The Baroque Cycle - The Confusion Part 54

"But when you go to Ma.s.sachusetts you'll do no Alchemy at your Inst.i.tute, will you, Dr. Waterhouse?"

"No, your highness, for I am more persuaded by monads monads than than atoms atoms." He glanced at Leibniz.

"Eeyuh, that's what I was afraid of!" said Caroline, "for I do not understand those one bit."

"I believe we have established," said Leibniz in a gentle voice, "that you do not understand atoms atoms one bit-whatever illusions you may have nourished to the contrary. I hope to disburden your highness of the idea that, in looking for the fundamental particle of the universe, atoms are a simple and natural choice, monads not." one bit-whatever illusions you may have nourished to the contrary. I hope to disburden your highness of the idea that, in looking for the fundamental particle of the universe, atoms are a simple and natural choice, monads not."

"What's the difference between a monad and an atom?"

"Let us first speak of how they are the same, for they have much in common. Monads and atoms both are infinitely small, yet everything is made out of them; and in considering how such a paradox is possible, we must look to the interactions among them: in the case of atoms, collisions and sticking-together, in the case of monads, interactions of an altogether different nature, which I shall come to presently. But either way, we're obliged to explain the things we see-like the church-tower-solely in terms of those interactions."

"Solely, Doctor?"

"Solely, your highness. For if G.o.d made the world according to understandable, consistent laws-and if nothing else, Newton has proved that-then it must be consistent through and through, top to bottom. If it is made of atoms, then it is made of atoms, then it is made of atoms, and must be explained in terms of atoms; when we get into a difficulty, we cannot suddenly wave our hands and say, 'At this point there is a miracle,' or 'Here I invoke a wholly new thing called Force which has nothing to do with atoms.' And this is why neither Dr. Waterhouse nor I loves the Atomic theory, for we cannot make out how such phaenomena as light and gravity and magnetism can possibly be explained by the whacking and sticking of hard bits of stuff." and must be explained in terms of atoms; when we get into a difficulty, we cannot suddenly wave our hands and say, 'At this point there is a miracle,' or 'Here I invoke a wholly new thing called Force which has nothing to do with atoms.' And this is why neither Dr. Waterhouse nor I loves the Atomic theory, for we cannot make out how such phaenomena as light and gravity and magnetism can possibly be explained by the whacking and sticking of hard bits of stuff."

"Does this mean that you can can explain them in terms of monads, Doctor?" explain them in terms of monads, Doctor?"

"Not yet. Not in the sense of being able to write out an equation that predicts the refraction of light, or the pointing of a compa.s.s-needle, in terms of interactions among monads. But I do believe that this type of theory is more fundamentally coherent than the Atomic sort."

"Madame la d.u.c.h.esse d'Arcachon has told me that monads are akin to little souls."

Leibniz paused. "Soul is a word frequently mentioned in connexion with monadology. It is a word of diverse meanings, most of them ancient, and much chewed over by theologians. In the mouths of preachers it has come in for more abuse than any other word I can think of. And so perhaps it is not the wisest choice of term in the new discipline of monadology. But we are stuck with it." is a word frequently mentioned in connexion with monadology. It is a word of diverse meanings, most of them ancient, and much chewed over by theologians. In the mouths of preachers it has come in for more abuse than any other word I can think of. And so perhaps it is not the wisest choice of term in the new discipline of monadology. But we are stuck with it."

"Are they like human souls?"

