Sun Sword - The Riven Shield Part 13

And yet, acknowledging that, he found Jevri at work to be a compelling figure; his hands did not shake; his gaze did not waver; he did not seem to draw a bead or a pearl, a spray of lace or a small gemstone, that did not conform to a larger working that unfolded, beyond Marakas' ability to follow, beneath his hands.

"But you tolerate him."

"He is a capable man," Fredero replied dispa.s.sionately. "And he is canny in ways that you-or I-are not."

Marakas was silent. He had known Fredero for many years, and although he had often observed Fredero in session with those who intended to succeed him, he had seldom seen the mask he now wore when such Radann were absent; it pained him. Will you play at politics with me, Fredero? Will you hide the truth?

"Kai el'Sol," Jevri said, his hands continuing their dance of needle, of thread, "Explain it."

"Jevri-"

"But, if you would be merciful, be brief. I have much to do here, and I am in need of the a.s.sistance denied me by this conversation."

Fredero's brows rose; Marakas was not certain that the expression, transformed for a moment by shock, would not descend into anger. But anger did not follow.

"He is canny," Fredero said quietly, "but that is a talent either you-when you are cautious-or I, possess. He is capable with a sword. He has danced with the fire. He is ambitious. All of these are traits that the par el'Sol must possess." He lifted a hand to forestall Marakas. "Agree that you are the exception, Marakas, or there is little point in continuing to force Jevri's aged hands to work alone."

Marakas bowed.

"You cannot treat with the enemy. What you desire is not a thing they could understand, and if they do not understand it, they will not work with you."

"He did not begin-"

"Enough." Fredero's expression was hard. Distant. "What is of concern is what exists now. He is a capable liar. And that, in the end, is what we need at this time. The time may come-will come-when that is not the case, and at that time, you have my leave to judge him, and to find him wanting, if that is your perception."

"And of honor?"

"Marakas."

"What of all that we have struggled for? You speak as if you have already lost, Fredero."

At that, the kai el'Sol looked up, and the anger that he had not bestowed upon Jevri, he now granted the par el'Sol, anger was as rare as distance. Marakas held his ground because the Radann did not step back in the face of hostility, but for the first time in many years, such steadiness took effort.

"Understand, par el'Sol," he said, in the chilliest of voices, "that Peder par el'Sol came to me. I understand your fear, and I remind you that such fear is unacceptable in a Radann of your stature. Was he plotting against me? Of course. But he is Radann. He serves the Lord of Day."

Speaking seemed to bleed the anger out of his tone, although the corners of his lips were drawn tight. "We no longer fight the same war, and the war that we fight is a war that we must win. Lose it, and all of our past victories mean nothing."

"All battles are battles we must win," Marakas replied quietly. "They have been so for many years."

Jevri, working in silence, lifted a brow. "Well, Fredero?"

"Enough. Enough, both of you." He lifted a hand. "Remember your stories. Do I speak of defeat? No. But in any war, victory has many guises."

And in this conflict?

Fredero had won a battle, and had left the war in the hands of the par el'Sol.

Significant, then, that although Peder had immediately adorned himself with a t.i.tle and the vestments that the High Court best understood, he had not taken up Balagar.

Marakas was tired. He understood the nature of the war that drove them all, forcing them to cooperate in ways that no one-except perhaps Fredero himself-could have foreseen. But the desert sun was high, and the road that he traveled seemed interminably long and empty.

He did not pray.

He had been Radann for long enough that he understood the futility of that action. But had he understood it less well, had he been the younger self that he barely remembered-if he remembered himself truly at all-he might have.

Instead, as men do, he turned the whining edge from his thoughts, blunting them; he gathered his anger instead, honing it, and demanded some acknowledgment from the Lord of the Sun.

The Radann served, but they served not as Tyran, not as cerdan; their Lord stood robed in a harsh light that destroyed the sight of those who dared to gaze upon his glory in an attempt to discern his desire, to extract his commands. Such service demanded, in its turn, men who could speak in the Lord's name, and with the Lord's voice, for the lesser among the Radann desired some sense that they served more than the capricious voice of the wind.

Those men, guided by the kai el'Sol, served faithfully and with devotion from the moment they arrived at temples across the Dominion. They almost always brought swords; they almost never brought anything else of value, although the scions of the High Clans, those few, like Fredero-who were wed to privilege and power-often gifted the temple of their initiation with gold, or wheat, or rice.

