The Call of the Blood Part 83
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And then she thought of the inevitable departure. Was Maurice looking forward to it, desiring it? He had spoken that day as if he wished to be off. In London she had been able to imagine him in the South, in the highway of the sun. But now that she was here in Sicily she could not imagine him in London.
"He is not in his right place there," she thought.
Yet they must go, and soon. She knew that they were going, and yet she could not feel that they were going. What she had said under the oak-trees was true. In the spring her tender imagination had played softly with the idea of Sicily's joy in the possession of her son, of Maurice. Would Sicily part from him without an effort to retain him?
Would Sicily let him go? She smiled to herself at her fancies. But if Sicily kept him, how would she keep him? The smile left her lips and her eyes as she thought of Maurice's suggestion. That would be too horrible.
G.o.d would not allow that. And yet what tragedies He allowed to come into the lives of others. She faced certain facts, as she sat there, facts permitted, or deliberately brought about by the Divine Will. The scourge of war--that sowed sorrows over a land as the sower in the field scatters seeds. She, like others, had sat at home and read of battles in which thousands of men had been killed, and she had grieved--or had she really grieved, grieved with her heart? She began to wonder, thinking of Maurice's veiled allusion to the possibility of his death. He was the spirit of youth to her. And all the boys slain in battle! Had not each one of them represented the spirit of youth to some one, to some woman--mother, sister, wife, lover?
What were those women's feelings towards G.o.d?
She wondered. She wondered exceedingly. And presently a terrible thought came into her mind. It was this. How can one forgive G.o.d if He s.n.a.t.c.hes away the spirit of youth that one loves?
Under the shadow of the oak-trees she had lain that day and looked out upon the s.h.i.+ning world--upon the waters, upon the plains, upon the mountains, upon the calling coast-line and the deep pa.s.sion of the blue.
And she had felt the infinite love of G.o.d. When she had thought of G.o.d, she had thought of Him as the great Provider of happiness, as One who desired, with a heart too large and generous for the mere accurate conception of man, the joy of man.
But Maurice was beside her then.
Those whose lives had been ruined by great tragedies, when they looked out upon the s.h.i.+ning world what must they think, feel?
She strove to imagine. Their conception of G.o.d must surely be very different from hers.
Once she had been almost unable to believe that G.o.d could choose her to be the recipient of a supreme happiness. But we accustom ourselves with a wonderful readiness to a happy fate. She had come back--she had been allowed to return to the Garden of Paradise. And this fact had given to her a confidence in life which was almost audacious. So now, even while she imagined the sorrows of others, half strove to imagine what her own sorrows might be, her inner feeling was still one of confidence. She looked out on the s.h.i.+ning world, and in her heart was the s.h.i.+ning world.
She looked out on the glory of the blue, and in her heart was the glory of the blue. The world shone for her because she had Maurice. She knew that. But there was light in it. There would always be light whatever happened to any human creature. There would always be the sun, the great symbol of joy. It rose even upon the battle-field where the heaps of the dead were lying.
She could not realize sorrow to-day. She must see the sunlight even in the deliberate visions conjured up by her imagination.
Gaspare did not reappear. For a long time she was alone. She watched the changing of the light, the softening of the great landscape as the evening approached. Sometimes she thought of Maurice's last words about being laid to rest some day in the shadows of the oak-trees, in sight of Etna and the sea. When the years had gone, perhaps they would lie together in Sicily, wrapped in the final siesta of the body. Perhaps the unborn child, of whose beginning she was mystically conscious, would lay them to rest there.
"Buon riposo." She loved the Sicilian good-night. Better than any text she would love to have those simple words written above her sleeping-place and his. "Buon riposo!"--she murmured the words to herself as she looked at the quiet of the hills, at the quiet of the sea. The glory of the world was inspiring, but the peace of the world was almost more uplifting, she thought. Far off, in the plain, she discerned tiny trails of smoke from Sicilian houses among the orange-trees beside the sea. The gold was fading. The color of the waters was growing paler, gentler, the color of the sky less pa.s.sionate. The last point of the coast-line was only a shadow now, scarcely that. Somewhere was the sunset, its wonder unseen by her, but realized because of this growing tenderness, that was like a benediction falling upon her from a distant love, intent to s.h.i.+eld her and her little home from sorrow and from danger. Nature was whispering her "Buon riposo!" Her hushed voice spoke withdrawn among the mountains, withdrawn upon the s.p.a.ces of the sea. The heat of the golden day was blessed, but after it how blessed was the cool of the dim night!
Again she thought that the G.o.d who had placed man in the magnificent scheme of the world must have intended and wished him to be always happy there. Nature seemed to be telling her this, and her heart was convinced by Nature, though the story of the Old Testament had sometimes left her smiling or left her wondering. Men had written a Bible. G.o.d had written a Bible, too. And here she read its pages and was made strong by it.
"Signora!"
Hermione started and turned her head.
"Lucrezia! What is it?"
"What time is it, signora?"
Hermione looked at her watch.
"Nearly eight o'clock. An hour still before supper."
"I've got everything ready."
"To-night we've only cold things, haven't we? You made us a very nice collazione. The French signore praised your cooking, and he's very particular, as French people generally are. So you ought to be proud of yourself."
Lucrezia smiled, but only for an instant. Then she stood with an anxious face, twisting her ap.r.o.n.
"Signora!"
"Yes? What is it?"
"Would you mind--may I--"
She stopped.
"Why, Lucrezia, are you afraid of me? I've certainly been away too long!"
"No, no, signora, but--" Tears hung in her eyes. "Will you let me go away if I promise to be back by nine?"
"But you can't go to Marechiaro in--"
"No, signora. I only want to go to the mountain over there under Castel Vecchio. I want to go to the Madonna."
Hermione took one of the girl's hands.
"To the Madonna della Rocca?"
"Si, signora."
"I understand."
"I have a candle to burn to the Madonna. If I go now I can be back before nine."
She stood gazing pathetically, like a big child, at her padrona.
"Lucrezia," Hermione said, moved to a great pity by her own great happiness, "would you mind if I came, too? I think I should like to say a prayer for you to-night. I am not a Catholic, but my prayer cannot hurt you."
Lucrezia suddenly forgot distinctions, threw her arms round Hermione, and began to sob.
"Hush, you must be brave!"
She smoothed the girl's dark hair gently.
"Have you got your candle?"
"Si."
She showed it.
"Let us go quickly, then. Where's Gaspare?"
"Close to the house, signora, on the mountain. One cannot speak with him to-day."
"Why not?"
"Non lo so. But he is terrible to-day!"
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