Rainey Nights Part 7

Now dressed, Rainey followed Katie back to the kitchen. "I don't know enough about the cases to draw that conclusion. Why do you ask?"

"I was just wondering if maybe it was a serial case."

Rainey smiled. Katie wasn't too good at hiding her motives. "No, I haven't been contacted by the police to help."

Since resigning from the FBI, Rainey consulted with local law enforcement needing a profile for an UNSUB. She had only done it once since Katie moved in. It was a one-day affair involving a series of rapes. She delivered the profile and was done, before Katie became too nervous. Rainey chasing bail skippers made her crazy enough. The little blond was having difficulty getting used to being a cop's wife.

Rainey sat down beside Katie and surveyed the table. Katie had poured them gla.s.ses of wine and prepared Rainey's favorite, Cheese Ravioli, with fresh baked bread. Her stomach growled at the sight.

Katie touched Rainey's hand. "I don't care if you want to consult on this. I know you miss the investigative side of your job. I just don't want the nightmares to come back."

Rainey's vivid night terrors more than once sent Katie scrambling out of bed. Katie made the mistake of putting her hands on Rainey, the first time she experienced one of her blood curdling screams in the middle of the night. Rainey awoke just before she was about to punch Katie's lights out. They agreed afterwards that the best course of action was for Katie to get out of the bed and talk calmly, until she was sure Rainey was fully awake.

"I haven't had a bad dream in months now. I think you cured me," Rainey said, smiling, and then changed the subject. "Is this meal a bribe for something?"

Katie's grin lit up the room. "Maybe."

Rainey leaned over to kiss Katie on the cheek. "Whatever it is, the answer is yes."

"I have something to show you after we eat." Katie beamed, while serving the ravioli.

Rainey took a sip of wine, and then asked, "Have you been reading those lesbian romance novels again?"

"Why do you say that?"

Rainey chuckled. "Cause every time you read one, you have to show me what you've learned."

Katie took a drink of wine and looked at Rainey seductively. "I haven't heard you complaining."

"Oh, far be it for me to discourage your lesbian edification," Rainey cracked.

"I think you've benefitted from my research, don't you?"

Rainey smiled broadly. "Oh yeah, I most certainly have."

Rainey and Katie had learned a lot about each other in their short time together. Katie moving in had gone nearly seamlessly. It was as if they had known each other forever; still there were some adjustments. Rainey was subject to leave things lying around. Katie picked up after her without much complaining. There was a fair amount of teasing, but no fussing. Katie adjusted to Rainey's obsession with NCAA basketball, by reading books while Rainey shouted at the TV. Rainey, who wasn't much for going out, gave in to Katie's need to see a movie in the theatre, when she'd really rather wait for the DVD. Katie learned how to just kick back and not be busy. She could now sit quietly on the dock beside Rainey, listening to the sounds of nature. They compromised and laughed and somehow made it all work.

Rainey winked at Katie. "What are you reading these days?"

Katie broke the bread and handed Rainey a piece. "A story about a hot bail bondsman and her new girlfriend."

Rainey savored the big bite of Ravioli she had in her mouth. Katie was a self-taught gourmet and learned very well. Rainey swallowed and smiled. "Does she have to run extra miles cause her girlfriend is a fantastic cook?"

"Yes, but she doesn't mind. She's healthier than she's been in a long time and did I mention she's hot?"

Rainey laughed. "She's probably grateful for the food and the attention."

"Oh, she is and she shows the girlfriend how much quite frequently."

"I think I like this book," Rainey replied, grinning.

Katie winked. "I thought you might. I'll change the subject, so you can finish eating." She paused, pouring them each some more wine. "I went by my old school today."

Rainey sipped her wine. She knew how difficult it was for Katie to walk away from her job as a first grade teacher, but it had been Katie's decision to do so. She reached out and touched Katie's hand. "I know that had to be hard for you."

Katie nodded affirmatively. "I have to admit my heart did beat a little faster before I walked in, but once I was there the panic went away. I thought I would be hit with so much remorse for resigning. That's not what happened at all."

Rainey relaxed and picked up her fork. "So, things went well?" She resumed eating, while she listened to Katie.

"I miss the kids. I miss spending time with them every day, but I don't miss the politics or paperwork. Those teachers looked so tired. I wonder if I looked like that."

"I saw you when you were a teacher and you did not look tired. You looked like you loved it, from what I could tell."

Katie continued, "Oh, I did, but Chelsea is doing a great job with the kids. Do you remember her? She took over for me when I had to take leave."

"Yes, I remember her from the day we packed your stuff."

Katie smiled. "She told me her sister is part owner of Feme Sole, a lesbian night club in Durham. She said we should go."

"Do you really want to?" Rainey asked, honestly having never thought about going to a lesbian club.

Katie grinned broadly. "I've been dying to go."

Rainey stopped eating and looked at Katie's excited face. She laughed at the pretty blonde. "Why didn't you say anything?"

"I don't know. I guess I didn't want to seem too eager to meet other women."

