Vampire Council Of Ethics - Carinian's Seeker Part 1

Vampire Council of Ethics.

Carinian's Seeker.

by T. J. Michaels.

To my children, the greatest subst.i.tute cooks and tea makers in the world, thank you for your never-ending support. To my boss, Mizz Stud-I could never have done this without your support.

To my editor, Madam Knight, a living example of the word patience. To Bix and Carin for trusting me with their story and providing lots of middle-of-the-night ideas. Blessings to you all.

Chapter One.

Carinian Derrickson wondered for the millionth time what nutball was responsible for sending her here in mid-January. She was a San Diego scientist, not a blasted snow bunny.

She s.n.a.t.c.hed her gym bag out of the trunk of her rented Mustang GT and, s.h.i.+vering down to the little hairs on her toes, absently slammed it shut. The dark, cloud-covered sky threatened to dump on her but at least the snow had stopped for now. Wrapped in a down jacket, wool pants and a pair of low-heeled pumps she couldn't wait to get out of, she quaked all the way through the front door of the fitness club. The foothills of Colorado might look like a nice place to live with its panoramic views of soaring snow-capped mountains, but Carin didn't care for five-below-zero anywhere. At least she wouldn't have to miss a workout in this G.o.dforsaken tundra.

She clenched her teeth, trying to stop them from chattering as she made her way to the check- in desk. Head tilted in wonder, she was unable to stop her brow from flying upward at the teenybopper dressed in a cropped T-s.h.i.+rt and short-shorts at the front desk. If the girl showed any more skin, she'd be stark naked. It was so cold outside Carin was sure the kid would be a popsicle by the time she made it to her car once her s.h.i.+ft was over.

Numb fingers fished a guest pa.s.s out of her jacket pocket. With mumbled thanks she thrust it at the teenybopper and all but ran for the warmth of the locker room to change.

An average height of five-foot-seven, Carin loved her body-toned, cut and nicely muscled.

Maybe she would enter the natural bodybuilding contest next year. She certainly had the build for it and could pull off feminine-but-strong any day of the week.

Through the loud Shania Twain remix and clang of weights came a brush against her mind. The gentle touch was a deliberate but unfamiliar whisper quickly swallowed up by the emotions whirling around the place, bombarding her empathic senses. Spine stiff, she glanced up from the free weight rack into the mirror. Had she become the center of attention of a few of the sweating, straining gym-goers reflected behind her?

The rough edges of the consciences of others sawed into her-too many women hated their shape, too many men were determined to grunt away their midlife crisis and too many of both s.e.xes strutted around for nothing more than getting noticed. It was times like this she missed her gym at home, a small private facility where she rarely had to interact with more than a few members at a time. Easier on her mind that way.

Carin's gaze settled on the width of her hips and the tiny bit of bulge around her middle.

Nothing she could do about the hips. Her mother used to tell her, "Honey, you may as well relax about your hips, 'cause as long as you're living in that beautiful cinnamon skin, your booty ain't going nowhere." Then the woman would shove a slice of b.u.t.ter-smothered cornbread in her face without remorse, knowing Carin was constantly in the gym.

The memory brought a smile to her lips as she settled on an incline bench with a pair of twenty-pound dumbbells and lifted the weights smoothly. After pressing out eight good reps, the twenties. .h.i.t the floor on a wince. Her shoulder was acting up again. d.a.m.n. She closed her eyes against the sudden pain radiating just underneath the scars from the arthroscopic shoulder surgery she'd had a year ago.

The sharp ache seared through the tendons where her left shoulder met the top of her biceps, then twisted through the bone and down her arm all the way to her wrist. It hurt like h.e.l.l. d.a.m.ned arm was supposed to be healed by now.

Abandoning the free weights, she sat on the leg extension machine, stretched out her legs and...her entire body screeched to a halt. The hairs on the back of her neck stood on end when a presence, this one standing out from the others, seemed to surround her. Caressed and stroked, as if seeking a way in, instead of the constant beating of feelings she was used to. Hmm. This was more than a brush against her mind. Someone focused on her, strongly.

Goofball, she chided herself. The place was packed, a veritable meat market. Everyone was checking out everyone else, so of course someone focused on her.

Head lowered in concentration, prepared to launch into another set of leg extensions, Carin frowned. The tips of a pair of Nike's stared back up at her. Someone else's Nike's.

