The Market-Place Part 35

The little Scotchman had grown too interested in his diagnosis to drop it in an incomplete state. "A year ago," he went on, "you had won your victories like a veritable Napoleon. You had everything in your own hands; Napoleon himself was not more the master of what he saw about him than you were. And then what did you do? You voluntarily retired yourself to your Elba. It wasn't that you were beaten and driven there by others; you went of your own accord. Have you ever thought, Thorpe, of this? Napoleon was the greatest man of his age--one of the greatest men of all ages--not only in war but in a hundred other ways. He spent the last six years of his life at St. Helena--in excellent health and with companions that he talked freely to--and in all the extraordinarily copious reports of his conversations there, we don't get a single sentence worth repeating. If you read it, you'll see he talked like a dull, ordinary body. The greatness had entirely evaporated from him, the moment he was put on an island where he had nothing to do."

"Yes-s," said Thorpe, thoughtfully. He accepted the application without any qualms about the splendour of the comparison it rested upon. He had done the great things, just as Semple said, and there was no room for false modesty about them in his mind. "The trouble is," he began, "that I did what I had always thought I wanted to do most. I was quite certain in my mind that that was what I wanted. And if we say now that I was wrong--if we admit that that wasn't what I really wanted--why then, G.o.d knows what it is I DO want. I'll be hanged if I do!"

"Come back to the City," Semple told him. "That's where you belong."

"No--no!" Thorpe spoke with emphasis. "That's where you're all off. I don't belong in the City at all. I hate the whole outfit. What the devil amus.e.m.e.nt would it be to me to take other men's money away from them?

I'd be wanting all the while to give it back to them. And certainly I wouldn't get any fun out of their taking my money away from me. Besides, it doesn't entertain me. I've no taste at all for it. I never look at a financial paper now. I could no more interest myself in all that stuff again than I could fly. That's the h.e.l.l of it--to be interested in anything."

"Go in for politics," the other suggested, with less warmth.

"Yes, I know," Thorpe commented, with a lingering tone. "Perhaps I ought to think more about that. By the way, what's Plowden doing? I've lost all track of him."

"Abroad somewhere, I fancy," Semple replied. His manner exhibited a profound indifference. "When his mother died he came into something--I don't know how much. I don't think I've seen him since--and that must have been six months and more ago."

"Yes. I heard about it at the time," the other said. "It must be about that. His sister and brother--the young Plowdens--they're coming to us at the end of the week, I believe. You didn't hit it off particularly with Plowden, eh?"

Semple emitted a contemptuous little laugh. "I did not quarrel with him--if you mean that," he said, "but even to please you, Thorpe, I couldn't bring myself to put my back into the job of making money for him. He was treated fairly--even generously, d'ye mind. I should think, all told, he had some thirty thousand pounds for his shares, and that's a hundred times as much as I had a pleasure in seeing him get. Each man can wear his own parasites, but it's a task for him to stand another man's. I shook your Lord Plowden off, when the chance came."

"THAT'S all right," Thorpe a.s.sured him, easily. "I never told you that he was any good. I merely felt like giving him a leg up--because really at the start he was of use to me. I did owe him something....It was at his house that I met my wife."

"Aye," said Semple, with dispa.s.sionate brevity.

CHAPTER XXIV

WHEN he had parted with Semple, at a corner where the busy broker, who had walked out with him, obviously fidgeted to get away, Thorpe could think of no one else in the City whom he desired to see. A call upon his bankers would, he knew, be made an occasion of extremely pleasant courtesy by those affable people, but upon reflection it seemed scarcely worth the trouble.

