The Sins Of The Wolf Part 15

He came in past the wardress, walking a little around her, his eyes intent on Hester.

Hester was standing, as she had been bidden. Charles's eyes glanced around the cell, taking in the details of the bare walls, the single deep window high above the level of anyone's sight, the gray sky beyond the bars. Then he looked at the cot with its built-in commode. Lastly he looked at Hester, in her plain blue-gray nursing dress. He looked at her face reluctantly, as if he could not bear to see what must be there in it.

"How are you?" he asked, his voice husky.

She had been going to tell him, unburden herself of the loneliness and the fear, but looking at his tiredness, his red-rimmed eyes, and knowing he could do nothing whatever to help, except hurt as well and feel guilty because he was powerless, she found it impossible. She did not even consider it.

"I'm perfectly well," she said in a clear, precise voice. "No one could say it is pleasant, but I have survived a great deal worse without coming to any harm."

His whole body relaxed and some of the tension eased out of his face. He wanted to believe her and he was not going to question what she said.

"Yes-yes, of course you have," he agreed. "You are a remarkable woman."

The wardress had been waiting to give him instructions to recall her, but she felt excluded by the exchange, and she withdrew and slammed the door without speaking again.

Charles jumped at the sound, and swung around to see the blank, iron barrier, handleless on the inside.

"It's all right," Hester said quickly. "She'll be back when your time is up."

He looked at her, forcing himself to smile, but it was a sickly gesture.

"Do they feed you properly? Keep you warm enough? It feels cold here to me."

"It's not bad," she lied. "And really it isn't so important. There must be many people who never have better."

He was struggling for something to say. Polite conversation seemed so ridiculous, and yet he dreaded the realities.

Hester took the decision for him, otherwise the whole visit would have come and gone and they would never have said anything that mattered.

"Monk has gone up to Edinburgh to find out what really happened," she began.

"Monk? Oh, that policeman you were...acquainted with. Do you-" He stopped, changed his mind about what he had been going to say.

"Yes," she finished for him. "I think he has as good a chance as anyone of learning the truth. In fact, better. He won't accept lies, and he knows I did not kill her, so he will keep on asking and watching and thinking until he finds out who did." She felt better for putting it into words. It had been said to convince Charles, but it had lifted her at least as much.

"Are you sure?" he said anxiously. "You couldn't have made a mistake, could you? You were tired, unfamiliar with the patient...." He looked acutely apologetic, his face pink, his eyes desperately earnest.

She wanted to be furious with him, but her anger died in pity and long familiarity. What was the point in hurting him? He was going to suffer enough as it was.

"No," she said quickly. "There was one vial of medicine for each dose. I gave her one vial. She wasn't some vague little old lady who didn't know what she was doing, Charles. She was interesting, funny, wise, and very much aware of everything. She wouldn't have allowed me to make a mistake, even if I had been in a frame of mind to do so."

He frowned. "Then you mean someone else killed her deliberately?"

It was a very ugly thought, but inescapable.

"Yes."

"Could the apothecary have made up a wrong medicine altogether?" He struggled for a more acceptable answer.

"No-I don't think so. That was not the first one to be taken. If the whole lot had been wrong, the first one would have killed her. And who put the brooch in my bag? That certainly wasn't the apothecary."

"The lady's maid?"

"That would be impossible to do by mistake. All her jewelry was together in her own traveling case, which was put in her bag for overnight. This one piece was loose in my bag, which was nothing like hers anyway, and the two were never together until we were on board the train."

His face pinched with unhappiness. "Then I suppose someone meant to kill her...and to blame you." He bit his lip, his eyes narrowing and his brows drawing down. "Hester, for G.o.d's sake, why couldn't you be content to work at some more respectable occupation? You are always getting involved in crimes and disasters of one sort or another. First the Grey case, then the Moidores, and the Carlyons, and that appalling business at the hospital. What is the matter with you? Is it that man Monk who is involving you in all this?"

The suggestion caught her on the raw, mostly her pride, and the idea that somehow Monk, or her affection for him, ruled her life.

"No it is not," she said tartly. "Nursing is a vocation that is bound to be involved with death, now and again. People do die, Charles, most especially those who are ill to begin with."

He looked confused. "But if Mrs. Farraline was so ill, why did they a.s.sume she was murdered? That seems most unreasonable to me."

"She wasn't ill!" Hester said furiously. She was caught in a trap of her own making, and she knew it. "She was just elderly, and had a slight condition of the heart. She could have lived for years."

