Colonization_ Down To Earth Part 31

"Goebbels we know," Gromyko said, and Molotov nodded. The foreign commissar went on, "Manstein we also know. He is the likeliest of the generals to come to the top. By all accounts, an able man."

Molotov nodded again. "Zhukov respects him," he said. By his tone, by his expression, no one would have known how much having to acknowledge Zhukov's opinion pained him. "As you say, he too is a known quant.i.ty."

"But the SS officials under Himmler..." Gromyko's voice trailed away. He stubbed out the cigarette and lit another one.

"Yes, they are the trouble," Molotov agreed. "None of them has been able to show what he can do, for Himmler has held power there firmly in his own hands. If one of them can grab it, who knows in which direction he might go?"

"It could be worse," Gromyko said. Molotov raised an eyebrow. The foreign commissar explained: "The Lizards might have landed a few days earlier. Then, perhaps, the British would not have a.s.sa.s.sinated Heydrich."

After pondering that, Molotov discovered he had to nod. "Yes, you are right-although I doubt Heydrich would have waited for Himmler to die of natural causes before making his bid for the top spot. Go on to Nuremberg, then, Andrei Andreyevich. Learn what you can and report back to me."

"Very well, Comrade General Secretary." Gromyko's s.h.a.ggy eyebrows twitched. "I do hope the n.a.z.is can keep from starting their civil war until Himmler's funeral is over."

"Yes, that would be good, wouldn't it?" After a moment, Molotov realized the foreign commissar hadn't been joking. He glanced at the smoke spiraling up from his own cigarette, which he hadn't crushed quite well enough. "Do you really think it will come to that?"

"I hope not," Gromyko answered. "But in the Reich Reich there is only one way to tell who is the stronger: by conflict. When Hitler died, Himmler was inarguably the strongest man left. Who is strongest now is not so clear, which makes struggles over the succession more likely." there is only one way to tell who is the stronger: by conflict. When Hitler died, Himmler was inarguably the strongest man left. Who is strongest now is not so clear, which makes struggles over the succession more likely."

"You could be right," Molotov said. Guile and intrigue had got him the top spot in the Soviet Union after Stalin died. He wondered who would succeed him, and how. The question wasn't idle-far from it. Now he did think about similarities between the USSR and the Greater German Reich. Reich. His own country had no more formal system for succession than did Germany. Beria's failed coup had rubbed everyone's nose in that. The failed coup had also made it all too likely that Molotov's successor would be Marshal Zhukov, a distinctly unappetizing prospect for an His own country had no more formal system for succession than did Germany. Beria's failed coup had rubbed everyone's nose in that. The failed coup had also made it all too likely that Molotov's successor would be Marshal Zhukov, a distinctly unappetizing prospect for an apparatchik. apparatchik.

Smoking yet another cigarette, Gromyko left the office. Molotov lit a new one from his own packet. The Americans and the Lizards both claimed tobacco cut years off your life. Having already pa.s.sed his threescore and ten, Molotov found that hard to believe. If tobacco was poisonous, wouldn't it have killed him by now? In any case, he was inclined to doubt claims from the Race or from the USA on general principles.

He could have watched Himmler's funeral on television. In these days of relay satellites, news went around the world as soon as it happened. He didn't watch. He knew the n.a.z.is were good at melodramatic spectacle. As far as he was concerned, their rule depended in no small measure on keeping the ma.s.ses mystified through spectacle so they would have no chance to contemplate either their oppression or rising against it.

And, when Gromyko returned from the German capital, Molotov asked no questions about the last rites for the dead Fuhrer. Fuhrer. Instead, he came straight to the point: "Who is in charge in Nuremberg?" Instead, he came straight to the point: "Who is in charge in Nuremberg?"

"Vyacheslav Mikhailovich, I do not precisely know." Gromyko sounded troubled at the admission. "I don't think the Germans know, either."

"That is not good," Molotov said, with what he judged considerable understatement. "Where no one is in charge, anything can happen." It wasn't a proverb, but it sounded like one.

Gromyko accepted it as if it were. "What they have in place now is something they call the Committee of Eight. It has soldiers on it, and SS functionaries, and n.a.z.i Party officials, and a couple of Goebbels' men, too."