Rainey c.o.c.ked her head. She teased Katie, "Hmm, I hadn't thought about that... Maybe I should go by myself and check it out first. See if it's safe to turn you loose on the unsuspecting lesbians of Durham."

"No way. They're always all over the hot cop or P.I. in these books I'm reading. You're not going to a lesbian bar without me."

Rainey continued the tease. "What? So now you don't trust me."

"You're the one that said I couldn't go. Who has trust issues?"

Rainey laughed. "I just had no idea you'd be so interested in going to a gay bar."

Katie's smile slipped a little. "Are you worried about being seen with me in a lesbian bar?"

Rainey had guarded their privacy over the last nine months. After the initial stories broke in the paper, she and Katie could go nowhere without someone taking their picture and posting it on the web or in the paper. Maybe Katie had the wrong idea about why she did that. It certainly wasn't because she was embarra.s.sed to be with a woman. Rainey had reasons beyond Katie's knowledge not to want her personal life made public.

Rainey reached out and took Katie's hand. "No, I am proud to be with you. It's just, I'd rather not have our pictures splashed all over the web, again." Rainey saw the disappointment in Katie's eyes and added, "Maybe we're old news by now. It has been nine months. Surely, no one is interested in the two of us anymore."

"Oh please take me, Rainey. I want to see all those women just having a good time with each other. I want to dance with you."

"Honey, I hate to break it to you, but I don't dance. I'm a wall flower."

"Then we'll just watch. I know you can slow dance. We've done that here. Come on, Rainey. Who knows, you might even have a good time?"

"I always have a good time with you. Okay, I'll take you to a lesbian bar."

Katie leapt out of her chair and landed in Rainey's lap. She hugged her with excitement and then asked, "When can we go?"

Rainey kissed Katie's lips and said, "I'm on duty Friday night, but I'll see about Sat.u.r.day, after your father's party, okay?"

Katie was so excited she jumped out of Rainey's lap and did a little happy dance.

Rainey laughed aloud, as she said, "If I had known it would make you this excited, I would have taken you to a bar much sooner."

Katie hugged Rainey again and then sat down. Katie was too wound up to eat. She chattered away while Rainey continued to devour her favorite meal.

"Well, anyway, I'm not sorry I left the school. I'm glad I went and faced everyone. I'm sure, between all the publicity from this summer and moving in with you, I was the talk of the teacher's lounge for a while. It felt good to hear people say I never looked happier."

A smile seized Rainey's lips. Of all the things in the world that Rainey wanted, the most important was for Katie to be happy. "I'm glad you went then. And you know you can always go back to teaching when you're ready. I'd hate not having you around as much, but anyone who ever saw you with those kids knows you were born to it."

"Oh, I'm going to be too busy for a couple of years, at least."

Katie said this so nonchalantly that Rainey almost missed it, but her investigator's ears caught the implications. Yes, they had discussed having a baby. Rainey said she would be a willing partic.i.p.ant in the parenting, but it still made her nervous. Katie was so sure of what she wanted and was prepared to be a parent. Whether Rainey was in Katie's life or not, there was going to be a baby. Katie had been very clear about that before they began their relations.h.i.+p. Rainey wished she were as positive that she could be a good parent. She wanted to have a family with Katie. She just feared she would screw it up somehow. Her own family history wasn't exactly "Ozzie and Harriet." Katie's statement hung in the air, while they ate.

After a moment, Rainey said, "So, are you going to tell me what the doctor said or not?"

"I wanted to wait until we'd eaten, but okay. He said everything was fine and I could start the procedure whenever we're ready."

Rainey, finished with the food on her plate, sat back, holding her wine gla.s.s. She looked at Katie, not commenting. Katie c.o.c.ked her head to one side, wiped her mouth with her napkin, and sat back, as well. Silence fell over the room. Rainey had known this moment was coming, but now that it was here, she was unable to say anything.

Katie rescued her by saying, "This is all so fast; are you sure you want to go through with it, or are you just trying to please me?"

"Ernie asked me the same question today." Rainey took a sip of wine.

"Well?"

"Yes, Katie, I'm trying to please you." Rainey leaned forward. "I can't tell you it doesn't frighten me. I've barely gotten my feet back under me and this life with you is so new. I don't want to make a mistake here. On the other hand, I can't imagine life without you, and life with you means children. So, there you have it."

"Children." Katie's eyes sparkled. "Let's try for one and see what happens."

"Well, we need to know if we're building a three or four bedroom house."

Katie stood up without answering and started cleaning off the table. Rainey reached out and took her hand, pulling the smaller woman down on her lap. She kissed Katie sweetly on the lips and said, "Thank you for the wonderful meal and all the preparations. Now, tell me what's going on in that pretty head of yours?"

"I'm being selfish. Forcing this on you. You told me you never thought about having a baby." Katie said.

"I also told you that none of my relations.h.i.+ps ever went that far and my job took precedence over everything else. I just never had the time to think about it before, but I know I want children with you."

"There you go, with that children word again."

Rainey laughed and pulled Katie to her, hugging her tightly. "Honey, you would have a whole cla.s.sroom full if you could. I know that. I'm thinking three would be more reasonable, but I'm about to turn forty-one, so we need to get started."

