Nightmare - A Novel Part 3

"Hurry," Bell said. "You have to change clothes and then Tira will show you what to do. She's the housekeeper and works right under Nater, so you watch yourself."

Bell took them through a door and bustled them up a staircase. Soft red carpeting hushed their steps and felt strange under Lizard's bare, callused feet. The walls were a soft white, and the hall itself was deliciously cool. Lizard had all but forgotten what air conditioning was like. Pup looked equally impressed, and a little nervous.

"You boys need to do well tonight," Bell instructed in her quiet, clear voice. "If you do, Nater or Tira might get you promoted from mucker to house. Understand?"

Pup's eyes lit up and Lizard's heart beat faster. A chance to get out of the ponds? That meant no more hot sun, no more slave barn, no more mosquitoes. He exchanged a look with Pup and saw he was thinking the same thing.

They reached the top of the stairs, where Bell called out to another woman who was standing in front of an open linen closet counting white tablecloths. "Tira, I've got the boys."

Tira straightened. She was a white woman with iron-gray hair, a heavy, stolid body, and steely eyes. She looked Lizard and Pup up and down. Lizard tried to look capable and competent.

"They'll need to wash off the mucker stench," she said, wrinkling her nose. "Come with me."

"But we already-" Pup began, then shut up as Lizard trod heavily on his foot.

"Yes, ma'am," Lizard said, though inwardly he bristled.

Shooting him an approving look, Bell went back downstairs. Tira, who wore silvery bands identical to Lizard and Pup's, took them up another, narrower flight of stairs to a large bathroom that resembled the one in the slave barn, except the shower area was divided into stalls with privacy curtains.

"Scrub yourselves good," she ordered. "I want no trace of mucker stink on your bodies, see you?"

Lizard bristled again. Just because he worked among the mud and frogs all day didn't mean he had to shower twice to get clean. But house slaves were the elite, and muckers were at the bottom of the ladder. Bell, Lizard knew, must have called in some serious favors to get them selected and he wasn't going to let her down. If that meant being overly polite to a b.i.t.c.h, he would be overly polite to a b.i.t.c.h.

"Yes, ma'am," he said, and Pup nodded. "We'll scrub ourselves good."

"I'll put some clothes outside the door." Tira glanced down and made a sound of disgust. "You'll need shoes, too. What size? Never mind-you wouldn't know. Just go. Hurry!"

If showering in the middle of the day felt strange, it felt even stranger to do it twice, and in privacy of a single stall. The soap carried a light perfume and there was a separate bottle of shampoo, a far cry from the harsh brown head-and-body stuff they had down in the slave barn. Even the water felt softer. And the towels were real cloth instead of something resembling bleached burlap. Lizard's earlier fatigue disappeared in all the luxury and excitement.

Pup and Evan finished with the showers and shook out the clothes they found folded on the floor just outside the door. They each had a pair of heavy linen trousers, a white collarless s.h.i.+rt that was almost knee length, white socks, white leather shoes, and a heavy length of gold rope, the purpose of which baffled both of them. Pup donned the trousers and tried to tuck the s.h.i.+rt in, but it was too long. Lizard discovered that his shoes were rather narrow and they pinched just a bit. The pants fit, but he hadn't yet tried on the s.h.i.+rt.

There was a sharp knock on the door, and Tira strode in without bothering to ask if they were dressed or not. She made another disgusted sound at their state of confusion.

"The s.h.i.+rt stays untucked," she snapped. "The rope goes around it like a belt. Here-let me tie that. It isn't a curtain cord, you idiot."

In short order, she had them shod, s.h.i.+rted, and belted. The fabric was far heavier and richer than anything Lizard had worn in his life and he found he was carrying himself straighter and taller. He caught a glimpse of himself and Pup in the mirror and stared. They looked like completely different people. The heavy mucker tan made a pleasing contrast with the snow-white clothing, and Pup's eyes shone like a clear sky beneath pale hair. Lizard stared at Pup's reflection, mesmerized.

"What?" Pup said, noticing the stare.

"Nothing." Lizard cleared his throat. "We're looking good."

"You look like dressed-up frogs," Tira growled. "But you'll have to do. Come on. The guests will be arriving in less than an hour, and I still have to teach you how to serve."