Fredero had come with nothing but his name.

The Radann knew, when he arrived at their doors, that his father desired them to turn him aside. And his father, the Tyr'agnate, was Lambertan; he held much sway among the Radann.

Jevri had told him this much, but not more.

The rest, Marakas had been forced to forage for, as wild animals forage for food when the lands are dry. Such foraging had been poor.

He knew, of course, that the Radann had not rejected the par di'Lamberto. But the reasons, given the pressure-and the threatened displeasure-of the Tyr'agnate, were less clear. He suspected that had the decision been left solely in the Hand of the Lord, Fredero would have returned to his family; the par el'Sol and the kai el'Sol were born to, and of, the High Courts.

All, thought Marakas, save himself.

Men like he, though, might rise in the unnamed ranks that guided the temples in the cities ruled by the Tors; they might, with luck and skill, become part of those temples that graced the capitals in which the Tyr'agnati made their homes.

And men like himself, seeing the younger son of the Lambertan Tyr upon their steps, be he naked and swordless, would understand what the coming of that bloodline might mean to the wors.h.i.+p of the Lord. What, then, could the Tyr'agnate offer that would convince them to return this son home?

Not gold.

Not men.

Not threats.

Fredero par di'Lamberto forswore his name, his clan, and entered the harsh exile of the Lord's service. Men followed him. Men served him.

Aye, even now, even in death, he commanded the loyalty of men.

Marakas turned his face skyward, risking white light.

Fredero was never defeated. He served you, and he was never defeated. Surely, surely had his will not expressed the hidden truth of yours, he would have failed against men like Peder years ago.

In the North it is said that in the Dominion of Annagar, we make our G.o.ds in our own image.

It was blasphemy; he did not care. What was blasphemy to the Lord, if the man who uttered it could defend himself against those who took offense at the words? If it is true, then the only G.o.d that I wish to serve is the G.o.d Fredero par di'Lamberto envisaged when he came to the Radann to serve. Can you be that G.o.d, Lord?

Can you be worthy of Fredero kai el'Sol?

He knew that the Lord did not listen to demands; no more did he listen to pleas or the wayward wishes of the young or the desperate. Who better to know it, having watched the fires of the Sun Sword destroy Fredero, eating away the heart first?

Yet he found himself raising a sword that had left its sheath so effortlessly, and so lightly, he was as unaware of the motion as he was of drawn breath. It was the sunlight that spoke in the silence, glinting against the flat of the blade with a brightness the Lord himself did not possess in the desert sky.

Marakas closed his eyes, turning his head slightly as if at a blow.

And as he did, he saw it: a second flas.h.i.+ng gleam of light, thin and long, curved against the vision like the arc of a Southern sword. He stumbled; had any other man reported this flash, this lingering glint of light, Marakas would have gently touched his brow, his hand, any exposed flesh, seeking for traces of sun madness.

He stumbled. His vision blurred.

He was born to the South. He expected no mercy; no dialogue with the Lord, no sign.

In times of duress, it was the unexpected that had the power to cut, to bind, to wound; it was the unexpected that had the ability to touch, to move. He stood, silent, his sword falling, tip to ground, as he stared, as understanding came.

A river.

A river in the Sea of Sorrows.

A river that, in the height of moon's light, in the cool of desert night, he might have missed at this distance.

He knelt, knees to sand; knelt, forehead to sand, closing his eyes against the heat of the ground. Against the waste of water that could mean death in the desert.

Fredero, he thought. Kai el'Sol.

Men did not pray; not to the Lord; not to the Lady. Therefore, Marakas par el'Sol, who had given the first half of his life in service to the one, and the second half in service to the other, did not pray.

He rose instead.

He felt the heat of the Lord's gaze, and he knew that if he lingered too long, the fires would consume him as certainly as they had consumed the kai el'Sol. But light trailed the length of his face from eyes to jaw as he walked; he did not lift a hand to wipe his face clean. In the desert, water and blood were one and the same. He offered his life cleanly, as if all things unessential had once again been scoured from him by fire, leaving only the truth in its wake.

28th of Misteral, 427 AA Tor Arkosa The Serra Diora stood at the height of the Sen adept's tower. The winds were warm and dry; they pulled at the folds of her robes, chafed at her veils. Only her hands were exposed as she laid them, palm down, against stone that was smooth as Northern gla.s.s, hard as diamond.

No one came here.

