Mad Part 4

"Yes, Bill," said the woman, hastily taking the s.h.i.+lling, and descending the creaking stairs to procure her lord's refreshments; tripe stewed, and gin and beer, being special weaknesses of his when in funds.

"Don't let her forget to bring some inguns, that's all," he muttered as he listened to the retreating steps. He then crushed down the fire with the heel of his heavy boot, and, putting his hand in his waistcoat-pocket, his fingers came in contact with two or three sc.r.a.ps of burnt match, which he took out, looked at thoughtfully, and then burned. "She must have been arter the dawg," he muttered, and walking to one of the lattice-windows, he opened it and framed himself as he leaned out with his arms resting upon the rotten sill, a splinter of which he picked off to chew. Then he gazed steadfastly across the court at the opposite window, which was hung round with birdcages, whose occupants twittered sweetly, while one, a lark, seemed to fill the court with his joyous song.

This reminded Mr Jarker of his own birds, and, stepping back growling, he looked to see if the little cages hung over his nets all contained water, which they did.

"And a blessed good job for her as they do!" he muttered on finding that his wife had performed this duty. Then walking again towards the front he watched the opposite window, where he could see a pale, sallow face eagerly looking at the birds, while from behind came the sharp sound as of the lash of a whip striking the floor, followed by the shrill yelp of a dog.

Mr Jarker stood thoughtfully watching and listening, as if in doubt upon some particular subject; and as he watched he pulled out that ugly clasp-knife of his that he had opened a short time before in the cellar, and now opening and closing it again, his brow lowered--that is, a trifle more than usual. But he seemed to grow easier in his mind, for he shut the knife with a snap, and thrust it into his pocket; and now he appeared to be moved by that spirit which prompts so many people who can hardly keep themselves to have dumb animals about their homes, probably for the reason that the dumb brutes are faithful, and friends are few-- who knows?

"I think I shall have a dawg," said Mr Jarker to himself, as a louder yelp than usual rang across the court; when he shut the window, and went and stood gazing into the fire once more, till he heard the returning step of his wife, when he roused himself:

"Yes," said Mr Jarker half-aloud; "I'll have a bull-pup."

Volume One, Chapter VI.

THE SORROWS OF SEPTIMUS HARDON.

With a pleasant smile upon his countenance, and a bunch of watercresses in his hand, Septimus Hardon hummed loudly, like some jocular bee, as he entered his rooms one day, when he ceased, for there was a visitor gazing with sympathising eyes upon the flush-cheeked child lying upon Mrs Hardon's arm.

"I think you had better have advice, Mrs Hardon," said the visitor, the Rev. Arthur Sterne, the calm, earnest, quiet-looking curate of the neighbouring church.

Lucy Grey, now budding into womanhood, was seated upon the floor by the couch, with a little boy in her lap, and letting the hands of the child on her mother's arm stray amongst the glossy tresses of her hair.

"Advice? What? doctor?" said Septimus, gazing in his wife's anxious face; "is Letty really ill, then?" and then in a bewildered way he began rubbing his hands together as if was.h.i.+ng them in emptiness, and afterwards drying them upon nothing.

"Let me send in a doctor," said Mr Sterne kindly, as he took his hat to leave; "there are symptoms of fever, I think. Don't let it get too firm a hold before you have advice."

"Thank you, thank you; do send him, please," said Septimus helplessly.

"But--" He was about to alter his request, for just then his hand came in contact with the light leather purse in his pocket, but the curate had hurriedly left the room. Then taking his step-child's place by the sofa the father parted the golden hair upon the sick girl's forehead, and anxiously questioned Mrs Septimus respecting the illness.

As the night came on the little one grew wild and restless, and what the mother had taken to be but a slight childish ailment, began to a.s.sume a form that added anxiety where it was hardly needed. The doctor had been, and spoken Seriously, and the medicine he had sent had been administered; but the fever seemed to increase, for the child grew worse, starting from fitful sleeps, and calling for sister Lucy to take something away from her. Septimus looked weakly from face to face for comfort, and then wandered about the room, wringing his hands and trying to think this new trouble some horrible dream.

