Blackout. Part 24

London-18 September 1940

IT TOOK POLLY TWO HOURS TO GET TO OXFORD STREET. Since Oxford Circus and Bond Street stations would both be closed from the attack on Oxford Street, she'd intended to take the tube to Piccadilly Circus, but the Circle Line trains weren't running at all, and when she attempted to take the District and then the Piccadilly, she couldn't get beyond Gloucester Road and had to leave the station and find a bus. But it only went as far as Bond Street, where a huge pile of rubble blocked the street. She had to walk the rest of the way, dodging barricades and a roped-off area with a notice saying Danger: Gas Leak.

Oxford Street was awash in water from the firemen's hoses and shattered gla.s.s. It took her another quarter of an hour to reach the gutted John Lewis, and when she did, it was much, much worse than she'd envisioned from the photos. The great brick arches gaped emptily onto a vast, blackened expanse of charred beams and girders, dripping with water. It looked less like a burned building than the wreck of some ma.s.sive ocean liner. Here and there among the drowned wreckage were a half-burnt placard saying On Sale, a sodden glove, a charred clothes hanger.

At the rear of the store Polly could see a fireman playing a hose on the timbers, though the fire was long since out. Two other firemen wound a heavy hose onto a wooden reel, and a fourth walked toward the fire pumper still standing in the middle of the street. A middle-aged woman in trousers and a tin hat was stringing a rope around the area. There was broken gla.s.s everywhere, and brick dust, and when Polly looked up Oxford Street, it was shrouded in thick smoke.

She picked her way through the broken gla.s.s, stepping over hoses and between puddles. This is pointless This is pointless, she thought. There's no way any of the stores will be open, let alone hiring There's no way any of the stores will be open, let alone hiring. But two workmen were putting up a banner over Peter Robinson's main doors that read We're Open. Don't Mind Our Mess, as if they were under construction. And she could see a woman going into Townsend Brothers. Polly crunched through the gla.s.s behind her, stopping at the door to straighten her jacket and pick gla.s.s fragments out of the soles of her shoes before she went in.

She needn't have bothered. Two shopgirls were sweeping up more gla.s.s inside, and a third was showing lipsticks to the woman Polly had followed in. There was no one else on the floor, and no one in the lift except for the lift operator, who asked her, "Didja see what Jerry did to John Lewis?" as she slid the gate across.

There was no one shopping on the fifth floor either. They obviously don't need any additional help They obviously don't need any additional help, Polly thought, but the moment she walked into the personnel manager's office, he offered her the position of junior shop a.s.sistant in the lingerie department and escorted her personally down to the third floor to a pretty, brown-haired young woman. "Where is Miss Snelgrove?" the manager asked her.

"She telephoned she'd be late, Mr. Witherill," she said, smiling at Polly. "She said there was a UXB in the Edgware Road, and they'd cordoned the entire neighborhood off, so she had to go through the park, and-"

"This is Miss Sebastian," Mr. Witherill cut in. "She will be working the gloves and stockings counter." And to Polly, "Miss Hayes will show you where things are and explain your duties. Tell Miss Snelgrove to report to me the moment she comes in."

"Don't mind him," Miss Hayes said after he'd left. "He's a bit nervy. We've had three girls give notice this morning, and he's worried Miss Snelgrove might have legged it as well. She hasn't, more's the pity. She's our floor supervisor and very very particular," she confided, lowering her voice. " particular," she confided, lowering her voice. "I think think she's she's the reason Betty quit, though she the reason Betty quit, though she said said it was because of what happened to John Lewis. Miss Snelgrove was always on at her about something. Have you worked in a department store before, Miss Sebastian?" it was because of what happened to John Lewis. Miss Snelgrove was always on at her about something. Have you worked in a department store before, Miss Sebastian?"

"Yes, Miss Hayes."

"Oh, good, then you'll have had some experience with stock and things," she said, stepping behind the counter. "And you needn't call me Miss Hayes when it's only us. Call me Marjorie. And you're...?"

"Polly."

"Where did you work, Polly?"

"In Manchester, at Debenham's." She'd picked Manchester because of its distance from London and because she knew there was a Debenham's there. She'd seen a photo of it gutted in a raid in December. But it would be just her luck to have Marjorie say, "Really? I'm I'm from Manchester." from Manchester."