What followed was a whirlwind lesson in service and servant manners. Fortunately, Tira decided to put them in charge of one of the hors d'oeuvre hors d'oeuvre tables in the main ballroom for the drinks and dancing portions of the party, and that meant mostly replacing empty trays with full ones from the kitchen and giving guests directions to the bar and bathrooms. Later, during the dinner portion of the evening, their sole duty would be making sure the guests' water gla.s.ses remained full. Tira made both of them pour gla.s.s after gla.s.s from a crystal pitcher until she was satisfied with their performance. tables in the main ballroom for the drinks and dancing portions of the party, and that meant mostly replacing empty trays with full ones from the kitchen and giving guests directions to the bar and bathrooms. Later, during the dinner portion of the evening, their sole duty would be making sure the guests' water gla.s.ses remained full. Tira made both of them pour gla.s.s after gla.s.s from a crystal pitcher until she was satisfied with their performance.

"It's worth your hide if you spill one drop on guest or tablecloth," she warned, and bustled away. Lizard and Pup gave identical sighs of relief, then laughed. Lizard remembered his first night at the farm when he had heard Pup's laugh. He still liked the sound, though he had never said so.

A while later, the first guests began to arrive. Lizard stood behind the hors d'oeuvre hors d'oeuvre table, exchanging nervous glances with Pup and trying not to fidget in his tight shoes on the hard marble floor. The unfamiliar clothes began to feel heavy and confining, and he had to force himself to concentrate on the task at hand. table, exchanging nervous glances with Pup and trying not to fidget in his tight shoes on the hard marble floor. The unfamiliar clothes began to feel heavy and confining, and he had to force himself to concentrate on the task at hand.

Please please please, he pleaded silently, he pleaded silently, don't let me screw this up. don't let me screw this up.

The ballroom was two stories tall and had a pale green marble floor shot with black. A balcony ringed the upper wall with two grand staircases at either end granting access to it. The guests were all human-Lizard hadn't seen a single alien since the s.p.a.ce station-and they wore a dazzling array of glittering jewels, bright colors, and rustling fabric. Several of the women were accompanied by an entourage of gems that orbited head and hair like tiny solar systems. Lizard managed not to stare and instead put what he hoped was a friendly, obsequious smile on his face. A tastefully small orchestra provided light music from the balcony, though no one danced-that would come after dinner. Lizard guessed there were well over a hundred people present.

A steady stream of guests began to visit the hors d'oeuvre hors d'oeuvre table, and Lizard found himself very busy. He and Pup alternated bringing in food trays from the kitchen, combining half-empty serving dishes, and whisking the dirty dishes away. There was, Lizard found, a certain rhythm to it, and once he got it down, it wasn't that difficult. Once, Tira came by to inspect their work and grudgingly admitted they were doing "an adequate job." Lizard's nervousness eased and he began to wish there were something he could do about his sore, pinched feet. He had hoisted yet another tray of empty serving dishes onto his shoulder and was heading for the kitchen when an old woman dressed all in black stopped him. table, and Lizard found himself very busy. He and Pup alternated bringing in food trays from the kitchen, combining half-empty serving dishes, and whisking the dirty dishes away. There was, Lizard found, a certain rhythm to it, and once he got it down, it wasn't that difficult. Once, Tira came by to inspect their work and grudgingly admitted they were doing "an adequate job." Lizard's nervousness eased and he began to wish there were something he could do about his sore, pinched feet. He had hoisted yet another tray of empty serving dishes onto his shoulder and was heading for the kitchen when an old woman dressed all in black stopped him.

"Where's the restroom, please?" she asked with more politeness than most of the guests.

Lizard nodded toward one of the staircases. "Directly through the doors under either staircase, Mistress."

"Thank you, dear." Before Lizard realized what was happening, she reached up to pat his cheek like a friendly aunt. Her bare hand touched his face, and a jolt slammed through Lizard's body. Lizard gasped, and the room twisted around him. The tray fell from his shoulder with a ear-shattering crash of breaking crystal and ringing silver. After a moment the vertigo faded and he became aware he was on hands and knees amid shards of gla.s.s and scattered serving spoons. A ring of people had surrounded him. The orchestra had fallen silent. Tira's angry face appeared among the crowd, and a part of Lizard knew that his chances of promotion to house slave had vanished like water on a hot stove.

"Lizard?" Pup said beside him. "Are you hurt? What's wrong?"

"I don't know." He let Pup help him to his feet. "She touched me, and-"

"What's going on here?" demanded a new voice. Giselle Blanc, dressed in a pale green gown, pushed her way to the front of the crowd. She took in the scene at a glance and turned to face the crowd. "A small accident. Thank you for your concern, my friends. Please return to your conversations. Everything is under control. Orchestra?"

This last was clearly an order, and the music immediately resumed. The crowd drifted away, leaving Mistress Blanc, Pup, Lizard, and the old woman in black.

"Get this mess cleaned up," Blanc snapped. "How could you be so clumsy?"

"It wasn't his fault, Giselle," said the old woman. "The boy is Silent. Didn't you know?"