Scornfully, Molotov clicked his tongue between his teeth. "All that means is that they are putting off the bloodletting till someone is ready to start it."

"Of course," Gromyko agreed. No veteran of Communist Party infighting could fail to recognize such portents.

"Now we have an interesting question," Molotov said. "Do we prod the Germans while they are weak and confused, or do we leave them severely alone till they sort themselves out?"

"If we prod them, we may gain advantages we could not have managed against Himmler." The foreign commissar spoke in musing tones. "On the other hand, we may only succeed in uniting the members of this committee against us, or in bringing one of them to the top."

Molotov nodded. Gromyko had laid out the alternatives as neatly as a geometry teacher proving a theorem on the blackboard. "If we leave them alone, they are likely to stay disorganized longer than they would otherwise. But so what, if we gain nothing from their disorganization?"

"In that case, at least, we do not run the risk of conflict with them," Gromyko said.

"Conflict with them is inevitable." There Molotov knew he was on firm ideological grounds. But, ideology or no ideology, he temporized: "With the weapons they and we have, conflict with them is also liable to be suicidal."

"Yes," Gromyko said, and then, greatly daring, "This is a problem I fear neither Marx nor Lenin antic.i.p.ated."

"Possibly not," Molotov said. The admission made him as nervous as if he were the Pope airing doubts about the Trinity. He backed away from it: "But if we cannot rely on Marx and Lenin, on whom can we rely?"

"Lenin extended Marx's doctrine into areas on which Marx did not speak," the foreign commissar replied. "It is up to us to extend Marxist-Leninist thought into the new areas that have come to light over the past forty years."

"I suppose so." Again, Molotov thought of the Pope. "We cannot say we are changing the doctrine, of course-only strengthening it." How had the papacy dealt with the theory of evolution? Carefully, Carefully, was the answer that sprang to mind. was the answer that sprang to mind.

"Of course," Gromyko echoed. "That was what Stalin said, too. It gave him the excuse he needed to do whatever he pleased-not that he needed much of an excuse to go and do that."

"No," Molotov agreed. Stalin was more than ten years dead now, but his shadow lingered over everyone who'd ever had anything to do with him. Molotov had never been shy about ordering executions, but he knew he lacked Stalin's relentless ruthlessness. In a way, that knowledge made him feel inadequate, as if he were a son conscious of not being quite the man his father was.

Gromyko said, "Have you yet decided what we ought to do, given the changed conditions inside the Reich Reich?"

Stalin would have decided on the spur of the moment. He would have followed through on whatever he decided, too: followed through to the hilt. He might not have been right all the time-Molotov knew only too well he hadn't been right all the time-but he'd always been sure. Sometimes being sure counted for as much as being right. Sometimes it counted for more than being right. If you were sure, if you could make other people sure, you might easily end up right even when you'd been wrong before.

Molotov also knew he lacked that kind of decisiveness. He said, "We can try prodding at Romania and Finland and see how they react-and how the Reich Reich reacts. If the fascists' puppet states show weakness, that will be a sign the reacts. If the fascists' puppet states show weakness, that will be a sign the Reich Reich itself is on the way to the ash-heap of history to which the dialectic consigns it." itself is on the way to the ash-heap of history to which the dialectic consigns it."

Gromyko considered, then nodded. "Good enough, I think, Comrade General Secretary. And if the Germans show they are still alert in spite of this collective leaders.h.i.+p, we can pull back at little risk to ourselves."

"Yes." Molotov permitted himself a small, cold smile of antic.i.p.ation. "Just so. And it will be pleasant to pay them back in their own coin for the troubles they continue to cause us in the Ukraine. That will make Nikita Sergeyevich happy, too." He dismissed Gromyko, then spent the next twenty minutes wondering whether he wanted to make Khrushchev happy or not.

As the airliner droned on toward Kitty Hawk, Jonathan Yeager turned to his father and asked, "Do you think Mom is up to... taking care of what needs taking care of till we get back?"

He didn't want to mention Mickey and Donald. His father nodded approval that he hadn't, then answered, "She'll do fine-because she has to." He grinned. "She put up with you when you were a baby, so she ought to be able to manage the other."

