My Way To You 330 I Guess It's My Turn

"What are you talking about?" Ariana asked as her eyes trembled with a mixutre of fear, anxiety and hope. "Is it because I'm your precious childhood friend?" Ariana asked sarcastically, she felt bitter inside and she couldn't stop it from infecting her heart.

"I don't need or want that friends.h.i.+p. It hurts so much being with you." Ariana whispered but instantly regretted her words. Cayden looked so hurt it was unfair, his beautiful face was not meant to look so heartbroken.

"Do you really mean that?" Cayden asked. "W-w-who is telling you what to do? Why are you listening to them? Is it your owner? I thought we blocked your slave markings. Cayden if you're in any trouble I can help you but you can't play with my heart anymore. I swear I will stay pure so please just let me go." Ariana pleaded as she averted her gaze. She couldn't look at him anymore. Her heart stung and she needed to try her best in not answering his question. She knew she would slip up and beg him to stay by her side. She didn't want to beg.

"Ariana I need to tell you something important." Cayden said as he looked at Ariana affectionately. Hoping she would look up and see how sincere he was but she refused to look at him. "You're right. I'm in big trouble and no, you can't help me." Cayden said then placed a sweet kiss on Ariana's cheek.

"I'm so sorry for everything. I shouldn't have forced you to kiss me." Cayden whispered against her skin and then started to leave a trail of kisses from Ariana's left eye down to her collar bone. Ariana tried her best to surpress her urge to moan but she felt a raging heat where ever Cayden placed his lips.

"You know you mess up all my plans beautifully. I can never listen to my orders properly nor can I be honest when I want too... I hoped we would get to this point a lot later but you just have to make me lose all reason." Cayden said as he moved his lips away from her collar an then placed the last kiss on her forehead.

"I was ordered to make you mine. I thought it was a blessing in disguise. I wanted to hold you so bad, I wanted to kiss you, I want to touch you, I wanted, no, I needed to violate you but I couldn't. Not with these feelings, not without hurting you. I didn't want our intimacy to be only one sided. I didn't want to deceive you anymore. I don't want what we have to be faked or forced. You mean too much to me." Cayden said as pulled back slightly and looked at Ariana's face. He brought up his hand and gently brushed back a lock of her hair. Ariana looked at Cayden as her face paled a ghostly white.

"So it was all fake? You were stringing me along?" Ariana asked in a feeble voice as tears slowly spilled out. "No." Cayden said softly then moved to stroke her cheek. "You have no idea what is going on and I want to keep it like that, just for a little longer. I don't want to taint that beautful soul you have. I don't want you to hate this world or the people in it." Cayden explained but Ariana could feel a sob stuck in her throat. It was growing bigger with every word Cayden said and it was suffocating.

"Because of my destiny?" She dared herself to ask. "Why can't you just see my feelings?" Cayden sighed as he placed his forehead againts hers.

"You can't just let me do things my way? I'm sorry for making you feel so insecure. I'm sorry I tried to brush off your love confession. I actually was very happy you said it but I really wanted this memory to more beautiful, more pa.s.sionate, I had a plan. I wanted to overwrite Owen's memory in your heart and make you completely mine." Cayden said before he moved his hands from Ariana's shoulders. He brought his left hand upwards and placed it up her chin. While his right hand slid down to her lower back.

He pulled Ariana closer towards his body. Ariana could feel his body heat and something firm pressing against her body. Cayden kept her gaze locked on him and she could see something new reflecting new in his eyes. It made her s.h.i.+ver but she didn't feel like it was so bad. "Can you feel it?" Cayden asked breathlessly. "Let me go Cayden." Ariana said as her lips trembled. Her mouth was getting dry and as she couldn't help but lick her lips.

Cayden shuddered when he saw her pink tongue peek out and move across her plump lips, it was too inviting. The thing pressing against Ariana's body started to pulse as the new look in his eyes started to glaze over with desire, "You're making this more difficult. We can't be together. I need to forget you." Ariana said softly.

Cayden snapped out of his l.u.s.tful thoughts. A small chuckle escaped his lips as he started to lower his face towards hers. "I don't want you to forget me. I want to trap you. I want to leave my scent all over you. Stain you with everything I have. I want you to only think of me." Cayden said as he inched towards her lips.

"No." Ariana purred setting Cayden's heart a blaze. "I can never follow any of my plans when it comes to you. Can I? Fine. I guess it's my turn, I love you. I love you so much that it drives me absoultely insane." Cayden said breathlessly as his lips barely brushed against Ariana's lips. "And I will never let you become a p.a.w.n in anyone's schemes, no matter who they are." Cayden said then sealed Ariana's lips.

Ariana's heart thundered. She couldn't stop her body from responding. This is what she wanted, what she desired but it wasn't enough. Cayden sensed her desire and slipped his tongue into her mouth. Small moans started to escape her lips as Cayden's kisses turned more pa.s.sionate. His hand slipped from her back and found itself on her thigh.