She didn't. She said, "Do you know how to write up sales?"

Polly did. She also knew how to do sums, use carbon paper, work an adding machine, sharpen pencils, and every other possible task Research and Mr. Dunworthy-who believed historians should be prepared for every possible possible contingency-thought a shopgirl might conceivably need to know. contingency-thought a shopgirl might conceivably need to know.

The money had been the most difficult to learn. Really, their monetary system had been insane, and she'd expected that to give her the most trouble at work, but Marjorie told her all of Townsend Brothers' cash transactions were handled by the financial office upstairs. All Polly had to do was place the money and the bill in a bra.s.s tube, send it shooting along a system of pneumatic chutes, and it came back moments later with the correct change. I needn't have learned all those guineas and half-crowns and farthings I needn't have learned all those guineas and half-crowns and farthings, she thought.

Marjorie showed her how to bill a sale to a customer's account and write up a delivery order, which drawers the different sizes of gloves and silk and cotton lisle and woolen stockings were in, and how to line the hosiery boxes with a single sheet of tissue, lay the stockings in them, then wrap the box in brown paper, folding the ends under and tying them with string from a large bolt.

That was something neither Research nor Mr. Dunworthy had thought of, but it didn't look too difficult. But when she made her first sale-Marjorie had been right, it had picked up; by eleven, there were half a dozen women shoppers, one of whom, an elderly lady, told Polly, "When I saw what Hitler'd done to Oxford Street, I decided to buy a new pair of garters, just to show him!"-she made a complete botch of the wrapping. Her ends were uneven, her folds crooked, and when she tried to wrap the string around it, the wrapping came completely undone.

"I'm so sorry, madam. It's my first day," she said, trying again, and this time she managed to hold the parcel together, but her knot was so loose the string slid off one end.

Marjorie came to her rescue, discarding the tangled string and starting with a new length, which she deftly tied around the parcel, and after the customer had departed, she said kindly, "I'll take over the wrapping till you've got the hang of it." But it was clearly something she should already know how to do, so in between customers Polly practiced on an empty box, without much success.

At noon the "very particular" Miss Snelgrove arrived. Polly hastily jammed the string she'd been practicing with into her pocket and tucked in her blouse.

Marjorie hadn't been exaggerating about her. "I expect the highest standards from those under me, a polite manner, and neatness of both work and appearance," she told Polly, looking coldly at her navy blue skirt. "Regulation wear for our shop a.s.sistants is a white blouse, a plain black skirt-"

I told Wardrobe that, Polly thought disgustedly.

"-and black, low-heeled shoes. Have you a black skirt, Miss Sebastian?"

"Yes, ma'am," she said. Or I will as soon as I check in with Mr. Dunworthy tonight to tell him I have a position Or I will as soon as I check in with Mr. Dunworthy tonight to tell him I have a position.

"How long have you been in London?"

"I arrived last week."

"You've experienced air raids then?"

"Yes, ma'am."

"I cannot afford to have girls working under me who are nervy or easily frightened," she said sternly. "Townsend Brothers' employees must project an air of calm and courage at all times."

Wanted: shop a.s.sistant, Polly thought. Neat, polite, cool under fire Neat, polite, cool under fire.

"Show me your sales book," Miss Snelgrove commanded, and proceeded to show Polly everything Marjorie had already shown her, including how to wrap a parcel. She was even more expert at it than Marjorie, and more exacting. "You must not waste string," she said, tying the parcel tightly. "Now you do it."

Marjorie, over at the lingerie counter, looked at Polly in horror. Wardrobe won't need to find me a black skirt Wardrobe won't need to find me a black skirt, Polly thought. After I show her, I won't have a job After I show her, I won't have a job, and the air-raid siren went.

Polly had never been so glad to hear anything in her life, even though Townsend Brothers' shelter turned out to be an airless bas.e.m.e.nt room with pipes running along the walls and nowhere to sit. "Chairs and cots are reserved for customers," Marjorie told her, and Miss Snelgrove said sternly, "No leaning. Stand up straight."

