Hi I'm a Social Disease: Horror Stories Part 5

"About what?"

"It's not like you, that's all. The whimpering. The crying. I want you to tell me what the h.e.l.l's the matter with you."

Eli leaned across the bed, over Maya and her fabulous heat, to grab his cigarettes and lighter from the nightstand. He brought himself back over to his side and propped the pillow up against the headboard, shook out a cigarette and lit it. Through the thin, twirling veil of gray smoke, he looked at their small apartment. They had something good. He liked what they had created over the past year. They never argued. They didn't really have any worries and, until this past month or so, they had had some really great s.e.x. Eli didn't want to lose any of that.

Maya sighed into the heavy yellowness of the room.

"Are you going to tell me?" she said.

Eli took another drag and crushed the cigarette out.

"Yeah, I'll tell you."

Sometimes, when everything was blue, Elijah didn't just see what was in front of him. There was something else. It was like the air around him was too thin or something. Almost like he could see through it. And it wasn't just his sight that was affected. He heard things too, when everything was blue.

It started right before Eileen and Cynthia died. The week before, to be exact. June 15. More than two years ago. Two years and one week ago.

Dawn in the bedroom of their new house in the suburbs and Elijah had woken up and looked around the room. The blue filled the room and inside the blue, Elijah saw the swirling shapes. He got out of bed and walked into the middle of the room, deeper into the blue, Eileen sleeping soundly, Cynthia still tucked away in her room with the Dr. Seuss murals painted on the walls.

The blue wasn't like any other color Elijah had ever seen. It almost seemed like calling it blue was to do it some sort of injustice. It couldn't be categorized like that. It was the blue of a hundred different skies. The blue of Heaven, perhaps.

Elijah stood in the middle of the room, s.h.i.+vering cold and still sweatya"clammy. He felt the blue moving all around him. He felt it brush up against his ear and whisper something no more intelligible than the wind. Sitting down, he marveled at the way the blue could coil itself up before slowly, hypnotically unfurling. He admired the color and the sheer mystery of it.

Over the next week, his feelings changed.

The blue continued to visit him, gaining in intensity.

Three days after the first, Elijah noticed there were people in the blue. Spirits maybe. Ghosts. Who knew? He wasn't sure he wanted to know. By the end of that fourth day, he could make out some of the faces in the blue. There must have been hundreds. All surfacing through the blue before receding.

Before the sun ate the blue that day, he saw the face like a bruise. That was when he knew everything wasn't going to be okay.

On the fifth day, there were fewer faces.

On the sixth day, even fewer.

On the seventh day, the day of Eileen and Cynthia's death, the only face remaining was the one that looked like a bruise. That was when Elijah a.s.sumed the man with the face like a bruise had somehow consumed the other faces. Maybe he would have opened it up to speculation, something to ponder, to think about, maybe even ask somebody about, if it weren't for the car crash that took Eileen and Cynthia that night.

The grief in and of itself was crippling and then there were all the legal ramifications on top of that, the people in suits telling him his time for grieving was over, and the blue was gone anyway so there wasn't really anything to think about.

A little more than a year later he met Maya and his grief was replaced with love. Although the love was somewhat tainted with guilt. So much guilt, in fact, that Elijah could never really bring himself to tell Maya about the previous loves of his life. Initially, he told himself he was just waiting for the right time. Eventually, he convinced himself there wasn't a right time. He had waited too long. To tell her now would surely cost him the relations.h.i.+p.

But the blue had come backa"and the man with the face like a bruisea"and Maya had heard him crying and whimpering names, fragments. Enough to make her suspicious. That, on top of the impotence and the despondency, was sure to ruin everything he and Maya had.

