Bloody Memories 21 I Don't Want To Die

Vivian Yve Dandlers

​The day finally ended without anyone talking to me. Who would even dare to bother me? I slept straight in my room and didn't attend any of my cla.s.ses. My mind is too fry up for overthinking things. I breathed heavily. My eyes were wide open and just blankly staring at the ceiling of my room.

Then I heard my phone rang. This is new. Who would be calling me? I immediately picked it up and saw Mr. Azier's name on the screen. I tap on the answer b.u.t.ton and waited for his voice to speak on the other line.

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"Vivian" He speak. I didn't answer and just waited for him to say something.

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"Did you found her?" He asked.

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"Yes but I'm still not sure. Give me more time and I'm sure that I'll give you information soon." I replied and ended up the call. I didn't wait for him to answer back. I know that he's just checking up on me if I'm doing my mission or I'm just playing in here.

Hence, I looked at the clock beside the bed and it's already 5:29. Damian said that he'd be coming here at 5:00. I smiled without me realizing. I shouldn't wait. I stood up from the bed and picked up my bag at the table. I brought some clothes and a uniform for me to wear. I'm uncomfortable wearing the clothes that he gives me.

When I finally head downstairs. I noticed that all the girls were looking at me as if it was the first time seeing me there. It is. This is the first time that I stayed in my dorm. Ever since I got here in this Academy, I haven't had the chance to get in here. I continued to walk and didn't mind any of them. After I got out of the dormitory, I didn't expect that they will be here. Then I saw Vlad walked towards me.

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"Did you get hurt?" He asked worriedly. I got numb remembering what happened to me in that mansion. But I only snickered a laugh. It's to calm myself. He looked at me surprised.

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"You mind your own problems," I said and proceeded to walk. But I stopped when I saw Tyler here. He is alright now, that's good. I continued to walk but Tyler called for me so I looked at him once again.

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"Be careful." He simply said and finally turned his back. His brother did so too, except for Vlad who's still looking at me straight in the eye.

I don't have any business with them anymore. They already told me the only information that they have gathered. Now, there's nothing more to give so I should not bother to talk to any of them.

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"I'm here to help, remember that." He said suddenly and walked away. I took a glimpse from the three who's backs were already facing me. They didn't look back. I decided to walk once again and went to the parking lot of the Academy.

It's quarter to six already. I walked faster until I arrived at the parking lot. Hence, I stopped when I saw two people at the dark corner of the lot. I hid myself from a post and decided to eavesdrop on their conversation. Why am I even doing this?

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"I don't want to be with him anymore." A voice of a girl. This only means that he's talking to a guy. It's such a cliché to listen to this kind of conversation. I was about to walk but I heard her talk once again.

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"Take me." She suddenly said. I can only see their shadows. The sun had finally settled and its pitch dark at this area but the light from the entrance is giving me a little bit of light to see.

I saw the shadow of the guy suddenly touches the girls face then unexpectedly kissed her. I immediately averted my gaze with my hand covering my mouth. This is surprising! I didn't expect that! My hearts racing fast. Although this isn't my first time seeing a couple doing intimate things with each other. I can't explain why my heart is beating faster.

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*Ring*

​"Ah. d.a.m.n it!" I whispered and hurriedly get my phone at my pocket. They might hear it.

My phone kept on ringing as I searched for it on my bag. When I finally found it, I saw the name on my screen and it was Mr. Azier calling. But before I got the chance to answer it. I saw someone already standing in front of me.

I don't know how I should react on this situation but my body moved by it's own. I voluntarily looked at the direction where there were to people kissing each other. My hands felt numb as I accidentally let go of the phone on my hand. I got back to my senses when I heard it fell towards the ground. I immediately picked it up but this person got it first.

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"Give it to me," I said. I can hear the uneasiness of my voice.

Hence, he still didn't give me the phone. I tried to s.n.a.t.c.h it from him but he didn't let me. I'm getting p.i.s.sed off! The phone just keeps on ringing. It's already the second call. It might be important. I have to answer it!

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"Why do you want this so badly." He suddenly stated. I glared at him. I had it!

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"Because my life depends on it," I stated and saw him flinched from where he was standing. What is that supposed to mean? Is he surprised by what I said? Don't tell me he actually fell for it?

I tried to s.n.a.t.c.h it from him once again but I accidentally stepped on to his foot which made me loose my balance. I fell and luckily, I fell towards him. We both fell towards the ground. I immediately stood up but I felt something ache at my foot. I think I sprained it. I just didn't made it seem to obvious and picked up the phone which was already on the ground. He's still lying by the way. By the way, where is that girl?

Hence, out of a sudden, I feel...​

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"D-Damian," I called and grabbed my neck. I feel suffocated. I'm grasping for air so badly. I looked at her once again and she has those red crimson eyes looking at me straight in the eye. She's in front of me and I know that she's ready to kill me.

I looked at Damian who's just looking at us absent-mindedly. What the h.e.l.l? Is he just going to watch me killed? I feel like dying. I coughed and saw blood coming out of my mouth. Please! Someone, help me. My eyes started to blur. I'm really dying, am I?

I started to cry. I can't stop myself from crying. Tears began to fall out of my eyes. I can't take it anymore. It hurts so bad! I'm an a.s.sa.s.sin yes and I should be enduring this. I should not feel pain but she is far more different from those whom I killed. I think that I'd be killed by the likes of her. After all, as I continue to live in this f.u.c.ked up world, I started to notice one thing. People like her, actually exist and they are many.

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"LIVIA!" Damian finally shouted. I fell down. I tried to breathe but I keep on gasping. My heart is beating too fast than any normal heartbeat and if this keeps up. I will die.

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"H-help," I stated. I can't do anything else other than to plead for my life to be saved. I don't want to die! Not now! I still have to prove that this is her. Actually, witnessing her do this to me. I know that Aviana's soul is inside her.

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"Vivian!" Someone shouted behind me and there I saw Vlad running towards my direction. Finally, someone who can help me but before he got the chance to come near me my surroundings turned black. At least there's someone who can help me now.