And so days pa.s.sed--days of trouble and anxiety--during which Mrs Septimus forgot her own ailments, and watched and nursed in turn with Lucy. The doctor had talked as so many doctors will talk, in an indefinite strain, which left the anxious parents in a state of doubt and bewilderment, though it never occurred to Septimus Hardon that so great an affliction could fall upon him, as that he should lose his little one.

About a week after the seizure, Mrs Septimus was watching by the child, who, after partaking eagerly of some tea, had apparently dropped off to sleep.

"Take little Tom down into the office," whispered Mrs Hardon, "perhaps she will sleep awhile if we keep her quiet."

So Septimus Hardon, looking dazed and worn with mental anxiety, took his boy in his arms, and Lucy being asleep after watching nearly all night, he left Mrs Septimus with the sick child, and carried the little fellow down into the dusty, unused office, where, taking advantage of his father's abstraction, the child proceeded to make a heap of type upon the floor, thoroughly covering himself with the black dust, and even going so far as to try the flavour of some of the pieces of metal.

At last the little one began to grow tired, and tried to gain the attention of its father--no light task, for with his face buried in his hands he was seated at his desk trying to see his way clearly through the future--a task so many of us attempt, and some even fancy we have achieved, but only to find the falseness of our hopes when the days we looked forward to have come upon us.

But the child was at last successful, and as Septimus raised his head from the desk, he became aware of the presence of the old man of a few days before, and apparently as far from prosperity as ever.

"Nothing doing; no work," said Septimus.

"Any little job will do, sir," said the old man. "Just come to get out of debt, that's all. What's it to be, sir?"

"Another time," said Septimus. "I've--"

A loud cry from above cut short his words, and darting to the door, forgetting his customary indecision, he bounded up the stairs, while, finding himself left with a stranger, the little fellow burst into a dismal wail.

"O, Sep, Sep, Sep!" cried his wife, throwing herself into his arms, "is it always to be sorrow; is there always to be a black cloud over our lives?" then tearing herself away she frantically caught the child from Lucy, who, pale and frightened, sat nursing.

"Run, run, Lucy!" cried Septimus hoa.r.s.ely as he caught a glimpse of his blue-eyed darling's face; "the doctor, quick!" and then, as the frightened girl ran from the room, he threw himself upon his knees beside his sobbing wife, praying that they might be spared this new sorrow. But before the doctor could reach Carey-street the agonised couple had seen the little weary head cease its restless tossings from side to side, the blue eyes unclose, dilate, and gaze wildly, as if at some wondrous vision; then a plaintive shuddering sigh pa.s.sed from the pale lips, and Septimus Hardon and his wife were alone, though they knew it not.

The Rev. Arthur Sterne was at the door as Lucy returned, overtaken by the doctor's brougham at the same moment; but to the agony of all the man of medicine gave one glance at the little form in its mother's lap, shook his head, and left the room on tiptoe.

"O, sir, Mr Sterne," cried Lucy, turning with quivering lips and streaming eyes to the clergyman, "tell me, tell me," she sobbed, clasping one of his hands in hers; "tell me--is it, is it death?"

There was silence in the room for a few moments, and then placing his disengaged hand upon the fair head of the weeping girl, the curate, in low reverent tones, but loud enough to thrill the hearts of the living, said, "No, it is life--the life eternal!"

And now, amidst the bitter sobs of those who mourned, the curate stepped softly from the room, and left the house with bended head. Then there was silence, till a step was heard upon the stairs, which stopped by the partly-closed door, where stood the old compositor with little Tom asleep in his arms, the bright, soft, golden locks mingling like dashes of suns.h.i.+ne with the old man's ragged, grizzly whiskers. For a few moments the old printer stood gazing into the room, when, waking to the consciousness of the affliction that had befallen its inmates, he turned, and with halting step descended to the office.

At last the recollection of the living came to the stricken mother's heart, and wildly sobbing as she clasped Lucy in her arms, she asked for her boy.