"You can't have it both ways, Hester. Either her death was normal, and to be expected, or it wasn't! Sometimes women are most illogical." He smiled very slightly. It was not unkind, not even critical, merely patient.

It was like a spark to tinder.

"Rubbis.h.!.+" she shouted. "Don't you dare stand there and call me 'most women.' Anyway, most women are no more illogical than most men. We are just different, that's all. We take less account of your so-called facts and more of people's feelings. And we are more often right. And we are certainly a great deal more practical. You are all theories, half of which don't work because there was something wrong in them, or something you didn't know which makes nonsense of the rest." She stopped abruptly, out of breath and conscious of the pitch and volume of her voice, and now suddenly aware that she was quarreling with the one person in the entire building, perhaps in the whole city, who was truly on her side, and who was finding nothing but grief from the whole affair. Perhaps she should apologize, pompous and quite mistaken as he was?

He preempted her by making the matter even worse.

"So who did kill Mrs. Farraline?" he asked with devastating practicality. "And why? Was it money? She was obviously far too old for any sort of romantic involvement."

"People don't stop being in love just because they are over thirty," she snapped.

He stared at her. "I have never heard of a woman over sixty being the victim of a crime of pa.s.sion," he said, his voice rising slightly with disbelief.

"I didn't say it was a crime of pa.s.sion."

"You are really being very trying, my dear. Why don't you at least sit down, so we can talk a little more comfortably?" He indicated the cot, where they could sit side by side, and suited his own actions to his words. "Is there anything I may bring you to ease your situation at all? If they will allow it, I will certainly do so. I did bring some clean linen from your lodgings, but they took it from me on my way in. No doubt they will give it to you in due course."

"Yes please. You could ask Imogen to find me some toilet soap. This carbolic takes the skin off my face. It's fearful stuff."

"Of course." He winced in sympathy. "I am sure she will be pleased to. I shall bring it as soon as I am able."

"Could Imogen not bring it? I should like to see her." Even as she said it she knew it was foolish, and only inviting hurt.

A shadow crossed his eyes, and there was the faint beginning of a flush to his cheeks, as if he were aware of something wrong, but not certain what, or why.

"I am sorry, Hester, but I could not allow Imogen to come to this place. It would distress her fearfully. She would never be able to forget it, it would come back to her mind again and again. She would have nightmares. It is my duty to protect her from all that I can. I wish it could be more." He looked hurt as he said it, as if the pain were within his own mind and body.

"Yes, it is a nightmare," she said chokingly. "I dream about it too. Only when I wake up I'm not lying in my own bed in a safe home, with someone to look after me and protect me from reality. I'm still here, with the long, cold day in front of me, and another tomorrow, and the day after."

His face closed over, as if he could not bear to grasp the knowledge.

"I know that, Hester. But that is not Imogen's fault, nor mine. You chose your path. I did everything I could to dissuade you. I never ceased to try to convince you to marry, when you had offers, or could have had if you had given a little encouragement. But you would not listen. No, I'm afraid it is too late. Even if this matter is resolved as I pray it will be, and you are exonerated of all fault, you are unlikely to find any man offering you an honorable marriage, unless there is some widower who wishes for a decent woman to-"

"I don't want some widower to keep house for," she said, the tears thick in her voice. "I'd rather be paid as a housekeeper-and have my dignity, and the freedom to leave-than married as one, with the pretense that there was some kind of love in it, when he only wanted a servant he didn't have to pay and I only wanted a roof over my head and food on my plate."

Charles stood up, his face pale and tight.

"A great many marriages are merely convenient and practical to begin with. Often a mutual respect comes later. There is no loss of dignity in that." His smile brightened his eyes and touched his lips. "For a woman, and you say women are so practical, you are the most romantic and totally impractical creature I ever knew."

She stood up as well. Too full of emotion to answer.

"I shall bring you some soap next time I come. Please...please do not lose hope." He said the words awkwardly, as if they were a matter of duty rather than anything he could mean. "Mr. Rathbone is the best possible-"

She cut him off. "I know!" She could not bear the rehea.r.s.ed insincerity of it. "Thank you for coming."

He made a move forward, as if to kiss her cheek, but she backed away from him sharply. He looked surprised for an instant, but accepted the rebuff with something like relief that at last he was excused and could escape, both from the encounter and from the place.

"I'll...I'll see you...soon," he replied, turning to go to the door and bang on it for the wardress to release him.

