Strange Love 112 Never Say Goodbye

The anger faded quickly from the wolf's eyes and she nodded her head. Pus.h.i.+ng herself up from the comfy pile of pillows and blankets Jos had arranged for her by the fireplace, she made her way toward the door looking back briefly at Jos's sleeping form before finally exiting the room.

"Thank you!" Russ whispered as he shut and locked the door. He turned toward the s.p.a.cious king bed in the center of the room and the tiny ball curled up in it's center. A smile crept across his lips as he neared the best and her sleeping face came into better view. It was hard, looking at her especially when she slept, to see her as any thing more than a cute, young woman. Russ stroked a hand over her silvery hair and lifted one of two plats. His smile widened as she eyes flickered open and puzzled aqua pools gazed up at him.

"Russ?" She whispered as she pushed back the bedding and set up in bed wiping the drowsiness out of her eyes with two balled up fists.

Russ couldn't help the grin that spread across is face. She looked simply adorable in pink plaid pajama shorts and a loss matching solid pink s.h.i.+rt with her hair platted in two long pig tails. The way she rubbed the sleep from her eyes made her look younger than him instead of older by several centurys. He slowly and carefully slid onto the bed beside her. "Jos..." He reached out and took her hands pulling them away from her face. When her eyes met his, he continued. "I'm sorry for earlier. I didn't mean what I said. I was jealous and instead of manning up I took it out on you." He released one of her hands and stroked the side of her head taking special care not to disturb her braid. "I love you and I know you love me. It's not fair for me to constantly push you for more than you're ready to give. Let's start over, forget the past several months and just start fresh."

Jos shook her head. "I don't want to forget what we had or start over." She crawled across the bed and onto his lap straddling him. She traced the sharp features of his face with her fingers. "I never want to forget our time together. It has been very dear to me. I want to continue treasuring that time... this time as long as I can... for as long as we have together. I can't speak for the future, I don't even want to think about it at this point. I only want to be in the moment with you, the here and now." She leaned forward and kissed his lips letting hers linger over his waiting for him to kiss her back. She didn't have to wait long.

Russ cupped the back of her head in both of his large hands and pulled her back down to his lips. He nipped and teased her full bottom lips as she gave back just as good. It killed him to stop her, but he pulled back releasing her head and sliding his hands down over her body until they rested against her hips. "We have to talk. You can't turn yourself in, not yet at least. Give Ry and Arei a chance to help you, to build a defense for you. I'll stop pus.h.i.+ng for marriage, I'll even agree to return and take up my duties there if you'll promise me you'll wait until they are better prepared."

Jos frowned and slid off his lap. She settled by his side. Her brow knitted as she stared down at the sheets twisting them around her fingers. "Orion, Ry, told you what I asked him?"

Russ gently lifted her face up to met his. "He did and I can't let you do it, they aren't going to let you do that, Jos. Can't you see you're surrounded by people who love and care for you. Give us a chance to help you." His eyes sparkled hopefully down at her. "Say you'll at least give us a chance, Jos. I know I've asked you for things in the past you weren't able to give, but this... do this for you and for all of us who love you."

Jos nodded as unshed tears gleamed in her eyes. "Alright." She reach out and wrapped her arms around his neck and held him tight for several long minutes. Loosening her grip she brushed a light kiss against his neck and then another and another until Russ pulled her away.

He chuckled as she looked puzzled up at him, her bottom lip nearly trembling. "If you truly promise to stay and let them figure things out then there's no need for us to rush, is there?" He glided his hands up over her shoulder blades and down the length of her arms finally stopping at her wrists. He pulled them away from his neck and used his grip to press her backwards into the mattress. He gave her a devilish grin as he crossed her hands over her stomach. Holding both her hands in one of his he rolled her with his free hand onto her side. Settling his long body behind hers, he slid one arm under her neck and the other rested over her hands. He tucked her head under his chin and whispered against her soft, freshly washed hair. "If you keep your promise, this should be fine for tonight don't you think? I can't even remember the last time I simply held you."

Jos turned her head and leaned back against him to better see his face. "Was there a time like that? I don't recall it..." A hint of mischief colored her words.

He chuckled at her jab. "I'm sure there's bound to have been one, maybe before I was 18." He leaned forward and kissed her softly.

Jos frowned, "I can't help but feel wrong about our age difference..." Her head dropped back to his arm and she turned away. "You're not even legally old enough to smoke or drink in the U.S. and in a few other countries."

Russ pulled her closer against him. "Then it's a good thing we are moving to a Greek owned island, isn't it." He kissed her neck.

She squirmed against him. "Are you sure cuddling is all you're wanting tonight?" She pressed her bottom against his growing erection.

He groaned against her ear. "Ummm… Tempting as it may be, I'm sure." He released her hands and teased the bare skin around her neckline with the tip of his finger, nipping and kissing different spots as he bared the flesh. "Jos?"

"Hum?" She purred as she pressed her body tighter against him wiggling her bottom against his growing hardness.

"Ry said you told him you were in complete control during the... at the DeMarco's, is that true?" Russ asked in a husky voice as he ran his free hand over her hips as they moved against him.

