Killer Of Men Part 26

Eualcidas and I sat together after we ate. Most men thought us lovers. Perhaps, if things had gone otherwise, we might have been lovers, because he was Patroclus in every way that mattered, and perhaps I was Achilles. At any rate, we sat and talked, and other men came and sat with us not just Athenians or Euboeans, either. Epaphroditos came with some men of Lesbos, and there were Chians and even Milesians around that fire. We drank wine and Eualcidas's singer he had a rhapsode gave us a thousand lines of the Iliad Iliad. His son sang another poem, and Stephanos came, clasped my hand and drank wine with me.

Men treated me differently. I liked it. I liked being lord lord. I was a hero, and other heroes accepted me as such. We lay on sheepskins and listened to the Iliad Iliad and drank wine, and life was good. and drank wine, and life was good.

Here's a truth for you, thugater. War is sweet, when you are one of the heroes.

Late in the evening, Archilogos turned up. He stood in the firelight until I saw him. I rose and went to embrace him, but he held his hand between us.

'We are not friends,' he said.

I remember nodding. I understood then, perhaps for the first time, that it was not possible for us to be friends and for him to retain his place in the world.

'I heard that you had the name of a hero,' he said. 'That you slew ten Medes in combat.'

I nodded.

He smiled, but only for a moment. 'd.a.m.n it, Doru! Why did you f.u.c.k my sister? We could have been brothers! My father loves you!' I reached out again, but he turned his head away.

'Pater intends to prosecute you in the courts,' he said. 'Aristagoras pretends he does not know what happened, but he has suggested that we revoke or deny your manumission and have you taken as an escaped slave. Neither Pater nor I will accept this.' He crossed his arms. 'Why?' he asked me, and suddenly he was angry. He had come to talk but I had ruined his life, or so he reckoned it.

I knew that a shrug might start a fight. 'I don't know,' I said carefully.

'Was it because of Penelope?' he asked, his face towards the new moon.

I tried to reach him. 'The the first time, I thought that she was was Penelope.' Penelope.'

That made him turn. 'I didn't even know that you and Penelope were anything,' he said.

'Yes you did. You just forgot because you were the master and I the slave,' I said. Then I shrugged. 'Penelope liked you better. And like all of us, she wanted her freedom.'

'She's pregnant,' he admitted. 'I'll free her. And see to it she has employment. Mater will take her to weave.'

'She'll like that,' I said.

'My f.u.c.king sister will marry Aristagoras. Oh, he's a worm,' Archi spat.

'She plans. She makes plans and then carries them out.' I decided that anything I said would make things worse. We were having a conversation, but it was a fragile thing, like a spiderweb in a flood.

'Why does she want to marry him?' Archi asked.

I paused again. Perhaps it was three days with Eualcidas, but I wanted to watch my words carefully. 'Part of her believes she deserves no better,' I said. 'Part of her wants a man she can control control.'

'Which were you?' he asked. He was angry now. I had not given the right answer.

'Both,' I admitted.

He took a deep breath. 'If we win tomorrow . . .' he said, and my hopes rose. Because despite all my talking to your fine people about heroism, what I really wanted back was my family that house in Ephesus, and daily lessons with Herac.l.i.tus.

'Yes?' I asked.

'Run,' he said. 'Run far. And don't let Aristagoras catch you.' He threw his chlamys over his shoulder. 'I wish I'd been there in the pa.s.s.'

'Me, too.' That's all I could say. It was true. I knew my former master. He, too, had it in his soul. He would have run all the way into the Medes, or died trying.

He walked away.

I let him go.

I still think about it. I've changed that conversation a thousand thousand times, said better things, chased him and wrestled him to the ground.

That's not what happened, though.

Maybe, if I had, a great deal of pain might have been averted.

I never promised you a happy story, thugater.

