Kill Me Again Part 34

It wasn't until mid-morning that Tom was able to get away from headquarters and make his way to the hospital. He now had two people to visit in ICU, but thankfully both were doing well and were due to be moved onto a ward that afternoon.

He walked past Leo's cubicle, and saw she had a visitor. It was Julian Richmond and Tom smiled. He hoped it worked out for her.

Tom carried on along the corridor in search of Becky. She was alone, and a nurse told him that Mark had finally gone home to get changed. He had been dripping river water everywhere but had refused to leave Becky's side until he knew she was all right, so they had lent him some scrubs until they could persuade him that she was out of danger.

Becky's prognosis had not been good when she was brought in. She had stopped breathing for a long time, so they had hitched her up to a machine to monitor her vital signs.

Tom looked at her now as she lay propped against the bright white pillowcases. She looked terrible and extremely young. Her eyes had purple smudges around them, and her skin was chalk-white with a blue bruise on one temple, but she turned her head slightly and smiled when she realised somebody was there.

'You're a b.l.o.o.d.y idiot, Becky Robinson,' he said softly, knowing that his gruff voice wouldn't hide the emotion he was feeling. 'I thought we'd lost you. Christ, what were you doing?' He walked into the cubicle and sat on the only chair.

'I'm a good swimmer, but my leg got tangled in something. I don't know if it was Duncan Taylor grabbing me, but it felt like rope,' she said, her voice husky. 'What about Maggie Taylor?' Becky asked. 'She knew her husband couldn't swim when she dragged him into the water with her.'

'If he was trying to kill her, who can blame her.'

'What's she saying?'

'Not a lot. She looks stunned.'

'Why the h.e.l.l didn't she tell us what was going on? Surely some of this could have been prevented?'

'We don't know how much she knew. Not much, at a guess. And if you've known somebody loved them even for years, it takes more than five minutes for you to accept that they're not what you believed them to be.'

'Well, she's going to have to be brave now. It's not going to be easy, dealing with the aftermath of all of this.'

Tom decided it was time to change the subject. 'Your Mark's a bit of a hero, isn't he. Are you going to marry him?'

'You can't ask me questions like that,' Becky said with mock indignation.

'Why not?' asked Tom, pinching a segment of chocolate orange off Becky's cabinet.

'So how's Leo?' Becky asked with a faint trace of her usual cheeky grin.

'I think she's doing okay. The nurse told me she's being moved onto a ward later. I was going to call in to see her, but Julian's with her so I'll come back another time.'

'No chance you two will get back together again, then?'

'Don't be nosey, Becky.'

'I can be anything I want today. I'm the heroine, and anyway you asked me about my love life, so why can't I ask you?'

'Because I'm the boss,' Tom said, nonchalantly biting into the chocolate.

'Not in here you're not. Come on. Are you going to have another go?'

Tom feigned shock. 'That's not very delicately put, if you don't mind me saying so.'

Becky tutted. 'You're obviously not going to tell me. I'll remember this, though.'

Tom owed her after the events of the past week, so for a moment he was serious. 'We won't be getting back together. We're friends, but it wouldn't work now, and anyway she seems keen on Julian.'

'Good,' said Becky.

Tom raised his eyebrows.

'Oh, Leo's okay, I'm sure. But you have other fish to fry. The lovely Louisa called in to see me earlier.'

Tom shook his head. 'I don't think she wants to know. I thought she might, but I've seen her a couple of times in here and she's not been the same. She's been friendly, but her eyes are telling a different story.'

'Dear Lord, why are men so stupid?' Becky asked, holding her hands out to her side and looking to heaven. She brought her gaze down to glare at Tom. 'She thought you were with Leo!'

Tom stared at Becky and realised that she was right. He remembered that she had intimated that but he'd been so tired he'd completely forgotten.

It was time to put an end to this conversation. He had revealed far too much of himself to Becky for one day.

He was saved from more questions by the ringing of his phone, and he was surprised to see it was his daughter, Lucy.

'Hi Lucy This is a nice surprise.'

'Daddy, I was so worried about you. Mum said I was being stupid, but I had to call you.'

It was rare these days that Lucy called him Daddy and he still loved it.

'What's up, sweetheart?'

'It said on the news that a police officer had nearly drowned, and I was scared it might be you.'

He could hear that she was close to tears.

'Lucy, love, there are thousands of police officers in Manchester. Why did you think it might be me?'

'Because you're daft enough to jump into a freezing river to save one of the bad guys, that's why.'

'No, I'm not. You'd have to be very stupid to jump into a river to do that.' Tom looked at Becky. 'I promise it wasn't me. It was Becky.'