No one but the Serra and the Matriarch. To these two, the wards of the Sen adepts posed no threat, offered no resistance; they had walked in the shadows of the ghosts of women so long dead not even dust remained.

But memory did. And memory had yielded what Voyani lore could not: the words and the signs by which they might pa.s.s through the great doors of the adept's tower unharmed. The Serra turned her face a moment to see the surface of the orb at the tower's height. She could hear its whisper, but even her gift did not lay bare the words that whisper carried, no matter how long, or how hard, she listened.

Diora.

Ona Teresa.

Are you well?

I am . . . well.

The Matriarch of Arkosa seeks you.

Diora did not reply. Instead she looked back to the City that slumbered in a terrible silence beneath her feet. The Voyani were few; the Tor Arkosa was large. They had chosen to take refuge in what might once have been a place that served as home to wealthy travelers, and they huddled there, planning a future that they had never truly considered a reality.

They had come home.

Na'dio?

She raised a hand to the hollow of her throat. The Heart of Arkosa no longer beat within it; she had shed that burden, and Margret of Arkosa now carried it, as was both her right and her duty.

Tell her that I am in the tower.

Her gaze slid past the City to the walls that kept the desert at bay. The waters that the earth had revealed now flowed beneath those walls and through the heart of the City itself, and on the banks of the river, flashes of green, new and pale, told their own tale.

She was almost ready.

And because she was, she waited.

Without flight, there was only one way to reach these heights.

The tower of the Sen adepts would, Diora was certain, buy the loyalty of any member of the Sword of Knowledge that Margret cared to approach. Any save one.

Ser Cortano di'Alexes. The Sword's Edge.

How long? How long would this city remain hidden?

Her gaze roamed the breadth of its streets, the heights of its towers, pausing to trace the glittering length of the river that now ran through it, a silk ribbon that reflected the light as if it were steel. Not long, she thought. Not long at all.

She ran her hand across the gla.s.s-smooth edge of stone and then turned her back upon the open sky, the cloudless sun. She wore desert robes, and had she been upon the ground, Ramdan would have attended her with shade, with silent shadow, offering her the protection that was both his duty and his right. Who else might stand, unaccused and unattacked, by her side? He was one of the few things the heights deprived her of that she could be said to miss. But she knew that Margret did not-could never-understand what his presence meant; it was one of several small walls that would come between them for the rest of their lives.

There would be others, if they lived long enough to discover them all.

She lifted her head and gazed upon the white, pulsing surface of the giant sphere that stood at the heart of the tower. She knew it as one of seven such spheres; the others, spread across standing towers as old as this one, pulsed and moved as if alive, each unique, each with a sigil and a sign that warded it against the interference of outsiders. The heart of each was a different color; she could make them out only when she stood here, in the lee of the sphere, and she was careful not to notice too much. She would be gone from this place in too short a time, and any knowledge that she bore with her was a weapon in the wrong man's hand.

The spheres had protected the Tor Arkosa for the entirety of its long slumber; she wondered if they had been meant to endure beyond that; if, for eternity, they would defy the will of G.o.ds. She was of the South; she did not pray. Did not ask for mercy. Did not reveal, by that plea, her hope. The Lord was at his height.

But she did turn when she heard the unmistakable sound of curtains being drawn in midair. No silk curtains, these, no heavy linen, no beaten cotton; they were fine, like beaded gla.s.s that had caught the light of a dying sun and trapped it in links as strong as any chain s.h.i.+rt-like armor that could not be pierced or breached except in this fas.h.i.+on: by parting.

The Serra Diora bowed her head, and only her head; it was the only acceptable gesture of respect that she could offer the Matriarch of Arkosa. Kneeling had been forbidden.

You are not a slave here.

I am not a slave, Margret.

I am not a clansman. If I have power . . . it is not a power that demands obeisance. Not from you. Never from you. You were . . . my sister. If we were free to choose our kin, you would bear the blood of Arkosa. You bore its heart. She had paused and looked away. Bear it. Understand it. Do not offer me what you would offer any other ruler.

When she looked up, she met the weary gaze of the Matriarch of Arkosa. "Margret."

"You spend too much time here."

"It is peaceful."

Margret's snort was short and loud. That something so graceless could be so eloquent said much of the Voyani.

Diora walked, slowly, toward the tower's North edge. She saw her shadow lengthen and change as she pa.s.sed before the orb; a piercing chill struck her, but she did not change her gait. This was the desert. She was a Serra of the High Courts.