In the morning, we formed early. I was in the front rank now, and for the first time I could see the whole army. The Athenians were on a slight hill, with the remnants of an old town under our feet. I rested my s.h.i.+eld on the edge of an old wall buried in the ground. This had been a village with a tiny acropolis a thousand years ago, I could see. Then I looked south along our lines, and I could see what a worthless army we were.

No two contingents would form together, except the hereditary enemies from Athens and Euboea. The rest of them were in little regiments, and their lines weren't even level. Aristagoras had put his Milesians slightly in front, to show us all how brave they were, and every time another contingent tried to match s.h.i.+elds with them, he'd shuffle a few paces forward.

Aristides put us up on our little hill. He placed Eualcidas and his men on our right. They had a talk, and then Aristides came over and pointed behind us. 'If the army breaks,' he said, 'we go north. We can go all night and reach the estuary in the morning, and let the Medes catch the locals.' He shrugged.

Heraklides pointed at the Lydian cavalry who were coming up on Artaphernes' left so they'd come at us. 'Why don't we just leave now?' he asked.

Aristides shook his head. 'Because no man will say that the Athenians ran first.'

Behind me, Cleon spat. 'I'll die knowing that I gave my life so that my city had a good reputation with the f.u.c.king Ionians,' he said. 'They already hate us. Let them do the dying.'

These sentiments were widely echoed, but Aristides ignored them, and we stood our ground while the Carians came and formed against us.

They glittered. Not for nothing did the Medes call them the men of bronze. They had more armour than any men I'd ever seen, and every man in the front rank had a bronze corslet and greaves, and most had thigh pieces and armlets and some had cuffs of bronze and even bronze foot armour that covered their sandals. Their s.h.i.+elds were faced in bronze, and they were big men big men. I've always hated fighting men who were bigger than me.

Artaphernes rode up and down his line, and they cheered him, even though he was the foreign overlord. He had more Ionian Greeks in his army than we had in ours, I'd wager.

Aristagoras didn't give a speech. We stood around all morning and then, just before midday, the Milesians sang their Paean and went forward.

The rest of the rebels went forward, too, but they did it by fits and starts, and the left hung back. Aristides didn't seem in a hurry to leave our hill.

The Lydian cavalry rode forward at a brisk trot, determined to flank our phalanx and rip us apart. I watched the cavalry and I feared them. Greeks don't have much cavalry, and we aren't always good at standing against it.

But Aristides had done his job, and over on the flank of our hill there were orchards and vineyards small, but walled and all our slaves and skeuophoroi skeuophoroi were inside those walls. They ripped into the flanks of the cavalry with slings and javelins, and the Lydians didn't stay to fight. They turned and rode off. I've always thought that the fatal flaw with cavalry is the ease with which they ride away. were inside those walls. They ripped into the flanks of the cavalry with slings and javelins, and the Lydians didn't stay to fight. They turned and rode off. I've always thought that the fatal flaw with cavalry is the ease with which they ride away.

Then the Carians came forward. From my ripe old age, I now suspect they had intended to hit us while the cavalry chewed our flanks to ruin, but as with most plans that require men to cooperate on a battlefield, they screwed it up, so that the men of Caria came forward alone.

Aristides came and said a few things. They sounded good, and we cheered him, but all I could see was that wall of bronze coming at us, and how big big the Carians were. I didn't feel like a hero at all I kept waiting for that wonderful feeling to come, and the Carians were. I didn't feel like a hero at all I kept waiting for that wonderful feeling to come, and it wouldn't come it wouldn't come.

'When they reach the foot of the slope,' Aristides said, finally, 'we will sing, and go forward into them.'

I could see that this surprised the men around me, and that meant it would surprise the Carians. We had a nice secure hilltop, and they had to climb to us in the sun.

'f.u.c.k,' Cleon said behind me. 'Look at that.'

We all stopped watching Aristides and looked south instead. We had a superb view of the battlefield, so we were able to watch as the Milesians broke and ran.

They had never even reached the Persian lines.

Aristides stared at them with disgust.

The Carians would have done better to give us a few minutes. We'd have marched away. The battle was over. Our strategos was already running.