Carin looked up to a solid, thick set of calves, and up some more to the nicest pair of thighs she'd seen on a man who wasn't on TV. The muscles were large, well-developed and went on forever before finally reaching the hem of his shorts. An obvious bulge declared the owner of said shorts as well-endowed. Look at that thing, and he's not even hard. Oh Lord, what am I thinking? She compelled her gaze to make the rest of the journey up to his face and blinked twice. Okay, he was still there. Not a dream.

This had to be the most striking masculine face this side of heaven. She'd never been attracted to a man outside her race before, but it was instantly there for this man. His features were strong, chiseled, like some kind of rare marble sculpture with nicely tanned skin. A clean shaven face allowed her to see the smoothness of it. No five o'clock shadow. No scars. No wrinkles. Not a pretty boy, but ruggedly handsome with midnight black hair tastefully cut shorter at the sides and back, and just a little longer on top with a hint of wave.

Carin pulled in a swift intake of breath. His eyes were the color of...well, what? She couldn't quite decide. They seemed to have trouble choosing whether to be hazel, or light honey brown with a hint of silvery gray. He towered over her with a friendly expression, a bit of humor etched into an easy smile.

"Excuse me." Oh, she liked his voice, too. "Mind if I work my sets in between yours?"

Without a word she forced her stare to leave his face, s.h.i.+fted her b.u.t.t on the seat and hopped off the machine.

He leaned over, set the machine to two hundred pounds-obviously a moderate weight for a man his size-and settled down to work. Carin stood with her arms folded over her chest and watched his legs extend and lift the weight with ease, thigh muscles flexing sinuously, smoothly.

The man made it look easy.

Every nerve in her body snapped to attention as she admired him from head to toe. She tried to stop looking, she really did, but just couldn't help it. Biceps and forearms bulged under his tight long-sleeved Coolmax workout s.h.i.+rt. Those arms were folded over a wide chest with nicely p.r.o.nounced pecs. Sculpted abs tapered down to a trim waist. Rock hard, everywhere. Dayum!

Gorgeous face. Killer body. Beautiful smile. He was, in a word, perfect. But there was no such thing as a perfect man, or a perfect anything else. So he was probably an a.s.shole.

Turning smartly on her heel, she walked away and left the dark-haired, Lord of the Rings action hero look-alike behind her.

She'd been gracious, almost friendly, when Bix asked to work his sets in between hers. Then she went all aloof on him and stalked off in a huff. After that he kept a close eye on her from a distance.

So this was Dr. Carinian Derrickson? The picture stashed in the back pocket of his shorts didn't do the woman one whit of justice. She was clearly the finest milk chocolate skinned woman he'd ever seen. d.a.m.n, she had a killer body. Cut, well-defined muscle. Nice curves in all the right places. Her features were cla.s.sically Afro centric-firm full lips, mysterious smoky brown eyes, and thick naturally coiled hair. It was pulled back into a long ponytail. The casual style allowed him plenty of opportunity to memorize the lines of her beautiful face. The woman was, in a word, hot.

Too bad she was his target.

Thankful for his psychic abilities, Bix brushed gently against her mind and was puzzled. For some reason the woman was extremely uncomfortable in this place. He'd have to be smooth if he wanted to get anywhere with her and made sure their meeting on the way to the front door was perfectly timed.

Carin looked his way and smiled, her deep brown eyes expressive, warm. Then, as if she'd caught herself doing something she shouldn't, those eyes glittered as cold and frosty as the sheet of ice covering everything in the parking lot.

Bix ignored her body language. Then he caught her scent. He hadn't noticed it before in the midst of all the sweaty bodies moving around the fitness club. It was times like this he wished his senses weren't so keen. Something about the way this woman smelled made his gums tingle and burn. Made his incisors threaten to slip free. He clamped down on the strange reaction, willed his fangs to cease their mutiny and turned on the charm.

"Hey there," he called, plastering on his innocent-as-a-newborn smile. "You're leaving, too?"

"Yep." Her answer was short and definitely intended to send a go-away message. He purposely didn't get it.

"I'm going across the street to get a bite to eat. Care to join me?"

"I'm sorry, but I have an early day tomorrow." The flat quality in her voice made it clear his charm wasn't working.

Oddly enough, her rebuff hit him square in the gut and he felt his facade slip just a hair.

Ruthlessly squas.h.i.+ng down the unexpectedly strong instinct to conquer, Bix got back to business.