Hearing about himself as a baby never failed to embarra.s.s Jonathan. He changed the subject: "Four more years for President Warren, eh?"

"Sure enough," his father said. "I thought he'd win. I didn't think he'd take thirty-nine states." He didn't look so happy that Warren had taken thirty-nine states, either.

"Neither did I," said Jonathan, who knew his father had soured on the president but didn't know why. He clicked his tongue between his teeth. "I wish the election had come a couple of months later. Then I could have voted, too." Having to wait till he was almost twenty-five to help pick a president struck him as dreadfully unfair. He tried to make the best of it: "One vote wouldn't have mattered much this time around, anyhow."

"No, but you never can tell when it will," his father said. "As for that, you're lucky. When I was your age, I was living somewhere different every year. I never put down enough roots to be able to register and vote, so I never did, not till after the fighting stopped and I settled down with your mother."

Jonathan hadn't thought about that. Lord, his father had been an old man by the time he finally got the chance to vote. Before Jonathan could say anything about it, the pilot announced they'd be landing soon. This was Jonathan's first flight. His father took airplanes for granted, so he did his best to do the same. It wasn't easy. Watching the ground rush up, feeling the jounce as the plane hit the runway...

And you'll be going into s.p.a.ce in a couple of days, he thought. he thought. If you're getting excited about airplanes, what will you do when you blast off? If you're getting excited about airplanes, what will you do when you blast off?

A trim captain halfway between his age and his father's took charge of them when they got off the plane. The captain gave Jonathan's shaved a head a couple of glances, but didn't say anything.

The officer drove through drizzle to a barracks. The quarters the two Yeagers got struck Jonathan as spartan. His father accepted them with the air of a man who'd known worse. Sometimes Jonathan wondered what all his old man had been through in the days before he'd reached the scene himself. His father didn't talk about that much.

When they went to the mess hall, some of the soldiers there also gave Jonathan's s.h.i.+ny skull and casual civilian clothes odd looks. He ignored them. He wished he could have ignored the food. You could eat as much as you wanted, but he couldn't see why anybody would want to eat any of it.

Along with his father, he spent the time till he went into s.p.a.ce getting lectured about everything that could go wrong and what to do if anything did. The short answer seemed to be, If anything fails, you probably die. If anything fails, you probably die. The long answers were more complicated, but they added up to the same thing. The long answers were more complicated, but they added up to the same thing.

People did die going into s.p.a.ce. He thought about that as he boarded the upper stage with REDTAIL REDTAIL painted on its nose. He didn't think about it for long, though. At not quite twenty-one, he didn't really believe he could die. painted on its nose. He didn't think about it for long, though. At not quite twenty-one, he didn't really believe he could die.

"Going to pay a call on the Lizards, eh?" said the pilot, a Navy lieutenant commander named Jacobson. "I'll get you there and I'll bring you home again-as long as we don't blow up."

"If we do, it'll be over in a hurry," Jonathan's father said. "Plenty of worse ways to go, believe you me."

"Oh, yeah." The Navy man glanced over at Jonathan. "First time l ever took up a guy dressed like a Lizard, I'll tell you that."

Jonathan knew his dad would defend him if he didn't speak up for himself. But he figured he was old enough to do that, even if he hadn't hit twenty-one yet: "One of the reasons I'm going up is that I dress this way. It's supposed to set their minds at ease, I guess you'd say." He still kept quiet about Ka.s.squit; the lieutenant commander didn't need to know about her.

"Okay, kid," Jacobson said. "You're on the manifest, so you're going. Strap in good there. I know your old man's done this before, but you haven't, have you?"

"No, sir." Jonathan tried not to be nervous as he settled himself on the foam-padded seat. He didn't know how much good the safety harness would do, but he fastened it.

"Been a while for me," his father said. "But I know I'd rather go up there in just body paint and shorts than in my uniform here. The Race likes it hot."

"That's what I've heard," Jacobson said. "Well, get as comfy as you can, because we've got an hour to kill now, waiting for launch time."

That hour seemed to Jonathan to stretch endlessly. At last, though, the countdown, hallowed by endless books and films, reached zero. The rocket motor roared to life beneath him; all at once, it felt as if three or four guys had piled onto his chest. He'd had that happen in football games. But here, the guys didn't get up. They couldn't-they were him, his own body weight multiplied by acceleration. Though it was only a matter of minutes, the time felt as long as the hour's wait before blastoff.