"Not at all. Allow me, your highness, to attempt to explain how this troublesome word soul soul became entangled in this discourse. When a philosopher braves the labyrinth, and sets about dividing and subdividing the universe into smaller and smaller units, he knows that at became entangled in this discourse. When a philosopher braves the labyrinth, and sets about dividing and subdividing the universe into smaller and smaller units, he knows that at some some point he must stop, and say, 'Henceforth I'll subdivide no further, for I have at last arrived at the smallest, elemental, indivisible unit: the fundamental building-block of all Creation.' And then he can no longer dodge and evade, but must finally stick his neck out, as it were, and make an a.s.sertion as to what that building-block is like: what its qualities are, and how it interacts with all the others. Now, nothing is more obvious to me than that the interactions among these building-blocks are stupefyingly numerous, complicated, fluid, and subtle; just look about yourself for irrefutable proof, and try to think what can explain spiders, moons, and eyeb.a.l.l.s. In such a vast web of dependencies, what laws are to govern the manner in which one particular monad responds to all of the other monads in the universe? And I do mean point he must stop, and say, 'Henceforth I'll subdivide no further, for I have at last arrived at the smallest, elemental, indivisible unit: the fundamental building-block of all Creation.' And then he can no longer dodge and evade, but must finally stick his neck out, as it were, and make an a.s.sertion as to what that building-block is like: what its qualities are, and how it interacts with all the others. Now, nothing is more obvious to me than that the interactions among these building-blocks are stupefyingly numerous, complicated, fluid, and subtle; just look about yourself for irrefutable proof, and try to think what can explain spiders, moons, and eyeb.a.l.l.s. In such a vast web of dependencies, what laws are to govern the manner in which one particular monad responds to all of the other monads in the universe? And I do mean all; all; for the monads that make up you and me, your highness, feel the gravity of the Sun, of Jupiter, of t.i.tan, and of the distant stars, which means that they are sensitive of, and responsive to, each and every one of the myriad monads that make up those immense bodies. How can they keep track of it all, and decide what to do? I submit that any theory based on the a.s.sumption that t.i.tan spews out atoms that hurtle across s.p.a.ce and whack into my atoms is very dubious. What is clear is that my monads, in some sense, for the monads that make up you and me, your highness, feel the gravity of the Sun, of Jupiter, of t.i.tan, and of the distant stars, which means that they are sensitive of, and responsive to, each and every one of the myriad monads that make up those immense bodies. How can they keep track of it all, and decide what to do? I submit that any theory based on the a.s.sumption that t.i.tan spews out atoms that hurtle across s.p.a.ce and whack into my atoms is very dubious. What is clear is that my monads, in some sense, perceive perceive t.i.tan, Jupiter, the Sun, Dr. Waterhouse, the horses drawing us to Berlin, yonder stable, and everything else." t.i.tan, Jupiter, the Sun, Dr. Waterhouse, the horses drawing us to Berlin, yonder stable, and everything else."

"What do you mean, 'perceive'? Do monads have eyes?"

"It must be quite a bit simpler. It is a logical necessity. A monad in my fingernail feels the gravity of t.i.tan, does it not?"

"I believe that is what the law of Universal Gravitation dictates."

"I deem that to be perception perception. Monads perceive. But monads act act as well. If we could transport ourselves much closer to Saturn, and get into the sphere of influence of its moon t.i.tan, my fingernail, along with the rest of me, would fall into it-which is a sort of collective action that my monads take in response to their perception of t.i.tan. So, your highness: What do we know of monads thus far?" as well. If we could transport ourselves much closer to Saturn, and get into the sphere of influence of its moon t.i.tan, my fingernail, along with the rest of me, would fall into it-which is a sort of collective action that my monads take in response to their perception of t.i.tan. So, your highness: What do we know of monads thus far?"

"Infinitely small."

"One mark."

"All the universe explainable in terms of their interactions."

"Two marks."

"They perceive all the other monads in the universe."

"Three. And-?"

"And they act."

"They act, based on what?"

"Based on what they perceive, Dr. Leibniz."

"Four marks! A perfect score. Now, what must be true about monads, to make all of these things possible?"

"Somehow all of these perceptions are flooding into the monad, and then it sort of decides what action to take."

"That follows unavoidably from all that has gone before, doesn't it? And so, summing up, it would appear that monads perceive, think, and act. And this is where the idea comes from, that a monad is a little soul. For perception, cogitation, and action are soul-like, as opposed to billiard-ball-like, attributes. Does this mean that monads have souls in the same way that you and I do? I doubt it."