Carinian's business. "Are you going to skip dinner altogether?"

"I don't mean to be rude, but are you always this nosy with people you don't know?"

She stopped underneath an illuminated lamp in the parking lot and planted her fist on her hip. When her tennis shoe began to tap out an annoyed rhythm on the cold, icy ground, he cut her off before she could get her reprimand-and he was sure that's what it would be-out of her mouth.

Hands held up in the universal "you win" gesture, he backed up a step and kept right on smiling. "Look, I'm not asking you out on a date. We both just worked out and unless you've already had dinner, I'm sure you want to eat before it gets too late. I'm going right over there," he said, pointing to the Village Inn restaurant across the street. "If you care to join me, please do. By the way, my name is Jon, Jon Bixler. My friends call me Bix."

He extended his hand and waited patiently for her to take it. She looked down at it like she expected it to turn into a Gila monster, but he held steady. Finally, she placed her smaller hand in his with a firm grip, though her face said her first impression of him hadn't been decided yet.

"Carinian," she offered softly, eyeing him askance.

"Nice to meet you," he said casually, pumping her hand up and down. His smile remained plastered in place even when she didn't say the same. Something inside of him wanted her to soften up a little, maybe even see him as a...as a what? h.e.l.l, he wasn't sure. No, that wasn't true, he knew exactly what he wanted. Her. But in his heart he knew it was impossible. This woman should never trust him.

Bix turned away and started towards his car. After three steps, he turned back again. One side of his mouth tipped up when Carinian's right eyebrow rose a good inch. She probably wondered if he'd forgotten something.

"I forgot to mention." His voice lowered to a conspiratorial whisper as he looked right and left. "I'm having the ribs."

His insides warmed when laughter bubbled right out of her. With a wink, he disappeared across the parking lot, leaving her shaking her head. But at least she was smiling. For the life of him, he couldn't figure out why he cared.

Chapter Two

A few minutes later Carin found herself seated in a booth across from Mr. d.a.m.n-You're-Fine, laughing her head off like she was outside at a ballgame or something. He, of course, ordered the ribs with a simple side salad, just as he'd promised in the parking lot. She had the rice pilaf with a no-frills grilled chicken breast.

"So, Carin, where are you from?"

"San Diego."

"What are you doing in Colorado this time of year?"

A giggle bubbled up past her lips at his raised eyebrows and look of chagrin. Yeah, exactly how she felt about being in the arctic that some people called the Midwest.

"Here for training. I, uh, work for a biotech company. We just bought some new a.n.a.lytical software and I was sent here to learn how to use it."

"I'm sure you'll be having a talk with the person responsible for sending you here as soon as you get back to the coast." Then he laughed. It was the first time she'd heard him do it, and the sound rumbled up out of his chest in a controlled boom. Deep, sensual. d.a.m.ned s.e.xy.

And he just seemed to get more appealing as the minutes slipped by.

He told her the funniest stories about his hillbilly Arkansas family and friends, and their antics growing up in the South. Like the time he and some of his cousins decided to have a footrace and see who could make it to the bottom of the hill first. With their eyes closed. Bix ended up in the hospital with st.i.tches from his forehead all the way down to his chin after running headfirst into a neighbor's fencepost at full speed. Or the time he'd jumped off the roof of his mother's house with a sheet tied around his neck to see if he could fly. It was amazing he had no scars from any of it.

A ten year stint in the military followed by several years of exploring the world led to the loss of his country b.u.mpkin accent and the acquisition of a bit of sophistication.

In between chuckles, the way those smoldering hazel-gray eyes took her in made her belly flutter nervously, but she didn't feel uncomfortable or afraid. She was attracted. It had been an eon since a man had caught her attention and the feeling was rather foreign. She was glad when she spotted their waiter approaching, desperate for something other than his yummy mouth to concentrate on.

The second their plates met the table her stomach responded. Loudly. Oh Lord, she was beyond embarra.s.sed as the stupid organ gurgled and grumbled, telling anyone within earshot it was well past mealtime.

"I'm glad I asked you to come and eat dinner with me. Seems your stomach is, too."

Whoa, was he teasing her about how much food she'd ordered? They'd been having a perfectly good time, but the bottom line was she didn't really know him. There'd been plenty too-brainy-too- curvy comments growing up. The last thing she was in the mood for was some strange guy, no matter how friendly or gorgeous, to throw subtle darts about not being a skinny little stick figure.

