Southern Lights - A Novel Part 3

"I should probably warn you, I suck at history and math. I think it's some kind of learning disability or something. But I did okay in Spanish, if you need help."

"Thanks," Savannah said, smiling slowly. She glanced over at her mother cautiously, and Alexa nodded.

"Have a nice day," she said as the door closed. She called the school to explain the situation to them, and then called Jack. He had done exactly the right thing with Thad.

"Okay, so how come you never send guys like that for me? The last time I needed protection, you sent me some old warhorse who weighed four hundred pounds. This kid is mighty cute."

Jack laughed. "I thought you'd like him. What did Savannah think?"

"She didn't have time to tell me, but she had almost forgiven me when she left. He was offering to do her Spanish for her and carrying her bag. He's her cousin from California. He looks about fourteen years old."

"He's twenty-one, and a really nice kid. He's the oldest of nine children, and his father, grandfather, and brother are cops too. A nice Polish family from New Jersey. h.e.l.l, maybe they'll get married. She could do worse." Alexa was laughing at the other end.

"You have it all figured out. Protection and and a son-in-law all wrapped in one. Do you do windows and floors too?" a son-in-law all wrapped in one. Do you do windows and floors too?"

"Anytime, ma'am, if that's what it takes." He was teasing her, but there was always the faintest hint of flirtation in his voice when he talked to her about anything other than work. But he knew better than to try. She'd have run like h.e.l.l, and he'd have lost a friend. "Anyway, problem solved." He was happy to take the worry out of Alexa's life. She had enough.

By the time she left for work that day, Alexa was relieved to know that Savannah was well protected. And by the end of the week, Thad was having breakfast with them before the two of them left for school. Savannah said he was a really nice guy. She said he had a girlfriend he'd gone out with since high school, they'd been together for seven years. He was a solid, reliable kid, and Jack said he was a good cop. Alexa had the sense that he and Savannah were becoming friends, although he kept respectful boundaries with her. And for the moment, there were no more letters. Everything was in control. Alexa hoped that the letters would stop, whoever had written them. She had enough on her plate without that. Jason Yu had checked the letter for fingerprints when she took it to him in the lab, and once again, whoever had addressed the envelope and handled the printed computer sheet had worn gloves. There were no fingerprints on it at all.

At the end of the following week, Alexa sat in on another interrogation of Luke Quentin, and this time she was in the room. She asked no questions, and only observed, but he never took his eyes off her. She had the feeling that he was undressing her with every move. Nothing showed on her face. She looked icy cold and entirely professional, but by the time she left the room, she was shaking and totally unnerved.

"You okay?" Jack asked her in the hallway. She looked pale.

"I'm fine. I hate that sick sonofab.i.t.c.h," she said, trying to calm down. They had linked two more murders to him. The house of cards had come down. His number of victims was at fifteen.

"Don't worry, he hates you too. Those looks he gives you are just an act to throw you off. Don't let him get to you, that's what he wants. He's not getting out of prison in this lifetime. He can't do anything to you."

"He acts like he can have any woman he wants."

"He's a good-looking guy. I guess it works for him." He had looked right into her eyes, and ever so subtly licked his lips. Just watching him made her feel sick.

"It didn't work so well for his victims," Alexa said tersely and went back to her office. She had work to do. And Savannah was leaving the next day for a week in Vermont with her father over ski week. He was picking her up after school, while Alexa was at work. So she wouldn't have to see him, which was fine with her.

Alexa and Savannah had a nice dinner that night, and said goodbye to each other the next morning, as Thad stood by, holding her books. Her bags for Vermont were all packed and waiting in the hallway. Alexa had helped her pack the night before.

"Have fun with Daddy," Alexa said kindly. They had told Thad he had the next week off, and he was going back on regular duty for a week. Alexa didn't need him. None of the letters had been to her, only Savannah.

"I'll call you from Vermont," Savannah promised as she hugged her mother and she and Thad walked out the door.

Alexa was sad to see her go, and she'd miss her, but she knew she'd have fun skiing with her father. He was a fabulous skier and had won races when he was younger. He had taught Savannah to ski when she was three, and it was still her favorite sport, probably because of the memories she'd shared with him.