"Then what sorts of souls do do they have, Doctor?" they have, Doctor?"

"Well, let us answer that by taking an inventory of what we know they do. They perceive all the other monads, then think, so that they may act. The thinking is an internal process of each monad-it is not supplied from an outside brain. So the monad must have its own brain. By this I do not mean a great spongy ma.s.s of tissue, like your highness's brain, but rather some faculty that can alter its internal state depending on the state of the rest of the universe-which the monad has somehow perceived, and stored internally."

"But would not the state of the universe fill an infinite number of books!? How can each monad store so much knowledge?"

"It does because it has to," said the Doctor. "Don't think of books. Think of a mirrored ball, which holds a complete image of the universe, yet is very simple. The 'brain' of the monad, then, is a mechanism whereby some rule of action is carried out, based upon the stored state of the rest of the universe. Very crudely, you might think of it as like one of those books that gamblers are forever poring over: let us say, 'Monsieur Belfort's Infallible System for Winning at Ba.s.set.' The book, when all the verbiage is stripped away, consists essentially of a rule-a complicated one-that dictates how a player should act, given a particular arrangement of cards and wagers on the ba.s.set-table. A player who goes by such a book is not really thinking, in the higher sense; rather, she perceives the state of the game-the cards and the wagers-and stores that information in her mind, and then applies Monsieur Belfort's rule to that information. The result of applying the rule is an action-the placing of a wager, say-that alters the state of the game. Meanwhile the other players around the table are doing likewise-though some may have read different books and may apply different rules. The game is, au fond au fond, not really that complicated, and neither is Monsieur Belfort's Infallible System; yet when these simple rules are set to working around a ba.s.set-table, the results are vastly more complex and unpredictable than one would ever expect. From which I venture to say that monads and their internal rules need not be all that complicated in order to produce the stupendous variety, and the diverse mysteries and wonders of Creation, that we see all about us."

"Is Dr. Waterhouse going to study monads in Ma.s.sachusetts, then?" Caroline asked.

"Allow me to frame an a.n.a.logy, once more, to Alchemy," Daniel said. "Newton wishes to know more of atoms, for it is through atoms that he'd explain Gravity, Free Will, and everything else. If you visited his laboratory, and watched him at his labours, would you see atoms?"

"I think not! They are too small," Caroline laughed.

"Just so. You instead would see him melting things in crucibles or dissolving them in acids. What do such activities have to do with atoms? The answer is that Newton, unable to see atoms with even the finest microscope, has said, 'If my notion of atoms is correct, then such-and-such ought to happen when I drop a pinch of this into a beaker of that.' He gives it a go and sees neither success nor failure but some other thing he did not antic.i.p.ate; then he goes off and broods over it, and re-jiggers his notions of atoms, and devises a new experimentum crucis, experimentum crucis, and re-iterates. Likewise, if your highness were to visit Ma.s.sachusetts and see me at work in my Inst.i.tute, you'd not see any monads lying about on counter-tops. Rather you would see me toiling over machines that are to and re-iterates. Likewise, if your highness were to visit Ma.s.sachusetts and see me at work in my Inst.i.tute, you'd not see any monads lying about on counter-tops. Rather you would see me toiling over machines that are to thinking thinking what beakers, retorts, what beakers, retorts, et cetera, et cetera, are to atoms: Machines that, like monads, apply simple rules to information that is supplied to them from without." are to atoms: Machines that, like monads, apply simple rules to information that is supplied to them from without."

"How will you know that these machines are working as they ought to? A clock may be compared to the wheeling of the heavens to judge whether it is working aright. But what is the action that your machine will take, after it has applied the rule, and made up its mind? And how will you know whether it is correct?"

"That is easier than you might suppose. For as Dr. Leibniz has pointed out, the rules need not be complicated. The Doctor has written out a system for conducting logical operations through manipulation of symbols, according to certain rules; think of it as being to propositions what algebra is to numbers."

