Impetuous. Part 13

Carlie stopped in the middle of pouring the wine. She turned to Tyler, her expression serious. "Why?"

"What do you mean, 'why?' I like you."

"But why, Tyler? What is it about me that you like?"

He considered her question with grave seriousness. She was being very sober. His answer obviously mattered a great deal to her. The first thing that came to his mind was her honesty. "I can trust you. You don't play games, and I don't think you would ever lie to me. You're straightforward and genuine, blunt to a fault. I've never known a woman like you before."

Carlie looked stricken, which wasn't the reaction he had expected. She crossed her arms over her chest and turned away. He walked up behind her and wrapped her in his arms, holding her close despite her stiffness. He still felt frustrated and angry over his mysterious phone call, and now, with Carlie seeming so intent on separating herself from him, he actually felt needy. It wasn't a feeling he enjoyed.

"Carlie, talk to me. I don't like this. I'm used to you giving me h.e.l.l and making me laugh and then making me so hot I can't breathe. I'm not used to this silence, sweetheart."

She turned abruptly, throwing her arms tight around him and he groaned in relief. His arms were around her middle, and it registered, rather abruptly, that she was actually slim. She was wearing her usual basketball clothes that consisted of baggy sweats, and since the day was cooler, she was layered under several pieces. But his hands were stroking up and down her ribs, and it amazed him how tiny her waist was. He pulled back, shocked.

Carlie was watching him. "Don't even say it."

He was amused by her fierce expression. "What?"

"Whatever you were thinking. I know you were checking out my weight again. I'm not stupid."

"No, you're not stupid. But you are a big faker." His mouth tilted in a quizzical smile. "There's not an ounce of extra fat on you, is there?"

Carlie propped one hand on her hip in an arrogant stance. She glanced down meaningfully at her chest, the implied message very clear.

Tyler choked back his laugh. "That's not fat, sweetheart. That's a bonus from Mother Nature." Then his eyes slid over her, and his amus.e.m.e.nt slowly disappeared. "I want to see you."

"You're looking right at me."

"You know what I mean."

Warm color bloomed in her cheeks. "Oh? You want me to strip naked and dance on the table perhaps?"

"d.a.m.n! You're not as unreasonable as I thought." He pulled out a chair and made a big production of seating himself. "Go ahead. I think I'm ready. Wait! Do you have smelling salts available? I'm not sure my heart can take this."

Carlie stared back at him blandly. Then she pulled out her own chair and sat down. She shoved a gla.s.s of wine toward him. "Eat. You need something to occupy that mouth of yours."

"True. But I could think of other...mmm!"

Carlie had jammed the piece of pizza into his mouth without concern for his clean face. He ended up laughing, and wiping pizza sauce from his nose and cheeks.

They ate in near silence but for the music Carlie had playing in the background. Tyler watched her, simply enjoying her nearness. After a moment, the quiet began to bother him. "I meant what I said earlier. About your being different. Until I met you, I thought all women were the same."

"That's an asinine comment unworthy of recognition."

"I know it sounds cynical, but it's true. Most of the women I've known were users. They would lie or mislead, even jump into my bed, just to get what they wanted."

Carlie looked slightly dazed. "What did they want?"

"Marriage, usually. You may not believe this, but I'm considered a prime catch. I'm single, and Jason and I run a successful law practice. I'm financially secure, and I drive a flashy car. That's all the criteria most women require. It wouldn't matter who I really was."

"I can't believe that."

"That's because you're just a little naive, honey." He studied her affectionately. "Other than Brenda, no woman has taken the time to really get to know me. Except you."

She searched his face, her eyes bright with curiosity. "What about your mother? Or other relatives?"

"I don't have other relatives. And all my mother ever wanted was for me and Jason to get out of her hair. Most times we did. It didn't matter where we went, as long as we weren't around to interfere in her affairs." He didn't quite meet her gaze, feeling her empathy, and not entirely comfortable with it. Discussing his past was not something he was familiar with.