It was the following day before she had another visitor, and this time it was Oliver Rathbone. She was too miserable to feel any lift of spirits seeing him, and the perception of her mood was instant in his face. And then after formal greetings had been exchanged, with a leaden heart, she realized it was also a reflection of his own feelings.

"What's wrong?" she demanded shakily. She had not thought she was capable of any further emotion, but she was suddenly sickeningly afraid. "What's happened?"

They were standing face-to-face in the whitewashed room with its table and wooden chairs. He took hold of both her hands. It was not a calculated move, but instinctive, and its gentleness only added to her fear. Her mouth was dry and she took a breath to ask again what was wrong, but her voice would not come.

"They have ordered that you are tried in Scotland," he said very quietly. "In Edinburgh. I have no grounds on which to fight it. It appears to them that the poison was administered on Scottish soil, and since we contend it was actually prepared in the Farraline house, and had nothing to do with you, then it was beyond question a Scottish crime. I'm so sorry."

She did not understand. Why was that so crippling a blow? He looked devastated, and there seemed no reason.

He closed his eyes for a second, then opened them again, dark, dark brown and filled with misery.

"You will be tried under Scottish law," he explained. "I am English. I cannot represent you."

At last she understood. It hit her like a physical blow to the body. In a single move the only help she could hope for had been removed from her. She was absolutely alone. She was too stunned to speak, even to cry.

He was gripping her hand so hard the pressure of his fingers hurt. The slight pain of it was her only link with reality. It was almost a relief.

"We will find the best Scottish lawyer we can," he was saying. His voice seemed far away. "Callandra will remunerate him of course. And don't argue about that. Such things can come later. Naturally I will come up to Edinburgh and advise him in every way I know how. But he will have to speak, even if some of the words are mine."

She wanted to ask him if there was not some way in which he could still conduct the case. She had seen his skill, the power of his brain, his charm and serpentine subtlety to delude, to seem harmless, and then to strike mortally. It had been the one thread of hope she had clung to. But she knew he would not have told her had there been any chance whatever that he could still do it. He would have tried every avenue already, and failed. It was childish, and pointless, to rail against the inevitable. Best to accept it and h.o.a.rd one's strength for whatever battles were still to be fought.

"I see...."

He could think of nothing to say. Wordlessly he moved a step forward and took her in his arms, holding her tightly, standing perfectly still, not even stroking her hair or touching her cheek, just holding her.

It was three more largely fruitless days before Monk returned to Ainslie Place to dine. He had spent the intervening time learning more about the reputation of the Farralines, which was interesting, but as far as clearing Hester was concerned, quite useless. They were well respected, both in business and in their private lives. No one had any criticism of them apart from the small jibes that fairly obviously sprang from envy. Apparently Hamish had founded the printing company when he retired from the army and returned to Edinburgh a short time after the end of the Napoleonic Wars. Hector had played no part in that, and still did not. He lived, as far as anyone knew, on his army pension, having remained in the service until he was well past middle age. He had visited his father's family frequently and was always made welcome, and now lived there entirely, in a luxury far beyond anything he could have afforded himself. He drank too much, a great deal too much, and so far as anyone knew, contributed nothing either to the family or the community, but apart from that he was agreeable enough, and caused no one else any trouble. If his family were prepared to put up with him, that was their affair. Every family seemed to have its black sheep, and if there were any disgrace attached to him, it was not known outside the four walls of the Farraline house.

Hamish had been an entirely different matter. He had been hardworking, inventive, daring in business and obviously extremely successful. The company made a magnificent profit, and had grown from very small beginnings into one of the finest printers in Edinburgh, if not in Scotland. It did not employ a large number of people, preferring quality to quant.i.ty, but its reputation was without stain.

Hamish himself had been a gentleman, but not in the least pompous. Maybe he had sown a few wild oats here and there, but that was usual enough. He had been discreet. He had never embarra.s.sed his family and there was no scandal attached to his name. He had died eight years ago, after declining health for some time. Towards the end he had left the house very little. Possibly he had suffered a series of strokes; certainly his movement had been impaired. It was not an uncommon occurrence. Very sad to lose such a fine man.

Not that his son was not an excellent man also. Less able in business, and not unwilling to turn over the management of the company largely to his brother-in-law Baird McIvor. McIvor was a foreigner, mind: English, but not a bad man for all that. A bit moody now and then, but very capable, and was honest as you like. Mr. Alastair was the Procurator Fiscal, and that could hardly leave him time for affairs of business as well. And a fine Fiscal he was, too, an ornament to the community. A trifle pompous for some tastes, but then a Fiscal should be of a serious mind. If the law was not a grave matter, what was?

