they didn't say anything more. Yet some little media already discussed it spiritedly.

Finally, on the domestically famous forum, there was a people that exposed Gu Xi Ran's condition, she was not in chaos mental state, but she just in the accident of the fallen chandelier in XX hotel. They as well mentioned the rumor of she and Fei Jun be together in the hotel. Then Fei Jun left the room first, she had some important things to say then she chased after him. Luckily she encounter the event of chandelier fell down, she pushed Fei Jun, then it smashed to her.

The people continuously questioned this news authenticity, there was also someone that thought this to be not actual. Fei Jun just Gu Xi Ran's bankroller. She will loyally sacrifice herself? Too fake, too beyond reasonable limit. It could be on the eight channel drama. Everyone was ridiculing, mocking, and buffoonery. Yet the fact and truth was sealed off.

Everyone simply sometimes unable to make a guess, life is having more tension than movie. On the fifth day, Gu Xi Ran was still in a coma. Fei Jun brought Guan Xin Mu to the hospital, accidentally they ran into Jiang Bo Yuan, who wore a very down-to-earth clothes just a simple black jacket with a knitted hat. He was so down-to-earth that let people completely unable to link it to his ident.i.ty. To meet with him at this time, Guan Xin Mu felt somewhat strange which was different from their first meeting. In her mind, his words of "If I had a daughter, I will positively let her marry Fei Jun." was wandering around.

Jiang Bo Yuan was very serious about his personal matter, so he had three bodyguards and an a.s.sistant to accompany him. From time to time, he turned his head to his a.s.sistant and asked: "Do you see any suspicious person?"

Guan Xin Mu's heart was very nervous, so Fei Jun's large hand held her hand. She could feel the warmth of his hand, then she slowly to calm down.

Differently Gu Shu Ying's cold and refuse att.i.tude, Jiang Bo Yuan still greeted Fei Jun and Guan Xin Mu modestly, his face still showed a kind smile, and not different from himself that Guan Xin Mu saw in their first meeting.

"Today's temperature is really low, wearing this little, don't you feel cold?" Jiang Bo Yuan asked Guan Xin Mu.

"Not cold." Guan Xin Mu said politely.

Jiang Bo Yuan smiled, inclined his head toward Fei Jun and chatted with him. They both discussed about Gu Xi Ran's current condition, also the way of handling the media aspect, and also whether they need to move to better hospital…. Guan Xin Mu listened to their conversation calmly, while she lowered her hand and noticed Fei Jun still held tightly to her hand.

From beginning to the end, he never loosen his hand. Every time, they came to the hospital and ran into the doctors or nurses, a lot of them was looking at her with curiosity in their eyes, and he would introduce her with his serious tone: "This is my wife."

"You don't need to come everyday. I will take care of them." Lastly, Jiang Bo Yuan said it. Then he patted Fei Jun's shoulder, "I will not blame you, it's not your mistake."
After Fei Jun and Guan Xin Mu, Jiang Bo Yuan sighed, and instructed his a.s.sistant to buy a black tea and dessert for Gu Shu Ying. However, Gu Shu Ying was not appreciate that kindness, she said: "Are you being here just because you feel guilty? These twenty years, you never given her any fatherly love. Now her life in danger, you want to compensate her? Jiang Bo Yuan, too late, we don't need you anymore."

"That year you didn't tell me that you delivered her, if…." Jiang Bo Yuan hadn't finished his word, yet Gu Shu Ying cut him off.

"There is no if. So what if I tell you, you also will not let me be your wife." Gu Shu Ying turned her head stubbornly, "It doesn't mean anything."

"To trace the past back whose fault is this, it isn't mean anything. The most important thing now is what should we do now. Shu Ying, I ensure you, I will certainly guarantee her safety and health." Jiang Bo Yuan said firmly.

Gu Shu Ying turned her head back, look at him: "Do you really look yourself as G.o.d? Do you think that your money will could help common people."

"I will spend my money, used the best medicine and most advance medical treatment, plus time and persistent, she certainly will wake up, this thing I can guarantee," Jiang Bo Yuan said, "Moreover after she wakes up, I will give the best for her."

"Do you know what she wants?" Gu Shu Ying asked.