"He has already taught me some of that," said Caroline, "but I never phant'sied it had anything to do with monads and so forth."

"That system of logic may be imbued into a machine without too much difficulty," said Daniel. "And a quarter of a century ago, Dr. Leibniz, building upon the work of Pascal, built a machine that could add, subtract, divide, and multiply. I mean simply to carry the work forward. That is all."

"How long will it take?"

"Years and years," said Daniel. "Longer, if I were to try to do it amid the distractions of London. So, as soon as I have delivered you to Berlin, I shall begin heading west, and not stop for long until I have reached Ma.s.sachusetts. How long shall it take? Suffice it to say that by the time I have anything to show for my labors, you'll be full-grown, and a Queen of some Realm or other. But perhaps in an idle moment you may recall the day you went to Berlin in a coach with two strange Doctors. It may even occur to you to ask yourself what became of the one who went off to America to build the Logic Mill."

"Dr. Waterhouse, I am certain you shall come to mind more frequently than that!"

"Difficult to say-your highness shall have many distractions. But I hope I am not being too forward in saying that I should be honored to receive a letter from your highness at any time, if you should wish to inquire about the state of the Logic Mill. Or, for that matter, if I may be of service to your highness in any other way whatsoever!"

"I promise you, Dr. Waterhouse, that if any such occasion arises, I shall send you a letter."

As best he could in a moving carriage, Daniel-who had sat up admirably straight all through the interview-bowed. "And I promise your highness that I shall respond-cheerfully and without a moment's hesitation."

A House Overlooking the Meuse Valley APRIL 1696.

BEFORE THE MANOR-HOUSE'S GATES, two equestrians parleyed: a stout, peg-legged Englishman in a coat that had been drab, before it had got so dirty, and a French cavalier. They were ignored by two hundred gaunt, s.h.a.ggy men with shovels and picks, who were turning the house's formal garden into a system of earthen fortifications with interlocking fields of fire. two equestrians parleyed: a stout, peg-legged Englishman in a coat that had been drab, before it had got so dirty, and a French cavalier. They were ignored by two hundred gaunt, s.h.a.ggy men with shovels and picks, who were turning the house's formal garden into a system of earthen fortifications with interlocking fields of fire.

The Englishman spoke French in theory, but perhaps not so well in practice. "Where are we?" he wanted to know, "I can't make out if this is France, the Spanish Netherlands, or the Duchy of b.l.o.o.d.y Luxembourg."

"Your men appear to believe it is part appear to believe it is part d'Angleterre d'Angleterre!" said the cavalier reproachfully.

"Perhaps they are confused because an Englishman is said to reside here," said the other. He gave the Frenchman an anxious look. "This is is-is it not-the winter quarters of Count Sheerness?"

"Monsieur le comte de Sheerness has chosen to establish a household here. During intervals between campaigns, he withdraws to this place to recover his health, to read, hunt, play the harpsichord-"

"And dally with his mistress?"

"Men of France have been known to enjoy the company of women; we do not consider it a remarkable thing. Otherwise I should have appended it to the list."

"But what I'm getting at is: There is is a feminine presence here? Maids and whatnot?" a feminine presence here? Maids and whatnot?"

"There was, was, when I went out this morning to ride. Whether there is any more, I can only speculate, Monsieur Barnes, as the place has been invested, and I cannot get into it!" when I went out this morning to ride. Whether there is any more, I can only speculate, Monsieur Barnes, as the place has been invested, and I cannot get into it!"

"Pity, that. Say, monsieur, do tell me, is this French soil or not?"

"Like a banner in the wind, the border is ever-s.h.i.+fting. The soil we stand upon is not presently claimed by La France, La France, unless unless le Roi le Roi has issued some new proclamation of which I have not been made aware yet." has issued some new proclamation of which I have not been made aware yet."