Blanc blinked. "Silent? What do you mean? How do you know he's Silent?"

"I touched him," the woman said simply. "You should have him tested, of course, but the touch is never wrong."

Blanc stood motionless for a moment. Conversation and music mingled on the ballroom floor behind her. Then she pointed at Pup. "You. Clean up this mess. You-" she pointed at Lizard "-come with me. Clara, would you mind?"

"Not at all, dear."

The two women turned and walked toward one of the exits without looking back. Bewildered, Lizard shot Pup a glance. Pup, who had knelt to gather up the debris, gestured at him to follow and gave him a thumbs-up sign.

"What's Silent mean?" Lizard hissed at him.

"Go!" Pup hissed back. "And be sure you remember your friends later."

More confused than ever, Lizard trotted away. He followed Mistress Blanc and the old woman named Clara out of the ballroom, along a corridor, and through a set of double doors into a large room paneled with blond wood. A huge silk rug covered the center of the burnished floor, and an enormous desk sat next to a stone fireplace. Shelves were crammed with bookdisks, and statues of frogs were everywhere. A wet bar occupied one corner. It was well after sunset, and the windows showed only a reflection of the room itself. Blanc motioned Clara to a leather easy chair while she opened a decanter at the bar.

"Brandy?" she asked.

"No thank you, dear," Clara said from the depths of the chair.

Lizard wasn't sure what to do, so he stood next to the door. His heart pounded like a hyperactive hammer and he was starting to sweat. Was he in trouble for dropping the tray? Doubtful-Pup had looked happy for him. So why was he here?

Blanc splashed red-brown liquid into a gla.s.s the size of a balloon and took up a chair behind the desk. She swirled the brandy, sipped. "You say my slave Lizard is Silent."

Clara gave a prim smile. "Of course."

"I don't understand how." Blanc set the snifter down and tapped her desk. A holographic screen winked into view and text scrolled across it. "It's as I remembered. His papers state he was found on an STL colony s.h.i.+p that left Earth some nine hundred years ago."

Lizard stood by the door in his tight shoes, feeling like some new species of frog that had caught Mistress Blanc's eye.

"So he wasn't born into slavery?" Clara said.

Blanc shook her head. "And I know what you're thinking. Listen, someone else would have bought him and his dam if I hadn't, and I treat my people well. He has a good home here."

"Did you rescue him from a colony s.h.i.+p or the dog pound?" Clara asked mildly, echoing Lizard's unspoken thoughts. A wash of anger flashed over him and he had to struggle to stay quiet.

"At any rate," Blanc said, brus.h.i.+ng Clara's comment aside, "he left Earth long before Irfan Qasad started creating Silent babies."

"Nevertheless," Clara said firmly, "I am Silent, and when I touched him, I knew knew."

Lizard could keep quiet no longer. "Please, Mistress," he said, and both women turned their gaze on him, "what does it mean that I'm Silent?"

"It means you're worth a h.e.l.l of a lot more than five hundred freemarks," Blanc muttered.

"Silence is a form of telepathy, child," Clara said. "Once you've had proper training, you'll be able to enter the Dream and communicate with any other Silent in the universe, no matter what species they are, what language they speak, or what planet they live on." She gestured at Mistress Blanc. "Some of the frogs on this very farm produce toxins that can be refined into drugs that aid the Silent in reaching the Dream."

"How do you know that I'm Silent?" Lizard asked uncertainly. "I've never heard of it."

"I touched you," Clara told him. "The first time two Silent touch flesh-to-flesh in the real world, it creates a weak telepathic bond. If we were both in the Dream right now, we would be able to find each other much more easily than two Silent who have never touched. That first contact also creates a physical jolt that can be very disconcerting for those who are unprepared for it. Your Silence must be very strong, dear, for it to send you to your knees like that." She paused. "Tell me, do you have dreams that are so vivid-lifelike-that when you wake up you feel like this this is the dream and your dream was the real thing?" is the dream and your dream was the real thing?"

Lizard nodded in awe. "How did you know-?"

"Holy mother of G.o.d," Blanc gasped. "What if I have two of them?" She tapped something on her desk and a tone chimed. "Nater, send Bell into my office immediately."

"Yes, Mistress." The reply came out of thin air.

Lizard's head swam and he desperately wanted to sit down, but it looked like no one was going to give him permission. Dreams. The Real People told stories of the Dreamtime, the place where everything began and ended. And there were all those meditations the Real People Reconstructionists did to re-learn head talk. Was it all real?

"Who's Bell?" Clara asked.

"His dam. She was on the same s.h.i.+p. I'm wondering if she's Silent, too."

"It does run in families," Clara agreed.

"But why wouldn't the slavers have tested them for Silence already? It seems like they would have."