Alexa worked late at the office, and came home after seven, braced to find an empty apartment, and was stunned to see Savannah still sitting there, looking glum. Alexa instantly tensed. Clearly, Tom had flaked on her again.

"What happened to your father?" Alexa asked gently, not wanting to upset Savannah any more than she already was.

"He's late. His plane was delayed in Charleston. He won't be here till nine. He said we'd still drive up tonight." She sighed and smiled at her mother, who wondered if he'd really come. And as Alexa started to make something for them both to eat, she realized that she'd be there when he arrived. She told Savannah over dinner that she would stay in her room when he came. She didn't want to break a perfect record and see him for the first time in ten years. She wasn't ready for that. And wouldn't be for another hundred years, no matter what her mother said. Screw that. And him.

"Come on, Mom, be nice." Savannah didn't say it, but she wondered if they saw each other now, and it wasn't too awful, maybe her mother would let him come to graduation in June. She didn't want to seem like a traitor to her mother, after all she did for her, but secretly Savannah wanted him there. And he had already said he would come, if it was okay with her mom, but not otherwise. He was respectful of his ex-wife's feelings about him, and knew all the reasons why she felt that way. He couldn't say she was wrong. He had been a total cad.

"I am nice," Alexa said tartly, putting their dishes in the machine. "That doesn't mean I have to see your father. Not tonight." Or anytime soon. Or maybe in this lifetime.

"All you have to say is hi and bye." Alexa didn't say it to her daughter, but she was still thinking more along the lines of "f.u.c.k you."

"I don't think so, sweetheart. I want you to have a nice time with him. We both love you. But we don't have to be friends."

"No, but you could at least be polite. You won't even talk to him on the phone. He says he would, but he understands why you won't."

"That's big of him. At least we know his memory is still intact," Alexa said, and walked out of the room. Savannah knew that her father had gone back to his first wife after leaving her mother, and they had had another child, whom Savannah had never met. She had never met his wife either, or seen her half-brothers in ten years, although she still remembered things about them. She knew none of the details of the divorce or why it had happened, and her mother refused to discuss it with her. Alexa didn't think it right to explain it to her. Even if she hated Tom, he was Savannah's father after all. Savannah remembered her paternal grandmother vaguely, and being slightly scared of her. She had never heard from her in all these years either, not even a birthday card. There was a rift a mile wide between the two sides of her family, and her only contact with her father was when he appeared. He rarely called her and had told her years before that she could never call him at home, only in the office, but she never did. She had correctly sensed that it was okay for him to visit her, but not for her to go anywhere near his Charleston life. It was a silent pact between them, and the kind of thing a child knew, without ever having it spelled out.

Alexa and Savannah sat and watched TV together, and the doorbell rang at nine-fifteen. Alexa leaped to her feet when she heard it and headed for the bedroom and was telling Savannah to come and say goodbye to her when she left, when Savannah pulled open the door, and there he was, and Alexa felt like a deer in the headlights as they stared at each other and said nothing. Ten years melted instantly like snow on their tongues. She had no idea what to say, and neither did he. He hadn't expected her to be there. She never was. And he looked exactly the same. He was wearing jeans, a black ski parka, and hiking boots, and he was as handsome as he'd ever been. His hair was just a touch too long, his eyes were just as blue, the gray in his hair didn't show among the blond, he had the same athletic body, and the same cleft in his chin. Tom Beaumont hadn't changed one bit.

"h.e.l.lo, Alexa," he said quietly, as though afraid to approach her. She looked on the edge of panic and as though she were about to run from the room, and from him. And when he spoke, he had the same deep, husky voice, and the same southern drawl. What was different was that she wasn't his wife anymore, and hadn't been in years.

"h.e.l.lo, Tom," she said politely, looking stiff. She was still wearing her work clothes, a quiet navy suit, and she had kicked off her shoes, and had on navy stockings and a lawyerly white blouse, and her hair in a bun. Unlike him, she looked like a different person than the carefree, happy woman she had been ten years before. Now she looked serious, professional, and extremely uncomfortable to be facing him. But Savannah was grateful that she was at least talking to him. It was a first. She was so glad his plane had been late. Alexa wasn't. "Well, I'll leave you two to get ready. Savannah can get you something to eat, if you haven't eaten."

