You Are The Star Tonight 61 My Happiness !!

"How can you do this to me Sarthaki..." Tara shouted angrily.

"Mam...I am sorry but I was ordered to do so " Sarthaki answered calmly.

"Who the h.e.l.l ordered you...for G.o.d's sake you are my secretary" Tara said in a angry tone.

"And therefore I want the best for you...now mam please go inside the building, Sir is waiting for you" Sarthaki said politely.

"I am not going anywhere...drive the car to the airport" Tara said angrily.

"Okay.... I will but let me call Sir first and inform him that you don't want to see him" Sarthaki said and smirked which of course Tara didn't notice.

Tara was again irritated she punched the seat in front of her and came out of the car. She was feeling sick now, the past ten minutes were like real torture to her, she can't believe that she ended up before the Sen corporation where of course Kian will be present. She glared at Sarthaki coldly, if looks can kill then Sarthaki would have turned to ashes by now.

She angrily walked towards the building with each step her mind was becoming a mess and heart was paining like h.e.l.l, how can she face him now when he caught her red handed.

She gathered all her courage and entered the building but as soon as she entered a certain person greeted her but that was not the problem the problem was the awkward silence that followed that person. Everyone was terrified to see their big boss's a.s.sistant talking with a lady... seriously, he never ever talked with a lady before for this reason many people even questions his s.e.xuality but who would dare to go against him. Tara awkwardly turned towards the person and his deep black eyes greeted her. She was so nervous that time that she just managed to nod at him softly without any expression. Then as told by him she followed him silently after a few seconds they reached the building top where Kian's office was situated. Tara was sweating profusely her hands were cold and her eyes were void of any emotion but in her heart a storm was brewing up a single question was stabbing her continuously that what will she explain to him.

Unknown to her she already reached in front of his office door. The Secretary silently opened the door and indicated her to go inside. She nodded politely and entered the room with shaking steps.

As soon as she entered the room the temperature dropped by few degrees, she looked nervously towards the giant window where a G.o.dly figure was standing with a scary aura around him.

Tara gulped unconsciously.

"Oh...Miss Tara is here.... I am glad that I have the chance to see you again... I thought that you escaped successfully" Kian said in a chilly voice.

He was not atall angry at her how can he be angry on his Suns.h.i.+ne but he desperately wanted her to understand her mistake so he behaved indifferently with her.

Tara eyes welled up but she decided not to cry she have to face him bravely. She walked towards his direction silently and held his hand softly

"I am sorry..." those were the only words she managed to say at that time.

"Oh...so Miss Tara is sorry...but what exactly are you sorry about?" Kian asked in the same chilly tone.

Tara heart was breaking every time he was addressing her as Miss...she can't control her emotions anymore she looked at him with red eyes and said softly

"I am sorry about everything...I am not brave enough to face everything alone so I decided to leave you so that atleast you can live a happy life without someone like me who is bonded by so many difficulties".

Kian looked at her with a surprised expression the fragile girl who rarely able to make herself happy was thinking about his happiness and what she think that he can be happy without her, but his trails of thoughts were broken when Tara spoke again.

"Kian... I wanted everyone to be happy, my brother, Polen and you but to make this happen I had to leave everything behind...so I decided to leave everything...I know I am a coward in everyone's eyes but please atleast you don't misunderstand me....my grandfather...."

" I know what your grandfather did and I very well know what was the deal about...but Tara that is not the problem we could have solved it together...just how can you decided to leave me" Kian said in much softer voice.

"I just can't think of anything at that Moment...so I decided to agree with Grandpa atleast everyone will be happy after I leave" Tara said in a painful voice.

"And what about you...what about your happiness....what about us Tara" Kian held her by shoulder and looked at her eyes deeply.

"What about me...I never thought about this before.... actually no one actually asked me before you that 'what about me' particularly....and my happiness....does it really matters" Tara looked at him and tears started forming in her eyes again but this time she let it fall down, she doesn't wanted to hide her true self from this person, he was her whole life no matter how hard she try to hide her real self he would definitely find the real her so what was the need to hide.

Kian's heart clenched painfully when he saw her like that she already suffered a lot all this years to fulfill everyone's wish now it was her time to love herself, he pulled her into his embrace and hugged her tightly.

"Your happiness matters the most to me...you are the only person in the whole world who can make this almighty CEO worried to death, you are only person who can make me smile by doing just nothing, you mattered the most to me Tara and so your happiness too..." Kian whispered lovingly.

Tara whole heart welled up by the extreme warmth from his embrace and his words were like a melody to her ears she hugged him tightly and started sobbing painfully.

"Kian....I am sorry... I was so powerless before my grandfather that I can't rebel against him no matter what he knows a secret that can destroy my family completely and that is the last thing I want...Sid bro and I are the only person who knows about the secret other than him so he always use it to blackmail us...and we have to agree with him no matter what" Tara said between her sobs.

"A secret..." Kian said in a confused voice.

" Yes a secret that can destroy everything..." Tara said and hugged him more tightly she practically clenched his s.h.i.+rt like a five year old who don't want to leave her parents.

"I understand...now stop crying...and look at me..." Kian said and released her from his embrace.

Tara looked up to face him, Kian carefully wiped off her tears as if she was the most fragile thing in the whole world.

"Now let's discuss the plan to let your grandfather taste his own medicine" Kian said and kissed her forehead fondly.

"A plan..." Tara looked at him with a amused expression.