"Jason was the one who convinced me I could get a degree. And at the time, that was no easy feat. I was so busy indulging in my bad-boy popularity, I'll admit I was something of a punk."

Carlie touched the bridge of his nose. "Brenda told me you broke your nose in a fight."

He sent her a small, brief smile. "Yeah. I did a lot of fighting back then. Mom loved it when I kicked a.s.s. It was the only time she ever gave me any recognition." Tyler was amazed the words were coming so easily. But then, it was always easy to talk to Carlie. "You see, it really didn't matter who I was. It was what I did that was important."

"It always matters, Tyler. If not to someone else, then to yourself."

He was filled with satisfaction. "There, you see? You know that, but no other woman I've ever met has thought so. When Mom took off, and that was some time ago, she couldn't have cared less who I was or what I might become."

Carlie looked down at the remains of her pizza, then tightened her fingers around his hand. "You can't categorize all women based on one, Tyler. That isn't fair."

Tyler laughed wryly. "Don't go getting psychological on me. My mother and her many faults didn't form any lasting impression on me. It's the dozens of women since who've done that. All but you." He lifted her fingers and kissed them. "You, I'm convinced, are incapable of guile."

Carlie jumped to her feet, picked up the plates and carried them to the sink. "I'm just your basic female, Tyler, subject to the same flaws as anyone else. I can make mistakes, I-"

Tyler stood, going to Carlie and taking her face between his hands. She stared up at him, her body taut with apprehension. "You would never hurt me, Carlie. I know you wouldn't."

"You sound so positive."

He smiled as his thumbs stroked her cheeks. "That's because I know you care about me. You grouse and grumble and complain, but you do care, don't you?"

Her gaze was direct and fiercely earnest. "Yes, I do."

He hesitated, his smile disappearing. "A little?"

"A lot, Tyler. A lot."

He ached. She made him feel important to her. And most of all, he believed her. She truly cared for him.

His kiss wasn't meant to seduce, but rather to show tenderness and understanding. "Thank you, Carlie. For caring."

He was still cradling her face, but their bodies weren't touching. Carlie bit her lower lip, then hugged herself to him. Tyler had the awful suspicion she could look into his soul and see his vulnerability. It shook him, and he sought casual conversation to break the mood.

"It was the same for Jason, until he met Brenda. You should have seen him in action. He had women throwing themselves at him, and he seldom ducked to get out of the way. After we opened the law practice, it only got worse. It seemed every client who came in knew someone or was related to someone, or was someone, who they thought Jason should get to know intimately. It grew old real quick. He started sending the younger female clients to me."

"And now look how incorrigible you are."

He chuckled. "That's right, honey. Put the blame where it's deserved. I'm just a product of circ.u.mstance."

"You're a product of indulgence." Carlie leaned back to smile up at him. "I remember when Brenda went to work for Jason. She said he was gorgeous, charming and entirely insufferable. He tried giving her a bracelet once, you know."

"I remember. She threw it at him. d.a.m.ned thing was heavy, too. Left a bruise on his shoulder."

"It was at the Christmas party you two had, that she kissed him under the mistletoe. She seemed to float for two days."

"Yeah. I got the load of the cases because Jason was too busy wooing Brenda to bother with anything as trivial as work. She really ran him ragged." And, Tyler thought, he now had a much better understanding of what his brother had gone through. Carlie could tie him up in knots with just a look.

But there was one major difference. Jason loved Brenda, whereas Tyler had no idea exactly what he felt for Carlie.

"She made him chase her until she caught him. But they both enjoyed it, and look how everything turned out." Carlie said the words quietly, with a strange, wistful smile.

"Brenda isn't the type of woman I would have figured Jason to fall for. Don't get me wrong. There's not a better person than Brenda. She's good for Jason, and I love her. But Jason always had a preference for tall, busty sophisticated brunettes. Not short, perky, domesticated redheads."

