Now And Forever Part 2

The dining room, like the porch, was the longest one he'd ever seen.

All of the summer porch people were lined up on either side of an incredible table, staring at Cardiff and Nef as they came through the door.

At the far end were two chairs waiting for them and as soon as Cardiff and Nef sat, there was a flurry of activity as utensils were raised and platters pa.s.sed.

There was an incredible salad, an amazing omelet, and a soup smooth as velvet. From the kitchen drifted a scent that promised a dessert sweet as ambrosia.

In the middle of his astonishment, Cardiff said, "Hold on, this is too much. I must see."

He rose and walked to a door at the end of the dining room, which opened into the kitchen.

Entering the kitchen, he stared across the room at what seemed a familiar doorway.

He knew where it led.

The pantry.

And not just any pantry, but his grandmother's pantry, or something just like it. How could that be?

He stepped forward and pushed the door, half-expecting that he would find his grandmother within, lost in that special jungle where hung leopard bananas, where doughnuts were buried in quicksands of powdered sugar. Where apples shone in bins and peaches displayed their warm summer cheeks. Where row on row, shelf on shelf, of condiments and spices rose to an always-twilight ceiling.

He heard himself intoning the names that he read off the jar labels, the monikers of Indian princes and Arabian wanderers.

Cardimon and anise and cinnamon were there, and cayenne and curry. Added to which there were ginger and paprika and thyme and celandrine.

He could almost have sung the syllables and awakened at night to hear himself humming the sounds all over again.

He scanned and re-scanned the shelves, took a deep breath, and turned, looking back into the kitchen, sure he would find a familiar shape bent over the table, preparing the last courses for the amazing lunch.

He saw a portly woman icing a b.u.t.tery yellow cake with dark chocolate, and he thought if he cried her name, his grandmother might turn and rush to hold him.

But he said nothing and watched the woman finish the job with a flourish, and hand the cake to a maid who carried it out into the dining room.

He went back to join Nef, his appet.i.te gone, having fed himself in the pantry wilderness, which was more than enough.

Nef, he thought, gazing at her, is a woman of all women, a beauty of all beauties. That wheat field painted again and again by Monet that became the wheat field. That church facade similarly painted, again and again, until it was the most perfect facade in the history of churches. That bright apple and fabled orange by Cezanne that never fades.

"Mr. Cardiff," he heard her say. "Sit, eat. You mustn't keep me waiting. I've been waiting too many years."

He drew close, not able to take his eyes away from her.

"Great G.o.d," he said. "How old are you?"

"You tell me," she said.

"Oh, h.e.l.l," he cried. "You were born maybe twenty years ago. Thirty. Or the day before yesterday."

"I am all of those."

"How?"

"I am your sister, your daughter, and someone you knew years ago back in school, yes? I am the girl you asked to the Senior Prom but she had promised another."

"That's my life. That happened. How did you guess?"

"I never guess," she replied. "I know. The important thing is that you're here at last."

"You sound as if you expected me."

"Forever," she said.

"But I didn't know I was coming here until last night, in the middle of a dream. I fixed my mind only at the last moment. I decided to write a story..."

She laughed quietly. "How can that be? It sounds so like those unhealthy romances written by healthy housewives. What made you choose Summerton? Was it our name?"

"I saw a postcard someone must have picked up on their way through."

"Oh, that would have been years ago."

"It looked like a nice town-a friendly spot for tourists looking for a place to relax, enjoy the desert air. But then, I looked for it on the map. And you know what? It's not on any map I could find."

"Well, the train doesn't stop here."

"It didn't stop today," he admitted. "Only two things got off: me and my suitcase."

"You travel lightly."

"I'm just here overnight. When the next train runs through, not stopping, I'll grab on."

"No," she said softly. "That's not how it's supposed to be."

"I've got to go home and finish my story," he insisted.

"Ah, yes," she said. "And what will you say about this town that no one can find?"

A cloud crossed the sky and the dining room windows darkened, and a shadow fell across his face. There were two truths to tell, but he could tell only one.

"That it's a lovely town," he said, lamely. "The kind that doesn't exist anymore. That people should remember and celebrate. But how did you know I was coming?"

"I woke at dawn," she said. "I heard your train from a long way off. By noon the train was just beyond the mountains, and I heard its whistle."

"And did you expect someone named Cardiff?"

"Cardiff?" she wondered. "There was a giant, once-"

"In all the newspapers. A fraud."

"And," she said. "Are you a fraud?"

He could not meet her gaze.

CHAPTER 9.

When he looked up, Nef's chair was empty. The other diners, too, had all left the table, gone back to their rocking chairs or, perhaps, to summer afternoon naps.

"Lord," he murmured. "That woman, young, but how young? Old, but how old?"

Suddenly Elias Culpepper touched his elbow.

"You want a real tour of our town? Claude needs to deliver some more fresh-baked bread. On your feet!"

The wagon was loaded with a redolent harvest. The warm loaves had been neatly stacked row on row within the oven-smelling wagon, thirty or forty loaves in all, with names lettered on the wax-paper wrappings. Beside these were waxed boxes of m.u.f.fins and cakes, carefully tied with string.

Cardiff took three immense inhalations and almost fell with the overconsumption.

Culpepper handed him a small packet and a knife.

"What's this?" said Cardiff.

"You won't be a block away before the bread overcomes you. This is a b.u.t.ter knife. This here is a full loaf. Don't bring it back."

"It'll ruin my supper."

"No. Enhance. Summer outside. Summer inside."

He handed over a pad with names and addresses.

"Just in case," said Culpepper.

"You're sending me out on my own? How do I know where to go?"

"Don't you worry. Claude knows the way. Never got lost yet. Right, Claude?"

Claude looked back, neither amused nor serious, just ready.

"Just go easy on the reins. Claude's got his own system. You just tag along. It's the only way to see the town without any jabber from me. Giddap."

Cardiff jumped aboard. Claude tugged, the wagon lurched forward.

"h.e.l.l." He fumbled with the notebook, scanning the names and addresses. "What's the first stop?"

"Git!"

The bread wagon drifted away, warming the air with the heady scents of yeast and grain.

Claude trotted as if he could hardly wait to be right.

CHAPTER 10.

Claude jogged at a goodly pace for two blocks and turned sweetly to the right.

His eyes twitched toward a front yard mailbox: Abercrombie.

Cardiff checked his list.

Abercrombie!

"d.a.m.n!"

He jumped from the wagon, loaf in hand, when a woman's voice called, "Thank you, Claude."

A woman of some forty years stood at the gate to take the bread. "You, too, of course," she said. "Mister...?"

"Cardiff, ma'm."

"Claude," she called, "take good care of Mr. Cardiff. And Mr. Cardiff, you take good care of Claude. Morning!"

And the wagon jounced along the bricks under a congress of trees that laced themselves to lattice out the sun.

"Fillmore's next." Cardiff eyed the list, ready to pull on the reins when the horse stopped at a second gate.

Cardiff popped the bread in the Fillmore mailbox and raced to catch up with Claude, who had resumed his route without waiting for his driver.

So it went. Bramble. Jones. Williams. Isaacson. Meredith. Bread. Cake. Bread. m.u.f.fins. Bread. Cake. Bread.

Claude turned a final corner.

And there was a school.

"Hold up, Claude!"

Cardiff alighted and walked into the schoolyard to find a teeter-totter, its old blue paint flaking, next to an old swing-set, its splintery wooden seats suspended from rusted iron chains.

"Well, now," whispered Cardiff.

The school was two stories high. Its double doors were shut, and all eight of its windows were crusted with dust.