Polly hoped the raid would be a long one, but it was only half an hour before the all clear went. By then, though, it was Polly's luncheon break, and then Miss Snelgrove's, and shortly after that Mr. Witherill brought down "Miss Doreen Timmons, who will take over Scarves and Handkerchiefs," and Miss Snelgrove had to show her the procedures. And all of Polly's customers wanted their purchases delivered, so she was saved from any further wrapping. But obviously she couldn't count on new employees or air raids tomorrow. She'd have to perfect her wrapping skills in Oxford.

That's one advantage of time travel, she thought, starting home from work. If it takes a week to master it, I can do it and still be on time to work tomorrow If it takes a week to master it, I can do it and still be on time to work tomorrow.

She debated going straight to the drop, but she couldn't risk being seen going into the alley and followed. She'd have to wait till after the sirens had gone, the ARP wardens had made their rounds, and the contemps were in their bas.e.m.e.nts or the shelters. The raids tonight began at 8:45, which meant the sirens wouldn't sound till a quarter past, and she couldn't go to the drop till after supper.

Which was a pity. The moment she opened the front door at Mrs. Rickett's her nostrils were a.s.sailed by an unpleasant odor. "It's kidney stew tonight," Miss Laburnum said and dropped her voice. "I never thought I'd be eager to hear the sound of approaching bombers." She leaned past Polly to look out the door at the sky. "Do you think there's a chance they'll be early tonight?"

Unfortunately, no, Polly thought, but as she started up the stairs to take off her coat and hat, the sirens went. "Oh, good," Miss Laburnum said. "Let me get my things and we'll walk over together. I'll tell you all about Sir G.o.dfrey on the way."

"No... I..." Polly stammered, bewildered that the sirens had gone so early. "I... There are some things I must do before I go. I need to wash out my stockings and-"

"Oh, no, I won't hear of it," Miss Laburnum said. "It's far too dangerous. I read in the Standard Standard about a woman who stayed behind to put out the cat and was killed." about a woman who stayed behind to put out the cat and was killed."

"But I'll only be a few minutes. I'll come as soon as-"

"Even a single minute can make all the difference, isn't that right?" Miss Laburnum said to Miss Hibbard as she hurried down the stairs, stuffing her knitting into her bag.

"Oh, my, yes."

"But Mr. Dorming isn't here," Polly said. "You two go on ahead, and I'll fetch him-"

"He's already gone," Miss Hibbard said. "He left the moment he heard what supper was. Come along," and there was nothing for it but to go with them. She would have to wait till they reached St. George's and then say she'd forgot something and needed to go back. If the raids hadn't begun by then.

How could she have got the time wrong? she wondered, half listening to Miss Laburnum prattle on about how wonderful Sir G.o.dfrey was, "Though actually I prefer Barrie's plays to Shakespeare's, so much more refined." The raids had begun at 8:45 on the eighteenth. But Hyde Park's siren was going, too, and as they crossed the street, Kensington Gardens' started up. Colin must have mixed the dates.

They were nearly to the church. "Oh, dear," Polly said. "I forgot my cardigan. I must go back."

"I have a shawl you can borrow," Miss Hibbard said, and before Polly could think of a response, Lila and Viv had come running up to tell her about John Lewis having been hit.

"Thank goodness I only found out about that job yesterday," Lila said breathlessly. "I'd never have forgiven myself if you'd got it and been working there when it was. .h.i.t."

"Oh, dear," Miss Hibbard said, "I believe I hear planes," and hustled them all down the steps and into the shelter.

Polly debated making a break for it, but she would never make it. Mrs. Brightford, the little girls, Mr. Simms, and his dog were all coming down the stairs, followed by the rector, who did a quick head count and bolted the door.