"I can pick something up on the road," he said gently. What he had seen and startled him most was the look of sorrow in her eyes. It was all still there, everything he had done. It made his stomach hurt and made him want to cry. But it was way, way too late for that. "We'll get going now," he told Alexa, as though to a.s.sure her that he would be out of her sight and her s.p.a.ce soon. She nodded, somber faced, and left the room. She walked into her bedroom and closed the door. He looked at Savannah and said nothing. Savannah looked happy, as though something wonderful had happened. He wondered if she was used to the devastated look in her mother's eyes. That would be even worse. Alexa looked well, but the price of his betrayal was deep in her eyes.

They were ready to leave a few minutes later. Savannah was wearing black ski pants and a white parka, and she looked gorgeous when she came to kiss her mother goodbye in the bedroom. Alexa was going to miss her but had a ton of work to do. She could use the solitude, without having to feel guilty for the time she couldn't spend with Savannah. And she knew how much she had been looking forward to the trip with Tom.

"I love you," Alexa said as she hugged her. "Have a good time."

"I love you too, Mom. Don't work too hard." And then she hesitated for a minute in the doorway. "Do you want to come and say goodbye?" She meant to her father. Her mother shook her head without a sound, and Savannah rea.s.sured her. "That's okay. Thank you for being nice when he came in." Alexa smiled, and Savannah closed the door.

Alexa heard them leave a moment later, and she lay down on her bed. She hadn't expected to see him, or to be so shaken when she did. What had shocked her was that he looked no different, not one jot. He looked exactly as he had when he was her husband, and for an instant she had to remind herself that he no longer was. It was as though her heart and body had hung on to all the memories she had tried to kill. Her soul remembered, her skin remembered, her heart remembered, and now she remembered how much she had loved him then, and how painful it all was. As she lay there, she wondered if there were some people you always felt the same way about, who awoke the same feelings and the same memories. No matter how much you had come to hate them, or how much things had changed, there was always some tiny part of you that remembered how sweet it had been. The worst part was that she knew that if she had met him for the first time that night, she would have been just as attracted to him, just as dazzled by him and how incredibly good-looking he was. He was hard to resist. And then slowly as she lay there, she remembered just how awful it had been, how badly he had hurt her, and how weak and despicable he was. But for just a fraction of a second, she had remembered the good times and felt the same things for him. She was sorry she had seen him, and then decided she wasn't. All it did in the end was remind her of how much she hated him, and why.

Chapter 6.

Halfway into the week Alexa was relieved that Savannah was with her father. Her days had been insane. They had found another victim they could link to Luke Quentin. This time, a nineteen-year-old girl. He had sixteen victims that they knew of, and the forensic lab was working overtime on DNA. The task force was growing under the supervision of the FBI, since several states were involved now. Jack had a dozen investigators working on the case full time. The trial was three months away.

On Thursday Alexa met with Judy Dunning, the public defender, to discuss discovery with her. Alexa had to give her the evidence she had, all of which was incredibly d.a.m.ning. Alexa tried to convince Judy to get him to plead guilty, and Judy explained that she was beginning to think he had been framed, possibly by someone he had had bad dealings with in prison, who had sworn vengeance on him. She said that she was convinced herself that he hadn't done it. There were too many victims, and suddenly every dead girl in half a dozen states was being blamed on him. She told Alexa that he was a very sensitive man, and of course he didn't want to plead guilty, if he hadn't committed the crimes. Alexa stared at her as though she was out of her mind. It was clear to her what had happened. Luke Quentin had turned his smoldering s.e.xual gaze on her, had done his sociopathic dance, and she was falling in love with him, in a frighteningly innocent way. It was what he did, and probably how he had seduced all his victims, made each one feel special and like the only woman in the world-for those few minutes, until he killed her. He wasn't going to kill Judy Dunning, but he had blinded her to the truth. Maybe it was what she needed to defend him, but Alexa came out of the meeting shaking her head.

"Where have you been?" Jack asked her when he ran into her in the hallway.

"On a UFO, eating Twinkies," she said, with a grin at him. "Doing drugs again, counselor?"