There was a squeal down the phone and Becky held out her hand for Tom's mobile. She had often looked after Lucy when Tom had been suddenly called in to work during one of his weekends with his daughter. Tom listened to them chatting away and smiled, realising what a hole Becky would have left in their lives if tonight had turned out differently.

When the call was over, he stood up and reached out to squeeze Becky's hand. 'I'm glad you're okay, Becky, but next time, do as you're b.l.o.o.d.y well told. And if you don't want to listen to me, listen to Mark. Okay?'

She smiled back at him, clearly understanding without being told how much she had frightened him.

'Oh, one thing, Tom. Just before the chaos of last night you asked me to find out Sonia Beecham's mother's name, and it kind of got lost in everything else. It's Rose. Why did you want to know?'

Tom stopped. 'Rose Beecham. Of course. Sonia went to see a counsellor, but her mother made the arrangements and went with her the first few times. Rose Beecham's name was on the counsellor's appointment record the same counsellor as the boys.'

'Well, I don't know if it's relevant, but do you remember I told you that Maggie Taylor was working with a psychologist on the Alf Horton case?'

'Vaguely, yes.'

'His name's Frank Denman. I got confirmation just before the call from Maggie. Denman was the counsellor the three boys saw. But they were all patients or clients or whatever in different years. There was no cross over at all.'

'So he knows Maggie Taylor.'

Tom stared at Becky, his mind elsewhere. This was the connection they had been searching for. It had to be. But he still couldn't see how it hung together. He lifted his hand in a distracted wave as, still deep in thought, Tom walked out of the cubicle, all idea of leaving a message for Dr Louisa Knight driven from his head.

71.

4 days later Maggie had just said goodbye to Suzy when they came. Her sister had been a rock, understanding that there was so much she didn't know but accepting it. Maggie had kept the children home from school and hadn't told them anything yet. How could she? She wanted to be close to them, and couldn't stop hugging them, much to Josh's feigned disdain. He needed it as much as anybody, though.

As Suzy left, she promised to come back in a couple of days, but she had been missing her own children. Her ex, Ian, had been surprisingly supportive and had agreed to have the children for another few days so Suzy could come back and help Maggie sort out the rest of her life.

When the car drew up in front of the house, Maggie wanted to hide. She didn't want to talk to Tom Douglas or his inspector, and for them to come all the way out to north Manchester again it had to be serious. But she couldn't refuse to see them.

The children were in the sitting room. Lily had persuaded Josh to play with her toy hospital, and while he was maintaining the air of martyr it sounded as if he was actually enjoying it.

Maggie waited for the doorbell and walked slowly towards the door.

The two police officers had sober expressions.

'May we come in, please, Mrs Taylor?' Becky Robinson asked.

Maggie was fl.u.s.tered. She had sent flowers to the inspector and written her a thank you letter, but looking at the woman's pale face she still felt a huge burden of guilt. 'Are you okay?' she asked. 'Shouldn't you still be in bed?'

Becky shook her head. 'I'm fine. But thank you for asking.'

Maggie showed them into the kitchen, away from the children. She thought about taking them into the study, but the room still felt too much like Duncan's s.p.a.ce, and she didn't want them getting a sense of the man she had been married to for the past ten years.

Maggie looked at Tom Douglas. He was too attractive to be a policeman, at least such a high ranking one. It was an irrelevant thought, but she was starting to like irrelevant thoughts. They stopped her thinking about other things the thoughts that bombarded her brain and her memory every waking moment. She liked the fact that Tom's dark blond hair was just a bit messy and slightly too long. She admired the look of capability and confidence he exuded. Like a safe port in a storm. Sadly, not a port that she could sail into to lick her wounds.

They all took seats.

'Mrs Taylor, I don't know if this will come as a shock to you or not, but we're here to tell you that we've found your husband.'

72.

Finally the police had gone. Maggie had no idea whether her reactions had been the right ones or not, but she had been frantically trying to work out what had gone wrong. She knew she must have looked confused, but then maybe that's what they would expect of somebody in her position.

She sat down at the kitchen table and rested her head in her hands. Her conversation with the police had confirmed that the press had made the link between Duncan and Michael Alexander, and his involvement in past crimes would inevitably come to light. So now Maggie had to face the thought that they might have to move away, even change their names, although Taylor was a common enough surname.

The police knew everything now, or almost everything.

They hadn't known that Michael and Duncan were one and the same when they interviewed her after the abduction, but they seemed to have accepted that if she had told the police what she knew, she was destined to be the next victim.