And now what was she supposed to do about a black skirt? And learning to wrap? She might be able to tell Miss Snelgrove she'd been caught by the sirens and hadn't been able to go home-which is true, she thought wryly-but what excuse could she give for producing such mangled packages? I'll simply have to practice here I'll simply have to practice here, she thought, checking her pocket to make certain she still had the length of string. She did. When Sir G.o.dfrey offered her his Times Times (with no trace of the magnificence of the night before-he'd reverted completely to his role of elderly gentleman) she took it, and after everyone had gone to sleep-the bombing hadn't started till 8:47 after all, in spite of the sirens-she tiptoed over to the bookcase for a hymnal and attempted to wrap it in a sheet of the newspaper. (with no trace of the magnificence of the night before-he'd reverted completely to his role of elderly gentleman) she took it, and after everyone had gone to sleep-the bombing hadn't started till 8:47 after all, in spite of the sirens-she tiptoed over to the bookcase for a hymnal and attempted to wrap it in a sheet of the newspaper.

It was much easier to fold than the store's heavy brown paper, and she didn't have the pressure of a customer-or Miss Snelgrove-watching her, but she still made a botch of it. She tried again, holding the folded end against her middle to keep it from lapping open as she wrapped the string. That worked better, but the newsprint left a long black streak on her blouse.

"I expect neatness in your appearance," Miss Snelgrove had said, which meant she'd have to wash out her blouse and iron it dry after the all clear. The raids were supposed to be over by four, but as she'd learned tonight, that didn't mean the all clear would sound then.

She took a new sheet of the Times Times and tried again. And again, cursing the uncooperative string and wondering why Townsend Brothers couldn't use cellophane tape instead. She knew it had been invented. She'd used it when- and tried again. And again, cursing the uncooperative string and wondering why Townsend Brothers couldn't use cellophane tape instead. She knew it had been invented. She'd used it when- A bomb exploded nearby with a sudden cellar-shaking crash, and Nelson leaped up, barking wildly. Polly jumped, and the newsprint tore across.

"What was that?" Miss Laburnum demanded sleepily.

"Stray five-hundred-pounder," Mr. Simms said, stroking his dog's head.

Mr. Dorming listened and then nodded. "They're on their way home," he said and lay back down, but after a few minutes of silence, the raids abruptly started up again, the anti-aircraft guns beginning to pound, the planes roaring overhead.

Mr. Dorming sat up again, and then the rector and Lila, who said disgustedly, "Oh, not again!" again!" The others, one by one, were waking up and staring nervously at the ceiling. Polly kept wrapping, determined to nail the skill down before morning. There was a clatter, like hail hitting the street above them. The others, one by one, were waking up and staring nervously at the ceiling. Polly kept wrapping, determined to nail the skill down before morning. There was a clatter, like hail hitting the street above them.

"Incendiaries," Mr. Simms said.

A crump, and then a long, screaming whoosh, and a pair of explosions. It wasn't as deafening as it had been the night before, but the rector walked over to Sir G.o.dfrey, who was reading a letter, and said quietly, "The raids seem to be bad again tonight. Would you mind terribly, Sir G.o.dfrey, gracing us with another performance?"

"I should be honored," Sir G.o.dfrey said, folding up his letter, putting it in his coat pocket, and standing up. "What will you have? Much Ado? Much Ado? Or one of the tragedies?" Or one of the tragedies?"

"Sleeping Beauty," Trot, on her mother's lap, said.

"Sleeping Beauty?" Beauty?" he roared. "Out of the question. I am Sir G.o.dfrey Kingsman. I do he roared. "Out of the question. I am Sir G.o.dfrey Kingsman. I do not not do pantomime," which should have reduced Trot to tears, but didn't. do pantomime," which should have reduced Trot to tears, but didn't.

"Do the one about the thunder again," she said.

"The Tempest," he said. "A far better choice," and Trot beamed. he said. "A far better choice," and Trot beamed.

He truly is wonderful, Polly thought, wis.h.i.+ng she had time to watch him instead of having to practice wrapping.

"Oh, no, do Macbeth Macbeth, Sir G.o.dfrey," Miss Laburnum said. "I've always longed to see you in-"

Sir G.o.dfrey had drawn himself up to his full height. "Do you not know calling the Scottish play by its name brings bad luck?" he boomed at her, then looked up at the ceiling and listened for a moment to the cras.h.i.+ng and thud of bombs as if he expected one to come down on them in retribution. "No, dear lady," he said more calmly. "We have had enough this fortnight of overreaching ambition and violence. There are fog and filthy air enough abroad tonight."