Neither one of them had gotten out of bed to open the windows or turn on the air conditioner and Maya lay beside Elijah, the tears coming out of her eyes mingling with the sheen of sweat on her cheeks. She brushed the moisture off with the back of an already moist hand and reached over to the nightstand to get a cigarette. He had never seen her smoke. She seemed like a different woman as she greedily lit the cigarette. She inhaled the cigarette and coughed up a combination of tears, phlegm, and smoke. She sat up, keeping the sheet pulled to just above her b.r.e.a.s.t.s.

"I thought," she said, "that you had found someone else. I thought those were the names you were saying. Some wh.o.r.e at the office you were f.u.c.king."

"I would never do anything like that to you." He put his hand on her thigh, ran it up to the crease between where her leg met her pubis.

"I thought that was the whole reason why you couldn'ta you know."

"I would never cheat on you. You know thata don't you?"

She shook her head. "It happens."

There was a moment of awkward silence. Maya's crying increased. Unable to finish the cigarette, she crushed it out. Elijah moved his hand onto the soft mound of her s.e.x. "It happens," she mumbled again through a thick mouth. He brushed his hand over her c.l.i.toris and then stopped, bringing his hand quickly away.

"I need to go," he said.

"Don't go," Maya cried.

"I have to work. I need to go."

He dressed in a hurry and left the apartment, slamming the door on his way out.

Once in the car, he knew he wasn't going to work. He was too angry. He didn't exactly know why. He sat in the hot car, sweat rolling down his face, shaking with anger. Slowly, he composed himself enough to pull away from the curb and take the twisted mess inside his head with him.

Stopping at the liquor store, he bought a bottle of Jim Beam and continued on to the Moston Memorial Gardens. There, he would be able to sit. To contemplate. Sort some things out.

He opened the Jim Beam as soon as he got out to the car and was nearly drunk by the time he got to the cemetery. He pulled the car up near Eileen and Cynthia's gravesites and stumbled across the freshly manicured lawn until he reached their tombstones. Once there, he sat down in between them, the bottle between his legs.

It was then he decided to sort some things out, to try and figure out why he was so G.o.dd.a.m.n enraged.

The most obvious fact was that this was the two-year anniversary of their deaths. The grief and anger had never really relented since he had received the call at home to come to the hospital and identify the bodies. The grief, he knew, would have to subside on its own. It would never go away completely. He didn't expect, didn't even really want, that to happen. The grief was like a memory. To remove the grief, he would have to take away all the memories of them. He didn't want that. Memories were the only things he had left.

The rage, though. That was something different altogether. It was something he hadn't expected and, once upon him, couldn't figure out how to get rid of. Entangling himself in hostile relations.h.i.+ps with virtually everyone he knew didn't seem to do the trick. That merely rendered him isolated and friendless. It wasn't just the world he was mad at. It was Eileen, too. If she had been more alert, maybe, or a better driver, then none of it would have happened. He knew that was ludicrous, of course, but knowing it didn't stop the feelings and the thoughts rus.h.i.+ng through his head. Knowing it almost made it worse, turning the whole situation into some all-consuming paradox.

G.o.d was at fault too, naturally. Elijah had never been a very religious person but he wouldn't have considered himself an atheist until that day. A G.o.d that would kill a beautiful, successful woman in the prime of her life and an innocent child wasn't a G.o.d worth believing in. A G.o.d that would force him to suffer as much as he had after their deaths was a G.o.d that was better off dead.

Completely drunk at this point and watching the thunderheads gather up their black dresses of grief and march toward the graveyard, he realized there was a new dimension to his anger and he finally figured it out.

Maya was cheating on him.

The signs were there, he had merely refused to acknowledge them. But now that he did, now that he told himself she was cheating on him, the pieces fell into place.

It started with the way she was acting this morning. How she had told him affairs happened. It wasn't even the way she said it, "It happens," it was the way she completely broke down after he had told her he wasn't cheating on her. Like, after her suspicions were denied, she was the guilty one. It would be completely like Maya to f.u.c.k someone to get even with him.