"I love you, Rainey Bell," Katie said into Rainey's neck.

"I love you, too," Rainey said, feeling her body wake to Katie's touch. She pulled Katie's mouth to hers and kissed her thoroughly.

Katie's cell phone rang and vibrated on the kitchen counter. She pulled away from Rainey. "I have to get this. It's my mom."

"Really?" Rainey said. Katie's mother could wait, as far as Rainey was concerned.

Katie went to the phone, turning to Rainey before answering it. "Don't pout. It's not attractive. This will just take a minute."

Katie answered the phone. "Yes, mother. I do remember your number," Katie said into the receiver. She listened and then replied, "What time do you want us there? ... That early? Let me talk to Rainey and I'll get back to you.... I love you, too. Bye."

Katie's mother was throwing a birthday party for her father and Rainey was expected to be there, along with Katie's two sisters and their significant others. This was to be their third full-on family gathering. Rainey's experience with the sisters portended a lively family discussion, with Rainey as the main topic. Katie was the darling youngest daughter and the last person anyone in her family expected to begin a lesbian relations.h.i.+p. All the money had been on the middle sister, Helena, to do something so shocking.

Maria, the oldest sister, was the most vocal about her dismay. Was it h.o.m.ophobia or Maria's fear of what people might think of her having a lesbian sister? Rainey had not decided. Katie's mother, Melanie, as it turned out, knew Rainey's mother and stepfather. It made her accepting Katie's sudden s.h.i.+ft in s.e.xuality a bit more palatable, but she still seemed mystified by the whole thing. Katie's father had long since given up any semblance of control or understanding of the women in his life. Katie's family was handling her leap into this relations.h.i.+p, each in their own way. No one was openly hostile to the idea, but the astonishment really hadn't worn off. Rainey was not looking forward to another outing with the Meyers clan.

"Rainey, my sisters are coming in Friday night and Mom would like us to come for brunch at ten thirty on Sat.u.r.day, before the party that afternoon. I know that makes for a very long day with my family, but we are so rarely all in the same place. I want them to get to know you better."

"I'm not so sure I can last that long in the same house with all three of you sisters. Christmas was almost a deal breaker, or have you forgotten Maria asking me which one of us was the boy?"

Katie started whipping herself with laughter. "I loved it when you said, 'Depends on which day of the week it is, but Katie is kinda attached to that role so I let her wear the equipment, know what I mean?' When you winked at her I thought she would die right there."

Rainey chuckled. It was not her finest moment, but she's had a few drinks and Maria just got on her nerves. She said, "Besides, I don't know how your parents did it. It's so noisy. Remember I was an only child."

Katie laughed. "Do what my dad and Maria's husband do, drink and watch sports on TV."

Rainey laughed. "So I'm relegated to the husbands' room to smoke cigars and drink brandy."

Katie put the phone on the table and stood in between Rainey's legs, her arms draped over Rainey's shoulders. "You can drink scotch or bourbon, if you prefer. Let's face it, Rainey, you're not one of the girls. You have more in common with my second-amendment-loving father and brother-in-law, than with my Hollywood sisters and globetrotting mother. By the way, are you going to wear your holster this time?"

Rainey grinned. "It depends. Is Maria going to wear a muzzle?"

"Oh, don't worry. You and I are old news. Helena is bringing a boy toy that is the same age as Maria's oldest daughter. He's twenty. Remember Helena is forty-two. It's making Maria crazy."

Rainey would never get used to the way these sisters went at each other, only to join ranks if attacked by an outsider. Rainey learned quickly that she was not one of them. She measured her words carefully when speaking of the sisters. She was genuinely surprised the muzzle comment hadn't met more resistance, but Maria could be a b.i.t.c.h, and this afforded Rainey a little leeway.

"Now, that might be worth going to watch," Rainey said, chuckling.

Katie pecked Rainey on the cheek and started clearing the table. "Maria called this morning ranting about it. I told her to be careful, her moral superiority was showing."

Rainey laughed. "I am delighted that Helena's new boyfriend now tops the list of things Maria thinks are her business."

Maria vacillated between total disbelief and quoting scripture, to mild acceptance of Katie's relations.h.i.+p with Rainey. In the meantime, Maria kept them informed of her every thought on the subject. h.e.l.l, Rainey didn't understand how it happened anymore than Maria did; she just didn't spend every waking moment trying to figure it out. For once in her life Rainey walked straight into the unknown willingly, giving her heart freely to a woman she barely knew.

Rainey was helpless to do anything else. If it made Katie happy, then what choice did she have? She smiled up at Katie. "Whatever you want to do is fine with me."

"Katie, come on. Open the door."

Rainey had been pacing up and down the hallway for five minutes. Jesus, how could she have been so stupid? Now she was faced with a locked bedroom door and a very angry woman on the other side. Katie locked her bedroom door before, but not to keep Rainey out. She used this tactic on her husband. Rainey was experiencing this particular form of dismissal for the first time.