The Shipping News Part 29

Archie leaned, his wooden zoo behind him, held old-fas.h.i.+oned binoculars. A cigarette in his mouth. Years ago the first thing he'd seen through the binoculars had been the Buggit boys out on the grainy ice, copying, jumping from one pan to another. Could see the snot running from their noses. Never a miss for an hour. Then Jesson fell short, clenched the edge of the ice, the other one tried to haul him up. Archie was out there with his boat in a few minutes, saving the boy, yanking him out of the sishy drift. At the time, thought it was lucky he had those binoculars. But later saw it for an omen. No one could stop the hand of fate. Jesson was born to be drowned.

He raised the binoculars now as Quoyle came toward him, scanned the far sh.o.r.e, examined Quoyle's Point as ill.u.s.tration for what he had to say.

[321] "You know, I believe your 'ouse is gone. Take a look." Held out the binoculars.

Quoyle standing on snow-rived rock. Moved the binoculars slowly back and forth. And again.

Archie reeked of cigarettes. His face fissured with thousands of fine lines, black curved hairs growing out of his ears and nostrils. The fingers orange. Couldn't speak without coughing.

"No, you won't find 'er for she's not there. I looked out for 'er this morning, but she's not where she was. Thought you might want to go along down and see if she was just tipped over or sailed away. Was some shocking 'ard wind we 'ad. How many years was them cables 'olding 'er down?"

Quoyle didn't know. Since before the aunt's time, what sixty-four years and many more. Since the old Quoyles dragged the house across the ice.

"She'll take it hard if it's gone," he said. "After all the work." And even though he knew his secret path was still there, felt as if he'd lost the place where the whiskey jacks flitted through the tunnels among the spruce branches, the place where he jumped down onto the beach. As if he'd lost silence. Now there was only town. The Quoyles on the s.h.i.+ft again.

Thanked Archie and shook his hand.

"Good thing I had the binoculars." Archie drew on his cigarette, wondered what shrouded meaning might be in this.

Beety said yes, Dennis was cutting wood for his buddy Carl who still couldn't lift more than a fork, had to wear a collarlike thing around his neck. Yes he had the snowmobile. Though the snow was spotty. Down the highway by the blue marker; Quoyle'd see the truck parked on the side of the road. Not far from where they'd been cutting after Christmas. There was a wood path going in. He'd find it. Sure he would.

Dennis in a fan of raw stumps and Quoyle had to shout above the chain saw's racketing idle. He said his house was missing. And they were up the road for the track through slumping drifts, past [322] the Capsize Cove turnoff. Gravel showing through. Past the glove factory. Whiskey jacks there, anyway. The smell of resin and exhaust. Trickle of melt water.

The great rock stood naked. Bolts fast in the stone, a loop of cable curled like a hawser. And nothing else. For the house of the Quoyles was gone, lifted by the wind, tumbled down the rock and into the sea in a wake of gla.s.s and snow crystals.

"All our work and money and it's just away like that? To stand forty years empty, and then go in the flicker of an eyelid! Just when we had it fixed up." The aunt in her shop, sniveling into a tissue. A silence. "What about the outhouse?"

He could hardly believe what he heard. The house gone and she asked about the c.r.a.pper.

"I didn't notice it, Aunt. But I didn't make a special effort to look, either. The dock is still there. We could build a little camp out there, use it on fine weekends and in the summer, you know. I've been thinking we could buy the Burkes' house. It's a nice house and it's convenient. It's big enough. Nine rooms, Aunt."

"I'll get over this," she said. "I've always been good at it. Getting over things."

"I know," he said. "I know some of the things you've managed to get over."

"Oh, my boy, you couldn't even guess." Shaking her head, the stiff smile.

That sometimes irked. Quoyle blurted, "I know about what my father did. To you. When you were kids. The old cousin told me, old Nolan Quoyle."

He did know. The aunt hauled in her breath. The secret of her whole life.

Didn't know what to say, se she laughed. Or something like it. Then sobbed into her palms while the nephew said there, there, patting her shoulder as if she were Bunny or Suns.h.i.+ne. And it was Quoyle who thought of a cup of tea. Should have kept his mouth shut.

She straightened up, the busy hands revived. Pretending he'd [323] never said a thing. Was already throwing out ideas like Jack pitched fish.

"We'll build a new place. Like you say, a summer place. I'd as soon live in town the rest of the year. Fact, I was thinking of it.

"We'll have to make some money first. Before we can build anything out on the point. And I don't know how much I can put into it. I'm thinking I'd like to buy the Burke house."

"Well," said the aunt, "money to rebuild out on the point isn't a problem. There's the insurance, you know."

"You had insurance on the green house?" Quoyle incredulous. He was not insurance-minded.