He bowed sweepingly to Trot. "'The thunder one' it shall be, 'full of sounds and sweet airs that give delight and hurt not.' But if I am to be Prospero, I must have a Miranda." He strode over to Polly and extended his hand to her. "As forfeit for having mutilated my Times," Times," he said, looking down at the torn newspaper, "Miss...?" he said, looking down at the torn newspaper, "Miss...?"

"Sebastian," she said, "and I'm sorry I-"

"No matter," he said absently. He was looking at her thoughtfully. "Not Sebastian, but his twin Viola."

"I thought you said her name was Miranda," Trot said.

"It is," he said, and under his breath, "We shall do Twelfth Night Twelfth Night another time." another time."

He pulled her to standing. "'Come, daughter, attend, and I shall relate how we came unto this island beset by strange winds.'" He produced his book from his breast pocket and handed it to her. "Page eight," he whispered. "Scene two. 'If by your art, dearest father-'"

She knew the speech, but a shopgirl in 1940 wouldn't, so she took the book and pretended to read her line. "'If by your art, dearest father, you have put the wild waters in this roar,'" she read, "'allay them. The sky, it seems, would pour down stinking pitch-'"

"'Can'st thou remember a time before we came unto this cell?'" he asked.

"''Tis far off,'" she said, thinking of Oxford, "'and rather like a dream than an a.s.surance that my remembrance warrants-'"

"'What seest thou else,'" he said, looking into her eyes, "'in the dark backward and abysm of time?'"

Why, he knows I'm from the future, she thought, and then, He's only speaking his lines, he can't possibly know He's only speaking his lines, he can't possibly know, and completely missed her cue. "'What foul play... '" he prompted.

She had no idea what part of the page they were on. "'What foul play had we that we came from thence?'" she said. "'Or blessed was't we did?'"

"'Both, both, my girl! By foul play, as thou sayst, were we heav'd thence, but blessedly holp hither,'" he said, taking hold of her hands, which still held the book, and launched into Prospero's explanation of how they'd come to the island and then, without even a pause, into his charge to Ariel.

She forgot the book, forgot the role of 1940s shopgirl she was supposed to be playing, forgot the people watching them and the planes droning overhead-forgot everything except for his hands holding hers captive. And his voice. She stood there facing him enrapt-"spell-stopp'd," as if he truly were a sorcerer-and wished he would go on forever.

When he came to "'I'll break my staff,'" he let go of her hands, raised his own above his head, and brought them down sharply, pantomiming the snapping of an imaginary staff, and the audience, who faced attack and annihilation nightly with equanimity, flinched at the action. The three little girls shrank against their mother, mouths open, eyes wide.

"'I'll drown my book,'" he said, his voice rich with power and love and regret, "'These our actors, as I foretold you, were all spirits and are melted into thin air.'"

Oh, don't, Polly thought, though what came next was Prospero's most beautiful speech. But it was about palaces and towers and "the great globe itself" being destroyed, and he must have sensed her silent plea because he said instead, "'We, like this insubstantial pageant faded, leave not a rack behind,'" and Polly felt her eyes fill with tears.

"'You do look as if you were dismayed,'" Sir G.o.dfrey said gently, taking her hands again. "'Be cheerful, child. Our revels now are ended,'" and the all clear sounded.

Everyone immediately looked up at the ceiling, and Mrs. Rickett stood up and began putting on her coat. "The curtain has rung down," Sir G.o.dfrey muttered to Polly with a grimace and moved to release her hands.

She shook her head. "'It was the nightingale. It is not yet near day.'"

He gave her a look of awe, and then smiled and shook his head. "'It was the lark,'" he said regretfully. "Or worse, the chimes at midnight," and let go of her hands.

"Oh, my, Sir G.o.dfrey, you were so so affecting," Miss Laburnum said, crowding up to him with Miss Hibbard and Mrs. Wyvern. affecting," Miss Laburnum said, crowding up to him with Miss Hibbard and Mrs. Wyvern.

"We are but poor players," he said, gesturing to include Polly, but they ignored her.

"You were really really good, Sir G.o.dfrey," Lila said. good, Sir G.o.dfrey," Lila said.

"Even better than Leslie Howard," Viv put in.

"Simply mesmerizing," Mrs. Wyvern said.