"Ah, that's good-these chaps have not invaded France, then-now, that that would be embarra.s.sing." would be embarra.s.sing."

"Monsieur. There are some some commanders in commanders in some some armies who would find it embarra.s.sing that two entire companies of their Regiment had deserted and wandered thirty miles from their a.s.signed quarters and laid siege to the country house of a n.o.bleman!" armies who would find it embarra.s.sing that two entire companies of their Regiment had deserted and wandered thirty miles from their a.s.signed quarters and laid siege to the country house of a n.o.bleman!"

"I believe it is now you and I you and I who are laying siege to who are laying siege to them them," observed Barnes, "as they they are on the inside, and we on the are on the inside, and we on the out out!"

The cavalier did not take the jest very well. "In wartime there are always deserters and foraging-parties. For this reason Monsieur le comte de Sheerness left orders, when he went to Londres, that musketeers were to be billeted in the stables, and the perimeters of the estate were to be patrolled night and day. In recent days these sentries have reported seeing more strange men than usual about the place, which I attributed to the spring thaw; I a.s.sumed, as anyone anyone would, that they were would, that they were French French soldiers who had deserted from some regiment on the Namur front that had disintegrated from pestilence or want of food. Indeed, when I went out riding this morning, I had it in mind that when I returned to the house I ought to send word to a company of cavalry that is billeted some miles to the north, and ask that they ride down to round up a few of these deserters and hang them. soldiers who had deserted from some regiment on the Namur front that had disintegrated from pestilence or want of food. Indeed, when I went out riding this morning, I had it in mind that when I returned to the house I ought to send word to a company of cavalry that is billeted some miles to the north, and ask that they ride down to round up a few of these deserters and hang them. Never Never did it enter my mind that they might be did it enter my mind that they might be Englishmen Englishmen until I was out for a gallop in a pasture down the road, and came upon a whole nest of them, and heard them talking in their jabber. I rode back to the house to find that, in my absence, upwards of a hundred men had emerged suddenly from the wooded ravines that lead down to the Meuse, and taken the estate in a until I was out for a gallop in a pasture down the road, and came upon a whole nest of them, and heard them talking in their jabber. I rode back to the house to find that, in my absence, upwards of a hundred men had emerged suddenly from the wooded ravines that lead down to the Meuse, and taken the estate in a coup de main coup de main! As I looked on in astonishment, the number doubled! I was going to ride north to summon help, but-"

"The roads had been blocked," said Barnes. "And then haply I came along. Thank G.o.d! For there is still time to prevent this from developing into some sort of an incident."

The cavalier's eyebrows leapt up so high as to almost disappear beneath the verge of his periwig. "Monsieur! It is already an incident! Under no circ.u.mstances do the rules of war allow such a thing as this!"

"I agree fully, and you have my abject apologies as an English gentleman, monsieur. But only listen and consider what Count Sheerness himself would do, were he here. The Count is an Englishman, living in France, and commanding a regiment that, I need hardly tell you, fights n.o.bly and loyally on the French side. Yet in the halls of Versailles, courtiers, who are not here to witness his gallantry on the field of battle, must be whispering, 'Can we trust this Anglo-Saxon not to betray us?' Ludicrous, I know, and unfair," Barnes continued, holding up a hand to calm the cavalier, who looked as if he were about to lash the impertinent Barnes with his riding-crop, "but in these muddled times, an unfortunate fact of human nature. Now yonder band-"

"I should name them a battalion, battalion, not a band!" not a band!"

"-of English deserters-"

"Strangely well-disciplined ones, monsieur-"

"Wandering lost, far behind enemy lines-"

"Is it wandering? Are they lost?"

"Have made camp, by a perverse accident, on the grounds of the quarters of Monsieur le comte de Sheerness. It means nothing, nothing, as you and I can plainly see; but there are those at Versailles who are bound to read as you and I can plainly see; but there are those at Versailles who are bound to read something something into it! Count Sheerness is detained in the Tower of London, is he not?" into it! Count Sheerness is detained in the Tower of London, is he not?"