"Of course. First thing I did when we moved up last year. Fire, flood, ice, act of G.o.d. This was an act of G.o.d if I ever saw one. If I was you I'd ask the Burkes about that house. It'll be a good roomy house for you. For children and all. For I suppose that you and Wavey have about come to that point. Though you haven't said.

Quoyle almost nodded. Dipped his chin. Thought while the aunt talked.

"But I've got other plans." Making some of it up as she went along. Couldn't live with the nephew now. Who knew what he knew.

"I've been thinking about that building where my shop is. I've looked into buying it. Get it for a song. I've got to expand the work s.p.a.ce. And upstairs is nice and snug with a view of the harbor. It could make a handsome apartment. And I wouldn't be going into it alone. Mavis-Mavis Bangs, you know Mavis-wants to go partners in the business. She's got a little money set aside. Oh, this's all we talked about all winter. And it makes sense if we both live upstairs over the shop. So that's what I'm thinking we'll do. In a way it's a blessing the old place is gone."

As usual, the aunt was way out front and running.

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s.h.i.+ning Hubcaps "There are still old knots that are unrecorded, and so long as there are new Purposes for rope, there will always be new knots to discover."

THE ASHLEY BOOK OF KNOTS.

PACK ice like broken restaurant dishes still in the bay but the boat was finished. The last curl looped out of Yark's plane. He stood away, slapped the graceful wood, made a palm-sized cloud of dust. Seemed made of saw sc.r.a.ps himself. Humming. ice like broken restaurant dishes still in the bay but the boat was finished. The last curl looped out of Yark's plane. He stood away, slapped the graceful wood, made a palm-sized cloud of dust. Seemed made of saw sc.r.a.ps himself. Humming.

"Well, that's she," he said. "Get some paint on 'er and there you go." And while Quoyle and Dennis wrestled the boat onto the trailer, the old man watched but took his ease. His part was finished.

His mouth cracked open. Quoyle, guessing what was coming, got there first, roared "Oh the Gandy Goose Gandy Goose, it ain't no use," sang it to the end, swelling the volume until the lugubrious tune took warmth from his hot throat. Old Yark believed it was a salute, embroidered stories for half an hour before he went up to his tea, the tune still warm in his ears as a hat from behind the stove.

[325] A platter of fried herrings with bacon rashers and hashed potatoes. A quart jar of mustard. Beety back and forth, stepping over Warren the Second who wished to live forever beneath the table cloth or with the boots but could not decide. Quoyle and Wavey were supper guests, full of kind laughter and praise for what they ate. Boiled cabbage. And blueberry tarts to finish, with cream. Double helpings from every dish for Quoyle. Although the cabbage would produce gas.

Suns.h.i.+ne flexed a herring backbone and sang "birch rine, tar twine, cherry wine and turbletine." Bunny and Marty sharing a chair, arms entwined, each with a bag of candy hearts saved from Valentine's Day, allowed themselves one each. LUCKY IN LOVE. OH YOU KID LUCKY IN LOVE. OH YOU KID.

At the table, Dennis fidgeted, up and down. Opened a drawer, closed it.

"What's the matter with you?" asked Beety. "You're like a cat with his b.u.m on fire tonight."

An offended look from Dennis while Quoyle bit his lip. "Don't know, woman! Seems like I'm looking for something. Don't know what. That's one thing."

"You want more tea?"

"No, no, I's full up."

But there were things. No work for weeks, none in sight, he said to Quoyle. Not a good way to live, always anxious about income. Sick of it. Be different if he could do a little fis.h.i.+ng. Up again, to pick up the teapot, look in it. Quoyle was lucky to have a job. Wasn't there more tea to be had?

"It's your father's paper," said Quoyle. "Can't you work on the paper? G.o.d knows we could use you. Ah, we're shorthanded every way." Bungled his spoonful of sugar, spilling half on the good tablecloth.

"Christ, no! Rather have me arms cut off at the shoulder. I hates messing with little squiddy words, reading and writing and that. Like scuffing through dead flies." He showed his blunt hands. "We're talking"-nodded at Beety, whose eyes were cast down at [326] the moment-"about going to Toronto for a year or two. Don't want to, but we could save up and then come back. There's good work there for carpenters. There's nothing here." Drummed on the table, which set all the children off, small fingers trying to produce the hollow galloping. Dennis glared. Unconvincingly.

Beety and Wavey sc.r.a.ped the dishes, talked of Toronto. Beety's voice as limp as a hot rag. How it might be. Would the kids like it. Maybe better if they didn't. Maybe. Maybe.

