My Secret Lovelife 54 Sonnet's Desire

Oh my. Can't believe the entire day pa.s.sed without chatting with Sky. Gray was chatting with me unnecessarily and Sky wasn't even chatting with. Obviously once the exams are delayed he won't need me. He would surely forget me.

I checked my FB account and found that one old tuition friend of mine sending me friend request. My mom was very happy. Nikki was telling my mom that my Sis loves Sky. I shooed her. My mom was telling I don't want that kind of man to be my daughters boyfriend or husband. I don't want any kind of future with him and her. I was dumbstruck. For the first time I felt Nikki was the only one by my side. I felt the foe and the friend exchanged places. My mom who was by my side everytime I needed help. The strongest person who caress me after suffering from dejection is clearly rejecting. I was laughing (actually a faking it) and asking why all of a sudden. She replied, "I don't know why I don't feel he good for you. He simply uses you. You are kind-hearted that is the reason since childhood you get betrayed. I don't seem to see any good in him"

I was purplexed. Whatever she said each and every letter every word was true. He really didn't chat with me just after the exams got mostly over. And the reason he chats with me is purely out of his need.

I accepted his request. He was my crush back in my school days. Mostly what you call infatuation. Actually whatever feelings I have for Sky are purely different I had for him in the past. Eric is really what you called das.h.i.+ng he is really that. Actually his good looks accompanied with his love and dedication for mathematics made me to adore him. But I had never taken risks for him. In fact I didn't help him like I helped Sky. Even I scarcely would chat with him being from Girls school.

And Sh.e.l.ly loved him. Both loves each other it was true I could really see from her and his eyes. I actually loved Sh.e.l.ly more. I knew her from childhood. But became friends during the hardest period of my life when I was betrayed by a girl.

After her father's death she would try her best to complete the ch.o.r.es at home and outside. Aunt is also a sweet character. She loves me as her own daughter and my mom loves her as a daughter too. Both of our moms would praise the other and would tell to learn from each other.

She is really a pure hearted girl with full mood on for party and enjoyments.

Eric is an outstanding guy. He was really the heart of our Mathematics Sir. Everyone was fond of him.

But I don't know what kind of future I will have. But I truly desire that I get loved equally by the one whom I love the most. I hope the Almighty really rings the bell of good fortune for me...