Then Elijah remembered something else. Actually, it was someone else. All last week, about the same time everything became blue again, Elijah had seen the same man coming from the direction of their apartment building. In a small town like Moston, it wasn't unusual to see the same faces over and over again, but he hadn't seen this man until last week and he never saw him at any other time.

Elijah remembered touching Maya this morning and how unresponsive she was.

Well, he thought. There's only one way to prove it.

With that, he stood up, guzzled down the rest of the bourbon, pulled some flowers away from a neighboring grave and put them into the empty bottle, setting it down in between the graves as a small reminder he was there.

On his way back into town he drove straight through the storm. By the time he reached the apartment the storm had subsided and the air around him resonated with the ozone blue of sun trying to break through dark clouds. He did the best parking job he could muster, nearly popping the tire as the car flew up onto the curb. It didn't matter. He didn't plan on being there for very long anyway.

He knew what he expected to find and, at this point, a scary thought, it was almost what he wanted to find. He wondered if they would actually be f.u.c.king or maybe Maya was now feeling guilty and blowing the guy off. Whoever the creep was, Elijah felt certain he would try and get a little something from her before saying his goodbye.

Elijah threw open the door from the street and bounded up the stairs.

Would they even bother locking the doors?

He had his key ready but, turning the k.n.o.b, discovered he didn't even need it. h.e.l.l, the antic.i.p.ation of getting caught had to be half the thrill of it.

One could not see the front door from the bed. It was one of the small touches that made the apartment feel a little less like an efficiency.

Elijah grabbed the aluminum Louisville Slugger he kept propped against the door in case of intruders. It had never really occurred to him before that was probably the worst place he could have kept it if anyone wanted to break in. It would be like arming the criminal. Of course, there was a gun in the bedside table. He antic.i.p.ated Maya going for that if he didn't act quickly enough. Elijah hated guns. He had no intention of trying to go after it himself.

As he rounded the corner, his mind took a quick snapshot of what was happening on the bed before he moved in to put a stop to it.

Maya was lying back, her eyes closed, her a.s.s supported by the edge of the bed. Her sundress was pushed up to her waist and there was a man's head between her legs, his hands wrapped around her hips, one of her legs thrown over his right shoulder.

Elijah moved in quickly, taking a firm grip on the bat's friction tape and hoisting it above his head. Maya must have heard him. She opened her mouth, trying to say something, but it wouldn't come out before the bat smashed across the man's upper back, the fat of it landing on his left shoulder, the very tip of it connecting with Maya's right leg.

The man let out a pitiful groan as he fell to the floor, struggling to turn over onto his back and identify his a.s.sailant. Elijah was on him, pressing the bat down against his throat so he couldn't yell. He needed this to be as subdued as possible because this wasn't the end. The more he thought about it, the more gruesome he wanted it to be.

"Everyone needs to shut the f.u.c.k up," Elijah said calmly. "If anyone decides to cry out or yell for help then I'm swinging the bat again. And this time I'll hit something more vital."

"Elia" Maya said.

Elijah put more weight on the bat and watched the man's face turn purple.

"I think you should be quiet, Maya," he said. "Now, we're all going down to the car. If we pa.s.s anyone and you try and say something to them, I'll beat you both to death before any help can arrive. When we get down to the car, you are going to get in the driver's seat, Maya. Do you understand that?"

She nodded her head.

"Good," Elijah said. "Loverboy here is going to get in the pa.s.senger seat and I'm going to sit in back. We're driving to Keifer Road, where it meets Salton Lane. Do you know where that is, Maya?"

She nodded her head again. Her mouth was pulled tight and she was trembling, exactly what Elijah wanted to see. Her hands were gripped tight over her knee, already swollen and purple.

"Do you think you're going to have trouble walking?" Elijah asked her.

She nodded her head.

"If you fall down, then I'm taking this bat through loverboy's head, do you understand?"

She nodded.

"Are you going to fall down?"

She shook her head.

"Good. Let's go. Maya, you first. Loverboy second."