Quoyle could hardly say, don't go. Knew they would be lost forever if they went, for even the few who came back were altered in temper as a knife reclaimed from the ashes of a house fire. Poor Bunny, if she had to lose Marty. Poor Quoyle, if he had to lose Dennis and Beety.

When all were yawning, Quoyle carried Herry, more or less asleep on the living room carpet. Suns.h.i.+ne gripped Wavey's hand because there was ice. The dog was first in the car and tried every seat.

"Wavey," said Suns.h.i.+ne, "if you ironed a fish would it be as big as a rug?"

"I think, bigger," said Wavey. "If unfolded."

Dennis walked out with them. Rust pattered on the ground when Quoyle slammed Wavey's door.

"When are you going to get rid of this old clunker?" Morose. Braced his hand against the station wagon until it started to move away. Watched their taillights dwindle, then walked across the road and looked. Nothing to be seen but the lighthouse's electronic stutter. The sea flat as boards.

In the sleeping house Quoyle ran a hot bath. He soaked in the water, pinched his nose and slid down into the heat. With grat.i.tude. Fate could have given him Nutbeem's mola.s.ses barrel.

Out of the tub he rubbed with a towel, wiped off the full-length mirror on the back of the bathroom door. He looked at his naked self, steam rising from his flesh in the cool air. Saw he was immense. The bull neck, the great jaw and heavy cheek slabs stubbled with coppery bristles. The yellowish freckles. Full shoulders [327] and powerful arms, the hands as hairy as a werewolf's. Damp fur on the chest, down to the swelling belly. Bulky genitals bright red from the hot bathwater in a nest of reddish hair. Thighs, legs like tree stumps. Yet the effect was more of strength than obesity. He guessed he was at some prime physical point. Middle age not too far ahead, but it didn't frighten him. It was harder to count his errors now, perhaps because they had compounded beyond counting, or had blurred into his general condition.

He pulled on the grey nights.h.i.+rt which was torn under the arms and clung to his wet back. Again, a bolt of joy pa.s.sed through him. For no reason.

Came out of sleep to hear the phone ringing. Down to the kitchen, stumbling over a dirty s.h.i.+rt he had dropped. Dennis on the wire.

"Don't like to wake you up but thought you ought to know. Mumma called a few minutes ago. He's not back yet. Been out since four this morning. He should have been back dinnertime. It's ten o'clock now. Something's wrong. I called the Search and Rescue. I'm on my way to Mumma's now. I felt like something was off all day. We's braced for the worst."

"Let me know as soon as you hear anything." Quoyle s.h.i.+vered in the chilly kitchen. The clock said six minutes past ten. He could not hear the sea.

At midnight Dennis called again, voice hoa.r.s.e and drained. As though some long struggle had ended badly.

"They found the boat. They found him. He's drownded. They said efforts to resuscitate failed." No heartbeat, no breath, lying on the rescue s.h.i.+p's emergency room table. "Looks like he caught his foot in the slingstone line when he threw a lobster trap over. They're bringing him and the boat in now. You call Billy? I'm taking Mumma down. She wants to be there when they bring him in."

In the morning, breakfastless and shaky from seven cups of coffee, heart and stomach aching, Quoyle went to the wharf on [328] his way to Wavey. There was Jack's skiff tied up beyond the orange Search and Rescue vessel, trucks and cars and a knot of people looking at the boat of the drowned man.

Wavey fell against him like a cut sapling, tears wetting his s.h.i.+rt. Quoyle backed against the sink in her little kitchen. He said he would drive Herry and Bunny to school to keep balance in their day. Suns.h.i.+ne would stay with Wavey, who, after the brief luxury of Quoyle's shoulder, was making school lunches. Not to trouble Beety.

A stillness. Mist the depth of a hand on the water, blurred the jumbled sh.o.r.e. Rock ledges like black metal straps held the sea to the land. Quoyle inhaled, cold air rushed up his nose and he was guilty because Jack was dead and here he was, still breathing.

Paper-faced Billy had every detail, had gone to the wharf the night before, had put his hand on Mrs. Buggit's arm, touched Dennis's shoulder and said he was sorry for their trouble. Had seen Jack brought back to the house and carried in. Helped pull Jack's clothes off, cover him with a sheet. Observed the matching mole below his left nipple that, when balanced by the eye against the right nipple, suggested punctuation ready for an inscription to be written around the torso.

Had seen Mrs. Buggit and her sisters with the basins of water and scissors to prepare Jack for his suit, to shave and tonsure, to [329] clip his nails. An embroidered pillow was ready to put under his head, brought from a trunk, the tissue unfolded. His Voyage Ended. Worked decades before in the north light of the window.

Quoyle and Benny Fudge leaned on their desks, watching Billy who seemed made of translucent fish bones, whose talk pelted them like handfuls of thrown pebbles.