"Obviously you know perfectly well that he is."

"Some will allege, perhaps, that he is not so much detained detained as a as a willing guest, willing guest, cooperating with King William, and with the King's Own Black Torrent Guards, which happen to be headquartered in the Tower." cooperating with King William, and with the King's Own Black Torrent Guards, which happen to be headquartered in the Tower."

The cavalier was now so incensed that all he could do, short of murdering Barnes on the spot, was to wheel his mount, gallop some yards down the road, wheel it again, and gallop back. By the time he had returned from this excursion, he had parted his lips to deliver some choice remark to Barnes; but Barnes, who had nudged his saber a few inches out of its scabbard, now drew it out altogether, and pointed it through the iron-work of the gate. This drew the cavalier's attention, first to the saber itself, and then to half a dozen men standing attentively just inside the gate with loaded muskets cradled in their arms.

"These," Barnes announced, "are the King's Own Black Torrent Guards. I recommend we get them out of here as quickly as possible, before there is serious trouble." the King's Own Black Torrent Guards. I recommend we get them out of here as quickly as possible, before there is serious trouble."

"As I suspected," said the cavalier, "it is a kind of blackmail. What is it you want?"

"I want you to take this opportunity to be silent, monsieur, and to bide here for a time, so that I may go within and parley with their leaders, and convince them that it is in their best interests to depart immediately and without pillaging."

The cavalier, after another look at the musketeers, and at another such formation that had appeared on the road nearby, accepted those terms with a nod. Barnes nudged his nag to the gate, which was opened for him. He dismounted and crunched down the gravel path into the chateau.

Five minutes later, he was back. "Monsieur, they will leave," he announced. Which had been obvious anyway, for as soon as he had entered the house the men had ceased digging, and begun to gather their things, and to form up in the garden by platoons.

"There is a complication," Barnes added.

The cavalier rolled his eyes, sighed, and spat. "What is the complication, monsieur?"

"One of my men came across something in the house that, I regret to inform you, is not the rightful property of Count Sheerness. We are taking the item in question with us."

"So, monsieur, it is as I knew all along. You are thieves. What is this prize, I wonder? The plate? No-the t.i.tian! I suspected you had an eye for art, monsieur. It's the t.i.tian, isn't it?"

"On the contrary, monsieur. It is a woman. An Englishwoman."

"Oh no, the Englishwoman stays here!"

"No, monsieur. She goes. She goes with her husband."

"Her husband!?"

IT HAD BEEN UPWARDS OF thirty years since Bob Shaftoe had s.h.i.+nnied up a drainpipe to break into the home of a rich man. But the women of the household had, like birds, flown upwards by instinct, and availed themselves of every stair that presented itself to them, until they nested in an attic. An eyebrow window protruded from the roof, and worried faces flashed in it. Bob, rather than see doors smashed down and the house torn apart, ascended to that roof, belly-crawled up the roof-tiles, kicked out the window, somersaulted to the floor, and parried a rush and a thrust from some kitchen-wench who had thought to s.n.a.t.c.h up a butcher-knife before abandoning her post. He got this one by the wrist, spun her around into a hammerlock, pried the knife from her grip, and held her as a s.h.i.+eld before him, in case any of the four other women in this attic had like intentions. She smelled of carrots and thyme. She shouted something in French that he was sure meant, "Run away!" but not a one of them moved. The booming on the attic-door proved they had no route of escape that way. thirty years since Bob Shaftoe had s.h.i.+nnied up a drainpipe to break into the home of a rich man. But the women of the household had, like birds, flown upwards by instinct, and availed themselves of every stair that presented itself to them, until they nested in an attic. An eyebrow window protruded from the roof, and worried faces flashed in it. Bob, rather than see doors smashed down and the house torn apart, ascended to that roof, belly-crawled up the roof-tiles, kicked out the window, somersaulted to the floor, and parried a rush and a thrust from some kitchen-wench who had thought to s.n.a.t.c.h up a butcher-knife before abandoning her post. He got this one by the wrist, spun her around into a hammerlock, pried the knife from her grip, and held her as a s.h.i.+eld before him, in case any of the four other women in this attic had like intentions. She smelled of carrots and thyme. She shouted something in French that he was sure meant, "Run away!" but not a one of them moved. The booming on the attic-door proved they had no route of escape that way.