He was in a mood for indolent sauntering, and he made the long stretch of the Holborn thoroughfare in a leisurely fas.h.i.+on, turning off when the whim seized him into odd courts and alley-ways to see what they were like. After luncheon, he continued his ramble, pa.s.sing at last from St. Giles, through avenues which had not existed in the London of his boyhood, to the neighbourhood of the Dials. Here also the landmarks seemed all changed, but there was still enough ostentatious squalor and disorder to identify the district. He observed it and its inhabitants with a certain new curiosity. A notable alteration for the better had come over his spirits. It might be the champagne at luncheon, or it might be the mere operation of a frank talk with Semple, that had dissipated his gloom. At all events it was gone--and he strolled along in quite placid contentment, taking in the panorama of London's more intimate life with the interest of a Londoner who has obtained a fresh country eye.

He who had seen most of the world, and not cared much about the spectacle, found himself now consciously enjoying observation as he had not supposed it possible to do. He surrendered himself to the experience with a novel sense of having found something worth while--and found it, moreover, under his very nose. In some dull, meaningless fas.h.i.+on he had always known this part of London, and been familiar with its external aspects. Now suddenly he perceived that the power had come to him of seeing it all in a different way. The objects he beheld, inanimate and otherwise, had specific new meanings for him. His mind was stirred pleasurably by the things they said to him.

He looked at all the contents of the windows as he pa.s.sed; at the barrows of the costers and hawkers crowding up the side-streets; at the coa.r.s.e-haired, bare-headed girls and women standing about in their shawls and big white ap.r.o.ns; at the weakling babies in their arms or about the thick, clumsy folds of their stained skirts; at the grimy, shuffling figures of their men-folk, against the accustomed background of the public-house corner, with its half-open door, and its fly-blown theatre-bills in the windows; at the drivers of the vans and carts, sleepily overlooking the huge horses, gigantic to the near view as some survival from the age of mammoths, which pushed gingerly, ploddingly, their tufted feet over the greasy stones; at foul interiors where through the blackness one discerned bent old hags picking over refuse; at the faces which, as he pa.s.sed, made some special human appeal to him--faces blurred with drink, faces pallid with under-feeding, faces worn into masks by the tension of trouble, faces sweetened by resignation, faces aglow with devil-may-care glee...he looked, as it were, into the pulsing heart of something which had scarcely seemed alive to him before.

Eventually, he found himself halting at the door of his sister's book-shop. A new boy stood guard over the stock exposed on the shelf and stands outside, and he looked stonily at the great man; it was evident that he was as far from suspecting his greatness as his relations.h.i.+p.

It pleased Thorpe for a little to take up one book after another, and pretend to read from it, and force the boy to watch him hard. He had almost the temptation to covertly slip a volume into his pocket, and see what the lad would do. It was remarkable, he reflected with satisfaction--this new capacity within him to find drama in trifles.

There floated into his mind the recollection of some absurd squabble he had had with his sister about the sign overhead. He stepped back a few paces and looked up at it. There were the old words--"Thorpe, Bookseller"--right enough, but they seemed to stand forth with a novel prominence. Upon a second glance, he saw that the board had been repainted. At this he laughed aloud. The details of the episode came back to him now. For some reason, or no reason at all--he could not now imagine what on earth could have prompted him--he had last spring caused his sister to be informed of his wish that her own name, Dabney, should be subst.i.tuted for that of Thorpe on her sign. It was to Julia that he had confided this mission, and it was Julia who, in a round-about way, had disclosed to him presently her mother's deep resolution to do nothing of the sort. He laughed again at the added defiance that this refurbis.h.i.+ng of the old sign expressed, and still was grinning broadly as he entered the shop and pushed his way along to the rear.

She stood beside her desk as she seemed to have stood ever since he could remember her--tall, placid, dull-eyed, self-sufficient, exhaling as it were a kind of stubborn yet competent listlessness. Her long, mannish countenance expressed an undoubted interest in his presence, when she recognized him, but he had no clear perception whether it was pleased or otherwise. In their infrequent latter-day encounters he had dropped the habit of kissing her, and there was certainly no hint in her manner of expecting, much less inviting, its renewal now--but upon a sudden impulse he drew her to him with an arm flung round her gaunt waist, smacked his lips with effusion upon her cheek.