Instead, they did as they'd been ordered and came forward.

'We beat them, and then we get out of here,' Aristides said. Then he gave orders for something we'd practised but never actually done in combat. 'Rear-half files!' he cried. 'Close to the front! March!'

We formed a dense wall what Spartans call the synaspismos synaspismos, where we put s.h.i.+eld on s.h.i.+eld. But we were only half as deep only four men instead of eight.

As soon as we formed close, we raised our voices and sang, and we moved down the hill.

In many ways, this was my first fight in a phalanx. Oh, I know it was my fourth or fifth, but in all the others I'd been at the back, and the fighting had broken up quickly, or I'd been alone, as in the fight at the pa.s.s.

This time, both sides fought like lions.

When you are in the front rank, there's an instant just before the lines close when a skilful man can hurt his opponent with a spear thrust. Once the lines come together, there's no fine spear-fighting you just thrust as fast and hard as you can until the shaft breaks, and then you draw your sword.

I had two spears most of us had a pair, balanced for throwing, with long leather thongs. When we were five paces apart, I stepped forward with my left foot in time to the Paean and threw my first spear. Most of us did, and two hundred heavy spears crashed into the Carians as their spears came right back at us. If the pounding of the Medes' arrows had been like the fall of hail on my s.h.i.+eld, the jar of a Carian spear was like being hit with a log.

I had my second spear in my hand in the last three paces. I remember being pleased at how well I threw and changed hands, and I stepped forward, planted my foot and thrust overhand, diagonally right.

We crashed into their front and they stopped us dead. And we stopped them.

My spear went in under the Carian's helmet and he went down.

I let the spear go. I was locked up against a big man and his spear was over my right shoulder, trying to kill Cleon. Ares, that press was close! We were doubled up, and we had the hill behind us. They had armour and size.

No one gave a foot.

I got my sword from under my arm and I thrust under my s.h.i.+eld, because the crush was too close for a cut. The point glanced off his thigh armour and I thrust again and again, and finally G.o.ds, it seemed to take for ever I got the blade around his out-thrust leg and cut his sinews and he went down.

I raised my sword up over my head in the single breath before his file-mate slammed his s.h.i.+eld into mine. I cut at his helmet and scored, shearing off part of his crest and slamming the helmet against his cheek. He stumbled and I pushed into his s.h.i.+eld and he fell, tripping over his mate, and quicker than thought my sword went left and right at waist level or a little below. I cut at their b.u.t.tocks and the backs of their legs back-cut, fore-cut and then the third-ranker got past the tangle into me, and I hammered my sword into his helmet. He had no crest and his helmet rang and I hit him again. He dropped his spear to get at his sword and Cleon put his spear right into the tau tau of his faceplate a magnificent thrust. of his faceplate a magnificent thrust.

I knew my job and now I felt the power. I roared roared and pushed past the dying man, slammed the fourth-ranker with my s.h.i.+eld and back-cut at the third-ranker without even looking at him, so that my sword broke on his helmet, but he went down, probably unconscious. and pushed past the dying man, slammed the fourth-ranker with my s.h.i.+eld and back-cut at the third-ranker without even looking at him, so that my sword broke on his helmet, but he went down, probably unconscious.

Cleon thrust over my shoulder and I took his spear. He let go and I started fighting with it, and he must have got another from the men behind him, because when that spear broke he gave me another.

They were pus.h.i.+ng away from me now, the fourth- and fifth-rankers in the Carian host. None of them wanted to face me and I began to hurt them, sniping against their thighs and necks with accurate spear thrusts. A killer like me is most dangerous when no one will face him. Never give a man time time to plan his. .h.i.ts, or he'll reap a whole rank. to plan his. .h.i.ts, or he'll reap a whole rank.

I didn't kill them. I just made them bleed and they fell. No one is brave with the red flowing from an open vein.

Beside me, Aristides and Heraklides and all the files on either side of mine pushed forward into the hole I was cutting, and they pushed.