"No, but the public defender is. She just spent a half hour trying to convince me of Luke Quentin's innocence. What's worse is that she believes it. He sure has cast his spell on her."

"Good. She can visit him in prison. That happens, you know. Women fall for them, no matter how heinous their crimes, and visit them in the slammer for years. We just got our seventeenth victim." The numbers grew almost every day.

"I feel like I'm following a presidential election," she said as they stopped at the coffee machine. She had already had too many cups that day. "How many states do we have now?"

"Nine," he said with a grim look. "The guy is amazing, and I don't think we're through yet."

"We're not overestimating him, are we?" She didn't want to get sloppy, and start pinning crimes on him that weren't his, and blow their case. She had "reasonable doubt" and a jury to think of.

"I think we may be underestimating him. So far it all matches up. We've got his DNA now with every victim." She nodded and went back to her office. She was there until nine o'clock that night, and had been all week. She was at her desk on Friday until ten-thirty, going over all the forensic reports from every state. It all looked solid. Nothing surprised her anymore, except that he wouldn't plead. He was still claiming he was innocent, and even more incredible, his attorney believed him. But no one else on the planet, and surely no jury, would. Alexa had a good case.

She was exhausted when she got home that night, dragging her heavy briefcase. It was nearly eleven. She had talked to Savannah at six o'clock. She'd had a great week in Vermont with Tom, and she was coming home the next day.

Alexa sifted through her mail and was about to toss it on the hall table unopened, and then a familiar envelope caught her eye. She tore it open and held the sheet of paper in a trembling hand. In the same boldfaced type, printed on a computer, were the words "I'm coming to get you now, and then you will be mine. Say goodbye to your mom." Alexa stood in the hallway with her coat on, shaking from head to foot as she read it again and again. What did he know about them? Why was he writing to her? Was it just a prank, or was Luke Quentin torturing them? There was no way to know, no way to trace the letters. She called the doorman, and he said that no one had dropped anything off for her. Whoever he was, he was getting into the building and slipping them under her door. It was frightening beyond belief. And what if sending Savannah to school with Thad Lewicki wasn't good enough protection? What if someone got her in the end?

She pulled her cell phone out of her bag, sat down on the couch, and called her mother. She hated to worry her, but Muriel had a level head. Alexa read the latest letter to her, and asked her what she thought. Just how panicked should she be? She was too frightened herself right now to make sense.

"I think you need to take it very seriously," her mother said in a somber tone. "If Quentin is behind it, he has nothing to lose. And he wants to get back at you. You can't take the risk."

"What am I going to do?" Alexa asked her, as tears slid down her cheeks. "Should I give up the case? I just want Savannah safe." This wasn't just a case now; it was a nightmare, if it was endangering her child.

"It's too late for that. Turning the case over to someone else won't change anything. You've already brought the roof cras.h.i.+ng down on him. If they convict, he's gone for a hundred years. He's after you and he wants revenge. And even if he is masterminding this, whoever is dropping off the letters may never do anything to her, other than scare you, but you can't take the chance."

"So what do I do?" Alexa felt overwhelmed, terrified, and confused. This was more than she'd bargained for. She was trying to seek justice for the families of all those girls, and in doing so had put her own at risk.

"Get her out of New York."

"Are you serious?" Alexa sounded shocked.

"I've never been more serious in my life. And get a deputy for you. At least till after the trial. It should calm down after that, eventually. It always does when the trial is over. He'll adjust. But right now, you're both in danger. You can stay here yourself if you want, and keep the case, but get Savannah out of town." Her mother sounded frightened too.

"Where?" All they had was each other. And she wasn't about to put Savannah in a witness protection program all alone, to stay G.o.d knew where, with people she didn't know. And she wanted to see the trial through herself, if she could, without putting Savannah further at risk. She wasn't as worried about herself. And no one was threatening her.

"Send her to Charleston with Tom," her mother said quietly, and all she could hear at the other end was her daughter's sharp intake of breath.

"I can't do that," Alexa said in a hoa.r.s.e voice, brus.h.i.+ng the tears off her cheek. This was serious business now, and she had to force herself to think. "Luisa would never let him," Alexa said quietly. "And he wouldn't have the b.a.l.l.s to either. He cut us out of his life ten years ago. He doesn't want her back."