One thing they would never know about was the sickening moment when Maggie had been forced to accept that Duncan was the Teetotaller. As Becky had told her what they knew about the Suffolk killings, Maggie had been hit by a clear recollection of arriving home from work unexpectedly in the early afternoon about six months ago, when they were still living in Suffolk. Duncan had come in a few minutes later, sodden from head to foot. She had found him stripping off in the utility room, pus.h.i.+ng his clothes into the was.h.i.+ng machine. She had seen the shocked look on his face when he had seen her, but she had laughed at him. Laughed. He had told her that a bus had gone through a huge puddle and drenched him. She never doubted him for one single moment.

Nor would they ever know what had really happened on Pomona Island.

It was only as she stood with Duncan on the quayside, looking down into the black water as he told her of his terror when he was left to drown as a child terror that he had then inflicted on others that she had known for certain what she had to do.

Duncan had planned his disappearance so well.

'We can do this, Mags,' he had said, grasping the tops of her arms and bending his knees slightly so that he could look directly into her eyes.

It was a good plan. With a few modifications of her own, it was the perfect plan.

As she had run into the wilderness of Pomona just as Duncan had suggested and placed a call to the chief inspector, her terror was real. But it was no longer fear of Duncan; it was fear of being found out. When the call had ended she had run back to the edge of the water and stood there, alone, waiting for the lights of a car. Her whole body had been shaking, trembling, s.h.i.+vering not only with fear, but with the icy cold of wet clothes. Horror at what she had done gripped her in a vice, and she felt sure she wasn't going to be able to pretend that somebody was trying to kill her and jump screaming into that icy water.

Not for a second time.

Duncan had already gone, but not through the wilderness of Pomona to his freedom. Before putting his escape plan into action, he had pulled Maggie into his arms to kiss her goodbye, and she had, for those few seconds, been filled with the certainty that she was doing the right thing for all those women, but most of all for her children. She had wrapped her arms around his neck and leaned back to look into his eyes, her hands moving to the sides of his neck. She had loved those eyes so much, and now they looked back at her in the way she remembered well. He trusted her. He believed in her love for him. But now she could see beyond those eyes to the person beneath.

It had taken every ounce of her emotional strength to tear her gaze away from his. She had arched her body into his and spread her fingers as if to run them through his hair. Waiting until he moved his head towards her and was slightly off balance, she had jerked her body back, closing her fingers and grabbing fistfuls of his hair, swinging herself into the black water, dragging him with her.

Duncan had clung to her jacket, but she had kept hold of his hair a trick she had learned from Samil and pulled him with her into the centre of the river, swimming on her back, her legs kicking out in a lifesaving stroke. As she swam, she was almost paralysed with doubt. Duncan lifted his head out of the water and spluttered words she couldn't decipher didn't want to hear. And then when she was as far away from either bank as she could get, where the swollen river merged into the ca.n.a.l, she lifted her legs as close to her chest as she could, placed her feet on his shoulders and pushed him away from her with all her strength. She had screamed screamed to release the huge ball of emotion that had built inside her, screamed out her love for another man, the man she had believed he was.

Duncan hadn't had a chance.

As she trod water in the centre of the river, Maggie had almost wanted to dive down into the depths to find him, to drag him back to the surface and beg his forgiveness. For a few seconds she even thought of letting go herself, allowing her body to sink to the muddy riverbed. But images of Josh and Lily invaded her mind, and Maggie had swum back to the sh.o.r.e, sobbing, heaving, and dragged herself out of the water.

She had forced herself to run screaming into the wilderness, to make the call to Tom Douglas and then to wait s.h.i.+vering by the side of the water for the police to arrive. Finally, she had seen the headlights, and Act Two had begun as she shouted, fought a shadow that wasn't there and threw herself back into the water, an irrational fear that Duncan's hands would rise up to drag her down with him making her weak. He was long gone, but she knew he was there, somewhere below her, sinking slowly as the last pockets of air were expelled.

Now they had found his body.

It would have started to decompose, and the gases would have lifted it out of the mud where it had been hidden. This was sooner than Maggie had expected; she had believed the cold water would keep his body for longer. But now at least he was gone for good.

As the police left, Maggie had felt Tom Douglas's eyes on her. He knew there was more to it than she was saying, but he didn't push her.

'It was a lucky escape, Maggie,' had been his final words. On the face of it, those words suggested he accepted the story that Duncan was trying to kill her, but they had so many other potential meanings that she didn't want to consider. On balance, though, she thought he would have understood that there hadn't been a choice. If Maggie had done as Duncan had asked, his escape plan might have succeeded. He might have killed again, and she couldn't live with that.

She had no more tears to cry for her husband, and as the phone rang, she automatically reached out to answer it.

'Maggie Taylor.'

'Maggie, it's Frank. How are you coping with everything?'

She could hear noise around him, the sound of happy people chatting, an information system shouting incomprehensible words over loudspeakers. It was good to hear a friendly voice, but Frank was too perceptive, and she was glad he was at the other end of the phone unable to read her face.