Carin looked up from her plate and searched his eyes, but what she expected to see wasn't there. No snarky, turned-up lips, no condescending flat stare. Instead, his carefree expression held a hint of mischief. And she felt it. Felt him good-naturedly poking fun at her. A warm wash of humor emanated from him. A slight brush against her mind, just like the one she'd felt in the gym, urged her to reach for the same emotions and embrace them.

Instead she pushed them aside and dug into her food, wondering if Bix felt her apprehension towards him build and then melt away. She'd known since she was a child that she was an empath but never actually explored her abilities. However, she knew enough to realize most people projected their emotions. But this was different. Bix's emotions streamed out of him in a controlled manner, not rus.h.i.+ng at her like most people's. Maybe she should explore this a bit.

"I'm glad you're eating," Bix mumbled around a bite of spicy smoked meat. "Most women don't actually eat anything when they're out at a restaurant. They just kind of push the food around on their plates."

"Well, I've never been the frilly-froo-froo, too-cute-to-eat type," she said, taking a healthy bite of juicy chicken breast. "Besides, if I want to stay healthy I have to give my body plenty of good food, not starve myself to death."

He gave her a slow, intense once-over, conveying exactly what he thought about her body. From the top of her head down to the tasteful peep of cleavage showing through the scoop neck of her T- s.h.i.+rt. He lingered there for a moment. "I agree. And you look like you take care of your body very well. Very well, indeed."

The man eyed her like she was a tasty morsel on his plate. Unused to such attention, all she could do was look down at her slowly disappearing chicken and rice and mumble a shaky, "Thank you." His expression was too hot to handle and left her wis.h.i.+ng she'd worn more clothes. Or less.

Blus.h.i.+ng like a schoolgirl, she was thankful he couldn't hear her heart speed up every time he leaned forward and gave his full attention as if her words were the most important in the world.

Then he seemed to back off a bit, relaxing against the backrest of their booth with a lazy smile.

Thank goodness. One more heart-stopping grin or wickedly hungry look and she'd go up in smoke.

Lord, this was ridiculous. But it sure felt nice. Too bad she was leaving in the morning.

"What time is it?" she asked, glancing down at her bare wrist. She'd forgotten her watch was already packed in her overnight bag at the hotel.

"It's almost seven-thirty." Bix raised his hand to get the waiter's attention and paid the check. "I have a plane to catch, so perhaps I'd better go."

"Yeah, me too. I'm packed, but I have to...uh, yeah. I have a plane to catch, I mean," she rambled. She hated when she rambled. It was a nervous thing. She clamped her lips shut, and then remembered her manners. "Oh, goodness, I'm sorry. I didn't thank you for taking care of my dinner, Jon."

"Bix."

"Right, sorry. Uh, I mean Bix," she blurted out nervously. Geez, I'm a babbling idiot with this guy. On a subtle but steadying breath, her chin went up as she took, well sort of took control of her nervousness. "Listen, I've gotta run. It was nice to meet you, Bix." She pulled a business card out of the PDA case in her purse and pushed it across the table. "If you're ever in San Diego, give me a call. Good night."

"Wait, I'll walk you to your car."

She frowned at his commanding tone. Not harsh, but as if he expected her to simply obey him, and do as he wanted with no question. Strangely, she wanted to yield to his wishes, but shook it off with practiced ease. Besides, she was going home tomorrow and would probably never see him again in her life, so why start something she had no intention of continuing? But d.a.m.n she wanted to so badly. Scooting out of the booth, her body cooled with an unexpected sense of loss.

"Thanks, but that's okay. I'll be fine. Good night." Coat in hand, Carin headed for the front door, needing to reconcile her reeling emotions and put some s.p.a.ce between herself and this all- too-alpha male who made her want to forget all measure of self-control.

She reached out to push open the gla.s.s doors when a large, slightly calloused hand landed gently on top of hers. Bix. She turned around and glared at him.

"It's dark out and I'm a bit old-fas.h.i.+oned when it comes to a lady walking alone in the dark." Bix felt her shock at both his presence and her reaction to his touch. Her s.h.i.+ver of fear was arousing.

The scent of it tickled his nose and... Wait. Her fear was arousing? What the h.e.l.l was wrong with him? He reluctantly removed his hand from hers, backed up a step and pushed the door open.