Elijah pulled the bat away from the guy's neck and stood up, backing away from the small battery scene. The man still had his s.h.i.+rt on but now the back of the s.h.i.+rt contained a lump that looked something like a football. He had absolutely no use of his left arm and Elijah found the way he had to struggle to stand up quite comical. He chuckled a little.

This was definitely the guy Elijah had seen on the street in front of their apartment. They must have had some way of seeing Elijah coming so they could get him out of there in time. For some reason, this infuriated Elijah even more. The fact Maya didn't feel the need to be even more discrete about her affair. The fact neighbors had to have seen this man come into the apartment, never at the same time as Elijah. Elijah wondered if any of the neighbors had heard them f.u.c.king, heard the headboard beating against the wall. Surely they must have.

Maya limped slowly to the door, bracing herself on whatever objects she could find along the wall. Elijah didn't enjoy watching her as much. It had never really been his intention to hurt Maya. When Elijah looked at the man he saw the man with the face like a bruise. Not really, only symbolically. Just as the man with the face like a bruise had somehow taken everyone he had loved away from him before, so this man had come along two years later and done the same. But the man with a face like a bruise was only a spirit, quite possibly a metaphysical hallucination, impossible to destroy. In this man, Maya's nameless lover, Elijah had a very palpable target for his revenge. Elijah reached out and jabbed the man's swollen shoulder with the end of the bat, watching the cords in the man's neck draw tight as he stifled a wince.

They made their way down to the car, Elijah standing outside until he saw that Maya and her lover were in their a.s.signed positions. Still cautious, he slid into the back seat, maintaining a firm grip on the baseball bat. After sitting down, vigilantly leaning forward, there was an awkward pause in the rhythm.

"Start the car," he barked at Maya.

"I don't know if I can use the gas pedal," she said.

"You don't need your leg to use it, just your foot. Now start the f.u.c.king car."

She did as she was told. Music from the Birthday Party filled the car, Nick Cave's hooting and barking, along with the churning and screeching of the guitar, matching what Elijah felt in his head. Maya's hand instinctively reached out to turn the volume down until she thought better of it. Elijah realized he was still in control of the situation.

The storm had now pa.s.sed completely and the late afternoon was sparkling and humid.

"Roll down your window!" Elijah shouted over the music.

Maya rolled down the window.

She pulled away from the curb and started down the road, where Main Street turned into the Pike. From there they would hit Keifer and be just about where Elijah needed them to be.

Elijah sat in the back seat, studying thema"the tense musculature of their necks, the way their shoulders seemed all drawn up. He basked in it. He basked in what he had planned, never once thinking anything would stop it from going off.

But he didn't want to end anything without getting some answers first. Eileen and Cynthia had taken the open book with them, leaving Elijah to write up his own conclusions and close the book. It was something he didn't ever think he would be capable of doing. Of course, with their situation he had no control over it. He had simply decided it was the man with the face like a bruise and had spent the next two years of his life searching that man out. He wasn't going to let that happen again. He had the man with the face like a bruise right here in front of him and he wasn't going to let him get away.

Elijah slid the bat in between the two front seats and started ramming the stereo violently until it cracked, splintered, and the music went away.

"So, Maya, you never properly introduced me to loverboy here. I mean, in a round about way, I guess we were quite intimate but, shucks, I don't even know his name."

"Hunter," she said.

"Last name?"

"Green."

"Hunter Green? Sounds like a f.u.c.king golf course. So, Maya, how old a man is Hunter?"

"Twenty-three."

"Oh. Robbing the cradle a bit? Well, that's all fine, I guess I'm pretty much past my prime anyway. By the way, how big is Hunter's c.o.c.k, Maya?"

She was silent.

Elijah quickly flicked the barrel of the bat to his right, smacking Hunter on the side of the head, just hard enough to stun him and make a satisfying sound.

"I never measured."

"But surely you have an idea. Erect? What, both hands plus the head? Then some, maybea"

"Nine inches."