Carlie darted him a quick look. "I guess you never can tell."

"No." Tyler tilted his head, studying her, and then he agreed. "You never can tell."

Tugging her closer, he watched as her thick lashes lowered behind the lenses of her gla.s.ses. She gave a feeble protest when he reached up and removed them from her nose, laying them carefully on the table. "Tyler..."

"You're very pretty, Carlie." He toyed with her braid, dragging his curled fingers over the length of it. He reached the end, felt the cloth-covered rubber band holding the braid secure, and pulled it free. Carlie's eyes widened, but he didn't give her time to stop him.

His fingers sifted through the strands, separating them, then pulling her hair over her shoulders. It rippled with waves, a dozen different colors highlighted by the overhead light. It was beautiful-she was beautiful-and Tyler never felt so needful of anyone in his life.

Bunching her hair into his fists on either side of her head, he pulled her face up to his. "I want you, Carlie."

The kiss was devastating in its intensity, powerfully erotic, and sensually sweet. Her body leaned into him. Tyler walked her backward to the counter, then pressed himself hard against her. He swallowed her gasp and gave his groan in return.

And still he kissed her. He was in no hurry to speed things along. No one had ever tasted so good, so right and so perfect.

His hands moved down her body languidly, exploring, excited by the feel of what he'd never expected, never imagined. She was all full, soft curves, lush. Fine-boned, her arms were slim, her wrists and elbows tiny. Her waist was slight, her soft belly only a marginal curve, very feminine, utterly seductive. His palm lingered there. He heard her shuddered breathing as he stroked her, feeling her muscles quiver.

He palmed her bottom, finding it exquisitely soft and equally firm. He pulled her against his aroused body, rubbing and stroking. Carlie clung to him, and he loved it. He couldn't get enough of her or her response.

"I want to see you, honey."

"No." Her face dipped down and she pressed her lips into his throat. "Please..."

He kissed her again, his tongue thrusting, his breath coming in harsh pants.

"Take me to your bedroom, Carlie." He held her face until she opened her eyes and looked at him. "I'm going to make love to you."

It was inevitable. "Yes."

He threw back his head and closed his eyes for an instant. Then he pulled her from the counter and turned her toward the hallway. "Your bedroom."

She slowed as she neared her bedroom door. "I haven't showered."

"It doesn't matter." Nothing mattered except making her his, completely.

"But we... the basketball..."

Tyler shoved her gently inside, closing the door behind him. The room was in shadows, dim and close and intimate. It smelled of Carlie, her elusive, feminine scent. He reached for her in the dark. "Believe me, it doesn't matter."

He held her close, one hand caressing her full, lush b.r.e.a.s.t.s, finding a stiffened nipple and tugging on it lightly, hearing her groan and then palming her, crus.h.i.+ng her soft flesh delicately in his large hand.

"Where's the light?" The question was tinged with his haste, his need.

"No." Carlie threw herself against him. "Not tonight, Tyler. Give me tonight."

He didn't understand her, but he relished her obvious urgency. He forgot the light-there was enough moonlight to illuminate the room with vague, slanted beams of opalescence. The shadows were thick and heavy, but he could see Carlie, could read her expression by the gleam in her beautiful hazel eyes, the wet sheen of her tongue as she flicked it over her lips. Her hands touched his chest tentatively, her fingers kneading the muscles, as inquisitive about his body as he was about hers. They explored each other leisurely, their excitement growing, the air thick with s.e.xual tension. Tyler kept trying to calm himself, to call on his control, but it was nonexistent. He throbbed with need, and he was with Carlie. It was unbelievable.

Carlie kicked out of her sneakers and pulled off her socks as Tyler simultaneously whisked off her sweats.h.i.+rt. They nearly toppled each other to the floor, but Tyler caught her by the waist and they landed on her bed. The covers billowed around them, soft and fragrant as Tyler's weight pressed Carlie deep into the mattress.