"You have no other choice," her mother said in an iron tone. "And neither does he. Your daughter's life could be at stake. Maybe this is only a prank to torture you, or scare you off the case. But neither of you can take that chance. You've got to send her away. This will be no life for her here, and it's too stressful. And for you too, worrying about her. Personally, I wish you would give up the case, but to be honest, I think it's too late. But Savannah doesn't belong in the middle of it. And you'll be worried sick if she's here." It was true. She already was. The words of the letter were burned into her mind. Say goodbye to your Mom Say goodbye to your Mom. "Is she still in Vermont with Tom?"

"Yes. He's bringing her back tomorrow night."

"Tell him not to bring her back, just take her home with him. Or maybe he has relatives in the South that she could stay with. But she'd be better off with him, much as I hate to say it. The only thing I know for sure is that she can't come back here. Not now. Not till after the trial, and hopefully after that, things will calm down. Call Tom, Alexa. You have no other choice."

"s.h.i.+t." It was the last thing on earth she wanted to do. She didn't want to send Savannah away, and surely not with him. But if her mother was right, and something happened to her, she would never forgive herself. "It's too late to call him tonight," Alexa said practically, "and I don't want to talk to him with Savannah sitting next to him."

"Then call him in the morning, but tell him not to bring her home." Alexa sighed deeply at her end. This was a high price to pay for sending a serial killer to prison. But her mother was right, she couldn't put Savannah at risk. She had made her own choices, with the career she'd chosen, and she took full responsibility for it. She wanted Luke Quentin in prison. But more than that, she wanted Savannah safe.

"I'll call him tomorrow," she said with sadness and resignation. She was going to miss her, but she didn't even know yet if Tom would take her. There was a good chance he'd say he couldn't. He had Luisa to answer to.

"Good. And call Jack Jones tonight. Tell him to put a cop at the door of your apartment."

"I'm okay, Mom. I have the chain on, and I'm not going anywhere." But after she hung up, she called Jack anyway, and told him what had happened. He listened, and agreed with her mother.

"If he is behind the letters, and I'm beginning to think he is, I don't think he'll have the b.a.l.l.s to try anything at this point, and I'm not sure he has that kind of power, to make someone else grab her and hurt her. He's not connected to the mob. He's an ex-con and a sociopath. This is his deal, no one else's. He probably contacted someone he knows indirectly, and is doing this to rattle you, with nothing behind it. He hasn't had any visitors, but he can get word out of jail through someone else. It's probably just a sick game he's playing. But it's a lot to put your kid through. I think you should send her away, if you have somewhere to send her, and I'll a.s.sign a couple of cops to you. I'm sorry, Alexa, I know this is hard for you."

She nodded and tears rolled down her cheeks again. Savannah was her whole life and she didn't want anything to happen to her. She hoped that Jack was right and if it was Quentin, he was only trying to scare her, but she couldn't take the chance, and if it wasn't Quentin, it was scary anyway. Jack told her he'd have a plainclothesman at her door in half an hour. He agreed with her mother on that too, although Alexa wasn't nearly as worried about herself. It would take a lot of guts to kill the prosecutor, and it wasn't Quentin's MO. Savannah was, if he could have gotten to her himself. And Jack was probably right about that too. Whoever was dropping the letters off might never have the guts to grab her. But who knew? And worrying about it day and night would be hard on them both. She was better off somewhere else, although Alexa knew Savannah wouldn't be happy about it. She wouldn't want to leave her friends, mother, or school, especially for the last few months of senior year. It just wasn't fair.

Alexa was awake until the early hours of the morning. She slept fitfully for a few hours, and she woke up and called Tom at seven. He had the deep voice that he always had in the morning, and when she asked, he said Savannah was in the other room. They were having breakfast together in half an hour, and were hoping to get a few runs in before he drove back to the city at noon. He said he'd have her back at seven. His flight to Charleston was at nine.

"That's why I called," Alexa said, sounding exhausted. "You can't bring her home." She told him what had happened, and he was as concerned as she was. She tried to rea.s.sure him, but it wasn't a good situation, and it was impossible to predict.