Her surprise, as she withdrew herself somewhat forcefully from his embrace, was plain enough. "Well!" she exclaimed vaguely, and then looked at him. "You're getting fatter."

"No I'm not," he rejoined, with the earnestness belonging to an important topic. "People think I am--but it's merely the looseness of these clothes. There's really no difference since I was here last."

The glance they exchanged was so full of the tacit comment that this last visit was a long time ago, that Thorpe put it into words. "Let's see--that was just before Christmas, wasn't it?" he said.

"Something like that," she responded. "You were going to get married in a week or two, I remember, and THAT was in January, wasn't it? I was taking stock, I know."

He nodded in turn. The thought that his only sister recalled his marriage merely as a date, like a royal anniversary or a bank-holiday, and held herself implacably aloof from all contact with his domestic life, annoyed him afresh. "You're an awful goat, not to come near us,"

he felt impelled, in brotherly frankness, to tell her.

She put out her lips, and wagged her head a little, in a gesture which it flashed across him his own mirror might often have recorded. "I thought that was all settled and done with long ago," she said, moodily.

"Oh, I won't worry you with it, Lou," he observed, with rea.s.suring kindness of tone. "I never felt so much like being nice to you in my life."

She seemed surprised at this, too, and regarded him with a heavy new fixity of gaze. No verbal comment, apparently, occurred to her.

"Julia and Alfred all right?" he queried, cheerfully.

"I daresay," she made brief answer.

"But they write to you, don't they?"

"SHE does--sometimes. They seem to be doing themselves very well, from what she says."

"She'd write oftener, if you'd answer her letters," he told her, in tones of confidential reproach.

"Oh, I don't write letters unless I've got something to say," she answered, as if the explanation were ample.

The young people were domiciled for the time being at Dusseldorf, where Alfred had thought he would most like to begin his Continental student-career, and where Julia, upon the more or less colourable pretext of learning the language, might enjoy the mingled freedom and occupation of a home of her own. They had taken a house for the summer and autumn, and would do the same in Dresden or Munich, later on, for the winter.

"What I would really have liked," Thorpe confided to his sister now, "was to have had them both live with me. They would have been as welcome as the day is long. I could see, of course, in Alfred's case, that if he's set on being an artist, he ought to study abroad. Even the best English artists, he says, do that at the beginning. So it was all right for him to go. But Julia--it was different with her--I was rather keen about her staying. My wife was just as keen as I was. She took the greatest fancy to Julia from the very start--and so far as I could see, Julia liked her all right. In fact, I thought Julia would want to stay--but somehow she didn't."

"She always spoke very highly of your wife," Mrs. Dabney affirmed with judicial fairness. "I think she does like her very much."

"Well then what did she want to hyke off to live among those Dutchmen for, when one of the best houses in England was open to her?" Thorpe demanded.

"You mustn't ask me," her mother responded. Her tone seemed to carry the suggestion that by silence she could best protect her daughter's interests.

"I don't believe you know any more about it than I do," was his impulsive comment.

"I daresay not," she replied, with indifference. "Probably she didn't fancy living in so big a house--although heaven knows her ideas are big enough about most things."

"Did she say so?" Thorpe asked abruptly.

The widow shook her head with dispa.s.sionate candour. "She didn't say anything to me about it, one way or the other. I formed my own impressions--that's all. It's a free country. Everybody can form their impressions."

"I wish you'd tell me what you really think," Thorpe urged her, mildly persuasive. "You know how fond I am of Julia, and how little I want to do her an injustice."

"Oh, she wouldn't feel THAT way," Louisa observed, vaguely. "If you ask me plain, I think it was dull for her."

"Well," said Thorpe, upon reflection, "I shouldn't be surprised if it was. I hadn't thought of that. But still--why she and my wife could be company for each other."

"You talk as if life was merely a long railway journey," she told him, in an unexpected flight of metaphor. "Two women cooped up in a lonesome country house may be a little less lonely than one of them by herself would be--but not much. It's none of my business--but how your wife must hate it!"