"You feel so good, Carlie." He rubbed against her, but she protested, tugging at his sweats.h.i.+rt. Going up on his knees, Tyler jerked off the s.h.i.+rt.

An instant later, they were together again, each frantic to touch the other. Carlie raked her nails gently through the dark, curling hair on his chest.

Tyler reared back, unable to control himself with her innocent, curious touch. He stared down at her partial nudity-a stray beam of moonlight slashed across her b.r.e.a.s.t.s, showing them to be milky white and smooth, full and firm. His hands covered her, and she arched into him.

"G.o.d, Carlie. I can't believe how you hid yourself. Never again, sweetheart, do you hear me? You're mine now. I won't let you hide from me again."

He lowered his head, unable to wait a moment longer, and caught a nipple, nibbling with his lips, lightly flicking with his tongue.

"Tyler, please..."

"Yes, honey. Soon, soon." His sharp teeth closed on her, carefully tugging, and when she groaned, throwing her head back and turning her face away as she gripped the blankets in fierce pleasure, he tugged again, pulling sweetly, taunting her. Her hands settled in his hair, urging him closer toward her. He drew her in, suckling gently, then hard, until her hips were writhing against him.

He hadn't planned his seduction, didn't have premeditated intentions of devastating her with his finesse. It just didn't occur to him to end the pleasure any time soon. He'd waited so long, a lifetime, it seemed, for Carlie to be like this with him, and his senses were rioting, his body moving of its own volition.

He was mindless to everything but taking and giving pleasure. And at the moment, hearing Carlie's gasps and soft feminine moans gave him more pleasure than he thought he could endure.

Tyler slid to the side of her, his hand coasting languidly over her midriff and beneath the waistband of her pants to caress her soft belly. Carlie turned to face him. "Tyler, I think I'm going to die."

"No. You won't die, sweetheart." He sat up. "Let me get these other clothes off you."

She was trembling all over, her body taut and aching, and as Tyler slid the pants down her long legs, his fingers touched her, skimming over her soft flesh, teasing the insides of her thighs. He pulled the pants free of her ankles, then sat there at her side, simply looking at her. Restless, her long legs moved in subtle, impatient turns. She looked at him, seeing his gaze so intent on her body, then turned away, her eyes closing, only to look at him again.

"I can see all of you, Carlie, despite the dark." His hand slid down her thigh, stopping at her knees, slowly easing her legs farther apart. She gasped, and he smiled in the moonlight. "I love looking at you, a woman with a woman's body. You have nothing to hide, nothing to be ashamed of."

"I'm...I'm..." Carlie gasped again, not able to get the words out.

His finger sifted through her curls, finding her flesh hot and swollen, wet with need. He wanted to shout with excitement. "You're perfect. Just the way nature intended a woman to be." As he talked, he stroked her, slowly, one finger dipping just inside her, withdrawing when her hips rose sharply.

"Feel how wet you are for me, Carlie. " He pressed his finger inside her again, this time deeper, and she groaned, her legs spreading wider without his instruction. Her every move inflamed him, she was so special... yet somehow, it all seemed familiar.

His body rocked with his pounding heartbeat and he bent to press his face into her belly. He could smell her, the spicy scent of her desire filling him, shaking him profoundly.

Sliding off the bed, he went to his knees between her legs. Before she could voice a protest, before he could even think about what he was doing, he'd caught her thighs and tugged her to the very edge of the mattress. Her legs hung over the side, Tyler between them. She raised herself on an elbow, peering down at him in confusion, and he quickly lifted her knees over his shoulders, then pressed his face into her heat.

Her gasp was immediate, her protest loud. He ignored her, locking his arms around her hips, holding her still. "You taste so good, Carlie. So d.a.m.n good." She fell back with a low cry, lifting herself to his seeking tongue.