"They found the skiff out by the Pook Rock. Jack never set a lobster trap there in his life. Can't figure it out, what he was doing there. You know that cat he liked so well, called him Skipper. Skipper Tom. Still on the boat. The Search and Rescue comes up along, s.h.i.+nes the searchlight and there's Skipper Tom, prowling back and forth with his tail las.h.i.+ng as if he knowed Jack needed help and couldn't work out how to give it. They could see Jack clear as day under the water. The line going overboard. He was upside down, just under the boat. The slingstone line of the lobster trap wrapped around his ankle and yanked him overboard. He couldn't get loose. It was tangled kind of crazy. His hand was jammed in his pocket. He had to of been feeling for his knife, you know, cut himself free. But there wasn't a knife there. Could be he dropped it or lost it somehow as he went over and didn't realize. I don't know if he carried it loose in his pocket, but when I I was fis.h.i.+ng was fis.h.i.+ng my my knife was in my right pocket and there was a lanyard that secured it to me belt loop. Because if you lose it when you're upside down under the water like poor Jack, that's all, you're gone." Hoa.r.s.e as a raven. knife was in my right pocket and there was a lanyard that secured it to me belt loop. Because if you lose it when you're upside down under the water like poor Jack, that's all, you're gone." Hoa.r.s.e as a raven.

Quoyle imagined Jack's clothes rippling underwater like silk, his moonstone face and throat and hands glimmering under the sea.

"Amen," said Benny Fudge. "There's many a lobsterman goes that way."

"How's Mrs. Buggit taking it?" Thinking of the woman in the perpetual freeze of sorrow, afloat on the rise and fall of tatted billows.

"Surprising calm. She said she's been expecting it since the first week they was married and Jack was thought lost out on the ice. Sealing. She's been through the agony now three times over. There's one relief that's helping her bear up. See, they recovered [330] the body. She can bury Jack. They've took him up home to lay him out. Jack will be the first Buggit in a long time to be buried in the earth. It's a comfort for her to have the body."

Stones crowded in close company in the Killick-Claw cemetery, for someone lost at sea did not need six feet of s.p.a.ce.

"They're laying him out now. The wake is tonight and the burial service tomorrow, Quoyle. You do bring Wavey to poor Jack's house at seven tonight. Dennis told me to tell you. And asks if you'll be a pallbearer for poor Jack."

"Yes," said Quoyle. "I will. And we'll run a special edition this week dedicated to Jack. Billy, we'll want a front-page obit. From the heart. Who better than you? Talk to everybody. I wonder if there's any pictures of him. I'll see if Beety knows. Benny, forget whatever you're doing. Go down to Search and Rescue and get the details of them finding Jack. Get some shots of his skiff. Play up the cat. What's his name? Skipper Tom."

"What's going to happen with the Gammy Bird Gammy Bird?" said Benny Fudge, tossing lank black hair. "Will it be put to rest?" His big chance slipping away. Even now he played with a piece of string as if it was yarn.

"No. A paper has a life of its own, an existence beyond earthly owners. We're going to press tomorrow as usual. Have to work like h.e.l.l to make it. What time's the wake, Billy?" Quoyle began to rip up the front page.

Billy reached for his notebook. "Seven. I don't know if Dennis can build a coffin or if they'll have to buy one."

Benny Fudge slipped out the door, in his hand the new laptop computer, on his head a mail-order fedora, his face firmed up with new teeth and ambition.

Thickening mist on the water. Vaporous spirals writhed, the air thickened and filled in, that other world disappeared as if down a funnel leaving only wet rock, the smothered sea and watery air. From a distance the hoa.r.s.e and m.u.f.fled call of the foghorn like a bull in a spring meadow bellowing with longing.

[331] Quoyle was exhausted, keyed up, getting ready for the wake. He squeezed into his black funeral trousers. He'd have to go back to the paper as soon as he could decently leave and finish pasting up Billy's long piece. They had a fine picture of Jack, ten years younger but looking the same, standing beside his freshly painted skiff. Quoyle had had a big nine-by-twelve print framed for Mrs. Buggit.

Dreaded seeing Jack lying in his parlor in a froth of knotted doilies. Thought of the corpse as wet, as though they could not dry him off, the seawater running from him in streams, dripping loudly on the polished floor and Mrs. Buggit, worried, stooping to mop it up with a white cloth bunched in her hand.

His old tweed jacket was too small as well. In the end he gave up and pulled on the enormous...o...b..ood sweater he wore every day. It could not be helped. But would have to buy a new jacket next day for the funeral. Get it in the morning in Misky Bay when he took the paper in to be printed. Tying his good shoes when Wavey called and said Bunny had something to ask.