They looked at him. Their faces were turned to the light pouring in through the wrecked window. One was a crone, two were matrons, too old and stout to be Abigail. One was the right age, and shape, and coloration. His heart jumped and stumbled. It wasn't her. "d.a.m.n it!" he said, "do not be afraid, you'll not be touched. I seek Miss Abigail Frome."

Four pairs of eyes s.h.i.+fted slightly from Bob's face to that of the woman he was holding.

Then her entire weight was pressing him back, and he had to let go her wrist to catch her. In his life he had learned a few things about unarmed combat, including a trick or two for escaping from a hammerlock. This, though, was a new one: faint dead away into your captor's arms.

SHE CAME AROUND THREE MINUTES later, diagonal on a bed one storey below. Bob bobbed in and out of her field of view. He'd draw near to count her freckles, then would remember that a life of military service had made him a frightful thing to look upon, and so, to spare Abigail's tender eyes, he would withdraw, and make a circuit of the room's windows, inspecting the trench-work of the soldiers below. Some of them were doing it a little bit wrong. He mastered the urge to fling up a sash and bawl at them. He flicked his eyes up to scour the horizon for vengeful French Horse-regiments. When Abigail reached up to rub her nose, he kept an eye on her, in case she had secreted on her person any more cutlery. But he need not have bothered. This was not a tempestuous a.s.sa.s.sin he was looking at. She was a schoolgirl from a small town in Somerset, of a sweet and level disposition, but inclined to be a bit daft about practical matters, which was how Bob had met her in the first place, and how he had lost his heart to her. To rush at him with a knife, as she had just done, was not typical of her character, but it was a fair sample of the less than practical side of her nature, which Bob, who had nothing but practical in later, diagonal on a bed one storey below. Bob bobbed in and out of her field of view. He'd draw near to count her freckles, then would remember that a life of military service had made him a frightful thing to look upon, and so, to spare Abigail's tender eyes, he would withdraw, and make a circuit of the room's windows, inspecting the trench-work of the soldiers below. Some of them were doing it a little bit wrong. He mastered the urge to fling up a sash and bawl at them. He flicked his eyes up to scour the horizon for vengeful French Horse-regiments. When Abigail reached up to rub her nose, he kept an eye on her, in case she had secreted on her person any more cutlery. But he need not have bothered. This was not a tempestuous a.s.sa.s.sin he was looking at. She was a schoolgirl from a small town in Somerset, of a sweet and level disposition, but inclined to be a bit daft about practical matters, which was how Bob had met her in the first place, and how he had lost his heart to her. To rush at him with a knife, as she had just done, was not typical of her character, but it was a fair sample of the less than practical side of her nature, which Bob, who had nothing but practical in his his makeup, needed and wanted. He had seen this, eleven years ago, in the time it had taken his heart to skip three beats. And in a sort of miracle-the only miracle that Bob had ever been party to-this girl had seen in makeup, needed and wanted. He had seen this, eleven years ago, in the time it had taken his heart to skip three beats. And in a sort of miracle-the only miracle that Bob had ever been party to-this girl had seen in him him what what she she wanted. wanted. Wanted, Wanted, both in the sense that meant both in the sense that meant was lacking, was lacking, and the sense that meant and the sense that meant desired desired.

Beds of the time had a lot of pillows, as it was the practice to sleep half-sitting up. Abigail had been flung down flat by Bob, but now pushed herself up against the pillows so that she could eye him pacing about the room.