Did he sow a few wild oats as well? No one had heard tell of it. He hardly seemed the type of man to do that. No scandal attached to his name at all.

Well, there was the Galbraith case, but that scandal was around Mr. Galbraith, not the Fiscal.

Monk asked about the Galbraith case, although he thought he already knew.

He was told largely what he had heard before: Galbraith had been charged with fraud; a very large sum of money was involved. Everyone felt sure there would be a conviction when the matter came to trial, then the Fiscal had declared that there was insufficient evidence to bring the case before the court, so Galbraith had escaped prison-but not disgrace, at least not in the public opinion. Hardly the Fiscal's fault.

And Mary Farraline?

Now there was a lady indeed! Every attribute one could admire, dignity, unfailingly courteous to all, no arrogance about her, civil to everyone, rich and poor. That was the mark of quality, was it not? Always elegant, never ostentatious.

Her personal reputation?

Don't be absurd. One would not even think of such a question in regard to Mrs. Farraline. Charming, but never overfriendly with anyone at all. Devoted to her family. Well yes, she had been a fine-looking woman in her youth, and naturally there would have been admirers. She was not without humor and enjoyment of life, but that was quite a different thing from suggesting improper behavior or the breath of scandal.

Of course. And the present generation?

Well enough, but not of her quality, except perhaps Miss Oonagh. Now there was another lady. Like her mother, she was, quiet, strong, intensely loyal to family...and clever too. Some said it was as much her brains that ran the company as her husband's. That could be true. But if it was, it was no one else's affair.

Monk arrived at Ainslie Place armed with a great deal more knowledge of the family's status in society and their good reputation, but nothing that he could see in any way would gain him the least idea of who killed Mary Farraline, let alone proof of it.

He was received civilly by McTeer, who now regarded him with discreet interest, albeit still total disapproval. As on previous occasions he was shown into the withdrawing room, where most of the family was a.s.sembled. Only Alastair seemed to be missing.

Oonagh came forward to greet him, a half smile on her lips.

"Good evening, Mr. Monk." She met his eyes with a level look, far too candid and intelligent to be flattering in the usual sense, but he found the fact that she was interested enough not to be merely polite of more value than another woman's flirtation would have been. "How are you?"

"Very well, thank you, and finding Edinburgh a most remarkable city," he replied, meeting her look with an equal mixture of ardor in his eyes and conventions on his lips.

She turned to the others, and he followed her, exchanging polite acknowledgments, words on health and the weather and the other trivialities people use when they have nothing of importance to say.

Hector Farraline was present this evening. He looked appalling. His face was so pale the freckles across his cheeks stood out and his eyes were red-rimmed. Monk guessed he must be taking a bottle of whiskey a day to be looking so ill. At this rate it would only be a short time before he drank himself to death. He was sitting slightly splayed out on the largest sofa. He regarded Monk with puzzled interest, as if he were measuring up his role in events.

Monk saw Deirdra with the same pleasure as before. She really was a most individual woman, but not even her dearest friend could have said her gown was highly fas.h.i.+onable. Monk accepted that she was apparently extravagant with dress, but his own immaculate taste knew a good gown when he saw one, and hers was certainly not. The fabric was excellent and there was carefully st.i.tched jet beadwork on the bodice, but the skirt was poorly proportioned. The lowest tier was too short, which on a small woman was all the more unfortunate. The sleeves seemed to have been lifted at the shoulder, and caused something of a pleat where there should not have been one.

But none of these things were of any importance. They showed individuality and made her seem curiously vulnerable, a quality which always appealed to him.

He accepted the wine offered, and stood a little closer to the fire.

"Have you occupied your time successfully?" Quinlan inquired, looking at him over the top of his own gla.s.s. It was impossible to tell if his question was ironic or not.

Monk could think of nothing to reply that would elicit a useful response. He was beginning to feel desperate. Time was running short and so far he had heard nothing at all of use to Hester. How much had he to lose by more dangerous tactics?

"I know a great deal more about your family," he said with a smile of amus.e.m.e.nt rather than warmth. "Some of it facts, some opinion, much of it of interest one way or another." That was a lie, but he could not afford the truth.

"About us?" Baird said quickly. "I thought you were investigating Miss Latterly?"

"I'm investigating the entire circ.u.mstance. But certainly, if you recall, I said that I knew a great deal more, not that I had pursued the knowledge as my primary goal."