Beside him, his father forced out a sentence a word at a time: "Watch that first step-it's a lulu."

"You all right, Dad?" Jonathan asked: wheezed, actually. He wasn't having too much trouble with the acceleration, but his father-heck, his father was practically an old man.

"I'll manage," Sam Yeager answered. "I reckon I was born to hang."

Before Jonathan could answer that, he stopped weighing several hundred pounds. In fact, as the rockets cut off he stopped weighing anything at all. He discovered another reason for his safety harness: to keep him from floating all over the Redtail Redtail's cramped little cabin. He also discovered his stomach was trying to climb up his gullet hand over hand. Gulping, he did his best to get it back where it belonged.

Lieutenant Commander Jacobson recognized that gulp. "Airsick bag to your right," he said. "Grab it if you need it. Grab it before you need it, if you please."

"I'll try," Jonathan said weakly. He found the bag, but discovered he didn't have to clap it over his mouth, at least not right away. The pilot, meanwhile, was talking in the language of the Race and getting answers from the Lizards. Every so often, he'd use the Redtail Redtail's motors to change course a little. Jonathan was too sunk in misery to pay much attention. His father was also quiet and thoughtful.

"We dock at the central hub of the Lizard s.h.i.+p," Jacobson said after a while. "They spin most of their vessels for artificial gravity, but the axis stays weightless, of course."

Again, Jonathan didn't much care. The s.h.i.+p the Redtail Redtail approached looked big enough to have respectable gravity just from its own ma.s.s. Clanks and bangs announced contact. "Very neat," his father said. "Very smooth." It hadn't felt smooth to him, but he had no standards of comparison. approached looked big enough to have respectable gravity just from its own ma.s.s. Clanks and bangs announced contact. "Very neat," his father said. "Very smooth." It hadn't felt smooth to him, but he had no standards of comparison.

"I'll be waiting for you when the Lizards bring you back," Jacobson said. "Have fun." By his snort, he found that unlikely.

When the hatch opened, it revealed a couple of Lizards floating in a corridor. "The two Tosevites for the interview will come with us," one of them said.

Jonathan undid his harness and pushed himself toward the Lizards. He flew as easily as if in a dream, but in a dream he wouldn't have been fighting nausea. His father followed him. Sure enough, it was hot and dry in the s.p.a.ces.h.i.+p, as hot and dry as it got in L.A. with the devil winds blowing.

Little by little, as Jonathan and his father followed the Lizards outward from the hub, weight, or a semblance of it, returned. By the time they got to the second deck out, they were walking, not floating. Jonathan approved. His stomach approved even more. The curved horizon of each deck seemed as surreal as something out of an Escher painting, but bodily well-being made him willing to forgive a lot.

At last, when his weight felt about the way it should have, the Lizard guides stopped using stairs and led his father and him along a corridor to a chamber with an open doorway. "The female Ka.s.squit awaits within," he said.

"We thank you," Jonathan's father replied in the language of the Race. He dropped back into English for Jonathan: "Let's do it."

"Okay, Dad," Jonathan said, also in English. "You go in first-that's how they do things." He was pleased he remembered some of what he'd learned.

"Right." His father squared his shoulders and entered the chamber. As Jonathan followed, his father went back to the language of the Race: "I greet you, superior female. I am Sam Yeager; here with me is my hatchling, Jonathan Yeager."

"I greet you, superior female," Jonathan echoed. He had to work to hold his voice steady, but thought he managed. He'd known Ka.s.squit would be naked, but knowing and experiencing were two different things, especially since she wasn't just naked but shaved, not only her head but on all of her body.

"I greet you," she said. She took her nudity altogether for granted. Her face showed nothing of what she thought. "How strange to make the acquaintance of my own biological kind at last." She pointed to the body paint on Jonathan's chest. "I see you are now wearing the marking of a psychological researcher's a.s.sistant."

"Yes," Jonathan answered. "It is a true marking, for I a.s.sist my father here." He tried to eye her paint without eyeing her b.r.e.a.s.t.s. "It is not much different from yours."