Jiang Bo Yuan pursed his lips and smiled, then nodded: "How could I don't know about it?"

These several days, Guan Xin Mu was not in the mood even during her work. Xu Shuai was curious about it and wanted to ask her. She tapped her keyboard, and looked the pa.s.swords on the screen, she asked: "If there is someone who save you, and now he is in life-threatening condition. Will you bear responsibility for him?"

"Why you are asking this thing that lacks of logic?" Xu Shuai said, "What is for saving me, life-threatening condition?"

"Just forget it."

"Xin Mu, you watch too much Korean drama, what are you thinking?" Xu Shuai pa.s.sed her a bar of chocolate, "Eat this then you will be more real?"

Guan Xin Mu smiled and peeled the paper wrapper of the chocolate. She put the chocolate inside her mouth. She really thought that she need to eat more chocolate these days, so she could avoid the bad mood.

The next two days, Gu Xi Ran regained her consciousness, because there was a remained clotted blood on her brain that pressed her visual nerve so temporarily she was blind. In the darkness, she opened her mouth and called Fei Jun. Under the suggestion of the doctor, Gu Shu Ying approved to let Fei Jun entered the sickroom to visit Gu Xi Ran.

The time Fei Jun went inside, Guan Xin Mu stayed outside. She looked at Fei Jun's figure get inside, suddenly she felt a bit sad.

"Brother Fei, you are okay right?" Gu Xi Ran's voice sounded a bit hoa.r.s.e.

"I'm okay." Fei Jun said, "You need to have a good rest. No need to think about anything. Your Mama is by your side. Here also a lot of doctors and nurses, if you feel anything, just immediately tell them."

"How about you? Will you be by my side?" Gu Xi Ran extended her trembling hands, touched Fei Jun's sleeve.

"I also will come to visit you." said Fei Jun, his voice was smooth and steady.

"Then okay." Gu Xi Ran pulled her lips.

Fei Jun chatted with Gu Xi Ran for a while. Gu Shu Ying already cried tears of joy because Gu Xin Ran had conscious. The doctor suggested that Gu Xi Ran couldn't be in too much talking because of it may exhausted her brain, so very quickly Fei Jun and Gu Shu Ying was sent outside. The doctor in charge was discussed with them about Gu Xi Ran's illness condition.

"The patient may show any trauma nature and stress obstacle, so everyone need to be especially care about her mood, showed concern and care for her. You all need to be more patience and persisted on her." said the doctor.

That day before Fei Jun and Guan Xin Mu left, Gu Shu Ying first ever said something to them, she requested Fei Jun to come over to visit Gu Xi Ran for this time being. Her att.i.tude was polite and soft as expected at Guan Xin Mu. As a mother, she just for her kid, if only her kid is good, she could endure anything. Gu Xi Ran's first action of calling Fei Jun's the time she just regained consciousness, let her throughly aware that Fei Jun was important to her daughter's recovery.

"Okay." Fei Jun pulled Guan Xin Mu's hand to his grip, "I will come together with my wife."

Gu Shu Ying glanced at Guan Xin Mu, then slightly bowed: "Then I beg you guys."

Because it was weekend, when they went out the hospital, Fei Jun suggested them to go watch a movie. Guan Xin Mu thought she was something wrong, and asked: "Watch movie?"

"Right, let's look what good movie is playing now?" Fei Jun smiled, "Let's relax for a while."

Guan Xin Mu smiled: "Okay let's go."

Fei Jun used his hand to pat her head, and seriously said: "All along you didn't ask me about how I could be with her in the hotel."

Guan Xin Mu was silent, didn't expect Fei Jun will put that question clearly. She actually didn't mean to not ask him, but because suddenly happen a lot of things. She didn't care about these details, and because she believes him, Fei Jun gives her a sense of trust and security.

"Do you need explanation?" Fei Jun's glossy black eyes saw her directly, he didn't have any nervousness.

"This time no need." Guan Xin Mu laughed and poked his chest, "But just this once!"

Fei Jun smiled lightly, under the sun rays, his handsome face was really charming. He looked at her and stated: "Anything can't change one reality, we will always be together."

"A?"

"It's okay if you don't hear it clearly."