And then, as suddenly as the storm of bronze had begun, it was over. The pressure on my chest faded and then it was gone. The dust rose and I punched my borrowed spear at a man as he turned away, knocking him sprawling without killing him. As I stepped over him, he tried to roll and get his s.h.i.+eld up, but I put my spear point into the unguarded spot at the top of his back and it grated on his spine and he thrashed like a gaffed fish, dead already and alive enough to know it.

Cleon grabbed one of the wings on my scale s.h.i.+rt that covered my shoulders and tugged.

'Let's go!' he said.

The whole Athenian phalanx was turning away into the dust. The Carians were running, and we were running, too unbroken, but we knew what was coming.

I wanted to run every f.u.c.king Carian down and kill them. They were just men, under all that bronze, and now that the power was on me I wanted to punish them for making me afraid.

That's how men feel when the enemy breaks for a little while, they all become killers, and many husbands and fathers die before they regain their wits and realize that the enemy is running and they can sit down and revel in victory.

Men are fools.

Cleon was not a fool, and he'd held my back like a champion in story and probably saved my life. So when he turned uphill, I followed him and we moved fast, up through the dust and over the hilltop, and then down the other side, heading north.

I stopped at the top and looked south. Even through the rising swirls of battle haze, I could see that the whole Greek army was in flight. In the centre, where Artaphernes stood with his bodyguard against the Ephesians, the great Eagle of Persia shone like the sun and the Ephesians ran like frightened children.

I looked back over my shoulder and saw the Lydian cavalry moving forward.

I called a warning to Aristides and got back in my place. We trotted along together, down the old acropolis and out on to the plain, then around a farm pond.

Aristides shouted and we turned. There was a moment of confusion and then our s.h.i.+elds locked and the cavalry turned away, throwing spears.

Six times we turned and stood our ground. The last time, I'd had enough, and as they turned to run, I broke from the front of the phalanx and ran after them. They were contemptuous of us and the dust was high, and I caught my man before he'd even begun to ride away. My spear killed his horse, and then I put my point in his eyes as he lay under the animal. Other hors.e.m.e.n began to turn to come back, and that was their error. Aristides charged them, the whole Athenian phalanx changing directions like a school of fish, from prey to predator in a heartbeat. The Lydians wrestled to control their horses and we must have killed fifteen or twenty of them before they broke away.

The first Lydian I killed had gold on his sword strap, and Cleon helped me pull it over his head. Then I saw the sword, and it was a fine weapon a long leaf-blade, thin near the hand and wide and sharp near the point. See there it is on the wall. Take her down that's my raven's talon. Her blade snapped on me later and I got her a new one. Same scabbard long story there, she took some time to come back to me once, like an angry wife.

Touch that blade, honey. Fifty men's lives fell across that edge. Aye, maybe more. That Lydian had a good sword and a good horse and later I heard that he was a good man a friend of Herac.l.i.tus, more's the pity, but Ares put him under my hand and I took him. He thought we were beaten and he and his mates died on our spears.

And then we got back in our ranks and scampered off.

We went ten stades at something like a run, and then we stopped. It was mid-afternoon, and the sun was still high. We drank water we'd run clear and we were safe enough.

The Euboeans were weeping.

Eualcidas had fallen, and they had left his body.

I never heard how it happened. He must have gone down in the first moments of the fight against the Carians, because that's when mistakes happen. And when we turned to run, no one was quite sure he'd been hit. The Euboeans took more casualties than we did, and perhaps all the men around him died, too.

But the shame of leaving his body to be spoiled was more than could be borne.

Aristides, for all his n.o.bility, couldn't understand what they were talking about. We'd lost two dozen men in the fight, and we were leaving them so that we could run for our s.h.i.+ps. To Aristides, base as that was, abandoning the corpses was the price of saving his command, and he was never a man to put his own honour above the saving of his men which is why we loved him.

But the Euboeans began to shout, and they were weeping, as I said.