Jos froze. "I..." She squeezed her eyes shut. "I was, more so than ever before. I was able to retain most of my human features and still access my full strength and a relatively clear mind... a vast improvement over most of the other s.h.i.+fts." As she talked about it with him her stress slowly slipped away, maybe it was actually talking about it or the fact he hadn't gave off any signs of distress from her words.

Russ kissed the nap of her neck, "That's great, Jos. Do you think you could do it again?" He asked as he encouraged her hips to return to their previous eager movements.

"I...I'm sure I could... if the situation was right." She stammered as Russ released her hip and trailed her arm down to fold his large hand over her much smaller one.

"Could you do it now?" He asked as he s.h.i.+fted slightly behind her and slowly brought her hand back to his lips. He kiss, nipped, and sucked each of her fingers.

She jerked her head around to see his expression in the dim light of the flickering fire. "You're not serious are you?"

"Very much so. I want to see the real you." He placed a kiss in the center of her palm as she watched before lowering her hand to his goin and molding her grip around his clothed shaft. "I want to love all of you, show you just how beautiful and special every last inch of you is to me." He pressed himself against her palm as he held her hand into place.

Her eyes widened, "Russ, that's a horrible idea! What if I lose control." Her mind jumped to the one thing that could cause that. "What if the sight of my true form freaks you out?" She turned to face him. She brought her free hand to his face. "It would kill me to see you look at me the way you did the other day."

He laughed. "Baby, I'm asking you to show me your true form. Not make a meal out of some deserving a.s.sholes heart. That, that was the part that was shocking. Yes, the tentacles were shocking I was expecting a mermaid tail or something, but it didn't take me long to recover." He kissed the tip of her nose. "I don't care what you look like, I just want you to realize that."

Jos let out a long sigh. "Are you sure about this?"

He nodded holding her gaze, "More so than ever."

Jos pulled her hand away and sat up. "Al.. Alright, if I must..." She nodded over to the chair positioned by the fire. "You need to sit over there. That way if something goes wrong you can escape out the doors."

He stroked her cheek, "Nothing will go wrong. I trust you."

She huffed out a breath. "Well, that makes one of us." She pointed to the chair. "Over there first."

Russ smiled brightly up at her as he pushed himself up out of the bed. "Ok, if it will make you feel better." He bent and kissed her before dropping his legs over the side of the thick mattress and walking over to the antique arm chair. He turned it away from the fire to face the bed and her. He leaned back in the chair gripping the arm rest lightly with his legs spread wide apart giving her a full view of his tented sweats. Her eyes traveled over his body. He gave of an air of complete relaxation with a wild breeze of excitement. She forced herself to stand by the edge of the bed on wobbly legs. Closing her eyes tightly shut she began forcing her body to change. She could feel the heat of her cheeks creep down her neck as her body began to morph little by little.

Russ stood and walked over to her. He pulled the hairbands off the bottoms of her braids and ran his fingers through her now solid white hair. Once he was done admiring the way it's pure, silky strands picked up every flicker of the fire; he brushed his fingers over the pale nearly blue flesh of her arms. The texture of her skin was smooth and cold against his fingers. His attention moved back to her face where her eyes were still squeezed tightly shut. He bent and kissed her lips tenderly, then whispered against them. "Open your eyes, Jos. I want to see all of you."

Her eyelashes flickered and she peeked out for under their thick vail. He lifted her face upward toward his and got the first full view of her amazing eyes. The irises were such a pale aqua that they were nearly white. The Pupils were a deep black that matched the surrounding outer eyeball as well, but instead of being circles like humans hers were elongated horizontally. They were the eyes of a sea creature. Nervous energy wrapped her stomach into tight almost unbearable knots as, she stood quietly under his exploration of her alien features.

"Beautiful." he said as he traced his fingers lightly across her high cheek bones. He slid his thumbs down to her lips and pushed them back to bare her lips. He laughed, "I can't say I have any sudden bow job requests, but..." He lowered his mouth to hers and kissed her deeply he coaxed her lips apart and plunged his tongue into her mouth without fear of the many sharp teeth that lined her mouth. He pulled her along with him as he backed toward the chair. He broke their kiss only long enough to pull her girly pajama top over her head. "You're so beautiful, Jos." He whispered huskily against her lips as he pushed her bottoms loss from her hips, letting gravity take them the rest of the way to the floor.

"Russ?" Her troubled eyes met his as she hesitated to kiss him back her voice heavily accented.

"What is it, baby?" He brought her hands to his waistband and held her unique gaze with obvious want. "Pull them down." He commanded her gently.

She swallowed hard. "Are you sure? This... isn't a good idea..."

His eyes darkened as need and hunger filled them. "Pull them down." He repeated in a deeper more husky whisper.

Jos did as he ordered and her eyes widened as his c.o.c.k sprang free of its confines. All ration thought eluded her as she circled her fingers around him and stroked his length slowly. She pressed her b.r.e.a.s.t.s against his chest as she gripped the back of his neck with her other hand, pulling his mouth back down to hers.

Russ smiled against her lips. "And here I'd thought we could get through one night with only cuddling." He pushed her hand away from his c.o.c.k and lifted her off the floor. He sat down onto the chair and carefully lowered her down onto him, gently and slowly guiding her down onto his length. "That's it, baby, just like that." He gripped her hips, encouraging her ride him as he pressed up deeper into her hot center over and over again increasing the depth and speed with each thrust.