"What about you, Lexie? Are you going to be okay?" He hadn't called her that since she left, not even by e-mail.

"I just want to convict the b.a.s.t.a.r.d. I owe it to all those families to send him to prison for the next hundred years. But I don't owe them risking my own kid."

"No, you don't," he said solemnly. "Are you sure you don't want to get off the case?"

"I'll be okay. It'll be over soon. The trial is set for May. She'd have to stay with you till then." She said it in a flat, unhappy voice.

"I understand. If it's safer for her to stay longer, that's fine too." It was the only conversation they'd had in ten years, but he was being more human about it than she'd expected, and he sounded concerned for both of them, and upset.

"Can you really do it?" She didn't want to ask him about Luisa, but they both knew what she meant.

"I'll work it out," he a.s.sured her. "What do you want me to do about Savannah? Do you want to tell her or should I? It may be easier for her to take it in person than on the phone." Alexa hated to admit it, but she thought he was right. "And then I think we should go home. I was on a nine o'clock flight, but it doesn't get in till nearly midnight. I'd rather drive back this morning and get an earlier flight." Showing up at one o'clock in the morning with his daughter would be even harder with Luisa. He'd rather get home earlier and settle Savannah in. The house they lived in was enormous, it was the same one he had shared with Alexa, and Luisa before that, the first time he had married her. There were several guest rooms where he could put Savannah. Alexa's stomach turned over when she thought about it. She didn't want Savannah there, but she didn't want her back in the apartment in New York now either. This was the best they could all do.

"Do you think you can get her into school?" Alexa asked him.

"I'll take care of it next week. I'll call you and let you know what time our flight is."

"I'll meet you at the airport, and bring her things. I can say goodbye to her there." It was going to be hard for both of them, and Alexa's eyes filled with tears as they hung up. They were tears of relief that Tom was willing to help her and keep their daughter safe, tears for Savannah for what she'd have to go through, and for herself for how lonely she would be without her.

Savannah called her half an hour later, and she was crying too. "I can't go, Mom. I can't. I want to finish senior year here ...and I don't want to leave you." She was sobbing, and listening to her, Alexa felt sick.

"You have to, sweetheart. You don't want to live here like this, worrying about some lunatic sending you scary letters. I know it's hard, for both of us, but I'd rather know you're safe."

"I don't want to go to Charleston." She said it softly. She didn't want to hurt her father's feelings, he'd been really nice, and tried to make her feel better. But it was upsetting for them all.

"I'll come to visit you. I promise," Alexa said, trying to be grown up about it. But she felt like a sad, scared kid herself, and she was so sorry for Savannah. This was the most upsetting for her, to be uprooted like that, with no notice, to go to a place she didn't know, with a father she scarcely knew.

"You won't come to visit," Savannah said, sobbing. "You hate it there. You said you'd never go back there again."

"Of course I will, silly, if you're there. You won't be there for long, and it might be fun. You can go to school."

"I don't want to miss the rest of senior year at home." But she was rapidly figuring out that there was no arguing about it. Her parents, both of them, for the first time in ten years, had made up their minds and had made a unilateral decision. Savannah was leaving New York until after the trial, and that was it. Savannah just sat there and cried for five minutes while Alexa tried to soothe her, and then told her she'd come to the airport that afternoon to say goodbye.

"What should I pack?" Alexa asked, and Savannah started giving her instructions. She was still crying, but not quite as vehemently as she had before. "I'll give you both of my pink sweaters," Alexa said, smiling through her own tears.

"And the new black high heels?" Savannah was almost smiling. More than anything, she was in shock. They all were. Things were moving very fast.

"Okay, okay," Alexa conceded about the shoes, if it would help. "You can have them too. You drive a hard bargain."

"What if his wife hates me? I've never even met her. She probably won't like having me there," Savannah said, panicked. That sounded like a major understatement to her mother. Luisa was a b.i.t.c.h on wheels, and Savannah had heard her say it for years.

"Daddy will take care of it. You're not staying forever. It's only for three months. I'll try to come down next week."

"You'd better, or I'm running away and coming home."