"It is an accurate marking," Ka.s.squit said. "But it is not a true marking, for the Race did not give it to you." She was as fussily precise as any real Lizard Jonathan had ever met.

His father asked, "How do you feel about meeting real Big Uglies at last?"

"Sore," Ka.s.squit replied at once. Jonathan was wondering whether he'd understood her correctly when she went on, "I had to be immunized against many Tosevite diseases before taking the risk of physical contact."

"Ah," Sam Yeager said. "Yes, you wrote to me about that. I respect your courage. I hope we bring you no diseases."

"So do I," Ka.s.squit said. "I have never known illness, and have no desire to make its acquaintance."

Jonathan gaped. He couldn't help himself. She'd never been sick a day in her life? That hardly seemed possible. He wondered what his father was thinking-his father who'd almost died in the influenza epidemic of 1918, and who complained these days that colds hung on a lot longer than they had when he was younger. Not wanting to contemplate his father's mortality, he wondered if Mickey and Donald would grow up disease-free, too, because they wouldn't meet any adult Lizards. He also wondered how many diseases Lizards had. They had doctors-he knew that much.

Ka.s.squit said, "And what do you Big Uglies think of me?"

"You are an attractive young female," Jonathan's father answered. Jonathan would have agreed with that. His generation was a lot more relaxed about showing skin than his old man's had been, but not so altogether oblivious about its even being an issue as Ka.s.squit was. He had to work to keep his eyes on her face, not her b.r.e.a.s.t.s or the shaved place between her legs. His father went on, "The biggest differences between you and a wild Big Ugly are that you shave all your hair and that your face does not move much."

"Your hatchling also shaves his hair," Ka.s.squit said.

"Uh-not as much of it as you do," Jonathan said, and felt his face heat in a way that had nothing to do with the temperature of the chamber. "I try to look like a member of the Race."

"So do I-with rather more reason than you." Ka.s.squit could be tart when she chose. She went on, "As for my face, my caregiver, Ttomalss, speculates that I needed to see moving faces when newly hatched to learn to move mine as wild Tosevites do. Since his face cannot move, I never acquired the art myself. I do not miss it." She shrugged. Her b.r.e.a.s.t.s were so small and firm, they hardly jiggled. Jonathan couldn't help noticing that.

His father asked, "From what you know of life down on Tosev 3, what do you miss about it?"

"Nothing!" Ka.s.squit used an emphatic cough. "Except genetically, I am not of your kind."

"But that is a large exception," Jonathan's father said. "It means you can never be fully of the Race, either. What is it like, staying forever betwixt and between?"

What was going on behind Ka.s.squit's impa.s.sive mask? Jonathan couldn't tell. At last, she said, "I was made to be a bridge between my kind and Big Uglies." She pointed at Jonathan. "He-your hatchling-is a bridge between your kind and the Race. So are you, Sam Yeager-or should I say, Regeya? We reach from opposite sides toward each other."

"To the Race, you are a Big Ugly, too," Jonathan's father pointed out.

Ka.s.squit shrugged again. "I am of the Empire. You are not. Males and females of the Race, Rabotevs, Hallessi-they are my kind. You are not."

"Look in a mirror," Jonathan suggested. "Then try to say that. See if it is truth."

For the first time, Ka.s.squit raised her voice. "This interview is over," she said sharply, with another emphatic cough. She strode out of the chamber through a side door Jonathan hadn't noticed till she used it. He glanced over at his father, wondering if he'd horribly botched things. Only when his dad winked back at him did he relax-a little.

If Ottawa wasn't the end of the line, you could see it from there. So thought David Goldfarb, at any rate, as he and his family stayed and stayed and stayed at the detention center for immigrants about whom the Canadians weren't certain. People who'd come in after the Goldfarbs had already gone on their way, but the authorities remained dissatisfied with him.

He was dissatisfied with them, too, and with their country. Ottawa lay six degrees of lat.i.tude south of London, ten degrees south of Belfast. But, as 1964 drifted toward 1965, he thought he'd chosen to emigrate to Siberia. He'd never known such cold as he found every time he stuck his nose outdoors. Schoolchildren learned about what the Gulf Stream did for Britain's climate, but he'd never had to think about it outside of school till now.