"Why should they, dear? As you said, the s.h.i.+p was nine hundred years old, before the time of Irfan Qasad, and she was the first human Silent. Why should they spend the time and money to run a test that they thought would only come out negative?"

A knock came at the door. There was a pause. Both women looked at Lizard, and it took him a moment to figure out that they were expecting him to answer it. Fumbling with the k.n.o.b, he did so, and Bell stepped self-consciously into the room. She gave Lizard a worried look that said, What did you do? What did you do?

"Bell, come here," Blanc ordered, and Lizard's mother approached the desk. "Clara, would you ...?"

"Of course." Clara got her feet, long black dress rustling. "Hold still, Bell. This won't hurt."

Lizard wanted to cry out a warning, but Clara touched his mother's cheek before he could do so. She stiffened and gave a little gasp. Clara nodded and went back to her chair.

"She is Silent as well," she said, "though not as strong in it as her son."

"All life!" Bell said, a note of fright in her voice. Lizard wanted to go to her, but didn't know if that was allowed. He stayed where he was.

"Well," Mistress Blanc said, getting to her feet. The holographic screen vanished. "Well, well, well. This is welcome news. Lizard, you need not return to the slave barn tonight. I'll tell Tira to give you a room up here. I'll decide what to do about both of you tomorrow. Clara, I have to return to the other guests. Dinner will be served soon. Coming?"

"Of course, dear." Clara rose and took Blanc's proffered arm. The two of them strolled out of the office without a backward glance.

"Son?" Bell asked. The slave bands wouldn't allow her to call him Evan Evan, but she had never used the name Blanc had a.s.signed to him. With a small start he realized that he always thought of himself as Lizard Lizard now. When had that started? now. When had that started?

"Son," Bell repeated, "what did she mean? What's happening?"

Lizard explained what little he knew. "So it looks like we're both Silent-and a lot more valuable. I don't understand it all."

"Silent." Bell looked at the leather armchair uncertainly, then apparently decided she had nothing to lose and sat in it. Lizard, greatly daring, perched on the arm. "Once in a while, I would hear the mistress or Nater mention a message that came via Silent courier. I always a.s.sumed that Silent Silent meant cla.s.sified or bonded or something. I never asked." meant cla.s.sified or bonded or something. I never asked."

"So what do we do now?" Lizard said. "I don't think Mistress Blanc wants me back at the party, and she didn't say-"

Another knock came. Both Lizard and Bell leaped to their feet. Lizard opened the door cautiously on Pup. He slipped into the room and Lizard closed the door.

"Is it true?" he asked without preamble. "Are you Silent?"

Lizard nodded. "Mom's Silent too."

"Wow." Pup's blue eyes were wide and round. "You both go right to the top. No more mucking for you."

"All life!" Bell sank back into the chair. "What do the Silent do?"

"You don't know?" When they both shook their heads, Pup said, "They communicate. Slips.h.i.+ps can jump into slips.p.a.ce and get to other planets and stuff-Mistress Blanc wouldn't have much business if they couldn't-but regular communication only goes as fast as light. I hear tell it'd take hundreds of years for some messages to get where they have to go. But the Silent can communicate with other Silent no matter how far away they are. I don't know how they do it, but they do. Ask Old Min about it. He says says he has a Silent cousin, but I don't half believe him." he has a Silent cousin, but I don't half believe him."

The door began to open, and once again Bell jumped to her feet. Tira entered the office. Lizard's heart lurched. He was going to be in trouble. He was- "Mistress Blanc told me to show you to your rooms," Tira said deferentially. "Would you like to go now?" While Lizard was recovering from his surprise enough to formulate a reply, she caught sight of Pup. Her tone and demeanor instantly changed. "What are you you doing here?" doing here?"

Pup blanched. "I-"

"I summoned him," Lizard snapped. "Is that a problem?"

"No, sir," Tira said, contrite. "I'll show you upstairs now, if you like."

She took them up to the second floor and into a pair of adjoining bedrooms, each with a wide, canopied bed and a well-appointed private bathroom. Tira stood in the doorway between the two rooms, hands behind her back, eyes on the floor. Lizard was amazed at the change. This was Silence?

"Will you require anything else?" Tira asked.

"Yes," Bell said from her room. "Supper for both of us. Bring a wide selection."

"Yes, ma'am." Tira crooked a finger at Pup, who was standing in the corner trying to look inconspicuous. "Come along, you."

"He'll stay," Lizard said in an imperious tone, "and serve us our dinner."

Tira blinked, then nodded and left. Lizard waited until both doors were shut before running into Bell's room and throwing his arms around her. She laughed and hugged him back. Pup grinned like an idiot.