Half-stunned with this new shock, Septimus Hardon staggered down to where he had left the child, having till his wife spoke forgotten its very existence; but when he reached the office, stricken as he was, he could not but stop to gaze at the group before him. Seated upon a low stool, beneath the dingy skylight of the back-office, where the light that filtered through the foul panes looked dim and gloomy, was the old man with the child in his lap, gazing, too, intently down at the little fair face which so wonderingly looked up into his own--not fearfully, but with a puzzled expression, as if some problem were there that the little brain could not solve; while the biscuit the tiny fist held was hardly touched, but told its own tale of how the old man had carried the child to the nearest baker's for its purchase. The printer's back was towards Septimus as he stood in the doorway, and as he listened the old man was apostrophising the child:

"Why, G.o.d bless your little innocent face, this is me, old Matt--Matthew s.p.a.ce--old Quad, as they call me; a battered, snuff-taking, drinking old scamp; and here have I been these two hours drinking innocence, and feeling my heart swell till it cracked and the scales fell off. Why-- save and bless his little heart, sir!" he cried, for the child saw its father and sprang up--"see how good he is! Work's slack, sir; let him stop, for it seems to do one good--it does indeed, sir. Why, how rich you must be!"

Septimus Hardon thought mournfully of the treasure he had just lost, and, taking the child, he hurriedly bore it to its mother, telling the old man to wait.

Matthew s.p.a.ce, compositor, waited until the owner of the office came down, when, friendless as he was, Septimus Hardon was glad to turn even to this rough old waif of the streets in his helplessness.

"Why, I wouldn't do that, sir," said the old man, after listening for some time in silence; "you may want it to-morrow."

"But I want money to-day," cried Septimus fiercely. "Will you give me money? will the world outside? will anybody here in this city of wealth trust me the money to bury my child? Would you have me go to the parish?" He stopped, and the animation that had flashed into his face began to fade again, to leave it dull and despairing.

"Why, as to the first, sir," said the old man, "I would, upon my soul, if I had it,--I would indeed; but as to the people outside--" and he began to shake his head grimly. "Poor men have no friends, sir--as a rule, you know--as a rule."

"None!" said Septimus bitterly; "none!"

"But it would be a pity," said the old man; "such a new, well-cut letter too; and you'll get next to nothing for it. Gave 'most half-a-crown a pound for it, I dessay?"

Septimus nodded.

"Thought so, sir, and--well, if you must, sir, I'll help you all the same, and gladly--only too gladly; but I don't like to see it p.a.w.ned or sold. You helped me, sir, when it was harder with me than ever it was in my life before, sir; and damme, sir, I'll sell my s.h.i.+rt, sir, to help you, if it will do any good. In the morning, then, sir, I'll be here with a barrow."

"A barrow?" said Septimus.

"Yes; you know, type's heavy stuff."

"Matthew s.p.a.ce," said the snuffly old fellow, s.c.r.e.w.i.n.g his face up as if with disgust, when he stood once more in Carey-street, "Matthew s.p.a.ce, follower of the profession of n.o.ble Caxton, as a rule, sir, I respect you. I don't despise you for your poverty, or your seedy coat, for you are a man of parts and education; but at the present moment, sir, I'm disgusted with you. You have been drinking innocence from the tiny prattling lips of that little child--G.o.d bless it!" he cried earnestly, das.h.i.+ng a maundering tear from one eye--"G.o.d bless it! a child like that would have made another man of me; and now that poor fellow has lost one like it. But there, sir, I'm disgusted with your ways: a man does what nine hundred and ninety-nine men out of a thousand wouldn't do--lends you almost his last s.h.i.+lling--and now, sir, that an opportunity offers of helping him in his trouble, you make empty professions, false promises, and offer to sell your s.h.i.+rt, you humbug, you--to sell your s.h.i.+rt, sir, when you haven't got a s.h.i.+rt in the world!"

"That's true enough," said the old man, after walking a little way, "true, if it ain't decent; but it's a kind of poverty that b.u.t.tons will always conceal, which they won't if it's a coat; while if there is anything that looks beggarly, it's the want of boots. I'd sooner be without a hat any day in the week. But you're taking fresh copy, Matt s.p.a.ce, before you've finished the old, and leaving out your points."

The old man c.o.c.ked his hat very fiercely over the left ear, stuck his hands into his coat-tail pockets, and walked on for some distance, muttering, "Poor fellow--good sort--trump." All at once he stopped short before a lamp-post, drew his hands from his pockets, and took a pinch of snuff; he then slapped the cold iron upon the shoulder, and, as if addressing the post confidentially, he exclaimed: